I began looking at porn through the scrambled channels aroung 6th grade, and after the internet came into our home it got worse. This has hurt my walk with the Lord so much. After every time I say \"never again\" but it happens again. I was just looking five minutes ago and in desperation looked for a site and found this one.

I confess that I have stolen about $15,000.00 when working for a family member. I was sexually active as a teenager and pregnant when I got married. I did drugs and drank as a teenager. My cousin and I use to do sexual things as young girls. I\'ve masturbated a few times. I have wished death and bad things on people I didn\'t like. I\'ve lied alot in my life. I have sinced turned my life around and asked to be forgiven for all my sins.

I have sustained a mental, physical and emotional injury which has been infected and injured over and over. I now want to protect this injury and be free. I confess I have had premartial sex repeatedly and with multiple partners. I carry so much shame and guilt. I feel terrible and dirty. I have gone through periods of sexual sobriety followed by sexual impurity binges. I have lived with my boyfirend in the past, I cheat and lie to him. I have not confessed my shameful past but want to be free. I have had sex with people I didn\'t love, when I didn\'t want to, to gain relationships, and even gotten an STD. I hide this from everyone in my life. I want to confess, I want to stop the sin and give my life to Christ. I want to help others.

i\'ve tried to convince myself that i am in love with someone who is addicted to crack cocaine, but the truth is - i\'m afraid 2 leave him for fear that he will hurt me more than he already has. i\'ve disrespected and hit him thinking he will hit me back and then it will become clear 2 me 2 leave him. but i feel that i\'m not worth anything else, but this. i feel i\'m not worthy of GOD\'s love given what i\'ve done - abortions (3) and enduring sexual abuse (childhood & adult), mental abuse (childhood & adult), physical abuse (childhood), verbal abuse (childhood & adult), emotional abuse (childhood & adult - present relationship included). i feel that my purpose in life is 2 be someone\'s doormat and garbage can

I\'ve had eating disorders since I was 13. I always felt that anorexia took everything away from me. Before I was a good student and athlete. I was healthy and pretty. By sophomore year my hair was falling out, my period stopped (and would not start again for years), I could not hold my bladder, I coudln\'t sleep, I couldn\'t play soccer. I knew my body was dying at age 15.I\'m 23 now. I survived that epidsode, but I\'ve never been the same. I\'ve been bulimic ever since. In some ways it\'s worse now, not physically. But emotionally. I feel so disgusting, so alone. I isolate myself completely (to the point where i\'ve moved a hemisphere away!). I\'ve never dated since anorexia. I feel too fat. Too ugly. Unworthy of anybody. Undeserving of love.

As a child I was sterotyped as the good child the perfect kid the silent type but had a strong influence.But I moved and now Im in highschool and my personality is a 180 of before, I used to disprove of bullying. Now Im a bully,Im not respectful, I dont make the grade. And what i hated now i do. And I feel guility that if one of my old classmates saw me what would they think, but what i feel worst about is that I feel more happy being rotten then nice and looked up to. Ive tried to change,I once didnt speak for a day it was so hard as a kid i could keep silent forever and now it feels painful not to insult or add something distasful to the conversation. Why is this. I didnt use to trample others to make myself look better. I wanna go back.

I\'m going through the worst patch of my life. I am struggling with self harming, bulimia and anorexia but no one has even noticed. I lost my viginitiy to a loser who then surprising left, I argue constantly with my parents, I am failing all four courses at college and am /$300 in debt after my bag got stolen. I also think I am becoming dependant on alcohol

Once again I found myself giving into the temptation of the sexual sin of homosexuality desires on the internet by getting involved in ungodly conversations with others via the internet knowing that it was wrong but yet wanting to satisfy the unsatiable feeling of my fleshly desires. Creating ungodly soulties between myself and these people that I interacted with and with ungodly entities. Instead of falling prey to the enemys lies I need to learn to resisit temptation and fall on my face and pray to the Almighty God my heavenly Father my Daddy and turn and run from the sin.Like Joseph did.

A friend of mine was shot and killed last weekend, by a black guy. I\'ve always been a bit racist, despite the fact that I knew a few very nice, caring, chrisitan black people. But now that this has happened, I feel like I\'ve just lost all respect for them. I feel bad saying it, because I know there are good people out there. But I just don\'t understand how someone can just kill a person and walk away like it wasn\'t a big deal. And I find that black men are the majority that shoot and kill innocent people. My friend\'s death has had such a huge impact on everyone I know that I can hardly forgive the man that did this. I really need strength to be able to forgive. Please pray. This is an extremely hard time for everyone that knew my friend

I confess that I have stolen money and posessions from family, several employers and people that I love. I have lied to get jobs and i have lied alot.

Im 32 and i have been married to my wife who is 53 for two years now.We are very much in love with each other and even though she is many years older than me we have a very good and strong marriage which includes a very good and passionate sex life together.Recently after an office party I drove one of women i work with home as she was fairly drunk.She was quite suggestive in her talk while I was driving and i admit that I got quite excited about the things she was saying so we decided to park somewhere quite and I proceeded to have sex with this woman.Not holding back at all and going all the way with intercourse.Since then I have fely guilty about this and I am not sure whether I should tell my wife or just try and deal with the guilt.

Hi I want to confess this secret, I have known about my husband\'s unfaithfulness for a long time, he has been unfaithful not once but sevral times and always keep quiet, I do ask him about it when I suspect, but he always denies it. I ahve been sufering with this for almost 30 years. Now, I know that he smokes marihuana and he also looks into pornography, and again, I keep quiet. He knows that I don\'t do drugs and he also knows that I am very honest, but I am never honest to myself and accept that he simply does not love me. I a asking my Lord for guidance and forgiveness forall these lies and I am begging him to shower me with his wisdom and his Blessings. Thanks!

wow, where do i start, i started havingsex at 13 out of wedlock of course, had a baby at 15, had sex alot with different guys, lived with my boyfriend and had 2 more kids before we finally got married, i have lied,stolen, disrespected my husband, masturbated, porno, gossiped,got married to a man so he could stay in the country, but since i have rediscovered GOD, i try to be the best at everything i do, i try never to sin, of course i still do miss the mark BUT i know god has forgiven me and i beg him everyday to help me be a better person,

I screwed up my relationship with God. I love God, but I use to put my ex- above Him. I would get so excited to see this person, I would get butterflies everytime before we would meet, even after years of knowing this person. I loved that person so much, giving them everything I had; my time, my resources, my effort...but in the end, it wasn\'t enough. That person left me. Not the first time either thy has left me. God is a jealous God. He will take things away that hinders our relationship with Him. Since then, my only priority is Him. I worship Him, I pray several times a day, I constantly talk about Him, I serve numerous ministries, I truly love Him with my all; mind, heart, and soul; intentions, money/people, and talent. God longs to be longed, and He seeks to be sought. Never will I make the mistake again of placing something made of flesh over Him. I love that person still, and miss them dearly, but I will stay in faith that God has His divine ways of doing things. I give that person over to God. Sometimes God takes things away, in order to give us more. I will try to let God do the steering, for I know He will take care of me if an accident occurs. If I drive, I am the only one liable if an accident happens. I love you, Jesus, who will now be my 1st love hence forth.

My family life has been frustrating me for many years. I had a friend at work who started out with small talk and later began making suggestive comments. After a few months of these comments, I decided \'why not?\' The sexual encounter fell short of our expectations. However, a month later a close relative of hers passed away, and I did my best to emotionally comfort her. As she started to cut herself and try to commit suicide, I tried to reach out to her. We became very close and the sexual relations returned. I began coming home late \'from work\' to angry children and a wife in tears. Both my productivity at work and my self control had vanished. I became reluctant to show affection to my wife, and even flinched when she showed affection. Soon I had one dedicated sexual partner and it was not my wife. This continued for several months. During this time I prayed several times a day for help. I downloaded FRC podcasts and repeatedly listened to them. Still I could not resist the temptation. The reason was because I was not repenting. The service with Tattoed By Regret is what finally put the life in the right direction. On Ash Wednesday, my wife and I had a discussion of what I had been doing. We either had to fix what was broken, or end of the marriage, but she had to know about my affair for either action to begin. So far, we are trying the fix the marriage approach. The progress is slow, but there is a lot of repairing to do. If you find yourself in the same situation, please tell your loved one. It is not easy, but it has to be done for both you and your family. One more quick confession, I have not been honest on listing my city and my age. My apologies to you, but my family is not ready for our friends to know about my affair yet.

For years I was caught up in a world of pornography, starting with movies as a child and teenager, and moving on to the internet in recent years. By the Grace of God, I have broken free of this lustful sin and am now growing closer to the Lord free of that guilt that was keeping me from Him.

Where do I begin. I\'ve done so much wrong before submitting to God. I have been with women who were married. I have told lies to cover up for things I have done to escape the consequences. I have done enough drugs to make Keith Richards envious!!!!! I have been extremely hot tempered and violent for the majority of my life. I have stolen things for drugs and money. I have disrespected both of my parents. I have disrespected my marrige by being unfaithful. Truth is I have just about done it all wrong. Until God\'s grace and mercy filled the void I had been trying to fill myself with all the wrong things. I don\'t always get it right now. However I am better than I used to be. Now that I have experienced God\'s love in action in my life. I will never deny HIM again. He is my saviour and my family and I will praise him all of our days!!!!! AMEN and AMEN

I was saved at the age of 57 and even though I have been able to change in a lot of areas in my life I still strugle with smoking pot.I pray that I would be delivered from this and the Lord would heal me yet I still strugle.Please pray for me that I would be able to walk with the Lord all the days of my life.

Last year when things started to go wrong in my life i experimented with extacy, and i became so hooked on it i was doing it every weekend i got the chance to. I also became an excessive drinker. I have had many sexual partners for my age.. and i have not been loyal to my boyfriend of 5 months for the past 3. I have been sexually active with a close friend of mine that has a child with his girlfriend who is my friend. I have had sexual relationships with men who aren\'t my boyfriend.

I confess that I was in an abusive relationship for 2 years in which I couldn\'t be myself. Now that I am out of that relationship, I ask the Lord to forgive me for the person I was during those two years.

I confess that I have made bad decisions that lead me down a path I thought was from God, but was really my own choice by my own flesh.

I confess I carry guilt over a year long affair with a married man. When he broke it off I was devasted. Although I had been doing things my way, I knew what God wanted me to do. I went home to my estranged husband, who never knew about the affair. Three years later, I have to remind myself that God has forgiven me and the guilt is from satan. I often feel unworthy and still carry pain in my heart over the ended relationship. I know if I continue to follow God\'s word, eventually he will restore my heart and the feelings for my husband.

I have killed four people. One of them was a 17 year old boy. He died for his religion, his beliefs and his country. I killed him only because he shot at me first. The worst was when I buried my K-Bar all the way to the hilt in this guy\'s throat. I looked into his eyes and as the adrenaline went away, I found myself whispering, \"I\'m sorry\" as the life escaped from his eyes.

I have been battling with addictions (alcohol or drugs) since 2002. I was placed in a rehab for 2 weeks did well for 2 years, relapses, then did ok again. Now I am 46 and still can\'t seem to get it. I relapsed on pain pills again and try to convince myself I\'m a better person with them. I am off them now but am depressed, have no energy and I am scared. I know if I pray GOD is there for me. I have to keep remembering, One Day At A Time. Thats all I have anyway. If this helps anyone from relapsing then thank GOD. It feels like crap!

I confess That I have lied to my wife and my two sons. I would like to be a succesfull man, but the true is at this point of my life I\'m a looser.

I need to confess that I have been unfaithful to my wife. It was just once 6 years ago, but I\'m been struggling with guilt since then.

It\'s been a very long time since I have confessed any of my sins. I want a better relationship with God.I have guilt from cheating on my ex-husband for putting my children though the pain of divorce.I regret things I have said to the people around me who have only showed me love for so long. Even more so I need to confess that I am still inlove with my ex-husband and am not inlove with the person I am currently with. Since my breakup with my exhusband I have been with him on several occasions and I feel complete afterwards. Yet, my ex is with someone else and I am with someone. I don\'t want to lost the person I am with but I stay for all the wrong reasons.All I can ask is for God to give me guidance. I think I know what I need to do but I don\'t have the strength to be alone. But instead I am hurting others and lieing to myself.

I confess that I am not patient. I\'m a good person but not good in the area of patience. I really want to get better at this. Its not other people\'s fault that I lose my patience with them. God, please help me be more patient.

I was young when it started, having sex at a young age which turned into watching pornography and masturbation. Now being saved, \"christ follower\", I struggle with the same things from time to time. Sometimes I don\'t want to do it, and other times I do. I always end up feeling bad and asking God for his forgiveness. I think the only way to my complete freedom from this is will power and a change of thinking and God\'s divine intervention.

I find myself being selfish of my time thinking that whatever I am doing is more important than what may be asked of me. I feel horrible when I really think about how my actions may effect someone, especially my wife and children. I want to change that. Lord, help me change this about my life.

I want to confess my jealousy and envy. I have always been a very jealous person specially since I have been hurt plenty in the past. I sometimes envy others looks and material things and I know I shouldnt. Im a very lucky person with a lot of good qualities and people in my life. Im sorry God! Please take the bad thoughts and feelings from my mind and heart whenever I feel them again. I LOVE YOU LORD!

I\'m stuck. I\'ve been lying to my family about my school since I started college. I\'m doing horrible and I am tired of lying about it. Suicide crowds my mind every minute because I rather die than to tell the truth to the ones that love me the most. In fact, I have had 3 failed suicidal attempts. Its not only school, its life also. I feel like everything I do never works out. I find myself saying curse words to God, telling him I hate him and he’s never there whenever I need him. I don\'t want to live another day with this pain but I want to be happy again.

If I had a dollar for everytime I have turned my back on all God has given me. I lost a job because of my addiction to sex. I lost a familybecause of my addiction to sex. I have asked for forgiveness a 1000 times only to turn my back on Him again and again. I want to stop and obey but the power is so strong. I cry myself to sleep every night asking silently for help because I am scared of being judged

Oh Lord, I am so, so, so sorry. I confess that I\'ve been a wretch and wholy unworthy. I am so sorry. I have failed You, failed my family and failed myself many, countless times. I have lied to You, my family, my friends and myself. I have caused rifts in Your relationships with others. I have hurt others, physically, emotionally and spiritually. I have no one to blame but myself. These things haunt me, Lord. I am even ashamed to bring them to You? I know that\'s only the enemy speaking to me, but it hurts me even more NOW knowing that my previous sins have caused You so much suffering. It breaks my heart to bring these things for You to bear on my behalf. I am so sorry. Please forgive me, Lord. I love You and believe in You, only. I know that You can fix anything, even me. I lay everything down before You and ask your forgiveness, Jesus, my Lord and Savior. Amen.

Dear God, you already know i have done soo much harm to others by being abusive, i am sorry i could not have that second child you sent me i just did not feel ready to deal with that huge responsibility, please take away the pain and let the cut heal, don\'t let me bleed tears no more...Heal me and love me.

I\'d had an affair with someone from work..I\'ve stopped seeing this person but still calling me.....I haven\'t returned calls

over coming my adolescent anger at my parents.By Loving anyway,. Jim

This is hard. I won\'t even give my real age or city that I live in. I am ashamed of my past and my past decisions. I didn\'t have loving parents growing up and learned the hard way, \"if you don\'t show love at home, your kids will find it elsewhere\". It\'s true. Although I was not promiscuous and wasn\'t involved without a lot of people, I was looking for love and just wanted to be in a relationship rather than alone. Because of this need I have had unwanted pregnancies and even though I had to make choices that I thought at the time were the right choice, I am still to this day plagued with the shame and guilt of those choices. Since being a part of the FRC family, I know my life was already planned for me, and I can use my experiences to help others, I still can\'t let go and let God. Not only do I carry the guilt and shame of my past, but the anger towards my parents for not being there. I ask and cry to God to help me to let go and to see myself as He does.

I did not fight hard enough fo rmy marriage, but let the enemy win

I will not get into specific incidents...But over the years I have lied, cheated, stolen, been unfaithful to my wife, have engaged in watching pornography, and have just flat out done a lot of things that I am truly regretful for. FRC has helped me to shed those ways and although I am definetely a work in progress, I truly feel that I am on my way!!

As a little girl I was verbally abused and molested twice. My mother was a drug addict which caused me to look for love in others. I became pregnant at 15 and but was forced to have an abortion to just get pregant at 16. My insecurities have carried me through adulthood. My husband recently left me but I\'m having a hard time letting go.I\'ve recently found that I can only depend on God as my source of strength. It\'s not easy to give up on someone you love so much. However, God has given me the peace in my heart that is allowing me to move on. I still have hope but have decided to allow the Lord to lead me through.

Well I\'m in the middle of a nasty divorce because my soon to be ex has cheated on me for many years, we have 2 small children. And I wanted to confess that after I found out he did this to me (which I had an idea that it was happening).I did mess around on him once because I was hurt and in a lot of pain, and at that time it didn\'t bother me because I know that at that point our marriage was over for good.I have prayed to go for many months for God to help guide me and give me strength to raise my children and come closer to him. And God has put a very special person in my life who is there to guide me in the right direction. \"WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE\"

Right now I am struggling with bulemia. It fills me with guilt and shame because I know I am defiling God\'s very temple. Since I gave my life to God, He has given me supernatural strength to quit several drugs, cigarrettes, and drinking, stop partying completely, reconcile broken relationships, and practice abstinence. It bothers me that after all the changes, I can\'t seem to get rid of my eating disorder. Ever since I quit drugs I have been struggling with my weight and have become an emotional eater. I binge eat and throw up. I need help changing the way I eat so that I won\'t feel guilty afterward. This makes me feel dirty and ashamed, but I hate the way I look. My self esteem in extremely low. I haven\'t talked to anyone about this problem I have. It hurts me deeply that I am hurting the God who has brought me out of the pit of hell. Even when I was contemplating suicide, He never left me. Jesus is so wonderful. I know the enemy is using this stronghold against me to keep me from my relationship with God. I haven\'t even been able to pray because of my shame. All I can do is beg God for His mercy. Don\'t let the enemy rob you of Jesus. He will try anything to hinder your walk with the almighty God.

I hate myself! The way I look, the way I think, the way I feel ! AHHHH!!! Everything ... life sucks!

I am a female who has struggled with Pornography and eating addictions from my teens. No one really knew, except my by my weight. Last week I confessed to a small group, who will now hold me accountable. I am finally free! All praise to God. Confession is good for the soul...but the next step is turning away from it & being held accountable.. I know.. I am talking about me..

I confess that my biggest weakness is PROUD... God please help me to learn your humbleness. I want to learn from you.hubleness

I confess that I\'ve got a short temper. Just can\'t get a grip on it. It is beyond me to heal me of this. God help me.

