I began looking at porn through the scrambled channels aroung 6th grade, and after the internet came into our home it got worse. This has hurt my walk with the Lord so much. After every time I say \"never again\" but it happens again. I was just looking five minutes ago and in desperation looked for a site and found this one.

I confess that I have stolen about $15,000.00 when working for a family member. I was sexually active as a teenager and pregnant when I got married. I did drugs and drank as a teenager. My cousin and I use to do sexual things as young girls. I\'ve masturbated a few times. I have wished death and bad things on people I didn\'t like. I\'ve lied alot in my life. I have sinced turned my life around and asked to be forgiven for all my sins.

I have sustained a mental, physical and emotional injury which has been infected and injured over and over. I now want to protect this injury and be free. I confess I have had premartial sex repeatedly and with multiple partners. I carry so much shame and guilt. I feel terrible and dirty. I have gone through periods of sexual sobriety followed by sexual impurity binges. I have lived with my boyfirend in the past, I cheat and lie to him. I have not confessed my shameful past but want to be free. I have had sex with people I didn\'t love, when I didn\'t want to, to gain relationships, and even gotten an STD. I hide this from everyone in my life. I want to confess, I want to stop the sin and give my life to Christ. I want to help others.

i\'ve tried to convince myself that i am in love with someone who is addicted to crack cocaine, but the truth is - i\'m afraid 2 leave him for fear that he will hurt me more than he already has. i\'ve disrespected and hit him thinking he will hit me back and then it will become clear 2 me 2 leave him. but i feel that i\'m not worth anything else, but this. i feel i\'m not worthy of GOD\'s love given what i\'ve done - abortions (3) and enduring sexual abuse (childhood & adult), mental abuse (childhood & adult), physical abuse (childhood), verbal abuse (childhood & adult), emotional abuse (childhood & adult - present relationship included). i feel that my purpose in life is 2 be someone\'s doormat and garbage can

I\'ve had eating disorders since I was 13. I always felt that anorexia took everything away from me. Before I was a good student and athlete. I was healthy and pretty. By sophomore year my hair was falling out, my period stopped (and would not start again for years), I could not hold my bladder, I coudln\'t sleep, I couldn\'t play soccer. I knew my body was dying at age 15.I\'m 23 now. I survived that epidsode, but I\'ve never been the same. I\'ve been bulimic ever since. In some ways it\'s worse now, not physically. But emotionally. I feel so disgusting, so alone. I isolate myself completely (to the point where i\'ve moved a hemisphere away!). I\'ve never dated since anorexia. I feel too fat. Too ugly. Unworthy of anybody. Undeserving of love.

As a child I was sterotyped as the good child the perfect kid the silent type but had a strong influence.But I moved and now Im in highschool and my personality is a 180 of before, I used to disprove of bullying. Now Im a bully,Im not respectful, I dont make the grade. And what i hated now i do. And I feel guility that if one of my old classmates saw me what would they think, but what i feel worst about is that I feel more happy being rotten then nice and looked up to. Ive tried to change,I once didnt speak for a day it was so hard as a kid i could keep silent forever and now it feels painful not to insult or add something distasful to the conversation. Why is this. I didnt use to trample others to make myself look better. I wanna go back.

I\'m going through the worst patch of my life. I am struggling with self harming, bulimia and anorexia but no one has even noticed. I lost my viginitiy to a loser who then surprising left, I argue constantly with my parents, I am failing all four courses at college and am /$300 in debt after my bag got stolen. I also think I am becoming dependant on alcohol

Once again I found myself giving into the temptation of the sexual sin of homosexuality desires on the internet by getting involved in ungodly conversations with others via the internet knowing that it was wrong but yet wanting to satisfy the unsatiable feeling of my fleshly desires. Creating ungodly soulties between myself and these people that I interacted with and with ungodly entities. Instead of falling prey to the enemys lies I need to learn to resisit temptation and fall on my face and pray to the Almighty God my heavenly Father my Daddy and turn and run from the sin.Like Joseph did.

A friend of mine was shot and killed last weekend, by a black guy. I\'ve always been a bit racist, despite the fact that I knew a few very nice, caring, chrisitan black people. But now that this has happened, I feel like I\'ve just lost all respect for them. I feel bad saying it, because I know there are good people out there. But I just don\'t understand how someone can just kill a person and walk away like it wasn\'t a big deal. And I find that black men are the majority that shoot and kill innocent people. My friend\'s death has had such a huge impact on everyone I know that I can hardly forgive the man that did this. I really need strength to be able to forgive. Please pray. This is an extremely hard time for everyone that knew my friend

I confess that I have stolen money and posessions from family, several employers and people that I love. I have lied to get jobs and i have lied alot.

Im 32 and i have been married to my wife who is 53 for two years now.We are very much in love with each other and even though she is many years older than me we have a very good and strong marriage which includes a very good and passionate sex life together.Recently after an office party I drove one of women i work with home as she was fairly drunk.She was quite suggestive in her talk while I was driving and i admit that I got quite excited about the things she was saying so we decided to park somewhere quite and I proceeded to have sex with this woman.Not holding back at all and going all the way with intercourse.Since then I have fely guilty about this and I am not sure whether I should tell my wife or just try and deal with the guilt.

Hi I want to confess this secret, I have known about my husband\'s unfaithfulness for a long time, he has been unfaithful not once but sevral times and always keep quiet, I do ask him about it when I suspect, but he always denies it. I ahve been sufering with this for almost 30 years. Now, I know that he smokes marihuana and he also looks into pornography, and again, I keep quiet. He knows that I don\'t do drugs and he also knows that I am very honest, but I am never honest to myself and accept that he simply does not love me. I a asking my Lord for guidance and forgiveness forall these lies and I am begging him to shower me with his wisdom and his Blessings. Thanks!

wow, where do i start, i started havingsex at 13 out of wedlock of course, had a baby at 15, had sex alot with different guys, lived with my boyfriend and had 2 more kids before we finally got married, i have lied,stolen, disrespected my husband, masturbated, porno, gossiped,got married to a man so he could stay in the country, but since i have rediscovered GOD, i try to be the best at everything i do, i try never to sin, of course i still do miss the mark BUT i know god has forgiven me and i beg him everyday to help me be a better person,

I screwed up my relationship with God. I love God, but I use to put my ex- above Him. I would get so excited to see this person, I would get butterflies everytime before we would meet, even after years of knowing this person. I loved that person so much, giving them everything I had; my time, my resources, my effort...but in the end, it wasn\'t enough. That person left me. Not the first time either thy has left me. God is a jealous God. He will take things away that hinders our relationship with Him. Since then, my only priority is Him. I worship Him, I pray several times a day, I constantly talk about Him, I serve numerous ministries, I truly love Him with my all; mind, heart, and soul; intentions, money/people, and talent. God longs to be longed, and He seeks to be sought. Never will I make the mistake again of placing something made of flesh over Him. I love that person still, and miss them dearly, but I will stay in faith that God has His divine ways of doing things. I give that person over to God. Sometimes God takes things away, in order to give us more. I will try to let God do the steering, for I know He will take care of me if an accident occurs. If I drive, I am the only one liable if an accident happens. I love you, Jesus, who will now be my 1st love hence forth.

My family life has been frustrating me for many years. I had a friend at work who started out with small talk and later began making suggestive comments. After a few months of these comments, I decided \'why not?\' The sexual encounter fell short of our expectations. However, a month later a close relative of hers passed away, and I did my best to emotionally comfort her. As she started to cut herself and try to commit suicide, I tried to reach out to her. We became very close and the sexual relations returned. I began coming home late \'from work\' to angry children and a wife in tears. Both my productivity at work and my self control had vanished. I became reluctant to show affection to my wife, and even flinched when she showed affection. Soon I had one dedicated sexual partner and it was not my wife. This continued for several months. During this time I prayed several times a day for help. I downloaded FRC podcasts and repeatedly listened to them. Still I could not resist the temptation. The reason was because I was not repenting. The service with Tattoed By Regret is what finally put the life in the right direction. On Ash Wednesday, my wife and I had a discussion of what I had been doing. We either had to fix what was broken, or end of the marriage, but she had to know about my affair for either action to begin. So far, we are trying the fix the marriage approach. The progress is slow, but there is a lot of repairing to do. If you find yourself in the same situation, please tell your loved one. It is not easy, but it has to be done for both you and your family. One more quick confession, I have not been honest on listing my city and my age. My apologies to you, but my family is not ready for our friends to know about my affair yet.

For years I was caught up in a world of pornography, starting with movies as a child and teenager, and moving on to the internet in recent years. By the Grace of God, I have broken free of this lustful sin and am now growing closer to the Lord free of that guilt that was keeping me from Him.

Where do I begin. I\'ve done so much wrong before submitting to God. I have been with women who were married. I have told lies to cover up for things I have done to escape the consequences. I have done enough drugs to make Keith Richards envious!!!!! I have been extremely hot tempered and violent for the majority of my life. I have stolen things for drugs and money. I have disrespected both of my parents. I have disrespected my marrige by being unfaithful. Truth is I have just about done it all wrong. Until God\'s grace and mercy filled the void I had been trying to fill myself with all the wrong things. I don\'t always get it right now. However I am better than I used to be. Now that I have experienced God\'s love in action in my life. I will never deny HIM again. He is my saviour and my family and I will praise him all of our days!!!!! AMEN and AMEN

I was saved at the age of 57 and even though I have been able to change in a lot of areas in my life I still strugle with smoking pot.I pray that I would be delivered from this and the Lord would heal me yet I still strugle.Please pray for me that I would be able to walk with the Lord all the days of my life.

Last year when things started to go wrong in my life i experimented with extacy, and i became so hooked on it i was doing it every weekend i got the chance to. I also became an excessive drinker. I have had many sexual partners for my age.. and i have not been loyal to my boyfriend of 5 months for the past 3. I have been sexually active with a close friend of mine that has a child with his girlfriend who is my friend. I have had sexual relationships with men who aren\'t my boyfriend.

I confess that I was in an abusive relationship for 2 years in which I couldn\'t be myself. Now that I am out of that relationship, I ask the Lord to forgive me for the person I was during those two years.

I confess that I have made bad decisions that lead me down a path I thought was from God, but was really my own choice by my own flesh.

I confess I carry guilt over a year long affair with a married man. When he broke it off I was devasted. Although I had been doing things my way, I knew what God wanted me to do. I went home to my estranged husband, who never knew about the affair. Three years later, I have to remind myself that God has forgiven me and the guilt is from satan. I often feel unworthy and still carry pain in my heart over the ended relationship. I know if I continue to follow God\'s word, eventually he will restore my heart and the feelings for my husband.

I have killed four people. One of them was a 17 year old boy. He died for his religion, his beliefs and his country. I killed him only because he shot at me first. The worst was when I buried my K-Bar all the way to the hilt in this guy\'s throat. I looked into his eyes and as the adrenaline went away, I found myself whispering, \"I\'m sorry\" as the life escaped from his eyes.

I have been battling with addictions (alcohol or drugs) since 2002. I was placed in a rehab for 2 weeks did well for 2 years, relapses, then did ok again. Now I am 46 and still can\'t seem to get it. I relapsed on pain pills again and try to convince myself I\'m a better person with them. I am off them now but am depressed, have no energy and I am scared. I know if I pray GOD is there for me. I have to keep remembering, One Day At A Time. Thats all I have anyway. If this helps anyone from relapsing then thank GOD. It feels like crap!

I confess That I have lied to my wife and my two sons. I would like to be a succesfull man, but the true is at this point of my life I\'m a looser.

I need to confess that I have been unfaithful to my wife. It was just once 6 years ago, but I\'m been struggling with guilt since then.

It\'s been a very long time since I have confessed any of my sins. I want a better relationship with God.I have guilt from cheating on my ex-husband for putting my children though the pain of divorce.I regret things I have said to the people around me who have only showed me love for so long. Even more so I need to confess that I am still inlove with my ex-husband and am not inlove with the person I am currently with. Since my breakup with my exhusband I have been with him on several occasions and I feel complete afterwards. Yet, my ex is with someone else and I am with someone. I don\'t want to lost the person I am with but I stay for all the wrong reasons.All I can ask is for God to give me guidance. I think I know what I need to do but I don\'t have the strength to be alone. But instead I am hurting others and lieing to myself.

I confess that I am not patient. I\'m a good person but not good in the area of patience. I really want to get better at this. Its not other people\'s fault that I lose my patience with them. God, please help me be more patient.

I was young when it started, having sex at a young age which turned into watching pornography and masturbation. Now being saved, \"christ follower\", I struggle with the same things from time to time. Sometimes I don\'t want to do it, and other times I do. I always end up feeling bad and asking God for his forgiveness. I think the only way to my complete freedom from this is will power and a change of thinking and God\'s divine intervention.

I find myself being selfish of my time thinking that whatever I am doing is more important than what may be asked of me. I feel horrible when I really think about how my actions may effect someone, especially my wife and children. I want to change that. Lord, help me change this about my life.

I want to confess my jealousy and envy. I have always been a very jealous person specially since I have been hurt plenty in the past. I sometimes envy others looks and material things and I know I shouldnt. Im a very lucky person with a lot of good qualities and people in my life. Im sorry God! Please take the bad thoughts and feelings from my mind and heart whenever I feel them again. I LOVE YOU LORD!

I\'m stuck. I\'ve been lying to my family about my school since I started college. I\'m doing horrible and I am tired of lying about it. Suicide crowds my mind every minute because I rather die than to tell the truth to the ones that love me the most. In fact, I have had 3 failed suicidal attempts. Its not only school, its life also. I feel like everything I do never works out. I find myself saying curse words to God, telling him I hate him and he’s never there whenever I need him. I don\'t want to live another day with this pain but I want to be happy again.

If I had a dollar for everytime I have turned my back on all God has given me. I lost a job because of my addiction to sex. I lost a familybecause of my addiction to sex. I have asked for forgiveness a 1000 times only to turn my back on Him again and again. I want to stop and obey but the power is so strong. I cry myself to sleep every night asking silently for help because I am scared of being judged

Oh Lord, I am so, so, so sorry. I confess that I\'ve been a wretch and wholy unworthy. I am so sorry. I have failed You, failed my family and failed myself many, countless times. I have lied to You, my family, my friends and myself. I have caused rifts in Your relationships with others. I have hurt others, physically, emotionally and spiritually. I have no one to blame but myself. These things haunt me, Lord. I am even ashamed to bring them to You? I know that\'s only the enemy speaking to me, but it hurts me even more NOW knowing that my previous sins have caused You so much suffering. It breaks my heart to bring these things for You to bear on my behalf. I am so sorry. Please forgive me, Lord. I love You and believe in You, only. I know that You can fix anything, even me. I lay everything down before You and ask your forgiveness, Jesus, my Lord and Savior. Amen.

Dear God, you already know i have done soo much harm to others by being abusive, i am sorry i could not have that second child you sent me i just did not feel ready to deal with that huge responsibility, please take away the pain and let the cut heal, don\'t let me bleed tears no more...Heal me and love me.

I\'d had an affair with someone from work..I\'ve stopped seeing this person but still calling me.....I haven\'t returned calls

over coming my adolescent anger at my parents.By Loving anyway,. Jim

This is hard. I won\'t even give my real age or city that I live in. I am ashamed of my past and my past decisions. I didn\'t have loving parents growing up and learned the hard way, \"if you don\'t show love at home, your kids will find it elsewhere\". It\'s true. Although I was not promiscuous and wasn\'t involved without a lot of people, I was looking for love and just wanted to be in a relationship rather than alone. Because of this need I have had unwanted pregnancies and even though I had to make choices that I thought at the time were the right choice, I am still to this day plagued with the shame and guilt of those choices. Since being a part of the FRC family, I know my life was already planned for me, and I can use my experiences to help others, I still can\'t let go and let God. Not only do I carry the guilt and shame of my past, but the anger towards my parents for not being there. I ask and cry to God to help me to let go and to see myself as He does.

I did not fight hard enough fo rmy marriage, but let the enemy win

I will not get into specific incidents...But over the years I have lied, cheated, stolen, been unfaithful to my wife, have engaged in watching pornography, and have just flat out done a lot of things that I am truly regretful for. FRC has helped me to shed those ways and although I am definetely a work in progress, I truly feel that I am on my way!!

As a little girl I was verbally abused and molested twice. My mother was a drug addict which caused me to look for love in others. I became pregnant at 15 and but was forced to have an abortion to just get pregant at 16. My insecurities have carried me through adulthood. My husband recently left me but I\'m having a hard time letting go.I\'ve recently found that I can only depend on God as my source of strength. It\'s not easy to give up on someone you love so much. However, God has given me the peace in my heart that is allowing me to move on. I still have hope but have decided to allow the Lord to lead me through.

Well I\'m in the middle of a nasty divorce because my soon to be ex has cheated on me for many years, we have 2 small children. And I wanted to confess that after I found out he did this to me (which I had an idea that it was happening).I did mess around on him once because I was hurt and in a lot of pain, and at that time it didn\'t bother me because I know that at that point our marriage was over for good.I have prayed to go for many months for God to help guide me and give me strength to raise my children and come closer to him. And God has put a very special person in my life who is there to guide me in the right direction. \"WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE\"

Right now I am struggling with bulemia. It fills me with guilt and shame because I know I am defiling God\'s very temple. Since I gave my life to God, He has given me supernatural strength to quit several drugs, cigarrettes, and drinking, stop partying completely, reconcile broken relationships, and practice abstinence. It bothers me that after all the changes, I can\'t seem to get rid of my eating disorder. Ever since I quit drugs I have been struggling with my weight and have become an emotional eater. I binge eat and throw up. I need help changing the way I eat so that I won\'t feel guilty afterward. This makes me feel dirty and ashamed, but I hate the way I look. My self esteem in extremely low. I haven\'t talked to anyone about this problem I have. It hurts me deeply that I am hurting the God who has brought me out of the pit of hell. Even when I was contemplating suicide, He never left me. Jesus is so wonderful. I know the enemy is using this stronghold against me to keep me from my relationship with God. I haven\'t even been able to pray because of my shame. All I can do is beg God for His mercy. Don\'t let the enemy rob you of Jesus. He will try anything to hinder your walk with the almighty God.

I hate myself! The way I look, the way I think, the way I feel ! AHHHH!!! Everything ... life sucks!

I am a female who has struggled with Pornography and eating addictions from my teens. No one really knew, except my by my weight. Last week I confessed to a small group, who will now hold me accountable. I am finally free! All praise to God. Confession is good for the soul...but the next step is turning away from it & being held accountable.. I know.. I am talking about me..

I confess that my biggest weakness is PROUD... God please help me to learn your humbleness. I want to learn from you.hubleness

I confess that I\'ve got a short temper. Just can\'t get a grip on it. It is beyond me to heal me of this. God help me.

I have been struggling with a drug addiction for many years. I have hurt the one\'s who love me so much. I am clean for a while..then AGAIN I turn weak. I can not keep doing this to my family or myself. This past relaspe was one of the worse I even landed in the hospital over night...I\'v recently accepted God into my life and leaned he has forgiven me!! Having committed myself to him has been the best thing. Now I live one day at a time with God by my side.

I have tremendoud anxiety that overwelhms my life. I have cheated, stolen, and lied in my past. I have troubles trusting others. I have disrespected my parents. I have had an abortion. I have done drugs. I had premartial sex. I struggle with a bad tounge and curse too much. I pray GOD helps me get rid of all this guilt and become a better christ follower.

I pretend to be someone I\'m not. I act like a very innocent perfect person when in reality I do the opposite of everything i stand for. I tell myself everyday that I will stop doing these things but fail, I literally feel like I have no control over myself. I need time, but I\'m not sure if that is something that I have.

While I tell people that God is the most important thing in my life I have proceeded to distance myself as far as possible from Him. In doing so I am lost and bored with life. I am at the heaviest weight I have ever been and seem to be relying on alcohol and cigarettes to entertain myself. I am ashamed of myself right now and very sad and lonely, yet you would never notice that on the outside. I don\'t really know how I allowed this to happen but it has, and I could sure use some prayers that would direct me back to God and His grace.

I am a Pastor and I have to confess that it was a time that it was all about me on the pulpit. God forgive me! I\'ll be your slave from now on.

I fell in love with a married man. I have a fear that I will never be able to find a love like I have now.

I confess that in my younger years I disrespected and disobeyed, both of my parents. I cursed, lied, cheated and manipulated them. But, one day when I was in my early teen years, I decided that this needed to stop and fast. What made me change was that I got grounded from going on a field trip that I had been dying to go on. I learned my lesson. God forgive me

I confess that I had a two year affair with a married man. This is a secret that I have held with me for the past 14 years. This is something that I regret and have been working through in releasing. I have never had a successful relationship and I sometimes wonder if the blessings of God, with respect to relationships, cannot be bestowed upon me because I broke this commandment. I know that God loves me and is all forgiving. I ask Him to help me forgive myself and help me move on to finding a healthy, committed relationship, where I can be a wife and mother.

I confess to having lost self control and give in to extreme anger. I confess that I have deliberately, with full consciousness physically and emotionally another person, because I was hurt. I am not the person that I was 22 years ago. With the guidance of our Lord I have worked on being a better person. However, the person that I hurt, I wounded deeply. His life has been significantly impacted because of me and my anger. I often feel that his life would not have turned so terribly, if I had been more understanding, exercised self control and been more loving. I ask for God to help me reconcile the terrible things that I did and said to Andy. I ask God for forgiveness. (Note: I\'ve asked Andy for forgiveness as well. He has told me that he has forgiven me and in turn asked for forgiveness from me. I guess I\'m writing this confession, because I still need to forgive myself)

I confess that I have committed adultery. I confess to having casual sex. I confess to believing that pornography is OK as long as it is between two consenting adults. I no longer hold this belief. I know that such things defile an incredible gift that God has given to us.