I have been struggling with a drug addiction for many years. I have hurt the one\'s who love me so much. I am clean for a while..then AGAIN I turn weak. I can not keep doing this to my family or myself. This past relaspe was one of the worse I even landed in the hospital over night...I\'v recently accepted God into my life and leaned he has forgiven me!! Having committed myself to him has been the best thing. Now I live one day at a time with God by my side.

I have tremendoud anxiety that overwelhms my life. I have cheated, stolen, and lied in my past. I have troubles trusting others. I have disrespected my parents. I have had an abortion. I have done drugs. I had premartial sex. I struggle with a bad tounge and curse too much. I pray GOD helps me get rid of all this guilt and become a better christ follower.

I pretend to be someone I\'m not. I act like a very innocent perfect person when in reality I do the opposite of everything i stand for. I tell myself everyday that I will stop doing these things but fail, I literally feel like I have no control over myself. I need time, but I\'m not sure if that is something that I have.

While I tell people that God is the most important thing in my life I have proceeded to distance myself as far as possible from Him. In doing so I am lost and bored with life. I am at the heaviest weight I have ever been and seem to be relying on alcohol and cigarettes to entertain myself. I am ashamed of myself right now and very sad and lonely, yet you would never notice that on the outside. I don\'t really know how I allowed this to happen but it has, and I could sure use some prayers that would direct me back to God and His grace.

I am a Pastor and I have to confess that it was a time that it was all about me on the pulpit. God forgive me! I\'ll be your slave from now on.

I fell in love with a married man. I have a fear that I will never be able to find a love like I have now.

I confess that in my younger years I disrespected and disobeyed, both of my parents. I cursed, lied, cheated and manipulated them. But, one day when I was in my early teen years, I decided that this needed to stop and fast. What made me change was that I got grounded from going on a field trip that I had been dying to go on. I learned my lesson. God forgive me

I confess that I had a two year affair with a married man. This is a secret that I have held with me for the past 14 years. This is something that I regret and have been working through in releasing. I have never had a successful relationship and I sometimes wonder if the blessings of God, with respect to relationships, cannot be bestowed upon me because I broke this commandment. I know that God loves me and is all forgiving. I ask Him to help me forgive myself and help me move on to finding a healthy, committed relationship, where I can be a wife and mother.

I confess to having lost self control and give in to extreme anger. I confess that I have deliberately, with full consciousness physically and emotionally another person, because I was hurt. I am not the person that I was 22 years ago. With the guidance of our Lord I have worked on being a better person. However, the person that I hurt, I wounded deeply. His life has been significantly impacted because of me and my anger. I often feel that his life would not have turned so terribly, if I had been more understanding, exercised self control and been more loving. I ask for God to help me reconcile the terrible things that I did and said to Andy. I ask God for forgiveness. (Note: I\'ve asked Andy for forgiveness as well. He has told me that he has forgiven me and in turn asked for forgiveness from me. I guess I\'m writing this confession, because I still need to forgive myself)

I confess that I have committed adultery. I confess to having casual sex. I confess to believing that pornography is OK as long as it is between two consenting adults. I no longer hold this belief. I know that such things defile an incredible gift that God has given to us.

I confess to the following: Stealing from work No honoring my mother and father gossiping abusing the Lords name (swearing) being jealous of my brother\'s marriage and his freedom lying consciously not helping people in need for fear of what my friends/companions might think

There was a time when I believed that God was indifferent. I confess that at this time I chose to consciously disassociating myself from God. I confess to cursing God (many times) . I confess to hating God. I am now working on establishing a better relationship with God.

I confess to holding grudges. I confess to being prejudice and suspicious of people who have different beliefs and cultures from me. I confess to being self righteous. I confess to being arrogant. I confess to manipulating situations (at work and home) so that they fall in my favor.

I confess to not trusting God.

I confess to no believing that Christ is my savior.

I confess that i let a friendship cross the line thru discolored conversatgions. I knew that my marriage was a problem and my spouse and i were unable to come to a comprimise, i knew it was an abusive relationship and i stayed in it because i got pregnet. I seperated from my husband after one last abusive act to raise my daughter on my own. I have no clue how to be a single mom, let alone raise a child on my own. I look at my daughter and feel resentmeant at times wondering if she was the reason for the failed marriage when i know she isn\'t.

Forgive me lord for all of the things in my life that are inconsistent with your word...as I continue to find my \"spiritual legs\" I will continue to work towards finding the best way to walk by your side. I am a work in progress and appreciate your patience as I continue to refine our relationship.

We\'ve all messed up in life, but screwing up is just a whole \'nother level. I believe that \"everything\" in life happens for a reason. I was heavily involved in my old church and life was going alright until I met my now ex-girlfriend. We started dating and I knew that she wasn\'t that much of a believer, but I figured that being raised in church my whole life, and believing that I was a strong Christian, that I could change her mind about God and church. I started dating this girl and we eventually moved in together. This completely devastated my family, considering that we were all extremely close, and that I was supposed to get married before moving out, but I didn\'t wait. I did get engaged to this girl thinking that things would work out, but even then, we were still having sex before marriage. So I moved out, and during living together, things got more difficult because she complained about me not having enough time for her because I was too involved in the church. This put a burden on me, and it made it difficult for me because I love to serve. Eventually she started coming up with things for us to do so that we wouldn\'t go to service some weeks. It finally got to the point that she said she didn\'t want to go to church anymore. I knew at that point that this couldn\'t continue...the relationship fortunately came to a mutual end, but it wasn\'t easy. After a year and a half with someone, it\'s not easy to move on, but with God all things are possible. I\'m more involved in church now, and no one to tell me that I can\'t serve as much and/or often as I want to. I didn\'t mention the fact that my family grew apart because of the choice that I made to leave, and now I\'m working to mend the pieces, and put my family back together. I\'m not sure sometimes what to do, but I\'m leaving everything in God\'s Hands...who better than He?

First Timothy ch. 2 vs... 5

i confess that i was addicted to porn since i was in 6th grade every time i say that im neva gonna look at it again but the internet is so tempting and it is very hard to remain in my walk with the lord and i keep praying that he will help me take that desire away so im almost over with it

Where do I begin, ok I was your regular teenage kid but when I married young my real problems began. I was verbally and physically abused, uneducated and miserable. Years later I divorced and got even worse. I had several sexual relationships based soley on sex. Ive had unprotected sex several times, even got pregnant from one of the men and aborted the child, fell inlove with an engaged man and conitnued the relationship even when he was married. I got pregnant with his twins and had an abortion. Ive stolen money from a family member, Ive lied and pretended I was someone I am not. I used alcohol and sex as a means of making me feel accepted, attractive and wanted. I was so fearful that my decisions would haunt me by claiming my life with some tyoe of sexually transmitted disease. Once I realized that all those things werent filing the dark hole in my heart I acepted Christ as my savior and try very hard to live my life for him. I am married now and have 2 kids so I do try and life my life as a Christian but I know I am imperfect and have sinfuls thoughts with other men or sometimes question whether or not my husband is the man for me. My husband knows nothing of my past infact I lied to him when he asked in fear that I would lose him. I know God has a plan for me and continues to work on me and my imperfections everyday and so I find my comfort in HIS love.

I struggle with my cursing, i struggle with my temper and resentments, i struggle with my trust issues, i struggle with my insecurities, i struggle with the thought that i prefer being with a woman over a man-i am married with children so that is even worse. i just feel like ive let GOD down in so many ways. i know HE forgives and knows whats in my heart and I know HE guides me and strengthens me and so I know that this confessional website is no cioncidence. It feels good to just type the things that no1 knows about me and to know I am not alone in my struggles. God has blessed me in so many ways. FRC is my family and I am grateful The Lord saw fit to bring me there.

I really enjoy going to church ever since I started attending FRC and I feel closer to God than I ever have in years. The only problem that I have a great deal of trouble in is pornography and masturbation. Every time I feel close to God, I end up giving in to temptation and I let the devil control me. I hate when I do this but it is so hard because at my age, sexual temptations are everywhere. I am not sexually active and I don\'t plan to be until after I am married, yet I still masturbate when I know it is wrong. I pray all the time and I ask for forgiveness but I am starting to feel that God is getting tired of my excuses and asks for forgiveness for giving in to temptation. I am doing my best to resist and I am helping my friend as well. I pray for all those going through this struggle and for those who are going through struggles much worse than I am. God bless.

I’ve sinned a lot in my life and I really repent of all the things I’ve done in the past. I drank a lot as a teenager and I had sex before marriage. I use to masturbate a lot, and with other girls too. I cursed a lot, I said a lot of bad things to God, and I left my beliefs to have “fun” in the world out there. I was a bad influence to my friends. I am so happy that the Lord opened my eyes to my self destruction, and He forgave me, Now I feel free of sin and I feel Loved. I am a complete different person in Christ , He restored my innocence and my happiness. Love you Jesus!

I confess that I have a problem with authority. I didn\'t always see it that way...but this past year God has placed me around individuals who have really pointed it out and against what I wanted - they have held me accountable for it. My desire is that I will allow God to spiritually mature me to the point that I don\'t keep making the same mistakes. That I learn to trust people in charge over me. My desire is that I reach my God potential and stop fighting His plans for my life even when it doesn\'t seem easy. I confess that although I have raised my child in the church, many times I didn\'t follow the advise given to me as a single parent. Today I see my child (although a good kid at heart) struggling with authority too.

I left my husband for another man. I put my family through hell for nothing. I moved out of my home and dragged my kids to my sisters house, a crapped house already, so that I could have the \"freedom\" to talk to or go see this other man while I was still married. I did unspeakable things and told lie after lie to the people I love and love me. My husband never gave up on us. Thank you God for him. When I left him for the man I thought was my heart and soul he let me down. I was just an old flame that came running back into his life. Little did I know of what he really thought of me. Someone he could not take home to his parents someone he is not and never will be proud of. Then there was my husband and my kids who thought I was the best thing that could ever happen to them. I didn\'t deserve this...yet God granted me an oppurtunity to right my wrongs and forgive myself. I will never forget what I did nor will my husband or God but, I will do my very best to loving the people who loved me when I was unloveable to everyone except to the one person that couldnt and wouldnt give me what I wanted. Again...its not always what we want that is the best for us...I quess that is why is is in control thank you GOD FOR EVERYTHING For not giving me what I thought I wanted. Here is where I belong with my children with the man I love and loves me.

I feels so bad for all the bad things I‘ve done in my past and for all the people I hurt because of it. I have cheated on my husband several times, stole money, lied, and had an abortion. I pray to GOD for his forgiveness and I really want to be a different and better person, I want to be a good wife, mother, a good example for my family and a better Christ follower.

I feel like there isn\'t a sin I haven\'t committed! I began having casual sex when I was 15 and to this day, cannot put a number on the partners I have had. I have done a number of drugs, abused alcohol, lied, stolen, and disrespected my parents, friends and myself. I have been anorexic, bulimic and have also been in a psychiatric hospital for severe depression, social anxiety and self cutting! I have received money for sex, masturbated to pornographic material, had multiple sex partners at once (both male and female), and now have a baby out of wedlock! I am sure that I have missed a number of things, but these are the things that have affected me the most! I have always believed in God and gave him my life when I was 7, but never really followed his word, but attended church and church functions on a regular basis. I now am on the right path and have been for a little over a year, and my fiancé and I, together are beginning our walk with Christ together!!

There are things that I have regretfully done in the past that repeat in my mind and heart everyday of my life. But, I know that Jesus has forgiven me for those things. Anytime I feel the shame, I just remind myself that Jesus died for our sins. He listens and He is alive today.

I live in sin everyday by living with my boyfriend but I call myself a \"Christian\" when I\'m a hypocrite. I have homosexual thoughts and Ive assisted my boyfriend in homosexual activities and have been disgusted by him and myself thereafter. I have known about criminal activity but have not reported it, I will do almost anything for my boyfriend because i am afraid of losing him to girls that are way to young for him. I pray that he will not become one of those people who is 40 but having relations with someone 16. i confess i\'ve created more than once, and i feel respondsible for the person he has become over the last year ( him getting involved with someone who was 18 when he was 34 and selling drugs and his homesexual activities) because i had left him to grow closer to Christ and somedays I regret leaving him. I have never struggled more with my faith since being back with him beacause I\'m trying to be someone i\'m not to please him. I have stopped putting all my effort in growing closer to my heavenly father. I\'ve let him and myself down once again.

I\'ve been going out with my boyfriend for only 5 months, and i\'ve been having desires to sleep with him. And i feel so bad since i\'m a girl. Sometimes i think it\'s not normal to have these thoughts in such a short period of time. I pray that God can keep me safe and will take all of these desires until i get married. However i still feel guilty for having this desires as a girl.

I confess that I have lied about so many things. I have been a hippocrite, I drank and smoked while claiming to be a perfect christian condeming others. I have cheated on my husband . I have had an abortion. I have had hateful thoughts. I have had thoughts to abandon my family.

I am Saved....Now What? I have been reading the Bible everyday and praying. I completed the Series Fuel and Learning new verses. I believe in seeking God with all I do. Somedays I feel positive but most of the time I feel empty and alone. I don\'t even like to leave my house most of the time. I know my purpose on this earth but the feeling of the strength to actually get out and doing it - I can\'t seem to shake that feeling of loneliness off. Whenever I am in Public I feel scared. I want to serve and help more in the church even attend a small group but I think my shyness takes over and I just don\'t do it. I have read this website everyday and I have gone through almost everything that people have confessed on here. It took me a long time to forgive myself and truly understand that God has forgiven me. When I realized that I am God\'s Creation and the BAD choices I made was because I was not walking with God. I know that I suffered alot with my addictions, sex, drugs, etc and when I look back I was living part of this world not part of God\'s creation that he prepared for me. I wasn\'t allowing my Father to control my life but was allowing the ways of self destruction control me. Why old ways made me feel self worthless and guilt. I know that God is working in me and I know he has me going down a path that will make a difference. I know that my emptiness will soon be replaced with JOY, LOVE and PEACE. I just have to be patience and keep praying. I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHICH STRENGTHS ME! Phil. 4:13. Thank you Flamingo Road for helping me get back on track in my life. God has really used Pastor Troy to guide me and others to a life of Self Much Needed Help! So to everyone Who confesses there sins and problems and still struggle DON\'T Give Up ... You are not alone! Keep praying....

I am engaged, but not divorced. I have herpes but my boyfriend does\'nt know. My husband does not know my daughter is not his. I know God forgives all, and I know he forgives me, but I have yet to forgive myself.

I have a big secret. I have been married for 13 years have two kids and a wonderful husband. I have a wonderful and blessed life with God in our lives now, but when I was in my late teens I went through a rebelious time and got away from church and home. I lost my virginity to a looser and got pregnant. I am sorry God for not keeping that baby. I had an abortion and had kept that secret for over 18 years. I feel so ashamed. Please forgive me!

I confess that my faith is slowly slipping away, and I am desperate to find ways to keep it, though it has not proven successful yet. Perhaps I am not doing something right or not enough or with enough effort. I can only hope that will change. Please, pray for me.

ive been a christian since middle school, but like most teenage guys i fell into sexual sin. i got into pornography in seventh grade and all through the first few years of high school i feel dirty every time and i always ask for forgiveness but i know that repentance is the only true way to get over it. i havent been on anything pornographic in over a year but i still mess up all the time with videos on youtube. i am going try to read my bible everytime i feel that i am about to mess up with this and i feel that that may work. i dont want this to get me into trouble in the future so i know that the time to stop is now. i know that i can\'t do this myself and that god is standing there just waiting for me to repent and ask for his help. here it is. \"I can\'t do this myself lord. I want to turn from this this forever but i can only do it with your help and through you. help me through this. thank you.\" i also pray that i would be strong in my relationship with my girlfriend so that i and she, will be saved for marriage and that she will be better because of me. that i would not cause her or her me to fall into temptation

I have not always been truthful with people even though now I try hard to always be, it can still be a challenge. I wasn\'t very sincere about things or myself with people in my life. In my 30\'s I started working on myself and being a better person. I still work on issues with bad thoughts about others and am working hard to live my life right. I cheated on a few people in my younger years and know it wasn\'t right. I still speak with an ex even though I am in a solid relationship. At times we speak about things that I know we should not. I am also working on this and trying to avoid these conversations moving forward.

I have been a Christ Follower my entire life, but in the 8th grade i dropped the ball, big time. My boyfriends became top prioroty and when i found myslef alone w/o a boyfriend i would go looking for one. I have engaged in premarital sex with two different guys even after regaining my spiritual virginity through Christ. I let God down and turned from the Father that never left me. I find self acceptance by putting other down and feeling superior to others. Although i seem calm, put together, and friendly on the outside, im so alone on the inside. Every day praying for more, to be rescued from my sin.

After 10+ years of Christian life, I still struggle with lust and porn, but on top of the damages the images and chats made to my mind, the worst effects are more than real at my job, ministry, family but specially to my relationship with God. When I get to that point, I am not only feeling as a sinner, but departed far far away from God\'s will, bringing mental confussion, spiritual paralysis and delays to the blessings He has for me!!! I have seen a lot of them, when I get back on track. I am currently trying to run away from those things; I am claiming the promise included in this verse, that was given to Jehoshaphat before that memorable battle he won without fighting: \"Act with courage, and may the LORD be with those who do well.\". I am asking the Lord the enough coracge to act from now on.

I have been through so much pain, that at this point my heart seems to be hard and dry. Just this morning I was praying that God gives me a new heart, a that can feel, trust and love again. I don\'t want to become like those that have hurt me in the past.

I confess I\'ve been un-Christ like in so many areas of my life at so many different times. I\'ve often thought I knew what was best for me and I could do things on my own. I confess I thought God would never forgive me, but He has with arms wide open. I still struggle with giving Him every part of my life every day every minute.

Dear Lord, I beg for your forgiveness. Only you know eveything that I have done. I appologize with all my soul for disappointing you. I have not always been in your walk but now know that you have been with me in mine. I thank you for allowing not so good things happen to me, because of them, I felt compelled to seek you. We all make mistakes in life, some bigger thank others. But am rejoiced and you should be too in knowing that you & I have already been forgiven by our Father God. :) Glory to you my LORD!

DIE PORNOGRAPHY!!!!

I would not know where to start since my life has been so full of sin. I’ve stolen, cheated, scammed, lied, committed adultery, done drugs, was an alcoholic; all despite living a life where all those around me thought I was a respectable successful individual. I was a prisoner of sin, always looking for the next thrill, for purpose. But God, who was ALWAYS present, accepted my repentance the minute I asked and changed my life. Today I love God with all my heart, yet sin always “seems” to get the best of me. This is only until I realize and constantly remind myself that God is so AWESOME and his mercy endures forever, that He gave us His son Jesus to die for our sins. It hurts to read these confessions as it is so clear how the enemy dwells amongst us and has a hold of so many of our lives: young, old, married, single. I hope all who read these confessions know that Jesus paid the price for ALL of these sins and that He promises all who come to Him a life of abundance: FREE! If you don’t know this yet, ask God for forgiveness and guidance, pick up a bible and attend a local church where you will learn from His word. You’ve already given sin a chance . . . Give God a genuine try and let Him set you free . . .

Most sins I\'ve committed I have already asked forgiveness for but the 3 biggest problems I have are 1)not trusting God first and foremost, 2) not praying and talking to God on a daily basis, and 3) after asking God to forgive me and knowing that He will, I should be going to the people I have wronged/offended and asking their forgiveness also...Father God please help me to be more like you and less like me. Thx !

i confess that i have not allways been a good daghter, & that not all the time i act as a christian i allsow confess that i have not tried hard enoghf to bring my friens to god . the one thing i mostly hacve to coness how i have not honored my paents, how i dont pray all the time, that i have had oworshiped other tings befoe god, & that i have sind a lotttt. ... i confess

I have no clue who I am anymore. I have been married to a man for 15 years, had a few affairs and am now in love with another woman. My soul and identity are lost. Lord, please help me find my way!

When I was little i found lying to be fun. A couple of years ago i started to be able to lie about everything from stealing to having no homework. I lie to my parents faces without feeling guilty but i just feel good about it, like I\'m trying to prove something to them. Lately i have realized that by lying to everyone else i have started to lie to myself which has distanced me from God. I confess that i really don\'t know the true me anymore because of all my lies.

I find myself constantly comparing myself to other ladies and becoming enraged with envy and jealousy. I struggle with this constantly and I ask that you pray for me that God allows me to be happy with myself and happy for others instead of feeling envious.

Where do I begin? While being abused by two male family members at the tender age of 5 and not having anyone to turn too, I learned to keep everything inside. Growing up you could say that I was like a chameleon became who I wasn\'t depending on the situation and the person, so I could fit in, and feel accepted. The lack of affection led me to letting men step all over me, just so I could at least feel that hey \"he loves & wants me\". All my male relationships have been abusive, and the cycle just went on for years. I am now a divorced single mom with one child. In looking for love and affection, ended up in the arms of a married man, since then my life has been nothing but turmoil. Just two days ago, I decided to let go of my adultery & fornication ways, end that relationship and put my child & my life in the hands of the Lord. Believe me this has not been easy, especially when you don\'t have a support group. I thank Flamingo Road church in a whole for being there with arms wide open. Please pray for us, so that I may continue to do God\'s will and not the will of the flesh. God bless.

I confess that I am the cause of my own loneliness and dissatisfaction with my life. I confess that I have placed the blame on God and my parents. I have been so overwhelmingly concerned with my own self preservation that I have pushed others out of my life. I have hurt those that are or have tried to get close to me. I have, out of revenge, purposely used whatever means to hurt those who have hurt me. I have had inappropriate relationships with inappropriate people. I had an affair with a married person. I have used people for my own needs discarding them once I no longer had a need for them. I have cursed God and accused him of purposely setting out to hurt me by allowing certain people into my life or allowing me to become involved with them. I have failed to take responsibility for the poor decisions I have made. I have shamed myself and feel that I now deserve to have failed relationships with others. I have turned to God in good times and bad times, only to later turn my back on Him when my incessant prayers have not been answered as I have wanted them to. I confess that I have now turned to God once again to help me clean up the most recent mess I have made. I have faith that this time the changes I make in my life will be everlasting.

My confession is that ive been abusing drugs and alcohol only to make myself feel better about some difficulties in my life. Im trying to seek help and I just need a real friend.

My confession is that ive been abusing drugs and alcohol only to make myself feel better about some difficulties in my life. Im trying to seek help and I just need a real friend.

I confess that i have been depressed for the past 4 years and have often thought about commiting suicide. I would wonder if everyone would be happy if i died.

I\'m 15 and I\'ve done a lot of bad things in my life.. Marijuana is one of them and I still try to stop, but it makes me feel better when I\'m sad. I stop eating for periods of time because I think I\'m fat when I\'m truely at the perfect weight. My Dad passed away recently and I have acoholic parents, I feel so alone most of the time. I found loaded little children porno on my brothers computer and it scares me. I dont know how to tell him what I saw, my brother is 21 years old. I have a lot of problems and screw ups in my life but I\'m not always depressed. I find myself very happy and comfortable at church. I really need to start learning how to forgive. Help?

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My biggest regret right now would be giving into society. I\'ve become wicked. Although I changed my ways and became a God follower, i sometimes think about the things that God would\'nt want me to think. I somtimes lust for men even though I\'m just a teen. I gave in when i was younger and I regret that. About a couple of weeks ago, I found myself looking at porn videos on my computer. Even though i know God forgave me, i still wish i could go back and change what I did. So, I\'m working hard to stop thinking about sex all the time, and even changing my friends. And although I\'ve done wrong, God will always love me and forgive my mistakes

Over the past year or two, I\'ve made new friends and began pushing my limit farther and farther. I\'ve been changing and confess that my friends have influenced me to act ways I haven\'t before. Some ways have been good and some bad but this has been steering me away from my goal to follow God and His teachings. I also confess my procrastination and avoiding problems I could\'ve easily stopped and also standing up for what is right. I need to rediscover truth and stop lieing which I\'ve been doing and using people. All I can do is turn my life over to God now.

Being an average teen, i\'ve explored not only the social part of life, but the sexual. I confess of doing things i thought were dirty before such as masturbation and viewing of pornography. I\'ve asked to be forgiven and try to stop. Also, i\'ve looked at other male girlfriends with lust and admit to that. ive also changed socially and do things ive never done before and frowned upon. i am disappointed with myself greatly and wish to purify myself.

i confess!! i have wanted to stop this problem that i have with Masturbation but whenever i am alone at home it comes back to me and is like a desire! i want it to stop and that i s why and need you all to pray for me!!

I confess that I have not been eating for 2 weeks because I\'ve been wanting to losed weight. I also confess that I\'ve have entered websites that i should not go in. I want to stop, and give my life to Christ, also I don\'t want to give myself into peer pressure. I love God and want to honor Him.

i\'ve had been using drugs for a few years now. although i have been clean and has accepted crist i must say my life is hard to get on track ive been in trouble with the law in result of drugs now that im trying to turn my life around im stuck being on probation for a long time and its hard to make my life better.

God, please forgive me for all of my past sins. Make me a better person. Please help me to deal with my struggles that I\'m going through at this time.

My biggest regret right now would be giving into society. I\\\'ve become wicked. Although I changed my ways and became a God follower, i sometimes think about the things that God would\\\'nt want me to think. I somtimes lust for men even though I\\\'m just a teen. I gave in when i was younger and I regret that. About a couple of weeks ago, I found myself looking at porn videos on my computer and even cyber sex with people i have no clue about who they really are. Even though i know God forgave me, i still wish i could go back and change what I did. So, I\\\'m working hard to stop thinking about sex all the time, and even changing my friends. And although I\\\'ve done wrong, God will always love me and forgive my mistakes. I think i may confess in small group one day my regrets and my sins. i feel good about telling and confessing what ive done. YESTERDAY NIGHT I TOLD MY MOM THE THINGS I HAVE DONE AND WHAT IVE THOUGHT. GOD BLESSED ME WITH COURAGE TO TELL MY MOTHER ALL OF MY MISTAKES. Now I\'m free of all of my sins and regrets. Praise Him, Holy Father.

I confess that I have been at times on the amiss path. I have disrespect my parents, my sister. Through the grace of God I have gained patience but at times I run out and just go berserk with those around me. I have ask God please give me patience and positive attitude

i regret that i used to never believe in jesus than i do now! jesus has changed me this year and now i believe in Him more than i ever have before. THANK YOU, MOM FOR BRINGING ME TO FLAMINGO ROAD CHURCH AT DORAL!!!^^

I confess that I have drank before, and I have looked at porn and I smoked. Im not really happy about these things and I wanted to change my life. I stopped doing those things and I wanted to confess since I cant let it be bottled up inside me forever. Im glad my best friend took my to the Flamingo Roaf Church, I have a feeling that its going to change my life.

I know i\'m young and my parents always remind me of that but i have had some relationships with boys when i\'m not allowed.I had a boyfriend once, dated a guy once, looked at porn, i\'ved lied a lot too about things, not told my parents about my daily emotional crying spouts which is probably from hormones. My parents know about some of my screw ups in the past couple months....such as kissing boys that are often too old for me, and attracting 12th graders that think i\'m a freshman, and all other things that just about everybody goes through. i crave to be with one guy i have had a secret relationship with that has a girlfriend after it all ended when i was caught kissing someone else. i miss those special times we spent together. I know this does not sound like a huge screw up, but thoughts of these things make me feel low. i have been attending FRC for just a couple weeks and feel dramatically better and hope that i can try to get closer to god each and every visit. i want to improve my thoughts about other people and think of good not bad. i will pray for those who are going through rough times and life\'s complications. I love god and hope the best for others.

I\'ve screwed up and I regret nothing, we only have one life and I\'m going to make the best of it.

My parents raised me teaching me the truths about creation and salvation. I\'ve been praying and talking to Jesus since I was able to think. Through my teenage years I got into drinking, sex, reading books that have nothing to do with truth, lying to my parents and everyone else I came into contact with, watching porn, smoking pot, making myself look good in order to get girlfriends who I would just use anyway to get what I wanted, preaching false ideas about freedom and spirituality, and doing sexually disgusting things with myself while home alone. The reality of it is, deep down inside I did all of those things because I thought that I was worthless and stupid. I had fears of being rejected for who I really was. When I was 21, I almost died on the streets of Miami. I cried out to God and promised him I would follow his way. So, he let me live and sent me on an airplane to Illinois. He set me up with other brothers in the faith who had already turned their lives over to Jesus. I ended up getting baptized in the White Sands Desert in New Mexico while fasting from food and water for 3 days. Everything was going good in my faith, but then, I started sinning again. I began doing the things that I used to do. Darkness and despair have overtaken me for a long time now. As I sit here and type this, I am blind, I cannot see where i\'m going. It is April 8, 2007, Easter Sunday. If you are reading this, please, pray for me. I am in serious need of more divine reconciliation. The enemy is constantly trying to convince me that I have lost salvation. That feeling, above all feelings, is the worst I have experienced yet. My name is Kenny. Please pray for me, so that I can be restored in order that I might then be able to pray for you.

I confess that when I was younger I was in a on and off relationship with this boy and when it became two years of on and off I lost my virginity to him. I feel so bad and I hate myself for doing that and I dont even know how to tell my dad Im scared to tell him cause Im scared that my step mom will tell him to hate me. So I pray to god to forgive me for doing that before marriage. I have been attending church fo 5 years and I have become very close to god. And I know that confession is good for the soul.

I confess that I\'ve been struggling for years with self harming. After a incident with a family member I have been cutting myself and tried hiding them with wrist bands and other things that would allow it to be covered up. Because of this I have damaged relationships with my family and have become a compulsive liar. I lie to hide away my true feelings and at times even believe that I am addicted to lying. God working through my gf hes allowed me to stop self harming and even take of these bands I wear. Now I face another situation. I am having sex casual sex with my gf and she has been my second partner. Now at the brink of losing my relationship I am becoming consumed with the pain of wanting to self inflict and lusting for her again. Please pray for me!

My confessions are... --Been sexually active with many guys that i would just meet --Had a lot of friends with benefits --Went clubbing and house parties a lot and always got drunk --Smoked weed --Made out with a girl --Cheated on a couple of my past boyfriends (havent told any of them) --Have a BAD flirting problem... especially always leading guys on.. --Having trouble with Gluttony --Was untruthful with my parents (some friends too) --Attemped suicide --Cut myself --WAS confused of what gender i liked --Lost my Faith --Always kept pushing god away --Hated myself because i wasnt smart in school --Made up excuses to not do the right thing --Being a Hypocrite --Being someone that i wasnt I will never understand how God can forgive me... Ive done Horrible things in my past to present.. I try to pray every night that God will give me strength to forget the past and Help me change into someone he wants me to be! I pray for eveyone that is dealing with any of those problems. I Love You God and of course Gods Son, Jesus.

When I was in high school, I did drugs and hung out with the wrong people. I struggled with an eating disorder throughout my senior year. I lusted for sex throughout my teenage years and when I had premarital sex for the first time(at 19), I got herpes from my boyfriend that didn\'t even know he had it. To this day, I still suffer from the pains of the disease. Even though I am now married to him, the pains that I suffered have left a mental mark in my life and it\'s ruining my married sex life. I am now working through this, but it is not easy. We both have a very strong faith and I know we will get throught it.

i have done many things just 2 get ppl 2 like me my father has made my life a living HELL he is a sociopath and is obssessed with my mami i feel like im not pretty enough or not good enough 4 any of my \"friends\" my dad doesnt care about me or the guy i liked for 3 years. he called me ugly names and has pretty much ruined my years in middle school and elementary. everyone i know is slutty immoral and disgusting i would act just like them sometimes. pray 4 me in making the right decisions. thank u 4 listening.

I struggled with bulimia and anorexia between the ages of 11-13. It was kind of on and off. Around that time I didn\'t feel beautiful, I felt like I had to be a certain way for people to accept me. I have changed alot since then. I rededicated my life to Christ and I am now on the right path doing what God wants me to do in my life.

I confess that even tought im a christ follower i havent try hard enought to bring my friends in need toward God. I sometimes forget to pray and i really feel like since i got older and older i havent been to close to God, i dont pick my bible anymore to read.=[! i sometimes dont folloew what my parents say!! and i ask for Gods forgiveness and to help me grow on his word, and be the women and better person that he wants me to be in life!... my biggest secret is my crush on my teacher even tought i never did anything with him because he put a stop i dont knw what could of happen.. and i really feel guilty of that, and also having some crushes with people older than me, and im afraid cux i dont knw where that is going to lead me. And i ask God to help me, i dont knw if im sining but i dont think that right! SO GOD please for give me!! for everythign i say or i havent say!

I confess that even tought im a christ follower i havent try hard enought to bring my friends in need toward God. I sometimes forget to pray and i really feel like since i got older and older i havent been to close to God, i dont pick my bible anymore to read.=[! i sometimes dont folloew what my parents say!! and i ask for Gods forgiveness and to help me grow on his word, and be the women and better person that he wants me to be in life!... my biggest secret is my crush on my teacher even tought i never did anything with him because he put a stop i dont knw what could of happen.. and i really feel guilty of that, and also having some crushes with people older than me, and im afraid cux i dont knw where that is going to lead me. And i ask God to help me, i dont knw if im sining but i dont think that right! SO GOD please for give me!! for everythign i say or i havent say!

i\'ve been a slave to internet porn for over 6 years now. i\'ve gone thru periods where i stop..then i go back to it, i don\'t wanna be chained to this sin anymore as for my body feels so dirty...not worthy of being called a temple, i want Christ to fill that hole and i want Him to sit in the throne of my heart, i look foward to God cleansing me so i can have the relationship i\'ve always wanted to have with Jesus.

I confess that I am leading a double life. One part of my life is that of the devout Christian, doing Christian things like going to church and studying my Bible. The other part came about recently after my marriage started swirlling down the toilet. I started smoking pot again and just being very confused and lost in my walk. I am trusting that God will walk me through this but I am feeling very weak and unable to do MY part to stop some of these destructive behaviors. I feel like I am haning by a thread and Jesus has the other end of that thread.

While I am desperately seeking a stable and comforting relationship in which to settle into for my son’s sake, I continue to give into my “carnal” needs. I can’t seem to stop having relations before establishing my relationship. That’s how I basically got pregnant in the first place. I feel that not being able to beat this habit will cause many good men to walk away, because they feel I do not value myself. The scary part is that I feel that in that respect they are right. I need the Lord’s strength and persistence to enter my life and tame my needs so that I can establish a good relationship. I hope that by overcoming this habit I can overcome many others, and truly live a life for the Lord.

Lord, i confess that when my husband confessed to me he had cheated on me i blamed you! i stopped believing in you! i tried killing myself and had hate for the girl that my husband cheated on me with! i confess i have gossiped and said bad things about people. i confess i\'m not sure if i really do trust my husband anymore and always wonder if he\'s cheating on me again! i love him with every drop of blood in me, but sometimes i think of leaving him and starting over because i don\'t want to live my life fearing that he will break my heart again! i confess that i always picture my husband and this girl having sex to punish myself cause i feel i wasn\'t good enough for him! i confess i hate myself!!! i confess i can\'t stand to look at myself cause i just want o kill myself for being so ugly! i confess i sometimes still think about ways of killing myself. i confess i haven\'t been a good daughter to my mother. i confess i have lied and stolen. i confess i have kissed another guy while my husband and i where dating. and lastly i confess that i am so sorry for turning my back on you Lord! you have helped my get through this depression and helped my marriage and helped me want to trust my husband again! thank you for being the only one who has never turned their back on me! thank you for loving me the way you do! Amen!

Growing up in a Chirstian home, attending church every sunday, you almost find yourself falling into pattern and the want, the desire for God to speak to you and work in you dwindles. I admit that this fire had dwindled at a very early age, and when leaving christian school and starting my public school carreer in 9th grade, i found myself rebelling more than anything. of course i still bleived in god and knew about sin and what the concequences were, but since the desire to follow him wasnt there it made it easier to fall into temptation and start to live a wordly life. in 9th grade i started smoking pot and getting drunk with new found friends that i thought were the coolest. 10th grade found myself not so much drinking or smoking but falling into sexual temptation. and by the end of my 12th grade year losing my virginity to a girl that i wanted to love enough but knew i didnt. i had dishonored my parents myself and and most importantly my Savior. losing something that i held so close growing up, was the hardest thing i had to cope with, the guilt was overfilling my heart. Then i fell into the attitude of \"well i lost it, might as well enjoy it\". and proceeded to have sex in the relationship. Then after breaking the unholy relationship off and trying to get on the right path and straying from sex i found myself looking at pornography and obviously thats not the answer, because even to this day il look at a sight and have such guilt after. So now after having sexual relations with another girl, i have decided to rededicate my life and pronounce myself a newborn virgin and i am allowing God to direct my path and help me keep this promise i have made.

I confess that I have no idea what I\'m doing. I used to feel clear-headed, but now I am a standstill in life and with my decisions. I don\'t know where the line is drawn between \"Give your problems to God, trust in Him, let Him take care of you,\" and take action and responsibility for your own life. I want to make the right decisions all the time, except that I feel like I fail 95% of the time and I don\'t know what to do or where to look for guidance. I pray but I selfishly want answers, I want to know what to do, I feel so lost...