I confess to the following: Stealing from work No honoring my mother and father gossiping abusing the Lords name (swearing) being jealous of my brother\'s marriage and his freedom lying consciously not helping people in need for fear of what my friends/companions might think

There was a time when I believed that God was indifferent. I confess that at this time I chose to consciously disassociating myself from God. I confess to cursing God (many times) . I confess to hating God. I am now working on establishing a better relationship with God.

I confess to holding grudges. I confess to being prejudice and suspicious of people who have different beliefs and cultures from me. I confess to being self righteous. I confess to being arrogant. I confess to manipulating situations (at work and home) so that they fall in my favor.

I confess to not trusting God.

I confess to no believing that Christ is my savior.

I confess that i let a friendship cross the line thru discolored conversatgions. I knew that my marriage was a problem and my spouse and i were unable to come to a comprimise, i knew it was an abusive relationship and i stayed in it because i got pregnet. I seperated from my husband after one last abusive act to raise my daughter on my own. I have no clue how to be a single mom, let alone raise a child on my own. I look at my daughter and feel resentmeant at times wondering if she was the reason for the failed marriage when i know she isn\'t.

Forgive me lord for all of the things in my life that are inconsistent with your word...as I continue to find my \"spiritual legs\" I will continue to work towards finding the best way to walk by your side. I am a work in progress and appreciate your patience as I continue to refine our relationship.

We\'ve all messed up in life, but screwing up is just a whole \'nother level. I believe that \"everything\" in life happens for a reason. I was heavily involved in my old church and life was going alright until I met my now ex-girlfriend. We started dating and I knew that she wasn\'t that much of a believer, but I figured that being raised in church my whole life, and believing that I was a strong Christian, that I could change her mind about God and church. I started dating this girl and we eventually moved in together. This completely devastated my family, considering that we were all extremely close, and that I was supposed to get married before moving out, but I didn\'t wait. I did get engaged to this girl thinking that things would work out, but even then, we were still having sex before marriage. So I moved out, and during living together, things got more difficult because she complained about me not having enough time for her because I was too involved in the church. This put a burden on me, and it made it difficult for me because I love to serve. Eventually she started coming up with things for us to do so that we wouldn\'t go to service some weeks. It finally got to the point that she said she didn\'t want to go to church anymore. I knew at that point that this couldn\'t continue...the relationship fortunately came to a mutual end, but it wasn\'t easy. After a year and a half with someone, it\'s not easy to move on, but with God all things are possible. I\'m more involved in church now, and no one to tell me that I can\'t serve as much and/or often as I want to. I didn\'t mention the fact that my family grew apart because of the choice that I made to leave, and now I\'m working to mend the pieces, and put my family back together. I\'m not sure sometimes what to do, but I\'m leaving everything in God\'s Hands...who better than He?

First Timothy ch. 2 vs... 5

i confess that i was addicted to porn since i was in 6th grade every time i say that im neva gonna look at it again but the internet is so tempting and it is very hard to remain in my walk with the lord and i keep praying that he will help me take that desire away so im almost over with it

Where do I begin, ok I was your regular teenage kid but when I married young my real problems began. I was verbally and physically abused, uneducated and miserable. Years later I divorced and got even worse. I had several sexual relationships based soley on sex. Ive had unprotected sex several times, even got pregnant from one of the men and aborted the child, fell inlove with an engaged man and conitnued the relationship even when he was married. I got pregnant with his twins and had an abortion. Ive stolen money from a family member, Ive lied and pretended I was someone I am not. I used alcohol and sex as a means of making me feel accepted, attractive and wanted. I was so fearful that my decisions would haunt me by claiming my life with some tyoe of sexually transmitted disease. Once I realized that all those things werent filing the dark hole in my heart I acepted Christ as my savior and try very hard to live my life for him. I am married now and have 2 kids so I do try and life my life as a Christian but I know I am imperfect and have sinfuls thoughts with other men or sometimes question whether or not my husband is the man for me. My husband knows nothing of my past infact I lied to him when he asked in fear that I would lose him. I know God has a plan for me and continues to work on me and my imperfections everyday and so I find my comfort in HIS love.

I struggle with my cursing, i struggle with my temper and resentments, i struggle with my trust issues, i struggle with my insecurities, i struggle with the thought that i prefer being with a woman over a man-i am married with children so that is even worse. i just feel like ive let GOD down in so many ways. i know HE forgives and knows whats in my heart and I know HE guides me and strengthens me and so I know that this confessional website is no cioncidence. It feels good to just type the things that no1 knows about me and to know I am not alone in my struggles. God has blessed me in so many ways. FRC is my family and I am grateful The Lord saw fit to bring me there.

I really enjoy going to church ever since I started attending FRC and I feel closer to God than I ever have in years. The only problem that I have a great deal of trouble in is pornography and masturbation. Every time I feel close to God, I end up giving in to temptation and I let the devil control me. I hate when I do this but it is so hard because at my age, sexual temptations are everywhere. I am not sexually active and I don\'t plan to be until after I am married, yet I still masturbate when I know it is wrong. I pray all the time and I ask for forgiveness but I am starting to feel that God is getting tired of my excuses and asks for forgiveness for giving in to temptation. I am doing my best to resist and I am helping my friend as well. I pray for all those going through this struggle and for those who are going through struggles much worse than I am. God bless.

I’ve sinned a lot in my life and I really repent of all the things I’ve done in the past. I drank a lot as a teenager and I had sex before marriage. I use to masturbate a lot, and with other girls too. I cursed a lot, I said a lot of bad things to God, and I left my beliefs to have “fun” in the world out there. I was a bad influence to my friends. I am so happy that the Lord opened my eyes to my self destruction, and He forgave me, Now I feel free of sin and I feel Loved. I am a complete different person in Christ , He restored my innocence and my happiness. Love you Jesus!

I confess that I have a problem with authority. I didn\'t always see it that way...but this past year God has placed me around individuals who have really pointed it out and against what I wanted - they have held me accountable for it. My desire is that I will allow God to spiritually mature me to the point that I don\'t keep making the same mistakes. That I learn to trust people in charge over me. My desire is that I reach my God potential and stop fighting His plans for my life even when it doesn\'t seem easy. I confess that although I have raised my child in the church, many times I didn\'t follow the advise given to me as a single parent. Today I see my child (although a good kid at heart) struggling with authority too.

I left my husband for another man. I put my family through hell for nothing. I moved out of my home and dragged my kids to my sisters house, a crapped house already, so that I could have the \"freedom\" to talk to or go see this other man while I was still married. I did unspeakable things and told lie after lie to the people I love and love me. My husband never gave up on us. Thank you God for him. When I left him for the man I thought was my heart and soul he let me down. I was just an old flame that came running back into his life. Little did I know of what he really thought of me. Someone he could not take home to his parents someone he is not and never will be proud of. Then there was my husband and my kids who thought I was the best thing that could ever happen to them. I didn\'t deserve this...yet God granted me an oppurtunity to right my wrongs and forgive myself. I will never forget what I did nor will my husband or God but, I will do my very best to loving the people who loved me when I was unloveable to everyone except to the one person that couldnt and wouldnt give me what I wanted. Again...its not always what we want that is the best for us...I quess that is why is is in control thank you GOD FOR EVERYTHING For not giving me what I thought I wanted. Here is where I belong with my children with the man I love and loves me.

I feels so bad for all the bad things I‘ve done in my past and for all the people I hurt because of it. I have cheated on my husband several times, stole money, lied, and had an abortion. I pray to GOD for his forgiveness and I really want to be a different and better person, I want to be a good wife, mother, a good example for my family and a better Christ follower.

I feel like there isn\'t a sin I haven\'t committed! I began having casual sex when I was 15 and to this day, cannot put a number on the partners I have had. I have done a number of drugs, abused alcohol, lied, stolen, and disrespected my parents, friends and myself. I have been anorexic, bulimic and have also been in a psychiatric hospital for severe depression, social anxiety and self cutting! I have received money for sex, masturbated to pornographic material, had multiple sex partners at once (both male and female), and now have a baby out of wedlock! I am sure that I have missed a number of things, but these are the things that have affected me the most! I have always believed in God and gave him my life when I was 7, but never really followed his word, but attended church and church functions on a regular basis. I now am on the right path and have been for a little over a year, and my fiancé and I, together are beginning our walk with Christ together!!

There are things that I have regretfully done in the past that repeat in my mind and heart everyday of my life. But, I know that Jesus has forgiven me for those things. Anytime I feel the shame, I just remind myself that Jesus died for our sins. He listens and He is alive today.

I live in sin everyday by living with my boyfriend but I call myself a \"Christian\" when I\'m a hypocrite. I have homosexual thoughts and Ive assisted my boyfriend in homosexual activities and have been disgusted by him and myself thereafter. I have known about criminal activity but have not reported it, I will do almost anything for my boyfriend because i am afraid of losing him to girls that are way to young for him. I pray that he will not become one of those people who is 40 but having relations with someone 16. i confess i\'ve created more than once, and i feel respondsible for the person he has become over the last year ( him getting involved with someone who was 18 when he was 34 and selling drugs and his homesexual activities) because i had left him to grow closer to Christ and somedays I regret leaving him. I have never struggled more with my faith since being back with him beacause I\'m trying to be someone i\'m not to please him. I have stopped putting all my effort in growing closer to my heavenly father. I\'ve let him and myself down once again.

I\'ve been going out with my boyfriend for only 5 months, and i\'ve been having desires to sleep with him. And i feel so bad since i\'m a girl. Sometimes i think it\'s not normal to have these thoughts in such a short period of time. I pray that God can keep me safe and will take all of these desires until i get married. However i still feel guilty for having this desires as a girl.

I confess that I have lied about so many things. I have been a hippocrite, I drank and smoked while claiming to be a perfect christian condeming others. I have cheated on my husband . I have had an abortion. I have had hateful thoughts. I have had thoughts to abandon my family.

I am Saved....Now What? I have been reading the Bible everyday and praying. I completed the Series Fuel and Learning new verses. I believe in seeking God with all I do. Somedays I feel positive but most of the time I feel empty and alone. I don\'t even like to leave my house most of the time. I know my purpose on this earth but the feeling of the strength to actually get out and doing it - I can\'t seem to shake that feeling of loneliness off. Whenever I am in Public I feel scared. I want to serve and help more in the church even attend a small group but I think my shyness takes over and I just don\'t do it. I have read this website everyday and I have gone through almost everything that people have confessed on here. It took me a long time to forgive myself and truly understand that God has forgiven me. When I realized that I am God\'s Creation and the BAD choices I made was because I was not walking with God. I know that I suffered alot with my addictions, sex, drugs, etc and when I look back I was living part of this world not part of God\'s creation that he prepared for me. I wasn\'t allowing my Father to control my life but was allowing the ways of self destruction control me. Why old ways made me feel self worthless and guilt. I know that God is working in me and I know he has me going down a path that will make a difference. I know that my emptiness will soon be replaced with JOY, LOVE and PEACE. I just have to be patience and keep praying. I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHICH STRENGTHS ME! Phil. 4:13. Thank you Flamingo Road for helping me get back on track in my life. God has really used Pastor Troy to guide me and others to a life of Self Much Needed Help! So to everyone Who confesses there sins and problems and still struggle DON\'T Give Up ... You are not alone! Keep praying....