I confess that I am an alcoholic. I pray everyday to lose the temptation to stop and not depend on alcohol as a sleep aid but each night I drink and I can\'t seem to stop. I go to church, I read the Bible and I believe in my heart that God can and will help me. Around 8 pm at night I lose faith and say just one glass and before I know it - its a whole bottle of wine. I wake up the next morning hating myself, praying again and again for me to stop. I believe in Jesus Christ. I believe that I can do ALL things in God which strengths me. I believe that God will cure me of this horrible habit. I confess this to you Jesus in faith that you will take away this this bad habit. Dear Jesus at 8 pm tonight don\'t leave me. Sit with me tonight. I put the cross before a bottle of wine. Instead of being filled with wine....Fill me with the Holy Spirit. Amen

I confess that I let 2 people have sex with me when I didn\'t want them to because I was too messed up to say no. I abused marijuana and other drugs in order to kill the pain I was feeling inside but it just made things worse. I now have asthma and I feel like it\'s God\'s way of telling me I have to stop or this will kill me. I can barely breathe to begin with because I get anxiety attacks sometime and I just want this all to stop. I need God\'s guidance to help me through all this.

It seems like i cant get anything right in my life, i am an avid church go-er and believe strongly in my faith, though that doesn\'t seem to keep me from messing everything up. I preach on the daily to younger kids about drugs, teen pressure, and daily troubles, though at times i feel like a total hypocrite and that i cant seem to get things right. Thing is I\'m hoping they wont make my mistakes, though we all have to learn from our own. I lost my virginity at a young age to a boy i did not have feelings for, just to keep him around, and mainly because i gave in to his pressure. Since then everything seems to have gone in a downhill spiral. I have done drugs and smoked, though smoking never caught on thankfully. Thing is i promised myself as a young child to speak out against these actions and always had high opinions of how bad of an act these were. Since then i have tried to set my wrongs and make them right but as the pastor always says, its a scar on our arm from a tattoo i may have not wanted. On occasion i admit i do still want to return to my old habits and try new more exiting thing but i know the outcome may be deadly, even with all options wide and open there for me. I regret everything i did and i cant say sorry to anybody for it except for myself. I am my only downfall, ive realized this time and time again, but i know if my parents knew i would be a downfall...i Just wish they knew what ive been through, that life isnt the same as it was when they were small, its getting harder just as it will be harder for my children when i decide to have. I just know they will never understand, untill then, maybe i can use my mess ups to help somebody else save themselves the torment and pain i went through.

I feel as if all the good I have done has come short to nothing. When trying to help my friends, I find myself in the situation where I can\'t even give them the advice, or lead them to any fountain of belief. I joined FRC as a path towards Christ, yet I find myself coming short from helping them, and sometimes even helping myself. I want to become a Pastor in the near future, and I want to learn how to deal with life through Christ, and yet I feel like all I do is come short from my goals. How can I help others when I can\'t even help myself?

I had my first son out of wedlock. I was in an unhealthy realtionship but I was too young to and made bad decisions. For some odd reason I believed a child would make things better. Certainly I was wrong, the honeymoon brought the second child. After about a year I realzied how bad I had made things and had no idea how to fix my mess. I was very insecure about myself. My husbad told me no one would ever want me I learned I was a single, dumb, ugly mother of 2 and I would be by myself for the rest of my life. About a year later I met an older (married) man. He was having problems with his marriage too - but he was still married. We thought we were in love, we thought we had a great relationship, we thought we were soulmates.. but we now know that is what the enemy wanted us to think as we were under his spell. We divorced our spouses and got married right away. I have no doubt that had we met under the right circumstances we truly could have been soul mates, but we didn\'t and although we are still together day (almost 13 years) it has been the longest, toughest 13 years of our lives. We are a blended family and we seem to hit storm after storm after storm. We have been going to church for some time now, we volunteer in church and our community, we try really hard to be \"good\" Christians, and we have even prayed for forgiveness, but sometimes I can\'t help but believe the storms wont end unless this marriage ends.

I confess to having had sexual affairs with 2 married men. I turned around and asked God for forgiveness but always continued on. I think I have a desperate need to feel loved, adored, appreciated or just noticed - by a man. And the secrecy and limited time spent with these men made me feel special and important. My own father is in my life but never took much interest me. It has taken me a while to remember/realize/accept that no matter what earthly men do, the love from my HEAVENLY Father is the most complete love there is and nothing will fulfill me like Him. I will never be involved with another married man. My Heavenly Dad & I know there are better things for me out there.

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Well when i was a young child I used to be malested by a 13 year old boy next door. This led me to believeing that I was gay. I hated God hated everyone. I did drugs drank everything. I started comeing to flamingo in 6th grade Hated everything about it. I came back around sophmore year then went to high school camp with flamingo. It changed my life it showed me that God can use the bad for good and since then my life has been filled with blessings.

I suffer from the disease of drug addiction. Due to my out of control drug use I broke every moral i ever had and commited almost every sin in the book. I have had lied, cheated, stolen, used the lords name in vain and hurt everyone around me, physically and mentally. I was very promiscuous and had 3 abortions as a result of my actions. I have impure thoughts about sex and harming people. I have masturbated on a regular basis. I have always had God in my life but i strayed for some time. I used to pray every night, when i was using drugs, for God to help me, but one night i told God to give up on me because I had given up on myself. 3 days later I was arrested and it saved my life!!!!! GOD DIDN\'T GIVE UP ON ME!! I was introduced to a program that reconnected me with God and showed me a new way to live. Of all the people I had harmed, I harmed myself the most because I have to live with the consinquences of my actions. I have confessed my sins to God and i know they are many, but if God can forgive and love a prostitue and a murderer, I know he can me too, and i know he does!! I OWE MY LIFE TO GOD!!!! I know i am only human but with God in my heart i know i can carry out his will for me! I hope my confession will help someone else as much as it just helped me!

God please forgive me for not trusting in you wholeheartedly. I have hurt my wife deeply because i have been accusing her of things she hasn\'t done and not trusting her. I know its because i\'m not close to you and trusting in myself. i have also had a problem with lying to people, mostly my family. God help me be a man of my word, and tell the truth always, no matter i THINK the outcome will be.

I have recently accepted that I am not proud of my life~ I am disapointed in the way that I make decisions, don\'t really know how to be a good friend and have to admit that I can hontestly say I am not a very well liked person and this bothers me greatly. I have recently started attending FRC and have learned valuable lessons and look to try to find a Discover Recovery program to learn to be a better person and find personal acceptance and happiness

I strugle with Adultery, ruined a marriage and home for it. Have remarried and started struggling after just a few years again. With desires out of excuses for present mates short comings. When really it is me that has a problem. But thru prayer and faith. I have overcome those feelings. I never got to completely act out my desires. Trying to improve my marriage, and grow in the Lord. The Lord is My Strengh and my Stronghold!

O.M.GOSH...Where do I start! I\'ve been married for 6 years now and have 3 beautiful children and I have to admit that I\'m not happy in my life right now. I have a husband who is addicted to drugs, alcohol and also, pornogrophy. I HATE it. I have to confess that about 2 weeks ago, my husband arrived home pretty late and with a 12 pack of beers in his hand as if nothing was wrong. I was so ANGRY and REPULSED that I began to throw every beer bottle outside just to hear the glass break and then I broke every single one of my husbands porn CD\'s. It felt so good to do this, but it still has not taken away my pain from this abussive relationship. My children are stuck in the middle of this and they do not deserve to learn about such horrible things. I want to leave so bad, but I feel GOD is holding me back and wants me to help my husband survive from this horrible deamon who is possessing him. I\'ve tried asking for help from family members, but why doesn\'t anyone want to understand how serious this is. I know there are many people out there like me, but at this time I really wished I found one. Day and night, I pray for change, for understanding, I pray for my husband, my children and I pray for me. For strength and reason and I want to teach my children that help for anything is o\'k. If there is one thing of the many that I learned growing up, was that an abussive relationship is not good for anyone, but I don\'t know why HE\'S holding me back! Thanks...now I understand why confession is good for the soul.

Forgive me Lord, for I mis-judge you at times. You have given me everything that I have and had. Yet, I see only \"things\" of this world from the flesh. Your hands has been over the areas that I mostly needed you, without me asking you for help. Yet, I overlooked the power of your grace and love -given to me when I was in need. You know all the wrong things I done, yet you forgive me and still show me Love and also when I ask you too. What a great, wonderful Father \"God\" you are. Never had you forsaken me. Forgive, me for the not valueing myself and others -brothers & sisters in Christ. I want to be like Jesus, follow his ways on this earth, so that I too, can be risen to the eternal life you promise us. I may not say this much, I LOVE YOU JESUS. Remember me. Again, thank you for listening to me and giving strenght to go on. \"Lady\"

I confess...late at night when I should be sleeping...I\'m looking at things I shouldn\'t...thinking things I shouldn\'t...and there is always so much guilt...

I have reach a point in my life when I can\'t stop looking at women. I desire them with lust. I need Gods guidance and help, I am tired of living my life like this. God help me please I want to stop.

I confess that i had a gay life being christian, I really asked God to forgive me, and he did. I started at masturbation and viewing porn for a long time, i was attending to gay places in order to have sex, few times a had it without protection.I also used to have gaysex through the phone and having so many dirty things on my mind. I have been christian since i was a child, i have quit but i need God,s help, because i am not able give up without him.He makes my life to have more sense to live.thank you lord.i know this is a process to change, because i would like to get married with a lady that loves the lordso we could worhsip him together.

I cheated with a married man that had a pregnant wife. Now I\'m a single mom with his child. I deserve it becasue I broke up a home. I don\'t regret what I did becasue out of it came a blessing. But I do know now that what I did was wrong and I have decided to change my path in life and walk it with GOD. I was baptised on Sunday by Pastor Troy. It was an amazing an scary thing to do. Why scary? Becasue I\'ve decided to change my only way of living for 20 years. I\'ve decided to live out of my comfort zone and into the hardest thing I will have do in my life. I know that I am ready to committ and make GOD happy that I am one of his children. I thank FRC for the helping through my journey and allowing me to serve in their amazing church. I love you fo that.

I confess that I have done MANY bad and immoral things over the past thirty years and yet, I can\'t seem to let them go. I had an abortion when I was 20, never thinking of what God the Father thought, but rather what my dad would think. It\'s been 28 years and yet I still think of what I lost, even though I have had four children since. I later slept with married men, believing, or at least wanting to believe that they actually loved me. There were a few, yet none were real love. I know that God forgives and I have confessed numerous times and yet, I still carry the guilt.

my name is mark pleffner, and i have confessed my sins to GOD and he has for given me of them all, as a teen ager I was violent, was sexualy active, took & sold drugs, committed crimes such as stealing. as a young adult I had children out of wed lock with two different women but through it all God never left me just like he promissed, most of the people I grew up with wer killed or in prison, Jesus all ways kept his hands on me, 2 years ago I was devorced and among the termoil the greatest thing happened I started putting my faith in Jesus, and along the way GOD put an amazing woman in my life to help guide me towards the proper path, leading by example, and last week I was reborn at Dania Beach and that was the greatest experience of my life the Holey Spirit was all around and the Devils but was kicked once again. This is why I put my name at the begining becouse I want it rememberd at the END. I hope people read this and know that JESUS will provide just as he promissed as long as you trust in JESUS he never leaves us we leave him, so if God can forgive me for the sinner I was and still am just think what he can do for you, and remember JESUS loves YOU and so do I

I have to confess that I have cheated with others behind my husbands back. Even though my marriage was never great but this was no excuse to do what I\'ve done. Now I find myself as a single mom and life is difficult for me. I am currently in a relationship with a married man and I am not happy doing this but somehow I cannot break away. I guess I\'m scared of being alone. I have tried to break away and free myself from the life I have lived. I have asked God for forgiveness on several occasions but sometimes I feel he has not heard me. Nor do I feel he is going to help me. I feel terribly ashamed of my actions. I don\'t know if he will ever forgive me. I just want to live by God\'s word/life. Pray for me that I may find the way. I really need the Lord in my life. I feel lost.

I have a lot to say and feel like I have no one to say it to. As a child I was raped from age 5 to 10 by my step father. Deep down inside I always felt like my mother knew so at when I was 11 I tried to end my life but didn\'t succeed. At 15, I became very sexually active and caught an STD. I got in to serious relationship at 18 and got pregnant. Had a miscarriage due to unknown reasons but manage to blame myself whenever I think of it. The only way I felt better was when I threw up or stop eating. I\'m 21 now and live with my boyfriend. Whenever I feel like I’m losing him, I cut myself to relive the pain. I\'ve thought about cheating but have never acted on it. I act like I\'m happy when I just want to cry. I\'ve been to therapy and always discontinue going. I went to church before but manage to stop going because of all these thoughts in my head. Till this day I still haven’t told my mom and just the thought of doing it breaks my heart. I know god loves me, I just wish I was stronger.

Well I have been a chirstian since i was 5 years old...and i have always been a good girl never did anything i wasn\'t supposed to; but lately i have been doing things that i know my parents or anyone else that knows me for that matter would think of me doing. I ask for forgiveness bc i know God forgives but at times i do wonder what made me do the the few things i have...like my first kiss with someone much older then me! Then talkin to some ppl about things i really should be even thinking about till I\'m married.I mean i dont drink or smoke i dont like either of them from just watching enough family do them both..I\"m glad FRC has come up with something like this to show none of us are perfect..I love the Lord..and thank him daily for his mercy and grace that he has for all of us!

i have real problems with masturbation. i do it nightly and feel horrible afterwards. i pray for forgiveness immediately afterwards but feel horrible for holding onto that sin. it numbs me and i cant stop. i dont look at pornography i just lust in my mind after girls i know, which may be worse. please pray for me and give me the strength to finally win this battle with sin. i and everyone else here, need your prayers.

I am 39 years old and feel like I have made a million, mistakes. Actually, I have. I grew up with abuse, physically, mentally, and sexually and learned to deal with life by drinking, using drugs, or relationships, anything to take the pain away. As a result, I have lost custody of my son. I have to carry around the guilt every day of the bad decisions I have made, and just writing this brings tears to my eyes. I felt so guilty for all the horrible choices I have made in my life, that I decided the best choice would death, I finally tried to end my life. Suicide must be the answer. The pain would go away, right? I was dead when they found me and God brought me back. I thank him every day for my life and I am trying so hard to put my faith in his hands, but I miss my son so much. I am lonely and scared. Please God, forgive me !!!!!! I don\'t want to feel this way anymore.

I want to confess that when I was a child I was angry with God for taking my mother in child birth when I was only six. She was my best friend, my teacher, my MOM. I still believed in God but I was angry. My new baby brother did not have a mom and my father had a really hard time. I cried many nights as a child. God, as you know I am not angry anymore but I want to confess and ask for your forgiveness - for being angry with you as a child. You are a loving God and I know I will see her one day again in heaven. In Jesus name I pray. Amen

i had strugglee made with prematrail sex. I have with God for my sarfice to be restored and keep breaking it . i need help . PLZ restore me.

I\'ve recently had feelings of resentment towards my brother for causing hardships on my parents. There are people who have angered me and my hate towards them stands in the way of my spiritual growth.

i have lied about who i am. im lying to my self and beliveing all those lies .i lie because ive been hurt so many times by it i really need help this church helps me with all those things but the wound is so deep it will never heal. Ariana

I confess that I\'ve convinced myself that it isn\'t so bad to masterbate, it isn\'t a sin to look at porn on line, it isn\'t too bad to have slept with fiance`s who I did not end up marrying, it isn\'t so bad that I started having sex with the next guy I thought would make a good husband. I convinced myself that I had to lie to my mother about my relationships for her sake. I confess that I have talked my way out of relationship and obedience to God, convincing myself that I\'m not so bad... But sin is not comparative, and I have sinned... Forgive me, Lord.

I confess that as secure and well put together as I may seem on the outside, I am ENRAGED with jealousy and insecurities on the inside. I confess I fear my jealousy may ruin my relationship with whom I consider my \"soulmate\". I confess I purposly do things to try to catch him in situations (because I am stuck with the thought that all men are the same-from past relationships) I confess I have EVERYTHING, (wonderful parents, a loving boyfriend, amazing friends/family, a good head/heart, im going places, and am blessed to one day be touching the lives of so many children through teaching) yet still feel as though I am nothing and undeserving of what I have. I confess I feel my only outlet is @ work with my \"kids\", where love holds no conditions and that seems to be the only place these days I am 100% happy and carefree. Im confused on why I feel so undeserving, praying for Gods blessings and for him to lead me to some sort of understanding about my situation. I pray that through Pastor Troys series on CONFESSION I can confess to my boyfriend how I feel (as I am not one to open up and communicate) and pray our relationship will continue to flourish and grow strong and these feelings of jealousy (over anything and everything) and insecurities will subside. **I also confess that I gave $10 (not much to me-but to him...SO MUCH) to a homless man that had been weighing heavy on my heart. I CONFESS THAT WAS THE BEST FEELING I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED IN MY LIFE.

i confess that ive been acting different when im around other people. like when i first got into middle school i stateted being rude and horrible with 1 of my teachers because my friends were doing it.( in the end that teacher quit because of what we put her through and felt and still feel horrible for doing that to her) i also want to confess that i almost had anorexia. i also have liked many guys and even thought of myself as a slut for liking so many. ive tried and still am trying to become a better person and live my life for crist. ever since i started going to Flamingo Road Church it started to make me feel like i belong with god and make me see that ive been haging out with the wronge crowd. all i want to say is that i confess today and that Flamingo Road Church is showing me the way to god when i cant find the right path to follow. Thanks for listening

I confess that I am insecure and extremely jealous. I confess that I am afraid my unfounded jealousy will ruin my current relationship. I am scared because I screwed up my last relationship. I cheated on a wonderful man whom I now respect. I know its too late for us because he wont even speak to me, but I am trying a new relationship with someone who genuinely loves me and cares about me. My past is making me paranoid, if you will. I hope that through Pastor Troy\'s guidance, he can teach me to be open and communicate how I feel. Worst of all, I confess I turned my back on the Lord many times, but I now understand how important it is to accept Him into my life. Amen

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In my late teens and twenties, I was a total mess. I didn\'t care about anybody, especially myself. For years, I used drugs and alcohol to forget about how unhappy I was. I thought so little of myself that I let any guy that came along have his way with me. Too many to count. I didn\'t care. Sometimes they were real nice to me and I felt loved, or so I thought. Sometimes they were real mean to me, and I was getting attention. But, that\'s what I wanted. I wanted to be loved. I was desperate for attention. And being with so many men has caused me an even bigger shame. I had three abortions. I actually let myself get pregnant three times and I am having a hard time writing this, I just never let myself think about it any more. but sometimes it creeps in, those lost babies. the ones i threw away. I used to think how can God forgive me for that? But He knows my heart and how truly sorry I am. My life turned around for the better several years ago and I\'ve worked hard to be a good servant, to be worthy of his forgiveness. I now believe I am.

I was married to a faithful man for 9 years, then was seduced into an adultrus relationship with a 15 year younger male co-worker. I divorced my husband, lost everything I had, hurt my husband and my family. But still I persisted in an unmarried sexual relationship with this other man for 4 and a half years. During all this time he promised that he loved me and we would marry each other. Now I always fully realized that all this was wrong, and that GOD could not possibly approve of any of this, even tho this man claimed to be a Christian, and he is the one who led me to the Lord. I take responsiblity for my sin(s), and knowing what I know now, would do anything if I could only un-d0 the wrongs I have done. Recently, it has been revealed to me that this person was cheating on me all along, having sexual relations with several other co-workers, and most recently is engaged to one. I have accepted and told him its over. I will forgive him, as I have been forgiven much, but I will never go back to him. The truth has set me free. Only GOD knows why he allowed all this to happen, and I gladly submitt to his will for my life, and realized he has forgiven me, even tho it\'s still hard to forgive myself.

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I have caught my husband looking at internet porn and having inappropriate online conversations with other girls. I have prayed about this and have done my best to be the wife the lord wants me to be. After all,who am I not to forgive? After going to church with me this morning, I caught him again. No one would believe me if I told them. Our marriage seems so perfect but most days I just want to die.

I confess to looking at pornography, using masturbation and self-doubt as cruches to make myself feel better about what I\'ve done. I confess to bringing myself into a pit I feel I cannot dig out of. I know that I was wrong to doubt what God has for me because he died for all of my sins. I confess to thinking about my life as if I only matter and therefore pushing my girlfriend away. I know that Phillipians 4:13 is true: \"WE CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS US\"

I have been a hypocrite. I have lied. I curse. I have watched pornography. I have masturbated about women I know and have had sexual encounters with women I barely knew. I have at times had unwanted heterosexual and worse, homosexual thoughts that have entered my mind during sleep which then lead to masturbation as I awoke. The homosexual aspect especially upset me and was really frusatrating because I know I am straight and love women, but the thoughts somehow overpowered me while in the first stage of sleep. It\'s like the devil tried to get me when I was the most vulnerable and not all there. Long ago I participated in homosexual touching with someone I knew well. The situation was disguised to seem harmless and normal in the context of guys playing around and having fraternity type horseplay. I\'ve been ashamed of God at times. I have a big ego and lots of pride. I\'ve been selfish. I\'ve held rage and anger toward people that have upset me including some family. I am materialistic. I have valued women\'s looks and attractiveness more than what\'s inside. And I am very vain. Though I\'ve not committed many of these sins for sometime and have asked God for forgiveness, it still feels good to confess this.

I confess that I have had a sexual relationship with a married man for several years. I confess that I have dated a lot of married men in the past. I regret that everyday of my life. I have had abortions. I have been mean and verbally abusive to people that I care for. I have a bad temper. I pray that everyone in the past that I have hurt so much will one day forgive me. I have since tried and continue to try to turn my life around. I focus more and more on God. I am still a work in progress but I realized that after I got baptized I buried my old life and today is the new me. Still working to get closer and closer to God. I know he is a forgiving God. Thank you Jesus for turning my life around and I know that you are still working with me. I will continue to pray and learn more about you. Thank you Flamingo Road. Thank you Pastor Troy for preaching each week, you are making a difference in my life and in many others. I CAN\'T WAIT until next Sunday. It can\'t come soon enough.

Reality is that most people feel alone as they struggle with ways of this world. Confession is in the Bible. Maybe some of you haven\'t struggle with porn, sex, drugs before but there are a lot of people out there that have. Alot of people can\'t just go to someone and tell them because they are a shame. To confess your sins on this website has helped a lot of people admit their sins. Admit there addictions. When we struggle each day to overcome our addictions and our shame we fight within ourselves. We become our worst enemy. We become overwhelm with shame! We become embarrassed to tell anyone. We are afraid that we will be judge and seen like what we all think of the tabloids. By having this website has helped me and so many others be able to understand we are not alone. By confessing our sins on this website and reading that I am not alone in what I am going through helps me. You can\'t not judge this website because it really is helping others. Flamingo Road is a WONDERFUL Church and our Pastor is a WONDERFUL Pastor. Stop Judging others and start looking at your own lives. Once you start to search yourselves you will discover that everyone INCLUDING yourself has issues. If you are upset about this website then don\'t read it but for others it is making a HUGE impact in their lives. For the first time in 20 years I realize that I am not alone. That my struggles each day and my shame to hide it is not just me. To admitt my problems was hard to do. Admitting is only have the battle. When I confessed my sins to God I felt a huge weight lifted off me. I confessed my sins on this website to let others know I am a sinner and I do struggle with my issues each day. I feel like so much was lifted. Please don\'t be close minded and just pray that each person who struggles will come to know God closer and know that he is there for them.

I admit that since I entered Middle School I have tried being someone I\'m not. I\'ve done things that I am certainly not proud of. I\'ve cursed and said things that hurt my best friends, even when I didn\'t mean it I said things I knew would puncture their heart and tear them apart. But since I\'ve gottin baptized for the 2nd time on Easter I realized what I had done to upset my friends. So I left my popular friends and went back to apologize to my old ones. Because I knew that no matter what I did that they would always LOVE me.

I confess that in serving Jesus I can do alot better than I have been , I still smoke and go and drink at parties .. its pretty bad ,but this confession is my first step ...

I confess that sometimes I judge and look at the wrong side of things. I can be negative and form opinions I should not. I have lived through emotional, physical, sexual and mental abuse all my life. I am now healing thanks to GOD and His answering my prayers for guidance and direction. I pray now to become more joyful and loving. I pray that GOD will show me how to share this with others.

i ahve lied to my family a couple of times in situations that i should of just told the truth to.

I have struggled with sexual thoughts for a long time and it is taking away my peace. Sometimes I feel like I can't even carry a conversation with someone without it taking me to commit adultery with my mind. I am so tired of fighting this fight with my own strength. I want this to stop once and for all and live freely. I know that my past relationship hurt me so much in this area but God take it away. God I give you my thoughts and ask you to take control and put only the thoughts you want me to have in my mind. Allow me to see anything that I may be doing wrong for these sexual thoughts to come to my mind so that I can stop them.

I lied so much over the past few years, mostly about my drinking and smoking. I've screwed up so many other times, I sometimes cut myself for no reason at all. Which i know is stupid and i pray for forgiveness for abusing God's creation. I also curse way to much. Mean while my family has no idea i've been doing this. Drinking is the worst, i do it almost every single weekend. I needed to get that off my chest but i hate confessing in person. I feel so embaressed. I go to church every sunday and i get down on my knees and pray for forgiveness and let the Lord know that i truely do love him.

I have cheated on all my past relationships and yelled and screamed at my past partners. I got physically abusive with my past partner and her son for that and the abuse I am deeply sorry for. I yelled at my partner stating that I DIDN'T want a baby and that was not the truth. I miss my old partner and our blended family and would do anything to restore it. I have started fasting for 90 days only to fail three time.This time I am doing better. I ask GOD to restore my relationship and job.

Lord I confess to the sin of lust and viewing pornography and masturbation. I agree with you that it is sin. I know that my actions hurts You, my marriage, and my family and your ability to fully use me. I am great for the Cross and the blood of Jesus that washes my sin away. I claim the blood of Christ to my sin and repent today, to follow you. Help me to humble myself, help me to see my sin the way you see sin. I need you today Lord Jesus.

I have made it inpossible for anyone to love me. My parents and family have pasted away and I feel alone now. I should trusted in GOD in the past. I do know that after listening to Pastor Troy last Sun. I got out of my lazy chair and I am alive and willing to serve God as I am older and I learned by my mistakes and will not make them again for the remaining time that God has put me on this earth. I have received Mercy, hope and I will let God do the footwork!

Lord, I confess to missing the target everyday of my life. I had an abortion at the age of 17. I lied to my parents all the time, I smoked, was sexually active since the age of 16. Now I'm married and have children. I loose my patience very quickly and have a bad temper, especially with the people I love. I lie to my husband about my spending all the time, I have masturbated and I some times judge people. Forgive me Father, and give me the strength to stop hurting you and others with my sins. I pray for each and everyone that has confessed in this website that as they've put their hurt and shame at your feet, you Loving Father will forgive them and help them with every one of their needs. In your precious son's name I pray. Amen.

I'm so sick and tired of not being able to fit in. I've tried everything to try and fit in. Like say things that can hurt my friend's feelings, look at things that aren't appropriate, and dress as though I'm one of them. But I'm tired of it I want out. I'M LEAVING MY POPULAR FRIENDS AND GOING BACK TO MY TRUE FREINDS. THE ONES THAT ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT ME:)

Hi! God blessed me.But i ve screwed it up.I wasted my mony drinkin.I did not attend to my job.I fell down from the top position to a stage wen i had no mony for food.I asked forgiveness .God forgave me and is blessing me again.PRAISE BE TO GOD.

I've been a believer for 3 years now, but ever since I was a young boy, I knew I had feelings for guys instead of girls. I'd get picked on at school and it became worse in High school. I kept denying all those feelings but they never went away. I gave my life to God in my freshman year of university but all those feelings, much stronger by now, were still there. Not too long after I became a believer, some very good friends of mine were moving away, and I just couldn't put up with it. I started watching gay porn and it became so bad for the next two years, until unfortunately, at 19, I had intercouse with another guy. I felt like killing myself for the next 2 months until I did it again with someone else. I moved to a different city, hoping things would be better in a new place. It went ok for a while, but again, I found myself watching porn on line and about 7 months later I had sex again, and it only got worse for the next 6 months....until now. I still mess around with guys I randomly met and I don't know when this is gonna stop. I've grown so much in my faith and I know so much about God, I've witnessed to people but nothing seems to change my homosexuality issue. I rest assured that God has it all in control but I want to stop sinning, and sometimes it just seems like I can't. I'm still screwing up.

I confess that I've participated in premarital sex with my boyfriend. I know that God knows my heart but Icontinue to make the same mistakes over and over and thus a cloud of guilt remains over my head. I also confess that I have ungodly conversations and thoughts and that I am judgemental

I CONFESSS THAT I HAVE WRONGED ALL THOSE THAT ILOV THE MOST. I TAKEOUT MY STRESS ON THE PEOPLEILOVE. GOD FORGIVE ME

hi my name is kim and i have a confession that everytime i had a job that i would loose it. also i have always screwed up my realtionships!

The constant fight with porn, patience, and anger. I keep asking God to forgive me over and over again. Ive come a long way over the years, but have a long way to go. I've had numerous affairs in the past but not in the last 20 years.

I used to believe in "no sex before marriage" and even though I am technically still a virgin, I know God would disprove of the things me and my boyfriend are doing. Even if I'm not doing anything, I'm thinking about sex and these thought have corrupted the sinfree mind I used to have. This has pulled me farther from my walk with God and at times I don't even know how to talk to him anymore. I feel his convicion on me and know I should stop, but how?

I've made some irresponsible decisions involving alcohol and relationships in my life that have caused me to have to deal with some serious consequences and guilt now that I may not be able to handle on my own. I ask God for help but am also impatient b/c I want help on my own time instead of his.

I confess that I have done drugs and been influenced by alcohol more times than I would like to admit. I lost my virginity at 15, and had out of sex relationships 4 times. I have a boyfriend right now, who verbally abuses me I keep hoping it will get better, but it hasn't yet. I confess that I have stolen things when I was younger, and I did eventually get caught. I continually blow up on people and take them for granted in my life. I haven't drank or done drugs in a couple months and for that I am proud, but I pray to God to help me set my life right and learn his will for my life.

i was suppost to spend the day yesterday with my mom buy i spent the day with my friend instead so the next day my mom wanted to spend time with me again bot i didnt and i screwed up.

I cofess that I have screwed up by thinking in a sexual manner with my boyfriend all though we have not had sex and I want to make it to marriage that way.I confess that I have gotten far from God.I really repent that. I confess that I havent behaved with my family the way I should.Please help me God.I confess that I am not doing good in school.Please help me God.I confess that I havent really put God in the middle of the relation of me and my boyfriend.God please be in the middle of us. Please help me day by day and make me better.Amen.

My confession is that I have been abusing pain pills for the last few years, I hate that I do this and it is consuming my every though. I have even used my son's credit card to purchase muscle relaxer on the WWW. I also smoke cigs and hate this. All this has caused me to be filled with guilt on a daily basis. I hate myself for this and can't stop.

I confess that i have made mistakes. The other night i wanted to play a joke on a friend and i took it a little to far. With this joke it got to where he didnt talk to me and then my own cousin stopped talking to me and then he was talkin to the guy i like and he said somethings tht i dont even want to believe that were said. I know that i made the mistake of taking the joke to far. I know now how much it really can get you in. I've also done things in my pass that i confess to. SO I CONFESS TO THE LORD THAT I HAVE MADE MISTAKES AND CHOICES THAT WERE NOT THE BEST!

I am fasting b/c I asking reunification back with my ex fin and last night i had sex. But I am going back and starting over a again. Praying to be strong

I know the LORD has forgiven me but I need HIM to help me forgive myself.

I HAVE BEEN DATING MY GIRLFRIEND 8 MONTHS NOW AND WE HAVE ONLY KNOWN EACH OTHER 10 MONTHS AND WE HAVE BEEN HAVING ALOT OF TROUBLE WITH SEX.WE JUST CANT RESIST THE URGES AND WE FEEL BAD EVERY TIME AFTER WE HAVE SEX BECAUSE WE KNOW ITS NOT RIGHT BUT WE LOVE IT AND IS HARD TO STOP.WE ACTUALLY DID IT THIS MORNING SO WE JUST HAD TO CONFESS AND GET IT OUT OF OUR CHEST AND HEART.IT REALLY HURTS TO LET GOD DOWN, EVERYTIME WE SAY WERE GOING TO STOP WE NEVER DO,BUT THATS WHY WERE HERE AND WE WONT GIVE UP PRAYING AND DOING ANYTHING WE CAN TO STOP HAVING SEX.

I have some responsibilty to causing someone I love to do the wrong thing. I should have been "the rock", instead I was weak once again, and allowed the situation to happen. I cannot take it back now. I just pray that I can be a stronger person and that this person will learn from this in a good way. I pray that I will continue to grow in God's love and wisdom. I pray that this person will continue to grow to his God potential. Lesson learned, forgiveness I hope earned.

For the past year and 4 months, I've been involved in an adulterous relationship. I lost my virginity to a man and found out he was married with three children. Yesterday, I ended the relationship because I can not live with the guilt anymore. It was the most difficult choice I've ever had to make because I still love him. I want a pure relationship with God, and I knew I couldn't acheive that if I continued on this path.

I Lied

I confess that before I accepted Christ into my life.. I lived a life I am ashamed of to this day.. I abused alcohol, and didnt guard my body or my heart how I know I should have. And although I remained a virgin, there isnt a day that passes where my regrets and guilt don't haunt me. I accepted Christ about a year ago and have met a man who is everything I ever wanted and more, and although I have confessed to him and he has forgiven and accepted me for my mistakes and faults.. i have yet to forgive myself...

ive been a christian for about 3 years and yet i trust in christ i hate to say it but i struggle with looking at porn online. i have continued to do it but i trust in the Lord and i know if i wait and try to stop he will help me because i know he loves me. i know im forgiven and that God loves me but deep down inside i feel that i have let him down so many times that he is just gotten tired of it. i know thats not true but that is the shame i feel i carry for all the things that i have done but i give it all to him and trust in him.

i confess that i do not show a good example to others of what it is to be a christ follower. a lot of the times i forget to live for him and i start living for myself. i ask for forgivness and pray that i change.

All my life I have screwed up I just can't seem to get it right. From drug to sexual sin, abortions, lying hurting people we love and I could go on. I have lost my marriage due to an affair. I got a second chance and went right back to the person I had become. Unfortunatly I can't say I live in purity or perfection. I asked the Lord for guidence I know what to do but I just can't seem to do it. I have no self control my heart calls out for God but my body shows him differntly. Keep me in your prayers! I want Gods perfect will for me and that anything that is not in His plans for me in my time of restoration be take from me without hesitation so I can live the life the Lord has had for me. I'm tired of walking in circles in the desert it's time I reach the promise land. Thank you for your prayers.

I confess that I have been in an abusive relationship for the past 5 years but continue to pray that it will change, I confess to having a eating disorder since i was 13 yrs old and continue to do so. I confess to having premartial sex and having to have sex with someone in order to feel love and accepted by them.... I confess to using drugs and being an addict of drugs sex and alcohol. I am learning through pastor troys teaching how to cope with all these things.

I confess that I have no control over my addiction to drink and smoke. I am getting closer to God but I just can't stop my addiction to drinking and smoking. I confess my sins and pray that I will change. I pray that you will pray for me! I know that God has big plans for me and I know that if I just stop with these bad habits I will receive God's blessing!

i smoked pot in college, committed adultrey twice, treated my wife badly,didnt take care of myself, have struggled with anxiety and depression, focused too much on money and little to no balance in my life. Now i realize whats most important is God and my family. I lost my connection from my body mind and soul. i need forgiveness and healing

I have screwed up..... again........ I am a lider in my churchu, God gives my ministry, and I have been working in that about 2 years, since last time I screwed up and God did forgive me, I listened gospel music, read the Bible, pray all the time, all the christian stuff you cant imagine, but I did it again. This sin, is so painful, I usually have sexual sins. I ususally have sex by phone. And this time, did appears the man I did it last time, and we did it again. I sent him my photos doing it, I did really enjoy it. But, next day, I feel my heart broken. I really feel terrible. I cant study, cant read the Bible, cant listened christian music, I feel really a terrible blame, I cant talk with God. I just have one way, to say FATHER FORGIVE ME, I HAVE SCREWED UP AGAIN. BUT I REALLY NEED YOU, I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU, YOU ARE ALL FOR ME. That night I went to FRC in Lima and The service was about PAIN, and I really did feel a Terrible pain in my heart, and I did feel the presence of God in that place healing my pain. I hope you understand my bad English. God Bless you.

Father, I keep holding on to our financies. I have not been a good steward of your money. I have gotten my family into serious financial trouble and instead of seeking godly advice from my brothers i continue to try to fix it on my own. i only continue to make it worse. Father, this is your money. Please forgive me for sandering it and living so mateialistically. Lord, give me the strength of Spirit to each out for your guidance though your disciples. I am so sorry. I need to confess to m wife. I need to stop hiing the truth from her. I need to stop pretending to be in such great financial shap. Help me. I cannot do this. i am addicated.

I confess that I have had a problem with pornagraphy and masturbation over the last year. Several years ago I overcame this struggle but for whatever reason this sin and temptation has crept back into my life. Through prayer, accountability and the kind of strength that only comes from God... I will overcome this again. As a single woman, this is a very embarrassing and difficult thing to admit, but I hope my confession will help other women too. This site and concept is AMAZING. Blessings.

I am not contentwith the Lord. My life has been easy and that just makes me feel worse. I am lonely and so I turned to pornography. what is worse I am a christian and know I should rely on god for all my spiritual needs. I am lazy and never have commited to anything even when I pick a hobby I dont stick to it. the only thing I am consistant at is letting god down. anyone who knows me would say I am the little choir boy, but the truth is aside from god no one knows who I realy am not even me. whoever I am I dont like myself and therefore I hide the true me and that only causes more separation and loneliness from others. I need to be fulfilled in the lord but I keep looking to the world. this time when I say never again I mean never again.