I am engaged, but not divorced. I have herpes but my boyfriend does\'nt know. My husband does not know my daughter is not his. I know God forgives all, and I know he forgives me, but I have yet to forgive myself.

I have a big secret. I have been married for 13 years have two kids and a wonderful husband. I have a wonderful and blessed life with God in our lives now, but when I was in my late teens I went through a rebelious time and got away from church and home. I lost my virginity to a looser and got pregnant. I am sorry God for not keeping that baby. I had an abortion and had kept that secret for over 18 years. I feel so ashamed. Please forgive me!

I confess that my faith is slowly slipping away, and I am desperate to find ways to keep it, though it has not proven successful yet. Perhaps I am not doing something right or not enough or with enough effort. I can only hope that will change. Please, pray for me.

ive been a christian since middle school, but like most teenage guys i fell into sexual sin. i got into pornography in seventh grade and all through the first few years of high school i feel dirty every time and i always ask for forgiveness but i know that repentance is the only true way to get over it. i havent been on anything pornographic in over a year but i still mess up all the time with videos on youtube. i am going try to read my bible everytime i feel that i am about to mess up with this and i feel that that may work. i dont want this to get me into trouble in the future so i know that the time to stop is now. i know that i can\'t do this myself and that god is standing there just waiting for me to repent and ask for his help. here it is. \"I can\'t do this myself lord. I want to turn from this this forever but i can only do it with your help and through you. help me through this. thank you.\" i also pray that i would be strong in my relationship with my girlfriend so that i and she, will be saved for marriage and that she will be better because of me. that i would not cause her or her me to fall into temptation

I have not always been truthful with people even though now I try hard to always be, it can still be a challenge. I wasn\'t very sincere about things or myself with people in my life. In my 30\'s I started working on myself and being a better person. I still work on issues with bad thoughts about others and am working hard to live my life right. I cheated on a few people in my younger years and know it wasn\'t right. I still speak with an ex even though I am in a solid relationship. At times we speak about things that I know we should not. I am also working on this and trying to avoid these conversations moving forward.

I have been a Christ Follower my entire life, but in the 8th grade i dropped the ball, big time. My boyfriends became top prioroty and when i found myslef alone w/o a boyfriend i would go looking for one. I have engaged in premarital sex with two different guys even after regaining my spiritual virginity through Christ. I let God down and turned from the Father that never left me. I find self acceptance by putting other down and feeling superior to others. Although i seem calm, put together, and friendly on the outside, im so alone on the inside. Every day praying for more, to be rescued from my sin.

After 10+ years of Christian life, I still struggle with lust and porn, but on top of the damages the images and chats made to my mind, the worst effects are more than real at my job, ministry, family but specially to my relationship with God. When I get to that point, I am not only feeling as a sinner, but departed far far away from God\'s will, bringing mental confussion, spiritual paralysis and delays to the blessings He has for me!!! I have seen a lot of them, when I get back on track. I am currently trying to run away from those things; I am claiming the promise included in this verse, that was given to Jehoshaphat before that memorable battle he won without fighting: \"Act with courage, and may the LORD be with those who do well.\". I am asking the Lord the enough coracge to act from now on.

I have been through so much pain, that at this point my heart seems to be hard and dry. Just this morning I was praying that God gives me a new heart, a that can feel, trust and love again. I don\'t want to become like those that have hurt me in the past.

I confess I\'ve been un-Christ like in so many areas of my life at so many different times. I\'ve often thought I knew what was best for me and I could do things on my own. I confess I thought God would never forgive me, but He has with arms wide open. I still struggle with giving Him every part of my life every day every minute.

Dear Lord, I beg for your forgiveness. Only you know eveything that I have done. I appologize with all my soul for disappointing you. I have not always been in your walk but now know that you have been with me in mine. I thank you for allowing not so good things happen to me, because of them, I felt compelled to seek you. We all make mistakes in life, some bigger thank others. But am rejoiced and you should be too in knowing that you & I have already been forgiven by our Father God. :) Glory to you my LORD!

DIE PORNOGRAPHY!!!!

I would not know where to start since my life has been so full of sin. I’ve stolen, cheated, scammed, lied, committed adultery, done drugs, was an alcoholic; all despite living a life where all those around me thought I was a respectable successful individual. I was a prisoner of sin, always looking for the next thrill, for purpose. But God, who was ALWAYS present, accepted my repentance the minute I asked and changed my life. Today I love God with all my heart, yet sin always “seems” to get the best of me. This is only until I realize and constantly remind myself that God is so AWESOME and his mercy endures forever, that He gave us His son Jesus to die for our sins. It hurts to read these confessions as it is so clear how the enemy dwells amongst us and has a hold of so many of our lives: young, old, married, single. I hope all who read these confessions know that Jesus paid the price for ALL of these sins and that He promises all who come to Him a life of abundance: FREE! If you don’t know this yet, ask God for forgiveness and guidance, pick up a bible and attend a local church where you will learn from His word. You’ve already given sin a chance . . . Give God a genuine try and let Him set you free . . .

Most sins I\'ve committed I have already asked forgiveness for but the 3 biggest problems I have are 1)not trusting God first and foremost, 2) not praying and talking to God on a daily basis, and 3) after asking God to forgive me and knowing that He will, I should be going to the people I have wronged/offended and asking their forgiveness also...Father God please help me to be more like you and less like me. Thx !

i confess that i have not allways been a good daghter, & that not all the time i act as a christian i allsow confess that i have not tried hard enoghf to bring my friens to god . the one thing i mostly hacve to coness how i have not honored my paents, how i dont pray all the time, that i have had oworshiped other tings befoe god, & that i have sind a lotttt. ... i confess

I have no clue who I am anymore. I have been married to a man for 15 years, had a few affairs and am now in love with another woman. My soul and identity are lost. Lord, please help me find my way!

When I was little i found lying to be fun. A couple of years ago i started to be able to lie about everything from stealing to having no homework. I lie to my parents faces without feeling guilty but i just feel good about it, like I\'m trying to prove something to them. Lately i have realized that by lying to everyone else i have started to lie to myself which has distanced me from God. I confess that i really don\'t know the true me anymore because of all my lies.

I find myself constantly comparing myself to other ladies and becoming enraged with envy and jealousy. I struggle with this constantly and I ask that you pray for me that God allows me to be happy with myself and happy for others instead of feeling envious.

Where do I begin? While being abused by two male family members at the tender age of 5 and not having anyone to turn too, I learned to keep everything inside. Growing up you could say that I was like a chameleon became who I wasn\'t depending on the situation and the person, so I could fit in, and feel accepted. The lack of affection led me to letting men step all over me, just so I could at least feel that hey \"he loves & wants me\". All my male relationships have been abusive, and the cycle just went on for years. I am now a divorced single mom with one child. In looking for love and affection, ended up in the arms of a married man, since then my life has been nothing but turmoil. Just two days ago, I decided to let go of my adultery & fornication ways, end that relationship and put my child & my life in the hands of the Lord. Believe me this has not been easy, especially when you don\'t have a support group. I thank Flamingo Road church in a whole for being there with arms wide open. Please pray for us, so that I may continue to do God\'s will and not the will of the flesh. God bless.

I confess that I am the cause of my own loneliness and dissatisfaction with my life. I confess that I have placed the blame on God and my parents. I have been so overwhelmingly concerned with my own self preservation that I have pushed others out of my life. I have hurt those that are or have tried to get close to me. I have, out of revenge, purposely used whatever means to hurt those who have hurt me. I have had inappropriate relationships with inappropriate people. I had an affair with a married person. I have used people for my own needs discarding them once I no longer had a need for them. I have cursed God and accused him of purposely setting out to hurt me by allowing certain people into my life or allowing me to become involved with them. I have failed to take responsibility for the poor decisions I have made. I have shamed myself and feel that I now deserve to have failed relationships with others. I have turned to God in good times and bad times, only to later turn my back on Him when my incessant prayers have not been answered as I have wanted them to. I confess that I have now turned to God once again to help me clean up the most recent mess I have made. I have faith that this time the changes I make in my life will be everlasting.

My confession is that ive been abusing drugs and alcohol only to make myself feel better about some difficulties in my life. Im trying to seek help and I just need a real friend.

My confession is that ive been abusing drugs and alcohol only to make myself feel better about some difficulties in my life. Im trying to seek help and I just need a real friend.

I confess that i have been depressed for the past 4 years and have often thought about commiting suicide. I would wonder if everyone would be happy if i died.

I\'m 15 and I\'ve done a lot of bad things in my life.. Marijuana is one of them and I still try to stop, but it makes me feel better when I\'m sad. I stop eating for periods of time because I think I\'m fat when I\'m truely at the perfect weight. My Dad passed away recently and I have acoholic parents, I feel so alone most of the time. I found loaded little children porno on my brothers computer and it scares me. I dont know how to tell him what I saw, my brother is 21 years old. I have a lot of problems and screw ups in my life but I\'m not always depressed. I find myself very happy and comfortable at church. I really need to start learning how to forgive. Help?

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My biggest regret right now would be giving into society. I\'ve become wicked. Although I changed my ways and became a God follower, i sometimes think about the things that God would\'nt want me to think. I somtimes lust for men even though I\'m just a teen. I gave in when i was younger and I regret that. About a couple of weeks ago, I found myself looking at porn videos on my computer. Even though i know God forgave me, i still wish i could go back and change what I did. So, I\'m working hard to stop thinking about sex all the time, and even changing my friends. And although I\'ve done wrong, God will always love me and forgive my mistakes

Over the past year or two, I\'ve made new friends and began pushing my limit farther and farther. I\'ve been changing and confess that my friends have influenced me to act ways I haven\'t before. Some ways have been good and some bad but this has been steering me away from my goal to follow God and His teachings. I also confess my procrastination and avoiding problems I could\'ve easily stopped and also standing up for what is right. I need to rediscover truth and stop lieing which I\'ve been doing and using people. All I can do is turn my life over to God now.

Being an average teen, i\'ve explored not only the social part of life, but the sexual. I confess of doing things i thought were dirty before such as masturbation and viewing of pornography. I\'ve asked to be forgiven and try to stop. Also, i\'ve looked at other male girlfriends with lust and admit to that. ive also changed socially and do things ive never done before and frowned upon. i am disappointed with myself greatly and wish to purify myself.

i confess!! i have wanted to stop this problem that i have with Masturbation but whenever i am alone at home it comes back to me and is like a desire! i want it to stop and that i s why and need you all to pray for me!!

I confess that I have not been eating for 2 weeks because I\'ve been wanting to losed weight. I also confess that I\'ve have entered websites that i should not go in. I want to stop, and give my life to Christ, also I don\'t want to give myself into peer pressure. I love God and want to honor Him.

i\'ve had been using drugs for a few years now. although i have been clean and has accepted crist i must say my life is hard to get on track ive been in trouble with the law in result of drugs now that im trying to turn my life around im stuck being on probation for a long time and its hard to make my life better.

God, please forgive me for all of my past sins. Make me a better person. Please help me to deal with my struggles that I\'m going through at this time.