I am at the heaviest weight that I have ever been. I am soooo disgusted with myself, I feel that no one should like me because I don't even like myself. I've tried many things and the weight still keeps piling on. I am at the point that I will try anything- even if it brings harm to me. I need HELP!!!!!

When I was 15, I don't know how, but I found myself lying in bed and half asleep began a very distasterous habit that has hurt my sexual relationship with my husband now: I began masturabating. I didn't know what I had done the first time, but I knew it was something I shouldn't do again. I continued for 9 years...even into my marriage, though it did lesson. It is still a struggle, but now I realize how damaging it is to how I enjoy true sex. It's hard to have an orgasm with my husband...I wish I had never started.

I confess that I withhold forgiveness. I allow it to steal my joy and hinder the design God has for my life. I pray and pray to have the anger removed but I continue. It is preventing me from becoming the woman God wants me to be. I give it to God and then I take it right back. I try to hide it from God but I know he sees. I have pride and ego working on my mind. Only God can help. Please pray for me.

I'm with someone right now. Someone who loves and cares for me so much. He doesn't know it but I'm hurting him. I don't want to be with him anymore but I stay. I'm ashamed. I care for him but I do not love him the way he loves me. In fact on occasion I think of ways to ruin our relationship so he can break it off with me so I won't have the guilt of breaking up with him on my shoulders. He deserves better than me but I'm selfish. I think of someone else all the time and I'm with that person sporadically. Then I cant get that other person out of my head for days and suddenly I'm back to my boyfriend who loves and adores me. I'm making a mess out of things and I don't have the will power to stop.

If I had just a few more seconds with him we would have had sex, and although I would have gotten an S.T.D. I can't say I wouldn't have enjoyed it. I pride myself on a superficial face that everyone thinks is beautful, but I still don't believe them. My friends almost killed me, literally. I am terrifed of being around people and would easily wish them all away. I say I have experience with ..drugs..sex...everything. Is it all true. I am sorry I disappointed my grandpa. I despise my parents with a passion I think they only deceive me but I pretend to care for them. I am in love with someone I shouldn't be. I can't help but captivate by any means necessary every guys attention towards me. I thought about being a porn star just for the attention. I am so lonly and a disappointment. The only way I get looks from people is if I am partying, standing out, or just showing my body. Is there anyone left in the world that is good and would just hug me no strings attached?

I confess that i feel lost and alone inside, im depressed all the time and the only time i truly feel happy and what keeps me alive is surving at church, im not the best leader in the world, who would want a teenager that has done drugs, ranging from smoking to ecstasy, nobody would...i know im not good enough....yet Gods keeping me alive and well, so there must be some purpose and some reason for me to be there, to help those, even though im walking blind myself.

I confess now that "I didn't love my husband like a wife should" which made him stray for the 3rd time (I'm the 3rd marriage), but...I've learned a lesson which is "never, ever go thru a marriage again without communicating" &"confessing your sins daily or wkly" to the Lord.. It might have saved my marriage & now the kids hurt so badly. It breaks my heart. This is NOT what I expected "when I walked down the marital aisle". I was so.o.o blind to how much I was detroyoing our marriage (inspite of early wacko- menopause..had no clue). "I was the 3rd & last wife for him..my1st marriage", i thought it would never end, but I now realize, after 2 yers of separation, I don't think I ever LOVED him the way a wife is supposed to love a husband. Am still so confused though on wheather to "keep praying for my marriage to get back together for the kids sake" or..or pI pray that "I can & will get on w/my life & the kids if I go ahead & go thru a divorce. He filed, I didn't, but it's hopeless, I think". After reading all the problems abv, I now feel like my problems are nothing by the way. So, to all my fellow church members, I pray for you, too. No one can judge each others problems..only God. Time to get ready for church. Thank-you Lord!

I have had sex with as many as 23 boys and I am only a 15 year old girl. All my friends are doing it so I went and had a big party one night and the rest is history. They all took turns on me and I'm pregnant. Who knows who th dad is and who cares. I'll give my baby to my Mom, she's cool and I can call the kid my brother or sister.

My entire life is a lie.

estoy embarazada y mi pareja es casada, el dice que lo tengamos pero el no se va a divorciar

I confess that I was sexually, and physically abused as a child. At 21, I was raped by a boyfriend. At 33 I was raped again. At 36 I got married for the first time, thinking that I've found the right guy, because I believe that marriage is forever. Six months later I found out that I married a manic depressive. got pregnant at 39. Went through most of the pregnancy and lost my baby when I was six months pregnant because of emotional abuse from my ex. A year later, he had accused me of having an affair, and that he thought that that was not his baby. He had put me through hell. He beat me up at one time, broke my wrist. I didn't have him arrested. I had battered wife syndrome. On January 1, 1994, he told me that he wanted a divorce. My world came apart. A year later, a friend of mine invited me to Flamingo Road Church single event. I met a guy that I liked. We got together, dated for six years and got married six years ago. It's been a tough road because his two daughters have never accepted me. It used to make me sick emotionally, the way that they treat me, still. I pray that God will forgive their sins.

This is very hard for me to say. I wear a brown shirt to work everyday of my life. I confess that this brown shirt is the ban eof me existantance. Can anyone relieve me of my brown shirt?

When I was 12, I started to look at pornography on the internet. I kept telling myself to stop, but couldn't. I've also masturbated while looking at these things. I have lied to a lot of people. This has been my secret for 4 years, but I have asked for forgiveness from my Lord, and believe that I am free of my sin.

I really don't like fake christians

What does one do when the hurt won't stop? The hurt of realizing that you have wasted the life God has given you. I have screwed up my whole life and regret it so terribly. I have confessed my sins to Jesus but just can't feel the forgiveness. It isn't so much the fact that my life is screwed but the fact that I've ruined my children's lives. Oh God I'm so very sorry! Anyone reading this plese pray for me and my girls. Please?

I cant take it no more, I regret everyday that I let my girlfriend abort; I feel so bad about it, but the worst is that I broke up with her after what she did.

I confess that Im an emotional mess. I can be in a room of 200 people and still feel completely alone. I try to be sexually pure, but it doesnt work. To our worlds standards Im acceptable, Ive only slept with 3 people, but to the Lords standards 3 or 100 it doesnt matter, and I know that but I lie to myself. I crave closness and securtiy even though I always say I want to be alone. I confess that Im not the christian I once was and that I tell God that "one day Ill go back" but that one day has long since come and gone. I just feel like I know I wont have the will power to stop having premarital sex, or smoking marijauna, or eve nwatching porn so why even try? I confess that Ive ignored the Holy Spirit for so long now I think Hes stopped trying...I sometimes wonder if God still cares...

I confess that i have a moved away from god. I have questioned his existance everytime and even gone as far as trying to prove him wrong in my mind. It's just that a human won't accept something he/she doesn't understand. I feel bad for what i have done. Even when i go to church i question why i am there, for what pupose, and for who. I have even called god an excuse so that the human race won't feel alone in this vast universe. I hope god can forgive me and i will rid myself of these thoughts.

I have to pray to God not to hate my husbands daughers. They have been so wicked to me through out the years. After I married my husband, they tried to make our lifes a living hell. I prayed to God, that if he wanted me to still be married to my husband, who is a converted Jew, to show me the way how to keep my marriage together. Six years laters, we are still married. Six years later his daughters still hate and can't stand my sight. My husband has to keep a relationship with them. You don't know how difficult it is to have such a luvvy father as a husband for the first five years of our marriage. I'm a faithfull member of FRC. I would put a petition for prayer every week for years for God to show me the way. I didn't want another divorce. Praise God!! Two years ago, the Lord took away his oldest augher, who had physically assaulted me two times, to NY. She moved there, and is making her own life. She hates her dotting daddy for marrying me. She still hates me, but I love her, because she is my husband's daughter!! He has another daughter living down here. She is also not so nice to me. I'm praying that God will take her to another state, so that her dad (my husband) and I can have a harmonious relationship. I want to tell you that my marriage is the strongest now!!! I have to say that the prayers, along with me not giving to evil thoughts, have made a miracle in my life. Thanks FRC for all your support!!!!!!

I AM SUCH A MESS I WAS MOLESTED BY MY BROTHER @ THE AGE OF 7 I STARTED HAVING SEX @ THE AGE OF 10 GOT PREGNANT @ 12, GOT MARRIED @ 13, DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING I THOUGHT I WOULD ALWAYS BE WITH MY FIRST LOVE BUT LOOKING BACK NOW I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT LOVE WAS. MY 2ND & 3RD PREGNANCY I ABORTED AND WE WERE BOTH SO CALLED CHRISTIANS, MY HUSBAND STARTED CHEATING ON ME AND 3 KIDS LATER WERE ARE DIVORCED I USE TO WANT TO KILL HIM BUT I'M OVER THAT I THEN MEET A GUY AND WAS HAVING SEX OUTSIDE OF MARRIAGE AND STARTED USING COCAINE, I ALMOST LOST MY KIDS ENDED UP LOSING EVERYTHING AND STOLE FROM EVERYONE MY FAMILY CO-WORKERS, FRIENDS TO SUPPORT MY HABIT AND WAS IN A HOMELESS SHELTER AND ENDED UP ON WELFARE MY YOUNGEST IS HANDICAPPED I IS TOTALLY DEPENDENT ON ME. I HAVE SINCE STRAIGHTEN OUT MY LIFE AND TURN IT OVER TO GOD. I AM NOW INVOLVED WITH A GUY THAT I LOVE AND LOVES ME BUT FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS HE HAS HAD A SUBSTANCE ABUSE PROBLEM AND IT IS DRAINING ME AND I AM STILL HAVING PREMARTIAL SEX WITH HIM AND I ABORTED A PREGNANCY WITH HIM TOO BUT HE DOESN'T KNOW CAUSE I TOLD HIM I HAD A MISCARRIAGE FROM HIM STRESSING ME OUT., I COULDN'T SEE RAISING A 4TH CHILD IN THAT ENVIRONMENT BUT THAT IS NO EXCUSE CAN GOD EVER FORGIVE SOMEONE LIKE ME , CAN HE EVER LOVE SOMEONE LIKE ME, I CAN'T EVEN BELEIVE SOME OFF THE THINGS I DID , I FEEL LIKE A TOTAL FAILURE AS A MOM, A WIFE, A PARTNER, A HUMAN BEGIN.....I HAVE TURNED MY LIFE OVER TO GOD AND I FEEL SO MUCH GUILT I'VE BECOME DEPRESSED AND IAM NOW ON ANTI-DEPRESSANTS AND STILL I AM EMPTY ON THE INSIDE A GAPPIN HOLE INSIDE OF ME LORD PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE, I PRAY, I READ THE BIBLE, I GO TO CHURCH BUT I'M HURTING SO BAD FOR SO LONG WHEN WILL IT ALL STOP!

Dear Child, If I were your mother, I would tell you this: I know that at some point in your life, premarital sex seems the thing to do. I wish I could stop you. the funny thing is that I never put it all together until now. When I was in college, being sexually promiscuous and adventerous seemed like a coming of age thing. I did experience some shame, because people do talk, but I chalked it up as people just being mean, and never processed it too well. It is funny, that I commit the same mistake over and over again wihtout understanding. Premarital sex has lead to the greatest darkness within me and the greatest sin. I don't even know what I am looking for really, or how to find it. It is true at times I think that sex would lead to some personal fufillment, but it really never had in the relationships I've gone through. Once I really thought I loved this man, and I "gave myself" to him. The problem is-- he was not even ready to commit to be a boyfriend. After 'sleeping' together, he curled up in the fetal position, ashamed. I couldn't comfort him, and he didn't want me to stay. We never ever made progress in our relationship, and I never reconnected in the same way as a friend. I dated some guy seriously for 3 years, out of guilt of having sex with him. We actually slept together the first night. I thoguht that I was so 'hot' for him I couldn't stand it. We never developed beyond sexual intamacy. Sex without deep love was unrewarding. We never learned to talk, and I always felt guilted to stay because of our fast start. The worst part was two months into the relationship I got pregnant. I was 23, had a decent job, but didn't know what to do with this 'father'. I didn't trust him, and even though I really thought I wanted a child I didn't want his child. He already had a 5 year old that he neglected because of trouble with the mom. So I was so confused, but knew that when I was pregnant already 6 weeks along I had to make a decision fast or else I would have no choice. I didn't ever tell my mother or father, because they were living outside of the country and would not have been able to help me. I had an abortion, and have never been the same ever since. For months I couldn't even walk in Publix in the aisle where children's foods and diapers were. Each time one of my friends has a child now, I am filled with mixed emotions of joy and sorrow. I thought I learned my lesson through all the suffering. Honestly I still don't know where I am. But I understand sex without marital comitment has continually led to pain regret and self abhoration. Sometimes I reflect that I killed my child (or fetus) and so my life is as worthless and I should die too. That's a dark place ot be, and I don't share these feelings with anyone. My ex-who carried the seed will never understand what it is to carry a child and then end her life. And so, regretfully I made the msitake again, on a Sunday no less. After two years of abstinence??? or just avoidance of relationships I met a guy, and had sex with him on our second meeting. Why??? I was at his house, we were kissing, he took my top off and so ---why not??? I wasn't tempted, and it is true, God will not tempt you beyond your own strength. The first time he tried to 'get with me' he fell asleep and I left. The next time, I wasn't even feeling the desire. I consciously made the decision, to just go for it, out of shame of not being more modest the first time he tried to have sex with me. I didn't want to be a tease. Well-- I had sex and hey---didn't even enjoy it. I was sort of numb. The next day i panicked, and realized I had made a great mistake. I worried just how lowly he would think of me, and in a brief 20 min conversation on his way to work, he said, oh no--" I think you're great"---Without further detail, needless to say, I freaked out--I was looking for validation that he didn't think I was a slut. I was trying to find out that I was ok and explain why I gave in. I was tryign to kep things going with him, because I realized I also actually REALLY liked him. We had previously talked so many hours on the phone but after sleeping together, I could barely reach him. Then he E-MAILS me saying I think we are looking fo different things--- and gae me the brush off... Well the pain was UNBAREABLE. I actually tried to plot my death. I was so hurt and so filled with gloom that I just didn't sleep for two days. I was wondering if the source of my pain was remorse, repentance or what??? I didn't even understand if the source of my shame was proper. I was sad because I was missing out on a 'great guy' and not because I sinned against god with my body. Funny thing is that even relevant scripture that would have helped popped in my mind, but I didn't embrace it. And since this incident is so fresh I am still hurting. I may have a mild infection-- which I mention because it is another physical consequence, which can not even be intereviewed about with my partner. Cause he doesn't see fit to talk to me. I had missed church since Easter, and how appropriate that I return on part four on the series on confession and sexual sin. I feel it in th epit of my heart. Our Pastor described it precisely. Honestly, the emotions were so relevantly described, its unbelievable. I pray for myself and you dear child, that we find the strength to guard our hearts, our minds, souls and bodies. Our bodies are from God, and with his stregth, I hope we find the courage to respect ourselves and treat our bodies as holy grounds. I never thought it would be so easy to take the common choice of the world, but I am not above it. It is best to be real with ourselves and believe that temptation is always compelling, so we need our daily nourishment and fixation on God to make the right choices. We also need support love and friends in the right. I hope you find them and do not make my mistakes or feel my deep pain and shame.

I have lied to an ex-boyfriend for the past 13 years. After the break up of our abusive relationship where he used to beat me, I lied to him and told him I had an abortion. I am now happily married but unable to conceive...i feel it is because of the lie that I have been living.

I was sexually molested by my sister at a very young age. If it wasn't me, then it was my younger sister. My older sister would have us hold the other one down while she did whatever she wanted. She'd emotionally blackmail us if we didn't & make the next time even worse for us. I hate myself that I didn't fight back more or tell my parents. I blocked it out of my mind. When my dad finally asked if any of it was true a few years ago, I lied & said no. Now I am expected to be nice to said older sis, who now pretends that nothing happened. I allowed my older sis to make fun of me. She taught my little sis to call me a "sow" & they taunted me that I was taken out of some pig farm somewhere. Any friends I made were stolen. As a result my only joys were food, books, & solitude. Now I am remembering more & more of what has happened. I have started to cut myself.

I have been married 5 times, twice to the same man both times I was not in love with him. the second time I was very commited to the relationship I prayed about it we abstained from sexual immorality and waited until we got married. Once we got married the second time he did not move into our home for at least 4 months. I felt really rejected because I felt that I was married but my husband did not want to live with me. I left him and got a divorce then he realized that he was wrong towards me. Now, he is trying to get back together with me he wants to marry me again for the third time. I just ended another relationship in which I was dececeived. i dated this person for almost a year without knowing that he was married and had thre sons in another country. It was a long distance relationship but it seemed to be a perfect relationship before I learned the truth. I am now with the help of God trying to get over this howrrible experience. I feel that all these issues are separating me from my God. This is because I have committed sexual immorality with both the person who deceived me and after that relationship I also have been commiting sexual immorality with my exhusband. I feel incapable of loving him the way he says he loves me. I want to love him re-marry him and love him the way I did the last time we got married. But for some reason my spirit rejects him and I do not understand why...I thought I had forgiven him for taking me for granted the last time we were married. But for some eason this is not the way it feels when we are together. Almost everything he says or does bothers me. I feel as ig I do not even like him as a person. I feel as if I expect him to do something wrong to me again. I am a very passionate person I want to love. I feel incapable of loving. I want to genuinely learn to forgive and to trust again as much as God expects me to trust another human been. Another problem is that my exhusband is not that involved with church. I am hoping that God will give me another chance at being a wife. But I must be in love with that person and I do not feel in love. I am hoping that it is just time that I need to heal from my last relationship and that after time passes I would be able to reciprocate to the kind of love my exhusband is offering me now. But sometimes I feel as if I can not stand the way he is. I do not know what else to do, except pray.

I confess I am a satanist, and I confess I have no guilt or regret. I confess I may be in the wroooong place here.

I've wanted to die for a very long time. After a relationship left me so twisted and wrecked on the inside, I didn't know what to do. She didn't start my problems, but she opened up every scar I have and made more of them. For almost 2 years I couldn't function. As a result of her I lost my family, friends, and my job. I'm only now able to start really mending. I lead a college bible study and also a sunday morning class: they haven't a clue how close to the edge I am/have been. One of the results of driving away my friends is I haven't been able to share all of this with anyone. So now I walk with God, trying to contain a pit of rage so deep and vast that I worry about being consumed.

I just keep doing things I know are wrong. My eyes are open. I see myself going down. And I go down. I wish I could go back.

There isn't a whole lot I haven't done. I try to be good to people and I help a lot of people when I can, in any way I can, even random strangers but I still feel worthless. I ask the Lord to please forgive me for my sins for I am a sinner.