My biggest regret right now would be giving into society. I\\\'ve become wicked. Although I changed my ways and became a God follower, i sometimes think about the things that God would\\\'nt want me to think. I somtimes lust for men even though I\\\'m just a teen. I gave in when i was younger and I regret that. About a couple of weeks ago, I found myself looking at porn videos on my computer and even cyber sex with people i have no clue about who they really are. Even though i know God forgave me, i still wish i could go back and change what I did. So, I\\\'m working hard to stop thinking about sex all the time, and even changing my friends. And although I\\\'ve done wrong, God will always love me and forgive my mistakes. I think i may confess in small group one day my regrets and my sins. i feel good about telling and confessing what ive done. YESTERDAY NIGHT I TOLD MY MOM THE THINGS I HAVE DONE AND WHAT IVE THOUGHT. GOD BLESSED ME WITH COURAGE TO TELL MY MOTHER ALL OF MY MISTAKES. Now I\'m free of all of my sins and regrets. Praise Him, Holy Father.

I confess that I have been at times on the amiss path. I have disrespect my parents, my sister. Through the grace of God I have gained patience but at times I run out and just go berserk with those around me. I have ask God please give me patience and positive attitude

i regret that i used to never believe in jesus than i do now! jesus has changed me this year and now i believe in Him more than i ever have before. THANK YOU, MOM FOR BRINGING ME TO FLAMINGO ROAD CHURCH AT DORAL!!!^^

I confess that I have drank before, and I have looked at porn and I smoked. Im not really happy about these things and I wanted to change my life. I stopped doing those things and I wanted to confess since I cant let it be bottled up inside me forever. Im glad my best friend took my to the Flamingo Roaf Church, I have a feeling that its going to change my life.

I know i\'m young and my parents always remind me of that but i have had some relationships with boys when i\'m not allowed.I had a boyfriend once, dated a guy once, looked at porn, i\'ved lied a lot too about things, not told my parents about my daily emotional crying spouts which is probably from hormones. My parents know about some of my screw ups in the past couple months....such as kissing boys that are often too old for me, and attracting 12th graders that think i\'m a freshman, and all other things that just about everybody goes through. i crave to be with one guy i have had a secret relationship with that has a girlfriend after it all ended when i was caught kissing someone else. i miss those special times we spent together. I know this does not sound like a huge screw up, but thoughts of these things make me feel low. i have been attending FRC for just a couple weeks and feel dramatically better and hope that i can try to get closer to god each and every visit. i want to improve my thoughts about other people and think of good not bad. i will pray for those who are going through rough times and life\'s complications. I love god and hope the best for others.

I\'ve screwed up and I regret nothing, we only have one life and I\'m going to make the best of it.

My parents raised me teaching me the truths about creation and salvation. I\'ve been praying and talking to Jesus since I was able to think. Through my teenage years I got into drinking, sex, reading books that have nothing to do with truth, lying to my parents and everyone else I came into contact with, watching porn, smoking pot, making myself look good in order to get girlfriends who I would just use anyway to get what I wanted, preaching false ideas about freedom and spirituality, and doing sexually disgusting things with myself while home alone. The reality of it is, deep down inside I did all of those things because I thought that I was worthless and stupid. I had fears of being rejected for who I really was. When I was 21, I almost died on the streets of Miami. I cried out to God and promised him I would follow his way. So, he let me live and sent me on an airplane to Illinois. He set me up with other brothers in the faith who had already turned their lives over to Jesus. I ended up getting baptized in the White Sands Desert in New Mexico while fasting from food and water for 3 days. Everything was going good in my faith, but then, I started sinning again. I began doing the things that I used to do. Darkness and despair have overtaken me for a long time now. As I sit here and type this, I am blind, I cannot see where i\'m going. It is April 8, 2007, Easter Sunday. If you are reading this, please, pray for me. I am in serious need of more divine reconciliation. The enemy is constantly trying to convince me that I have lost salvation. That feeling, above all feelings, is the worst I have experienced yet. My name is Kenny. Please pray for me, so that I can be restored in order that I might then be able to pray for you.

I confess that when I was younger I was in a on and off relationship with this boy and when it became two years of on and off I lost my virginity to him. I feel so bad and I hate myself for doing that and I dont even know how to tell my dad Im scared to tell him cause Im scared that my step mom will tell him to hate me. So I pray to god to forgive me for doing that before marriage. I have been attending church fo 5 years and I have become very close to god. And I know that confession is good for the soul.

I confess that I\'ve been struggling for years with self harming. After a incident with a family member I have been cutting myself and tried hiding them with wrist bands and other things that would allow it to be covered up. Because of this I have damaged relationships with my family and have become a compulsive liar. I lie to hide away my true feelings and at times even believe that I am addicted to lying. God working through my gf hes allowed me to stop self harming and even take of these bands I wear. Now I face another situation. I am having sex casual sex with my gf and she has been my second partner. Now at the brink of losing my relationship I am becoming consumed with the pain of wanting to self inflict and lusting for her again. Please pray for me!

My confessions are... --Been sexually active with many guys that i would just meet --Had a lot of friends with benefits --Went clubbing and house parties a lot and always got drunk --Smoked weed --Made out with a girl --Cheated on a couple of my past boyfriends (havent told any of them) --Have a BAD flirting problem... especially always leading guys on.. --Having trouble with Gluttony --Was untruthful with my parents (some friends too) --Attemped suicide --Cut myself --WAS confused of what gender i liked --Lost my Faith --Always kept pushing god away --Hated myself because i wasnt smart in school --Made up excuses to not do the right thing --Being a Hypocrite --Being someone that i wasnt I will never understand how God can forgive me... Ive done Horrible things in my past to present.. I try to pray every night that God will give me strength to forget the past and Help me change into someone he wants me to be! I pray for eveyone that is dealing with any of those problems. I Love You God and of course Gods Son, Jesus.

When I was in high school, I did drugs and hung out with the wrong people. I struggled with an eating disorder throughout my senior year. I lusted for sex throughout my teenage years and when I had premarital sex for the first time(at 19), I got herpes from my boyfriend that didn\'t even know he had it. To this day, I still suffer from the pains of the disease. Even though I am now married to him, the pains that I suffered have left a mental mark in my life and it\'s ruining my married sex life. I am now working through this, but it is not easy. We both have a very strong faith and I know we will get throught it.

i have done many things just 2 get ppl 2 like me my father has made my life a living HELL he is a sociopath and is obssessed with my mami i feel like im not pretty enough or not good enough 4 any of my \"friends\" my dad doesnt care about me or the guy i liked for 3 years. he called me ugly names and has pretty much ruined my years in middle school and elementary. everyone i know is slutty immoral and disgusting i would act just like them sometimes. pray 4 me in making the right decisions. thank u 4 listening.

I struggled with bulimia and anorexia between the ages of 11-13. It was kind of on and off. Around that time I didn\'t feel beautiful, I felt like I had to be a certain way for people to accept me. I have changed alot since then. I rededicated my life to Christ and I am now on the right path doing what God wants me to do in my life.

I confess that even tought im a christ follower i havent try hard enought to bring my friends in need toward God. I sometimes forget to pray and i really feel like since i got older and older i havent been to close to God, i dont pick my bible anymore to read.=[! i sometimes dont folloew what my parents say!! and i ask for Gods forgiveness and to help me grow on his word, and be the women and better person that he wants me to be in life!... my biggest secret is my crush on my teacher even tought i never did anything with him because he put a stop i dont knw what could of happen.. and i really feel guilty of that, and also having some crushes with people older than me, and im afraid cux i dont knw where that is going to lead me. And i ask God to help me, i dont knw if im sining but i dont think that right! SO GOD please for give me!! for everythign i say or i havent say!

I confess that even tought im a christ follower i havent try hard enought to bring my friends in need toward God. I sometimes forget to pray and i really feel like since i got older and older i havent been to close to God, i dont pick my bible anymore to read.=[! i sometimes dont folloew what my parents say!! and i ask for Gods forgiveness and to help me grow on his word, and be the women and better person that he wants me to be in life!... my biggest secret is my crush on my teacher even tought i never did anything with him because he put a stop i dont knw what could of happen.. and i really feel guilty of that, and also having some crushes with people older than me, and im afraid cux i dont knw where that is going to lead me. And i ask God to help me, i dont knw if im sining but i dont think that right! SO GOD please for give me!! for everythign i say or i havent say!

i\'ve been a slave to internet porn for over 6 years now. i\'ve gone thru periods where i stop..then i go back to it, i don\'t wanna be chained to this sin anymore as for my body feels so dirty...not worthy of being called a temple, i want Christ to fill that hole and i want Him to sit in the throne of my heart, i look foward to God cleansing me so i can have the relationship i\'ve always wanted to have with Jesus.

I confess that I am leading a double life. One part of my life is that of the devout Christian, doing Christian things like going to church and studying my Bible. The other part came about recently after my marriage started swirlling down the toilet. I started smoking pot again and just being very confused and lost in my walk. I am trusting that God will walk me through this but I am feeling very weak and unable to do MY part to stop some of these destructive behaviors. I feel like I am haning by a thread and Jesus has the other end of that thread.

While I am desperately seeking a stable and comforting relationship in which to settle into for my son’s sake, I continue to give into my “carnal” needs. I can’t seem to stop having relations before establishing my relationship. That’s how I basically got pregnant in the first place. I feel that not being able to beat this habit will cause many good men to walk away, because they feel I do not value myself. The scary part is that I feel that in that respect they are right. I need the Lord’s strength and persistence to enter my life and tame my needs so that I can establish a good relationship. I hope that by overcoming this habit I can overcome many others, and truly live a life for the Lord.

Lord, i confess that when my husband confessed to me he had cheated on me i blamed you! i stopped believing in you! i tried killing myself and had hate for the girl that my husband cheated on me with! i confess i have gossiped and said bad things about people. i confess i\'m not sure if i really do trust my husband anymore and always wonder if he\'s cheating on me again! i love him with every drop of blood in me, but sometimes i think of leaving him and starting over because i don\'t want to live my life fearing that he will break my heart again! i confess that i always picture my husband and this girl having sex to punish myself cause i feel i wasn\'t good enough for him! i confess i hate myself!!! i confess i can\'t stand to look at myself cause i just want o kill myself for being so ugly! i confess i sometimes still think about ways of killing myself. i confess i haven\'t been a good daughter to my mother. i confess i have lied and stolen. i confess i have kissed another guy while my husband and i where dating. and lastly i confess that i am so sorry for turning my back on you Lord! you have helped my get through this depression and helped my marriage and helped me want to trust my husband again! thank you for being the only one who has never turned their back on me! thank you for loving me the way you do! Amen!

Growing up in a Chirstian home, attending church every sunday, you almost find yourself falling into pattern and the want, the desire for God to speak to you and work in you dwindles. I admit that this fire had dwindled at a very early age, and when leaving christian school and starting my public school carreer in 9th grade, i found myself rebelling more than anything. of course i still bleived in god and knew about sin and what the concequences were, but since the desire to follow him wasnt there it made it easier to fall into temptation and start to live a wordly life. in 9th grade i started smoking pot and getting drunk with new found friends that i thought were the coolest. 10th grade found myself not so much drinking or smoking but falling into sexual temptation. and by the end of my 12th grade year losing my virginity to a girl that i wanted to love enough but knew i didnt. i had dishonored my parents myself and and most importantly my Savior. losing something that i held so close growing up, was the hardest thing i had to cope with, the guilt was overfilling my heart. Then i fell into the attitude of \"well i lost it, might as well enjoy it\". and proceeded to have sex in the relationship. Then after breaking the unholy relationship off and trying to get on the right path and straying from sex i found myself looking at pornography and obviously thats not the answer, because even to this day il look at a sight and have such guilt after. So now after having sexual relations with another girl, i have decided to rededicate my life and pronounce myself a newborn virgin and i am allowing God to direct my path and help me keep this promise i have made.

I confess that I have no idea what I\'m doing. I used to feel clear-headed, but now I am a standstill in life and with my decisions. I don\'t know where the line is drawn between \"Give your problems to God, trust in Him, let Him take care of you,\" and take action and responsibility for your own life. I want to make the right decisions all the time, except that I feel like I fail 95% of the time and I don\'t know what to do or where to look for guidance. I pray but I selfishly want answers, I want to know what to do, I feel so lost...

I confess that I am an alcoholic. I pray everyday to lose the temptation to stop and not depend on alcohol as a sleep aid but each night I drink and I can\'t seem to stop. I go to church, I read the Bible and I believe in my heart that God can and will help me. Around 8 pm at night I lose faith and say just one glass and before I know it - its a whole bottle of wine. I wake up the next morning hating myself, praying again and again for me to stop. I believe in Jesus Christ. I believe that I can do ALL things in God which strengths me. I believe that God will cure me of this horrible habit. I confess this to you Jesus in faith that you will take away this this bad habit. Dear Jesus at 8 pm tonight don\'t leave me. Sit with me tonight. I put the cross before a bottle of wine. Instead of being filled with wine....Fill me with the Holy Spirit. Amen

I confess that I let 2 people have sex with me when I didn\'t want them to because I was too messed up to say no. I abused marijuana and other drugs in order to kill the pain I was feeling inside but it just made things worse. I now have asthma and I feel like it\'s God\'s way of telling me I have to stop or this will kill me. I can barely breathe to begin with because I get anxiety attacks sometime and I just want this all to stop. I need God\'s guidance to help me through all this.

It seems like i cant get anything right in my life, i am an avid church go-er and believe strongly in my faith, though that doesn\'t seem to keep me from messing everything up. I preach on the daily to younger kids about drugs, teen pressure, and daily troubles, though at times i feel like a total hypocrite and that i cant seem to get things right. Thing is I\'m hoping they wont make my mistakes, though we all have to learn from our own. I lost my virginity at a young age to a boy i did not have feelings for, just to keep him around, and mainly because i gave in to his pressure. Since then everything seems to have gone in a downhill spiral. I have done drugs and smoked, though smoking never caught on thankfully. Thing is i promised myself as a young child to speak out against these actions and always had high opinions of how bad of an act these were. Since then i have tried to set my wrongs and make them right but as the pastor always says, its a scar on our arm from a tattoo i may have not wanted. On occasion i admit i do still want to return to my old habits and try new more exiting thing but i know the outcome may be deadly, even with all options wide and open there for me. I regret everything i did and i cant say sorry to anybody for it except for myself. I am my only downfall, ive realized this time and time again, but i know if my parents knew i would be a downfall...i Just wish they knew what ive been through, that life isnt the same as it was when they were small, its getting harder just as it will be harder for my children when i decide to have. I just know they will never understand, untill then, maybe i can use my mess ups to help somebody else save themselves the torment and pain i went through.

I feel as if all the good I have done has come short to nothing. When trying to help my friends, I find myself in the situation where I can\'t even give them the advice, or lead them to any fountain of belief. I joined FRC as a path towards Christ, yet I find myself coming short from helping them, and sometimes even helping myself. I want to become a Pastor in the near future, and I want to learn how to deal with life through Christ, and yet I feel like all I do is come short from my goals. How can I help others when I can\'t even help myself?

I had my first son out of wedlock. I was in an unhealthy realtionship but I was too young to and made bad decisions. For some odd reason I believed a child would make things better. Certainly I was wrong, the honeymoon brought the second child. After about a year I realzied how bad I had made things and had no idea how to fix my mess. I was very insecure about myself. My husbad told me no one would ever want me I learned I was a single, dumb, ugly mother of 2 and I would be by myself for the rest of my life. About a year later I met an older (married) man. He was having problems with his marriage too - but he was still married. We thought we were in love, we thought we had a great relationship, we thought we were soulmates.. but we now know that is what the enemy wanted us to think as we were under his spell. We divorced our spouses and got married right away. I have no doubt that had we met under the right circumstances we truly could have been soul mates, but we didn\'t and although we are still together day (almost 13 years) it has been the longest, toughest 13 years of our lives. We are a blended family and we seem to hit storm after storm after storm. We have been going to church for some time now, we volunteer in church and our community, we try really hard to be \"good\" Christians, and we have even prayed for forgiveness, but sometimes I can\'t help but believe the storms wont end unless this marriage ends.

I confess to having had sexual affairs with 2 married men. I turned around and asked God for forgiveness but always continued on. I think I have a desperate need to feel loved, adored, appreciated or just noticed - by a man. And the secrecy and limited time spent with these men made me feel special and important. My own father is in my life but never took much interest me. It has taken me a while to remember/realize/accept that no matter what earthly men do, the love from my HEAVENLY Father is the most complete love there is and nothing will fulfill me like Him. I will never be involved with another married man. My Heavenly Dad & I know there are better things for me out there.

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Well when i was a young child I used to be malested by a 13 year old boy next door. This led me to believeing that I was gay. I hated God hated everyone. I did drugs drank everything. I started comeing to flamingo in 6th grade Hated everything about it. I came back around sophmore year then went to high school camp with flamingo. It changed my life it showed me that God can use the bad for good and since then my life has been filled with blessings.

I suffer from the disease of drug addiction. Due to my out of control drug use I broke every moral i ever had and commited almost every sin in the book. I have had lied, cheated, stolen, used the lords name in vain and hurt everyone around me, physically and mentally. I was very promiscuous and had 3 abortions as a result of my actions. I have impure thoughts about sex and harming people. I have masturbated on a regular basis. I have always had God in my life but i strayed for some time. I used to pray every night, when i was using drugs, for God to help me, but one night i told God to give up on me because I had given up on myself. 3 days later I was arrested and it saved my life!!!!! GOD DIDN\'T GIVE UP ON ME!! I was introduced to a program that reconnected me with God and showed me a new way to live. Of all the people I had harmed, I harmed myself the most because I have to live with the consinquences of my actions. I have confessed my sins to God and i know they are many, but if God can forgive and love a prostitue and a murderer, I know he can me too, and i know he does!! I OWE MY LIFE TO GOD!!!! I know i am only human but with God in my heart i know i can carry out his will for me! I hope my confession will help someone else as much as it just helped me!

God please forgive me for not trusting in you wholeheartedly. I have hurt my wife deeply because i have been accusing her of things she hasn\'t done and not trusting her. I know its because i\'m not close to you and trusting in myself. i have also had a problem with lying to people, mostly my family. God help me be a man of my word, and tell the truth always, no matter i THINK the outcome will be.

I have recently accepted that I am not proud of my life~ I am disapointed in the way that I make decisions, don\'t really know how to be a good friend and have to admit that I can hontestly say I am not a very well liked person and this bothers me greatly. I have recently started attending FRC and have learned valuable lessons and look to try to find a Discover Recovery program to learn to be a better person and find personal acceptance and happiness

I strugle with Adultery, ruined a marriage and home for it. Have remarried and started struggling after just a few years again. With desires out of excuses for present mates short comings. When really it is me that has a problem. But thru prayer and faith. I have overcome those feelings. I never got to completely act out my desires. Trying to improve my marriage, and grow in the Lord. The Lord is My Strengh and my Stronghold!

O.M.GOSH...Where do I start! I\'ve been married for 6 years now and have 3 beautiful children and I have to admit that I\'m not happy in my life right now. I have a husband who is addicted to drugs, alcohol and also, pornogrophy. I HATE it. I have to confess that about 2 weeks ago, my husband arrived home pretty late and with a 12 pack of beers in his hand as if nothing was wrong. I was so ANGRY and REPULSED that I began to throw every beer bottle outside just to hear the glass break and then I broke every single one of my husbands porn CD\'s. It felt so good to do this, but it still has not taken away my pain from this abussive relationship. My children are stuck in the middle of this and they do not deserve to learn about such horrible things. I want to leave so bad, but I feel GOD is holding me back and wants me to help my husband survive from this horrible deamon who is possessing him. I\'ve tried asking for help from family members, but why doesn\'t anyone want to understand how serious this is. I know there are many people out there like me, but at this time I really wished I found one. Day and night, I pray for change, for understanding, I pray for my husband, my children and I pray for me. For strength and reason and I want to teach my children that help for anything is o\'k. If there is one thing of the many that I learned growing up, was that an abussive relationship is not good for anyone, but I don\'t know why HE\'S holding me back! Thanks...now I understand why confession is good for the soul.

Forgive me Lord, for I mis-judge you at times. You have given me everything that I have and had. Yet, I see only \"things\" of this world from the flesh. Your hands has been over the areas that I mostly needed you, without me asking you for help. Yet, I overlooked the power of your grace and love -given to me when I was in need. You know all the wrong things I done, yet you forgive me and still show me Love and also when I ask you too. What a great, wonderful Father \"God\" you are. Never had you forsaken me. Forgive, me for the not valueing myself and others -brothers & sisters in Christ. I want to be like Jesus, follow his ways on this earth, so that I too, can be risen to the eternal life you promise us. I may not say this much, I LOVE YOU JESUS. Remember me. Again, thank you for listening to me and giving strenght to go on. \"Lady\"

I confess...late at night when I should be sleeping...I\'m looking at things I shouldn\'t...thinking things I shouldn\'t...and there is always so much guilt...

I have reach a point in my life when I can\'t stop looking at women. I desire them with lust. I need Gods guidance and help, I am tired of living my life like this. God help me please I want to stop.

I confess that i had a gay life being christian, I really asked God to forgive me, and he did. I started at masturbation and viewing porn for a long time, i was attending to gay places in order to have sex, few times a had it without protection.I also used to have gaysex through the phone and having so many dirty things on my mind. I have been christian since i was a child, i have quit but i need God,s help, because i am not able give up without him.He makes my life to have more sense to live.thank you lord.i know this is a process to change, because i would like to get married with a lady that loves the lordso we could worhsip him together.