My boyfriend has a close female friend/ex who he still sees a lot. She wants him back and has given him sex to try to get him back. I hate her a lot, so I set up a fake email address for someone in her city and have been sending her emails. Not threatening but enough to upset her. I'd never actually hurt anyone - if we met, I'd probably just yell at her a lot and then cry. I just need to vent my venom and let her know her behavior is unacceptable but if I do it as myself, my boyfriend will get mad and dump me. He's sorry he strayed and wants to stay with me, but he still sees her as a friend and she keeps trying. So I keep venting anonymously, but I feel bad.

I feel as if I was a poor role model for my little brother. I never was an angel and he copied nearly everything I did unfortunately he couldnt handle some of the bad things and he committed suicide almost 2 years ago. I missed his last phone call and will always wonder if he was calling to ask for help it will haunt me as long as I live

God forgives all sin

I am a liar. I hurt everyone for no reason.

I am fighting a bad habbit in my life and I've asked God to help me overcome it. I belive in the verse that says confess your sins to one another. When you confess your sins to God there is forgiveness however when you confess your sins to one another there is healing and that is powerful. So Please pray that i overcome the flesh by the spirit and will be more than a conqueror through Chrish Jesus who strengthens us in all things. God bless you guys and this site may it bring more true Christians to the awerness of how important it is to confess ours sins to one another. God bless. To Jesus my Lord i thank Him for this oppurtunity i have and the Holy spirit is defnetly going to give me more Grace required at this hour of trial on the earth. Amen and Shalom .

I've been cheating with my boss for the past two years. I keep trying to quit, but cannot seem to do so out of lonliness I face. I am more embarassed to say this, but I often hope his wife catches him (as I have no man to catch me) in hopes that will be the catalyst to end our affair. But, I feel horrible thinking this as I wouldn't want to hurt anyone in the process. I pray for strength, and hope you will, too.

I confess that I am helpless from my self. I ask God that he will help me control my flesh. I dont want to cheat on my wife any longer. I beg Gods forgiveness. I dont want to be Satans workhorse no longer. I ask that Jesus's blood would cleanse me from all my evil ways, lying, cheating, coveting, pride, selfishness, money. I ask that God can make me whole for my family and that I can once again be a light to God.

I pretend to love and be attracted to my wife, because I think in my head it's easier to do that than go through divorce and start over. I feel like I am wasting my life away one day at a time with the wrong person and I hate myself and her for it.

Lord, Help me to grow in my trust of you and your plan for myself and my family. I have sinned against you and your doctrine. I pray that you will help me to overcome my obstacles and be the best father and husband I can be. Through you I can do all things.

I have used the Lord's name in vain.

I confess that I had a five yr emotional affair. I told my wife about it and ended it. My wife has been terrific and got me the Christian counceling that I needed. I walk with God is much closer now, but I am still very much in love with the other woman and I can't stop thinking about her. It's been 6 months since I've talked to her, but the feelings just aren't going away.

i've been unfaithful and i'm sorry.

I'm reading these confessions and I'm reliving my own life as I read them and it hurts me inside because I know that I've made so many mistakes and I could promise that I'm the most horrible person in the world. Everytime I try to fix I mess up again I feel like I never can do anything right....Lord please help me!!!!!!!

ive recently asked for the lords forgiveness for all of my sins yet everytime i turn on the computer i look straight to porn i cant help or control it also my bofriend abuses me physically, mentally, and every way possible at me but being a mother at 15 isnt easy and i couldt have done it without him but he needs to change alot of things i dont really know if he loves me with all his heart but i do love him with all my heart and ive never cheated on him but i think he has cheated on me several times and i have noo idea and its killing me!!

dear lord, im so glad you got the internet, you really are everywhere! now you have restored my belief in you and i will serve you as long as i can

Dear God, I confess for the first time in my life that I need help, I need help in healing emotionally and learning how to forgive. I confess that even when I hear your voice and you give me the answers, I take matters into my own hands, lord I am having a hard time trying to love my husband as I once did, because of so much pain he has caused my daughter and me. I know I am no one to forgive or hold things over others, but dear god I confess that I have a built a wall around my heart and I am afraid to bring it down and allow him back in, God please give me the strength to believe in him again and God please give him the strength to be honest about his words.

I lie too much and all the time. I even lie to myself. Sometimes I hate myself but can't bring myself to stop this. I steal. I cheat. and I Lie. I feel like such a bad person I wouldn't even want myself as a close friend. I guess that's why I'm not happy and have never really been happy. I'm going to try to give my heart and soul to God and be a better person and a christian. so please everybody PRAY for me. Thank Yo.

I had an affair three years ago. My husband found out about the relationship but I didn't tell him the whole truth about the relationship. I am afraid if I tell him everything...even after this long of time that he will leave me. I never loved the other man but was feeding some emotional need. I love my husband I feel sick everytime I think about what I did. I know the Father has forgiven me but I hate myself. I have made so many mistakes. I feel pain and sorrow and despair.

I confess that I have had premarital sex with three people. I used to feel guilt when I was sexually immoral, but recently I have grown to think, "I can't stop, this is just a part of my life". I want to get back to the place where I was with God when I cried every time I screwed up. I want to feel the conviction of the Holy Spirit again. Lord, if i mess up again, please help me to feel the guilt of my sin. Help me to know there is no temptation too strong for me to fight with your help. I know if I continue to sin, it is as if I don't know you. I know I am your child, help me to act like it. I love you. Please forgive me and help me to wait until your perfect time and help my future spouse to do the same for me.

God, I am so unworthy of your love yet you give it anyway. I turn my back on your grace everyday and then have the nerve to ask you again and again for forgiveness of the same sin. I have a pornography addiction that grips me and won't let go. God I pray that your will be done and that I can bear fruit for you with my life. God even as I am sitting here typing this confession, I also confess that I am doubtful that I will succeed this time because I have been here so many times before.

I confess that I am fake. I feel like a fake. I fake my entire life - at work, at home, with friends, with my husband. I pretend to be happy. I pretend to care about other people. I pretend to love him and I really don't even know why I married him- other than to make our families happy about it. I feel like a fake in everything I do. I don't even know my own soul anymore.

God knows what is on my heart. I asked him to forgive me for my sins which are too many to list. Please lord Jesus help me to grow stronger in your word.

I am addicted to porn.

dear lord im so glad you finally got the internet, you now have restored my faith in you!

If I hadn't started smoking pot, I wouldn't have an F in a class that I need to graduate high school, and subsequintly, would go to college on a full ride scholorship.

I confess Im homosexual and I hate myself for it. I wish I wasnt. I hate being attracted to other men but I cant get out of it. I masturbate everyday to gay porn and I have masturbated with other men. There is no cure for this. I cant get out of it. Im stuck. The only thing I can do is try not to think that way but its imposssible. I know its an abomination in Gods eyes and yet I cant get out of it. What shall I do? What cure is there? Why doesnt God help me out of this? I really want Him to help me but He is doing nothing. Is He even hearing my prayers????????? God Help!!!!!!!!!!!!

my sin is of omission. I don't pay enough attention to my children, I don't read my scriptures. I need to be a better neighbor and friend.

I am a popular radio personality. I have abused cocaine and once was in a homosexual relationship with a man while I was married to my wife. Through the hand of God and the light he shines upon me, I have fought my temptations of cocaine and men. My wife has forgiven me for my sins and my lusts, and we have formed into a stronger relationship than every before.

I really resent those in authority over me. It seems as though they are nothing but hypocrites.

I have no love for my 18-year-old daughter. I try to love her, but it seems as though every time she opens her mouth she lies, or blames other people for her bad choices, or is rude and outrageously disrepectful, I just feel cold. I don't even want her in my house, and I almost don't care if I never see her again. I have no kind thoughts for her. I can't see her as God sees her. I'm a terrible mom.

I have asked God for forgiveness for this 4 years ago and it still haunts me. I was faced with two choices: bad and worse. This was due in fact because of poor choices made by someone that I love dearly. At the time I chose what I thought was the "bad" choice over the "worse". I feel a hole in my heart over this and I don't ever know if it will leave. I feel this is the devil bringing me down. I have asked God to forgive me, but I don't know if I can forgive myself. At the time I thought I did the right thing and in same ways I did, but other daus I question myself. Like I said (bad / bad). It just hurts and I wonder what could have been. I want the pain to go away. I want inner peace. The one I love and I are still together to this day and the mistakes she made have never been repeated. But the whole in my chest is still there, right next to my love for her. I need this void to be filled. I need God's help and compassion. I cry out. . .help me o Lord.

I have become a very bitter and jealous person the past 7 years. It has really made my life miserable. I don't know how anyone can stand to be around me. I feel like I don't fit into this life. I am always comparing myself and my children to other people. I don't understand why I choose to not find the good in this gift that I've been blessed with. I have asked the Lord to forgive me because I know that jealousy will only cause grief. I just don't know what else to do to get relief from my feeling of hatred toward my in-laws or my stepdaughter. I want to go thru this life giving love and feeling love. I pray that God can forgive me for my insecurities and petty jealousies.

For as high as the heavens are above the earth so GREAT is His love for those who fear Him. As far as the east is from the west so far has he removed my trangressions from me. Psalms 103:11-12 He loves still and always. Worst thing after the confession is the reality of guilt, and worst then the guilt is giving into it, beliving that God won't be able to do anything with me anymore and give up the dream of the radical, world-changing, soul-stirring dream that He has for me. I confess I'm miss. Screwup. But THANK GOD for mercy and grace and for a dream, the precious dream that He has for everyone of his children to change their world so that when the day comes of no regret, no pain, NO SCREW UPS...Well then, that will just be THE DAY I passionately wait for. I confess all my sin, to the ground humble myself for the grace and mercy and repeatedly thank God for being mindful of his children!

Where do I begin?... I had a relationship with a married man and during that time I slept around quite freely and though I didn't enjoy nor want to be in the relationship, I let that man dominate me. For my trouble I got an STD and was raped by him. If karma exists, than I got mine back, I suppose. I've spent a lot of time battling serious depression that I've had since ... as long as I can remember and tried to take my own life many times. Only in the last six months or so, I've really started to feel well, for the first time in perhaps, my entire life. But I still struggle with my demons and some days it's really bad and I punish myself in less obvious ways. Probably because on some level that's what I think I deserve. I don't really know what to do next and I'm pretty worried that anything I touch is going to turn bad, like it used to. I guess all I can do is hope that God will forgive me for my transgressions and maybe I can have a reasonably happy life.

I want to confess that i've cheated on my wife several times. I'm sick about this and now it would be best to tell her, but it would only hurt her and make me feel better. I realize I must live with my unfaithfulness and betrayal. I've also stolen things in the past and want to never do this again. I'm ashamed of my sins and beg for God's forgiveness.

I confess that I had an affair with a coworker. He ended it after his girlfriend found out. I walk around work with a scarlet letter on my chest everyday. My husband does not know. I still see this person everyday and my feelings are still there for him. I pray every day and night that I have the strength to comit myself to my marriage and my husband.

I feel ashamed that I have not been a better mother to my children. I tried very hard to get on my feet, but they feel I failed them in many ways. I hope someday they forgive me for my faults and we can build memories together again.

I am a liar, a cheater, a viewer of pornography, a deceiver, the list goes on. And sadly & disappointingly (at least to me), a Christian. To the world I would be classed a hypocrite. I am meant to live in freedom yet I am chained to these struggles almost daily. My intentions are good but rarely last longer than a few days. I have prayed & asked for strength with little reprieve from my thorny flesh. God, please forgive me. But why can't these things just be taken away. Please, set me free.

i confess, that if i let god back into my life that things would be better for me. i hear his voice telling me "let me back in, and things will be so much easier for you", but i don't, i can't. i am a mess, i gamble to much and lie to my family about this. i rob peter to pay paul. when i drive out to the casino, i get sick on the way over. cause i know what is going to happen, i will come out of there broke, even when i win. i play till everythings gone, i don't feel right keeping the money. even though it's my money. i know i need to get away from this city, the life here has become very hard. not just for me, but alot of my friends. maybe god is right, i should let him back in.

I am a LIAR, I harbor tons of self hatred, I look at too much porn and many days I feel li8ke a hypocrite by calling myself a christian. Pray for me.

I am in love with my boyfriend but he is not a Christ-follower and we don't see eye-to-eye in a lot of areas. I don't know if God wants me to continue being in this relationship. I pray and ask God for direction and an answer. I want to please God, but I am in love with my boyfriend. I cloud my mind and try to bend God's Word and my feelings to fall into line with what I want. I can no longer tell if what I feel is me manipulating myself or God really speaking to me.

I confess that I am married and deeply in love with a married man with whom I have been having an affair for the past two years. I confess that I am no longer in love with my husband and just stay with him for our childrens sake. I confess that I wish this man would leave his wife for me. I confess that I know all of this is wrong but don't want to upset the lives of my children so I continue to live this way. I pray that God will forgive me.

I admit i have been the cause of many arguments in my family. I admit that ive been sexually active since i was 14. I admit that i didnt mean it when i said I LOVE YOU to many of my old bf's. I hate living in a house full of ppl that only care about their hapiness and not what i want. I am madly in love with my bf and regardless of our culture diff and or religion i still want to live the rest of my life with him. He means the world to me and if that means having to chose between my family and him then without a doubt my choice would be HIM!!!

I lost my virginity to a married man and I also have sex with mostly married men.

Im so confused with my life right now, i just got married and i have a daughter who i love very much. I have these urges to cheat on my wife and i have often tried. I dont understand it, i love my wife, but i see other women and i get tempted to cheat. Whats wrong with me ? I also have a real bad attitude towards life, and i often end up mentally abusing my wife, she never deserves it, but i always find my self doing it again and again.I feel that i have no control over my anger, and i have often find my self wishing harm on others i feel deserve it. Im my own worst enemy and i keep beating my self up.

i confess i think i'm perfect

i masturbate way to much and im finding it hard to stop. im having sextual disires all the time and its getting in the way of my everyday life.

lord, i confess to you all my sins. I am now 30 yrs old and I've cheated on all my boyfriends, had a baby out of wedlock and ive done drugs, drinking and having sex with men i didnt care about. I cheated on my fiance while we where dating. Im not sure if i still want to get married. I keep putting off the wedding. I love him but scared the 1st couple of years we dated he did not treat me well, thats why i cheated on him. now things are going great, we have a baby getting a new home and getting married but i still feel that hurt he caused me and im having second thoughts.. Ive had surgry to make myself feel beautiful and i worry too much about my weight. please lord forgive me!

I work way too much, so that I can ignore the fact that I am so scared that I will not meet a man to spend my life with.

I have no idea who I am anymore. I will do, and make up things just so people would think of me differently. I'm leading two seperate lives. And I'm too far to tell the truth.

i confess that use drugs and drink alchol even thou my paretns think i'm the perfect child.

i confess that use drugs mostly smoke pot and drink alchol contradicting my parents who think i'm the perfect child.

i've screwed up big time. i skipped school all the time, and i would have sex with my older guy friends. i got pregnant and had to remove the fetus without my parents finding out. it's been one year and i'm really regretting my actions.

i started becoming sexually active when i was 12. i go threw boyfriends like i go threw toilet paper. and the truth is i dont want to ... i want to find a normal guy!!! i cheated on the only real guy that i loved and messed everything up. i have cut my self a few times cus my life is bacislly really messed up. im failing everything in school, i think im becoming an alcoholic, ive been smoking ciggs since i was 8 and ive tried weed a few times. i think i have an anger problem cus everytime i fight about somthing i blow it far out of proportion. whatever life sucks what can i sayy

i confess to losing my virginity in an asian massage parlor... last year

I confess that ive drank alcohol for no reson just to fit in with my friends. I treat other bad just so that i would feel better. I have a homosexual side to myself which im trying to fight. I have been sexually active with men and have been trying to still be. Im asking god for forgiveness and to help me fight my homosexuality. I have lied alot to my parents and it kills me that they have to hear all my problems at school because of kids picking on me calling me gay. I have been sexually active with my cousins and im sorry for making them do those things with me.

I am a female who has been having sexual relations with my best friend who has a boyfriend. We've been sleeping together since she started dating him. Sometimes, we hook up in the car right before she goes to see him. I always try to put a stop to it but in the end my desire for her is so much stronger.

I admit to making many mistakes in my life and to being a border line christian. But I have to confess that marrying my high school sweetheart, who happens to be the lead pastor's mother, was probably the mistake that has pushed me futher away from church than any other happening in my life. Having to deal with her and her family has probably convinced me that religion leaves a lot to be desired. Too many Sunday christians that use religion only to justify wrongful self centered acts. Hopefully, someday, something will happen to convince me otherwise.

God, what have I done? I was at school the other day... and this guy matt in my drama class was assigned to work with me on practicing a script. Well, it turns out Matt is a gay. I've now made friends with a gay.. what should I do? It says in the Bible that anyone who encourages others to break the commandments (homosexuality is an abomination) will be called least in heaven.. I don't know what to do, he seems like a nice person but I know I'm just being fooled and the devil is trying to trick me. I feel so upset, am I going to hell!? I would ask my parents but im too ashamed.

I had sex with my girl frends best friend. It just happened and I feel like I let her down.

I lost my virginity to someone who I thought I loved when I was only 14. Ive lied and cheated to save my own skin. I suffered from anorexia and currently feel self consious and ugly from being put down my whole life. Recently Ive began to grow into my face and all the boys use me for one thing. I hate my repuatation and often wish I was someone else. Ive been adicted to porn for years now, and masturbate often. I need the help that nobody can offer me.

ugh! i fight with my moma all the time, i lie and i make fun of people

I confess i'm not suposed to be on the computer.

I am not a religious person but I do speak to you in my own way. The idea has poppedm into my head to switch religions for the man that I love, he is not forcing me to nor has he asked but I am thinking about it. I have also done some bad things in my life. Things I am not proud of. I wish I never did. I have not had luck with love in the past every guy I've been with has cheated on me, which gave me a huge complex. I began to think there was something wrong with me. I began thinking I was not good enough to be loved or to have a REAL relationship because I was lacking something. I have now found someone who knew my past and an ex boyfriend and loves me unconditionally and is willing to marry me without fear that I will penalize him for my ex's indiscretions. I don't fear that he will cheat on me. I fear that I can never be happy. I feel that I will never have kids which is what i want more than life itself. I feel that I will never know that joy. And it scares me to death. I fear waking up ever morning and feeling empty and alone. I just need some guidance and lord I need a sign that I am not ALONE. In my heart I know you are with me but sometimes the belief gets a little shaky. Please God give me the strength i need to go on.

I can't take it anymore... everythine I try to be with someone I keep being torn down... and its my own fault... I'm not living for God... I'm listening to what my skin wants... I'm eing selfish... I don't want to wait to have that physcial connection... I want to find my other half so badly... I know I'm sacrifing my soul... but dear God.. I'm not ready to give my self to someone like that yet.... I'm still hurting from years of... well crap... my step father... my son's father... all the men in my life have been a disaapointment in some way of another... I can;t live and be alone... but I can't trust anyone either.... I know that you are not punisihing me... but rather leading me away from evil I do not need.... but when will I find what I need... I know a life among you as your sheep is what you want for me... but it is not what I need... what I want right now... I want instant gratification.... I want to feel loved now.... not later... NOW!... I'm only human... I can only do so much... I'm listening... please start talking to me... I need your guideance.