I cheated with a married man that had a pregnant wife. Now I\'m a single mom with his child. I deserve it becasue I broke up a home. I don\'t regret what I did becasue out of it came a blessing. But I do know now that what I did was wrong and I have decided to change my path in life and walk it with GOD. I was baptised on Sunday by Pastor Troy. It was an amazing an scary thing to do. Why scary? Becasue I\'ve decided to change my only way of living for 20 years. I\'ve decided to live out of my comfort zone and into the hardest thing I will have do in my life. I know that I am ready to committ and make GOD happy that I am one of his children. I thank FRC for the helping through my journey and allowing me to serve in their amazing church. I love you fo that.

I confess that I have done MANY bad and immoral things over the past thirty years and yet, I can\'t seem to let them go. I had an abortion when I was 20, never thinking of what God the Father thought, but rather what my dad would think. It\'s been 28 years and yet I still think of what I lost, even though I have had four children since. I later slept with married men, believing, or at least wanting to believe that they actually loved me. There were a few, yet none were real love. I know that God forgives and I have confessed numerous times and yet, I still carry the guilt.

my name is mark pleffner, and i have confessed my sins to GOD and he has for given me of them all, as a teen ager I was violent, was sexualy active, took & sold drugs, committed crimes such as stealing. as a young adult I had children out of wed lock with two different women but through it all God never left me just like he promissed, most of the people I grew up with wer killed or in prison, Jesus all ways kept his hands on me, 2 years ago I was devorced and among the termoil the greatest thing happened I started putting my faith in Jesus, and along the way GOD put an amazing woman in my life to help guide me towards the proper path, leading by example, and last week I was reborn at Dania Beach and that was the greatest experience of my life the Holey Spirit was all around and the Devils but was kicked once again. This is why I put my name at the begining becouse I want it rememberd at the END. I hope people read this and know that JESUS will provide just as he promissed as long as you trust in JESUS he never leaves us we leave him, so if God can forgive me for the sinner I was and still am just think what he can do for you, and remember JESUS loves YOU and so do I

I have to confess that I have cheated with others behind my husbands back. Even though my marriage was never great but this was no excuse to do what I\'ve done. Now I find myself as a single mom and life is difficult for me. I am currently in a relationship with a married man and I am not happy doing this but somehow I cannot break away. I guess I\'m scared of being alone. I have tried to break away and free myself from the life I have lived. I have asked God for forgiveness on several occasions but sometimes I feel he has not heard me. Nor do I feel he is going to help me. I feel terribly ashamed of my actions. I don\'t know if he will ever forgive me. I just want to live by God\'s word/life. Pray for me that I may find the way. I really need the Lord in my life. I feel lost.

I have a lot to say and feel like I have no one to say it to. As a child I was raped from age 5 to 10 by my step father. Deep down inside I always felt like my mother knew so at when I was 11 I tried to end my life but didn\'t succeed. At 15, I became very sexually active and caught an STD. I got in to serious relationship at 18 and got pregnant. Had a miscarriage due to unknown reasons but manage to blame myself whenever I think of it. The only way I felt better was when I threw up or stop eating. I\'m 21 now and live with my boyfriend. Whenever I feel like I’m losing him, I cut myself to relive the pain. I\'ve thought about cheating but have never acted on it. I act like I\'m happy when I just want to cry. I\'ve been to therapy and always discontinue going. I went to church before but manage to stop going because of all these thoughts in my head. Till this day I still haven’t told my mom and just the thought of doing it breaks my heart. I know god loves me, I just wish I was stronger.

Well I have been a chirstian since i was 5 years old...and i have always been a good girl never did anything i wasn\'t supposed to; but lately i have been doing things that i know my parents or anyone else that knows me for that matter would think of me doing. I ask for forgiveness bc i know God forgives but at times i do wonder what made me do the the few things i have...like my first kiss with someone much older then me! Then talkin to some ppl about things i really should be even thinking about till I\'m married.I mean i dont drink or smoke i dont like either of them from just watching enough family do them both..I\"m glad FRC has come up with something like this to show none of us are perfect..I love the Lord..and thank him daily for his mercy and grace that he has for all of us!

i have real problems with masturbation. i do it nightly and feel horrible afterwards. i pray for forgiveness immediately afterwards but feel horrible for holding onto that sin. it numbs me and i cant stop. i dont look at pornography i just lust in my mind after girls i know, which may be worse. please pray for me and give me the strength to finally win this battle with sin. i and everyone else here, need your prayers.

I am 39 years old and feel like I have made a million, mistakes. Actually, I have. I grew up with abuse, physically, mentally, and sexually and learned to deal with life by drinking, using drugs, or relationships, anything to take the pain away. As a result, I have lost custody of my son. I have to carry around the guilt every day of the bad decisions I have made, and just writing this brings tears to my eyes. I felt so guilty for all the horrible choices I have made in my life, that I decided the best choice would death, I finally tried to end my life. Suicide must be the answer. The pain would go away, right? I was dead when they found me and God brought me back. I thank him every day for my life and I am trying so hard to put my faith in his hands, but I miss my son so much. I am lonely and scared. Please God, forgive me !!!!!! I don\'t want to feel this way anymore.

I want to confess that when I was a child I was angry with God for taking my mother in child birth when I was only six. She was my best friend, my teacher, my MOM. I still believed in God but I was angry. My new baby brother did not have a mom and my father had a really hard time. I cried many nights as a child. God, as you know I am not angry anymore but I want to confess and ask for your forgiveness - for being angry with you as a child. You are a loving God and I know I will see her one day again in heaven. In Jesus name I pray. Amen

i had strugglee made with prematrail sex. I have with God for my sarfice to be restored and keep breaking it . i need help . PLZ restore me.

I\'ve recently had feelings of resentment towards my brother for causing hardships on my parents. There are people who have angered me and my hate towards them stands in the way of my spiritual growth.

i have lied about who i am. im lying to my self and beliveing all those lies .i lie because ive been hurt so many times by it i really need help this church helps me with all those things but the wound is so deep it will never heal. Ariana

I confess that I\'ve convinced myself that it isn\'t so bad to masterbate, it isn\'t a sin to look at porn on line, it isn\'t too bad to have slept with fiance`s who I did not end up marrying, it isn\'t so bad that I started having sex with the next guy I thought would make a good husband. I convinced myself that I had to lie to my mother about my relationships for her sake. I confess that I have talked my way out of relationship and obedience to God, convincing myself that I\'m not so bad... But sin is not comparative, and I have sinned... Forgive me, Lord.

I confess that as secure and well put together as I may seem on the outside, I am ENRAGED with jealousy and insecurities on the inside. I confess I fear my jealousy may ruin my relationship with whom I consider my \"soulmate\". I confess I purposly do things to try to catch him in situations (because I am stuck with the thought that all men are the same-from past relationships) I confess I have EVERYTHING, (wonderful parents, a loving boyfriend, amazing friends/family, a good head/heart, im going places, and am blessed to one day be touching the lives of so many children through teaching) yet still feel as though I am nothing and undeserving of what I have. I confess I feel my only outlet is @ work with my \"kids\", where love holds no conditions and that seems to be the only place these days I am 100% happy and carefree. Im confused on why I feel so undeserving, praying for Gods blessings and for him to lead me to some sort of understanding about my situation. I pray that through Pastor Troys series on CONFESSION I can confess to my boyfriend how I feel (as I am not one to open up and communicate) and pray our relationship will continue to flourish and grow strong and these feelings of jealousy (over anything and everything) and insecurities will subside. **I also confess that I gave $10 (not much to me-but to him...SO MUCH) to a homless man that had been weighing heavy on my heart. I CONFESS THAT WAS THE BEST FEELING I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED IN MY LIFE.

i confess that ive been acting different when im around other people. like when i first got into middle school i stateted being rude and horrible with 1 of my teachers because my friends were doing it.( in the end that teacher quit because of what we put her through and felt and still feel horrible for doing that to her) i also want to confess that i almost had anorexia. i also have liked many guys and even thought of myself as a slut for liking so many. ive tried and still am trying to become a better person and live my life for crist. ever since i started going to Flamingo Road Church it started to make me feel like i belong with god and make me see that ive been haging out with the wronge crowd. all i want to say is that i confess today and that Flamingo Road Church is showing me the way to god when i cant find the right path to follow. Thanks for listening

I confess that I am insecure and extremely jealous. I confess that I am afraid my unfounded jealousy will ruin my current relationship. I am scared because I screwed up my last relationship. I cheated on a wonderful man whom I now respect. I know its too late for us because he wont even speak to me, but I am trying a new relationship with someone who genuinely loves me and cares about me. My past is making me paranoid, if you will. I hope that through Pastor Troy\'s guidance, he can teach me to be open and communicate how I feel. Worst of all, I confess I turned my back on the Lord many times, but I now understand how important it is to accept Him into my life. Amen

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In my late teens and twenties, I was a total mess. I didn\'t care about anybody, especially myself. For years, I used drugs and alcohol to forget about how unhappy I was. I thought so little of myself that I let any guy that came along have his way with me. Too many to count. I didn\'t care. Sometimes they were real nice to me and I felt loved, or so I thought. Sometimes they were real mean to me, and I was getting attention. But, that\'s what I wanted. I wanted to be loved. I was desperate for attention. And being with so many men has caused me an even bigger shame. I had three abortions. I actually let myself get pregnant three times and I am having a hard time writing this, I just never let myself think about it any more. but sometimes it creeps in, those lost babies. the ones i threw away. I used to think how can God forgive me for that? But He knows my heart and how truly sorry I am. My life turned around for the better several years ago and I\'ve worked hard to be a good servant, to be worthy of his forgiveness. I now believe I am.

I was married to a faithful man for 9 years, then was seduced into an adultrus relationship with a 15 year younger male co-worker. I divorced my husband, lost everything I had, hurt my husband and my family. But still I persisted in an unmarried sexual relationship with this other man for 4 and a half years. During all this time he promised that he loved me and we would marry each other. Now I always fully realized that all this was wrong, and that GOD could not possibly approve of any of this, even tho this man claimed to be a Christian, and he is the one who led me to the Lord. I take responsiblity for my sin(s), and knowing what I know now, would do anything if I could only un-d0 the wrongs I have done. Recently, it has been revealed to me that this person was cheating on me all along, having sexual relations with several other co-workers, and most recently is engaged to one. I have accepted and told him its over. I will forgive him, as I have been forgiven much, but I will never go back to him. The truth has set me free. Only GOD knows why he allowed all this to happen, and I gladly submitt to his will for my life, and realized he has forgiven me, even tho it\'s still hard to forgive myself.

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I have caught my husband looking at internet porn and having inappropriate online conversations with other girls. I have prayed about this and have done my best to be the wife the lord wants me to be. After all,who am I not to forgive? After going to church with me this morning, I caught him again. No one would believe me if I told them. Our marriage seems so perfect but most days I just want to die.

I confess to looking at pornography, using masturbation and self-doubt as cruches to make myself feel better about what I\'ve done. I confess to bringing myself into a pit I feel I cannot dig out of. I know that I was wrong to doubt what God has for me because he died for all of my sins. I confess to thinking about my life as if I only matter and therefore pushing my girlfriend away. I know that Phillipians 4:13 is true: \"WE CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS US\"

I have been a hypocrite. I have lied. I curse. I have watched pornography. I have masturbated about women I know and have had sexual encounters with women I barely knew. I have at times had unwanted heterosexual and worse, homosexual thoughts that have entered my mind during sleep which then lead to masturbation as I awoke. The homosexual aspect especially upset me and was really frusatrating because I know I am straight and love women, but the thoughts somehow overpowered me while in the first stage of sleep. It\'s like the devil tried to get me when I was the most vulnerable and not all there. Long ago I participated in homosexual touching with someone I knew well. The situation was disguised to seem harmless and normal in the context of guys playing around and having fraternity type horseplay. I\'ve been ashamed of God at times. I have a big ego and lots of pride. I\'ve been selfish. I\'ve held rage and anger toward people that have upset me including some family. I am materialistic. I have valued women\'s looks and attractiveness more than what\'s inside. And I am very vain. Though I\'ve not committed many of these sins for sometime and have asked God for forgiveness, it still feels good to confess this.

I confess that I have had a sexual relationship with a married man for several years. I confess that I have dated a lot of married men in the past. I regret that everyday of my life. I have had abortions. I have been mean and verbally abusive to people that I care for. I have a bad temper. I pray that everyone in the past that I have hurt so much will one day forgive me. I have since tried and continue to try to turn my life around. I focus more and more on God. I am still a work in progress but I realized that after I got baptized I buried my old life and today is the new me. Still working to get closer and closer to God. I know he is a forgiving God. Thank you Jesus for turning my life around and I know that you are still working with me. I will continue to pray and learn more about you. Thank you Flamingo Road. Thank you Pastor Troy for preaching each week, you are making a difference in my life and in many others. I CAN\'T WAIT until next Sunday. It can\'t come soon enough.

Reality is that most people feel alone as they struggle with ways of this world. Confession is in the Bible. Maybe some of you haven\'t struggle with porn, sex, drugs before but there are a lot of people out there that have. Alot of people can\'t just go to someone and tell them because they are a shame. To confess your sins on this website has helped a lot of people admit their sins. Admit there addictions. When we struggle each day to overcome our addictions and our shame we fight within ourselves. We become our worst enemy. We become overwhelm with shame! We become embarrassed to tell anyone. We are afraid that we will be judge and seen like what we all think of the tabloids. By having this website has helped me and so many others be able to understand we are not alone. By confessing our sins on this website and reading that I am not alone in what I am going through helps me. You can\'t not judge this website because it really is helping others. Flamingo Road is a WONDERFUL Church and our Pastor is a WONDERFUL Pastor. Stop Judging others and start looking at your own lives. Once you start to search yourselves you will discover that everyone INCLUDING yourself has issues. If you are upset about this website then don\'t read it but for others it is making a HUGE impact in their lives. For the first time in 20 years I realize that I am not alone. That my struggles each day and my shame to hide it is not just me. To admitt my problems was hard to do. Admitting is only have the battle. When I confessed my sins to God I felt a huge weight lifted off me. I confessed my sins on this website to let others know I am a sinner and I do struggle with my issues each day. I feel like so much was lifted. Please don\'t be close minded and just pray that each person who struggles will come to know God closer and know that he is there for them.

I admit that since I entered Middle School I have tried being someone I\'m not. I\'ve done things that I am certainly not proud of. I\'ve cursed and said things that hurt my best friends, even when I didn\'t mean it I said things I knew would puncture their heart and tear them apart. But since I\'ve gottin baptized for the 2nd time on Easter I realized what I had done to upset my friends. So I left my popular friends and went back to apologize to my old ones. Because I knew that no matter what I did that they would always LOVE me.

I confess that in serving Jesus I can do alot better than I have been , I still smoke and go and drink at parties .. its pretty bad ,but this confession is my first step ...

I confess that sometimes I judge and look at the wrong side of things. I can be negative and form opinions I should not. I have lived through emotional, physical, sexual and mental abuse all my life. I am now healing thanks to GOD and His answering my prayers for guidance and direction. I pray now to become more joyful and loving. I pray that GOD will show me how to share this with others.

i ahve lied to my family a couple of times in situations that i should of just told the truth to.

I have struggled with sexual thoughts for a long time and it is taking away my peace. Sometimes I feel like I can't even carry a conversation with someone without it taking me to commit adultery with my mind. I am so tired of fighting this fight with my own strength. I want this to stop once and for all and live freely. I know that my past relationship hurt me so much in this area but God take it away. God I give you my thoughts and ask you to take control and put only the thoughts you want me to have in my mind. Allow me to see anything that I may be doing wrong for these sexual thoughts to come to my mind so that I can stop them.

I lied so much over the past few years, mostly about my drinking and smoking. I've screwed up so many other times, I sometimes cut myself for no reason at all. Which i know is stupid and i pray for forgiveness for abusing God's creation. I also curse way to much. Mean while my family has no idea i've been doing this. Drinking is the worst, i do it almost every single weekend. I needed to get that off my chest but i hate confessing in person. I feel so embaressed. I go to church every sunday and i get down on my knees and pray for forgiveness and let the Lord know that i truely do love him.

I have cheated on all my past relationships and yelled and screamed at my past partners. I got physically abusive with my past partner and her son for that and the abuse I am deeply sorry for. I yelled at my partner stating that I DIDN'T want a baby and that was not the truth. I miss my old partner and our blended family and would do anything to restore it. I have started fasting for 90 days only to fail three time.This time I am doing better. I ask GOD to restore my relationship and job.

Lord I confess to the sin of lust and viewing pornography and masturbation. I agree with you that it is sin. I know that my actions hurts You, my marriage, and my family and your ability to fully use me. I am great for the Cross and the blood of Jesus that washes my sin away. I claim the blood of Christ to my sin and repent today, to follow you. Help me to humble myself, help me to see my sin the way you see sin. I need you today Lord Jesus.

I have made it inpossible for anyone to love me. My parents and family have pasted away and I feel alone now. I should trusted in GOD in the past. I do know that after listening to Pastor Troy last Sun. I got out of my lazy chair and I am alive and willing to serve God as I am older and I learned by my mistakes and will not make them again for the remaining time that God has put me on this earth. I have received Mercy, hope and I will let God do the footwork!

Lord, I confess to missing the target everyday of my life. I had an abortion at the age of 17. I lied to my parents all the time, I smoked, was sexually active since the age of 16. Now I'm married and have children. I loose my patience very quickly and have a bad temper, especially with the people I love. I lie to my husband about my spending all the time, I have masturbated and I some times judge people. Forgive me Father, and give me the strength to stop hurting you and others with my sins. I pray for each and everyone that has confessed in this website that as they've put their hurt and shame at your feet, you Loving Father will forgive them and help them with every one of their needs. In your precious son's name I pray. Amen.

I'm so sick and tired of not being able to fit in. I've tried everything to try and fit in. Like say things that can hurt my friend's feelings, look at things that aren't appropriate, and dress as though I'm one of them. But I'm tired of it I want out. I'M LEAVING MY POPULAR FRIENDS AND GOING BACK TO MY TRUE FREINDS. THE ONES THAT ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT ME:)

Hi! God blessed me.But i ve screwed it up.I wasted my mony drinkin.I did not attend to my job.I fell down from the top position to a stage wen i had no mony for food.I asked forgiveness .God forgave me and is blessing me again.PRAISE BE TO GOD.

I've been a believer for 3 years now, but ever since I was a young boy, I knew I had feelings for guys instead of girls. I'd get picked on at school and it became worse in High school. I kept denying all those feelings but they never went away. I gave my life to God in my freshman year of university but all those feelings, much stronger by now, were still there. Not too long after I became a believer, some very good friends of mine were moving away, and I just couldn't put up with it. I started watching gay porn and it became so bad for the next two years, until unfortunately, at 19, I had intercouse with another guy. I felt like killing myself for the next 2 months until I did it again with someone else. I moved to a different city, hoping things would be better in a new place. It went ok for a while, but again, I found myself watching porn on line and about 7 months later I had sex again, and it only got worse for the next 6 months....until now. I still mess around with guys I randomly met and I don't know when this is gonna stop. I've grown so much in my faith and I know so much about God, I've witnessed to people but nothing seems to change my homosexuality issue. I rest assured that God has it all in control but I want to stop sinning, and sometimes it just seems like I can't. I'm still screwing up.

I confess that I've participated in premarital sex with my boyfriend. I know that God knows my heart but Icontinue to make the same mistakes over and over and thus a cloud of guilt remains over my head. I also confess that I have ungodly conversations and thoughts and that I am judgemental

I CONFESSS THAT I HAVE WRONGED ALL THOSE THAT ILOV THE MOST. I TAKEOUT MY STRESS ON THE PEOPLEILOVE. GOD FORGIVE ME

hi my name is kim and i have a confession that everytime i had a job that i would loose it. also i have always screwed up my realtionships!

The constant fight with porn, patience, and anger. I keep asking God to forgive me over and over again. Ive come a long way over the years, but have a long way to go. I've had numerous affairs in the past but not in the last 20 years.

I used to believe in "no sex before marriage" and even though I am technically still a virgin, I know God would disprove of the things me and my boyfriend are doing. Even if I'm not doing anything, I'm thinking about sex and these thought have corrupted the sinfree mind I used to have. This has pulled me farther from my walk with God and at times I don't even know how to talk to him anymore. I feel his convicion on me and know I should stop, but how?

I've made some irresponsible decisions involving alcohol and relationships in my life that have caused me to have to deal with some serious consequences and guilt now that I may not be able to handle on my own. I ask God for help but am also impatient b/c I want help on my own time instead of his.

I confess that I have done drugs and been influenced by alcohol more times than I would like to admit. I lost my virginity at 15, and had out of sex relationships 4 times. I have a boyfriend right now, who verbally abuses me I keep hoping it will get better, but it hasn't yet. I confess that I have stolen things when I was younger, and I did eventually get caught. I continually blow up on people and take them for granted in my life. I haven't drank or done drugs in a couple months and for that I am proud, but I pray to God to help me set my life right and learn his will for my life.

i was suppost to spend the day yesterday with my mom buy i spent the day with my friend instead so the next day my mom wanted to spend time with me again bot i didnt and i screwed up.

I cofess that I have screwed up by thinking in a sexual manner with my boyfriend all though we have not had sex and I want to make it to marriage that way.I confess that I have gotten far from God.I really repent that. I confess that I havent behaved with my family the way I should.Please help me God.I confess that I am not doing good in school.Please help me God.I confess that I havent really put God in the middle of the relation of me and my boyfriend.God please be in the middle of us. Please help me day by day and make me better.Amen.

My confession is that I have been abusing pain pills for the last few years, I hate that I do this and it is consuming my every though. I have even used my son's credit card to purchase muscle relaxer on the WWW. I also smoke cigs and hate this. All this has caused me to be filled with guilt on a daily basis. I hate myself for this and can't stop.

I confess that i have made mistakes. The other night i wanted to play a joke on a friend and i took it a little to far. With this joke it got to where he didnt talk to me and then my own cousin stopped talking to me and then he was talkin to the guy i like and he said somethings tht i dont even want to believe that were said. I know that i made the mistake of taking the joke to far. I know now how much it really can get you in. I've also done things in my pass that i con