I've had unnatural urges since I was abused by my Uncle. The memories are so repressed that I don't even remember how old I was, or exactly what he did to me. I just remember feeling that it was wrong, but also that I liked it. Last week, I finally gave into the temptation and allowed myself to be picked up at a bar by another man. He brought me to a motel, where he tied me up and violated me in ways I can't describe. I pray that God will give me the strength to resist a repeat performance and to find true happiness the natural way -- with a woman.

I confess that I have little feeling for the welfare of others. I know I should be more caring, but nothing seems to affect me but my own selfish thoughts. I'm a girl, shouldn't compassionate thoughts come naturally to me? When I look at the war torn countries in Africa, or hear about the thousands of people that die everyday of hunger, one of my first thoughts is "Good, less people to feed". Horrible, right? I'm a well educated, intelligent person, raised in a family that has always been generous with their time and money to those who are in need. I care for my friends, and my family, but I've become so desensitzed to the plights of others that I see these deaths on TV almost as a form of grotesque entertainment. For some reason, if someone close to me gets hurt and I witness it, I have to hold in the urge to laugh. I fake my sincerity because I know that's what people expect from me, but I really don't care that much. I'm even doing some charity work now - not for the sake of helping, but for the reference I can get for it later. Lord, please teach me some compassion for others, and allow me to shed my prideful thoughts.

Sometimes it seems like I like my boyfriends friends more than I like my boyfriend.

i confess that i am still a virgin, but just barely. i need god to forgive me for all i have done in that past, and to guide me to a right path, so i dont make the same mistakes in the future.

i confess that i have been abusing drugs and alchol since i was 12 years old. it was not peer presure or anything liek that. i wanted to do it, and i still do some of those things. please god, i need you to forgive me.

i confess that i have doubts in god. ive been going to catholic school my whole life, i take all the classes, and have made my confession. then i get to thinking if hes here why does this and that happen. i want to learn to have faith back in god, and for him to forgive me.

I am sorry to be myself. I will never changed. I am always unhappy and sad. When something good happens, I am always there to destroy. I am afraid of joy and hapiness. I am afaraid to be disappointed. I destroy hapiness. Why?

I am a porn addict. I live, breathe, and sleep porn. I don't care what kind (reading, watching, watever) I just can't stop. I know it's even worse because I am a child about to go into high school. I have nobody to confess to because I am not Catholic. I probably wouldn't even tell in confession anyway. I love the Lord, and realize I have fallen by the wayside. I beg for His forgivness, to help me to stop this horrible thing. Amen.

i confess, that i still love him. i know im young, but i really do believe you ar enever to young to know what love is. even though he has hurt me in the past, i cant help it. he has made an impact on my life that cant be removed. ive been in a few relationships with peopel ive cared about after him, but none can compare to how i feel about him. so this goes to you mike, ive finally admitted it. I STILL LOVE YOU!. and i know aprt of you still cares for me in some way, otherwis you wouldent be trying to make us "friends" again. you called me one day, around 3am drunk [[and you tell teh truth when your drunk]] and you confessed to me, that you do. well here i am..waiting for you. i need god to help me thorugh it. i want god to help me through it.

Hi i want to confess that i am 15 years old and addicted to sex. I love it. I`m up for anything anytime. I also abuse drugs and alochal. Its not my fault i like it so much.. I also get paid for sex. Thats how i make all my money. Iv been doing this scene i was 12 years old. I have about 3 deffent STDs but i wanted to confess this and hope that god can forgive me and clense me of my sins

She doesn't know it yet, but her sister's child is mine.

When I was 14 years old, I use to smoke a lot of cigarettes. I thought that the best way to get rid of my stress was to smoke it out. All of my stress came from covering up for someone and getting into a lot of trouble every single day. Never again would I want to go through that again.

when i was 4 i was molested but i've never told anyone because i figure theres nothing that could be done about it now.

i have watched porn and regret the first time i ever did. lord free my naughty soul and free me and convince me to never do i t again.

Umm. i did do the myspace thing. Im sorry for everyone whom i brought into the situation. Im sorry i lied to EVERYONE just to protect myself.

All my friends have had sex before and i am the only one that hasn't. I dont have a boy friend.. and its not like im ugly.. i always ask god why me and i dont understand that there are other plans he has for me... but i keep asking for something and i dont get it... i wanna think that i dont need a boyfriend to make me happy but idk...

I wanted to confess that I have been struggling with the desires of the flesh. I've been struggling with pornography and seeing women as mere objects. Almost every girl I meet at school I overlook there personality or friendliness but I just desire them for mere sexual satisfactions. It's constantly in my head, its affecting my school, faith, and school.

i am a senior in highshool and i had a boyfriend and cheated on him by having sex multiple times with a freshman. i also have drunken random sex with many guys. lord forgive me for i have sinned.

i've lied time after time after time and i'm sick of it i almost lost my best friend the one that made my life feel right an clear, an i'm done i've already given my life to god but i'm redirecting myself back to himbecause i had drifted further an further away from him and now i'm fighting to get him back but he's helping me. because god is all you should ever want he's all you need. yea you can have friends and boy or girlfriends but god should always be in front of them. i learned that lesson the hard way an most people do. i luv god with ll my heart!

i have mistreated everybody and masterbated a few times. and i truly regret my actions. please forgive me.

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I confess to Almighty God and to you my brothers and sisters, that I have sinned through my own fault....I'm Catholic, so confessing to my sins to someone isn't new. But I'm just frustrated because I seem to be addicted to masturbation and pornography. I confess these sins over and over again but I keep committing them because it's so pleasureable and looks so GOOD. Today, I've hit the ultimate low. A few days ago, I started paying for some porn (which was somethin I had never done before). This was the type of porn where you can actually see the people live and they do whatever you tell them to. Well, of course I didn't have any money so I got my parent's credit card number and used it to pay for the porn. As the days have gone by I've spent HUNDREDS of dollars. And then today I tried to pay one more time and it said the card had been DECLINED by the bank. Now I'm just scared and I hope my parents don't find out. But please...pray for me...

i started having sex the beginning of the year, since then i became pregnant and had an abortion. the decision i made has absolutely emotionally devastated me. my life has been turned upside down and i am absolutely lost.

God, I feel as though I am not even worthy of writing my sins on this website. Although they are not any of the worse commandments (although they are all seen as equal in Your Eyes), they are, nevertheless, sins. I do the obvious: I lie, say your name in vain, and I do not always respect my mother. I have never (Thank God) stolen, cheated on someone, murdered, or worshiped another god. I am a Catholic and have been for all of my life, and I have gone to confession a total of maybe 5 times. The last time I can remember was the weekend before Easter 2007. I was so nervous to go in but once I was in, I was suddenly back out, standing in front of the Crucifix. It was actually quite simple: walk in, talk, walk out. My soul did feel refreshed for I had said what everyone else probably said: "I am sorry for lying, judging others, being mean, etc." But I did not mention one thing. I did not mention the fact that I am gay. I dont really know if that is a sin or not, but I feel that I am not sure if God loves me as much as His other children. I know He will love me no matter what, but I am not sure if I will get into heaven. I believe that Jesus is the Son of God, came to earth to preach His Word, and died on the cross for me and everyone else in the world. I do good deeds most of the time, but I dont know if that is enough. I pray everynight that I go to heaven because I feel that I have every right to. Why should murderers who find Jesus be able to go into heaven, and because I am gay I cannot. I know God made Adam and Eve and not Adam and Steve, but I believe he made them to continue His love on the earth, no matter what. I just want to end with this, I will never lose my faith. And if God does call me into His Kingdom last, last is better than hell. I'm just saying.

I have had sex with 19 different guys in the past 2 years, and I also had sex with a couple of girls too. I'm addicted to porn and am very sexually active. I have acquired an STD after a one night stand. I went to a doctor with one of my friends who can drive to find out, and my parents don't even know I have an STD. I am also suffering from anorexia which my friends don't even notice. I have also stolen about $650 all together from my friends at various times. I also drink and get high with my friends. I need help but I can't stop my self and can't tell my parents.

I confess im only dating my boyfriend just to get material items from him and I am going to dump him after my birthday. I feel so bad, but he is rich.

I think I'm in love with someone I shouldn't be in love with.

I'm in love with my girlfriend, and I really hope that I spend the rest of my life with her. It's not really a confession, but I just thought I'd let you know. Thanks fod listening, God. -Dan

I was sexually molested as a kid. and then i molested other kids while as a kid. as i grew up i lied about drinking a lot. some people think i have a disease from drinking and will die soon. im pretty healthy. i was sexually active at 14 and caught an STD. i've never had sex with and doubt i ever will. my first time having sex was with a guy who was 22. i wish i can take everything back but then again .. at least i can say im experienced

At 11 I started taking coke to numb the pain i felt for my sperm donor aka (my father) walking out on me and my mother a few years earlier. At 11 I also got my first boyfriend, who treated me just as bad as my father did, he then too walked out of my life. From 12-14 I did drugs nonstop to just escape the pain of not having a real father to be there for me and having boyfriends who were just like him. At 14 I started to date someone who I went out with for a year and a half. He treated me liek gold. We broke up because I treated him like crap, when he was soo much more then that. I didn't move on till almost 2 years later. I am now 16 and found a new boyfriend who treats right, who actually loves me for me, but he doesn't know I cheat on him everyweek with my ex boyfriend who I still love and want to get back with. Based on my actions I confess to God himself that my biggest fear has come true....I am exactly like my father

I confess that i have sined knowingly against God, my morals and my belief system. I have let others treat me poorly and in turn have treated myself this way. I try to be a good person, a better person, but reality sets in and i eventually fail. I knowingly continue to sin, eventhough i've promised myself that i'd make my best effort not to. I haven't yet promised God, as i know i'm not strong enough to follow through. I've on occasion thought bad hings about people and in fact in some ways wanted bad things to happen to them. I've burried so many of my sins and others i can't even bring myself to express, however i ask for forgiveness and guidance and strength to follow the path in which God has carved out for me. i ask that i may learn to want only what God wants for me, nothing more, nothing less and to trust in his timing and grace.

I want to confess that I am very jealous and untrusting of my boyfriend. I've been dating him for so long, and I still can't find the trust that he finds for me. I have also found myself flirting with other men, while in this two year long relationship. Please forgive me of the sins I have put upon myself, and my wonderful boyfriend.

wow where do i begin.. i was molested at age 10 by my brothers friend, and i have never told anyone about it. i think that is what turned me to homosexuality. also something that i have kept a secret. ever since then i have been addicted to pornography and masturbation. something i have tried to stop myself from but it is an addiction i cannot seem to get over. this has resulted in drug and alcohol use and depression. i am currently on meds to help the depression, but i still do not feel complete. i have turned to God and i have found many answers and much inspiration from him, but i still have problems. i am embarassed to be myself, in fear that i will be rejected by those i care about. it is a hard situation to be in. I am apathetic and have trouble letting anyone get close to me. I lie, cheat, and steal from family and employers to get drugs, money, etc. i have engaged in sexual activity with multiple people and feel ashamed of myself everyday. i struggled with anorexia and bulemia for a while, and have always had issues with self image. i need God in my life more than anything right now and hope that i can overcome these hardships to serve a faithful life to Christ.

I force myself to throw up every day. I've been purging for 7 years now and I can't imagine my life without ED [eating disorder]. I hate that I have ED but I'm still fat, or chubby, or whatever. I wish I were really anorexic, then I'd actually be skinny and have something to show for the damage I've done to my body. I wish I at least had a friend who binged and purged, so that I'd have that in common with someone. I can't even begin to count all the different bathrooms and countries where I've thrown up. I despise myself and my illness.

I hate people talking about god all the time. God doesn't do anything or make anything happen, people do, people are in control of their own lives and actions. I wish more people would see that and stop reading the bible, which is just a work of fiction anyways.

I'm not honest...I say things that I know are not true and my words hurt people...I feel that I have sold my soul to the highest bidder...

I'm sleeping with my boss, and she is sleeping with the managing director - who is married. It's all a bit of a mess, really.

I have always been highly sexual since I was in my early 20's. I have many fantasies and my biggest desire is to being swinging. I also have this inner desire to be with another woman (I am a woman). In the past I have cheated on my husband a few times (he is now my exhusband but during our marriage) He cheated on me a few times so I felt this gave me a license to cheat...and believe me I cheated several times becuase our ,ariage was so strained....therefore I did. During my divorce I had sex with someone who was 13 yrs younger then me and I didnt even know his last name. I met him in a nightclub. I was permiscuos and highly sexually charged. Im always seeking more and looking for me and wanting to be pushed into more...Sometimes I am assahmed at my past and I am ashamed that I may be bi-sexual. I have dreams of being with another woman sexually and I have fantasized about it. Theres something taboo about it.

I confess that i have used illegal drugs more than once in the past month

I've been married 20 years. I married him because I thought I could never find the perfect man of my dreams who connects with me on the spiritual and intellectual level. After searching for so long, I settled with my husband because I figured there would be no one this smart and good and professional who could ever love me as much as he loves me. He absolutely cherishes me. Which is why I feel guilty for not having the same love for him. I thought the love would grow in time. I care for him as the father and provider of our family. But I have never felt romantic love with him, we have never connected on that level, in our spirits, our souls. I never expected to ever find anyone who could and was never looking for anyone else. But then I found him. I met him online about five years ago. He is the most amazing, most spiritual, most intelligent, most creative man I have ever met in my life. As much as I initially tried to fight it, as much as I have tried to deny it to myself for the first three years or so, I have fallen deeply in love with this man. I am certain he has the same feelings for me, as well, for a number of reasons which I won't go into. But, of course, he is married and I am married. He was not looking for anyone else either. We initially only observed each other on a religious message board. Our personalities and beliefs were so obviously well suited to each other, that others commented on our compatability as well. But because we are both devoted Christians, which ironically is one of the places we connect so perfectly and deeply over, a relationship between us could never go anywhere. We both despise divorce as the Lord does. We have stopped our daily continual contact but I still think about him all the time. I feel that we are two perfectly matched people who were in the wrong place at the wrong time. And besides the pain of "unrequited love" that can never be, this whole thing is making me deeply question my faith. Why did God allow us to meet, after all these years, only to long for one another as we do (as I do for him, I should say, and I suspect he may also long for me) if we cannot be together as husband and wife? The only way we could be together is if we were to both become widowed, and I think that is as despicable to think about, or to hope for, as divorce.

I hate being of a mixed background.(Hispanic/Caucasian). I feel like a hypocrit when I have to deal with hispanics. I've got a terrible relationship with my mother and that's probably why i hate hispanics. I got pregnant by a white guy who ended up being the worst person in the world to me, but my first boyfriend, who by the way was hispanic was just as bad!!!! I'm alone now with 2 girls. Even though I had a horrible experience with the white guy, I still don't want my girls to go out with hispanic men. I don't want grandchildren with "frizzy spanish hair, and dark skin".

I confess that I married my wife too quickly out of a need for love and affection, and a desire to not be lonely anymore. We have had a turbulent marriage and neither one of us has been psychologically well enough to really give the other what they needed. I do love my wife and she loves me, but the past history of pain that has developed over the last 15 years has gotten to be too much for me. I was angry, miserable and resentful. This culminated in a suicide attempt a few months ago. Since then, I have met a lovely woman who I have been carrying on a relationship with. I have asked my wife for a divorce and she is devastated. I feel ashamed and guilty for so many things. Most of all, I feel that I let my wife down, even though I tried my best to help and please her. NOw in the end, I hook up with another woman. I just wanted to live again, to feel love and affection, and kindness that was missing for so long. But the guilt is still tremendous. Pray for me.

I confess that I have absolutely no idea if I want a boyfriend or friend with benefits. I was in a long term relationship and ended it about 9 months ago, since thenI've become a ghost that has maeningless sex. SOMEONE HELP ME!!!

I love my boyfreind of 2years but.. i confess with cheating on him with a long time friend. Me and my friend actually call ourselves boyfriend and girlfriend. I al still very much inlove with my friend...He is married.

I want to confess my sins, but I have been lying about my sins for so long I do not know if I even know the truth anymore. I started drinking at 13 years old, I have premarital sex at age 17, had a child out of wedlock at 18, slept with more than 20 different men, cheated on my fiance 2 times and have lied about countless things. I told my husband I had a miscarriage to see if he would care, the truth is I was never even pregnant. I live my life in constant fear that God will seek vengance on me & that something horrible will happen to me or someone I love. I am sorry for being such a bad person

I confess that I have cheated on my boyfriend, who I lost my virginity to, with multiple guys. I never thought I was going to engage on sex in such way. I cannot stay away from the temptation of having the attention from other guys.

I confess to sleepin w. someone that was down right nasty and have regreted ever since.

I WANT TO CONFESS THAT I HAVE CHEATED ON MY HUSBAND COUNTLESS TIMES. I THINK I AM TRYING TO FILL A VOID IN MY LIFE. I HAVENT CHEATED ON HIM IN ABOUT A YEAR BUT I LIVE WITH THE GUILT EVERY SINGLE DAY.

I have become addicted to crystal meth over the last two years. It has led me down a path I don't know if I will ever recover from. It has cost me my education, my home, and my family. In the times I am sober, I am shocked at how bad my appearance has become. I have lost about 70 pounds and only have four teeth left. I have pulled out a majority of my hair. I promise myself I am going to clean up, but I can't resist the call of the drugs anymore. I will do anything for my high, including sexual favors for men (I am a heterosexual male). The drugs are the only escape I have from the things I have done. The fact that I have done homosexual acts disgust me, but I cannot stop what got me there in the first place. My father is a pastor and has told me he cannot accept me in his home until I am clean of the sin in my life. I want help so bad, but I don't want to give up the sweet feelings my highs give me, either. I want to get out of the place I am living because all of the people who surround me are drug addicts like me, but I don't have the money or willpower to move on.

I have committed adultry numerous times with men and women ithru out my 12 years of marriage to my wife. She has no idea that I have done this. Yes I love her so much, but I also love sex. It doesn't matter if it's with men or women. It has been about 6 mos since the last time I've been with someone else. I'm trying not to stray again and I believe confessing this will help.

I HAVE NO SELF CONTROL. THE DAY AFTER MY GIRLFRIEND MOVED IN I HAD ANOTHER GIRL IN OUR BED WHILE SHE WAS AT WORK. AND AGAIN LAST NIGHT BEFORE SHE GOT HOME FROM WORK.

ive started masterbating at age 12 and it has hurt my pride i want the lord to forgive me so badly

i confess an attraction i have to a relative. he's a cousin i've never met before and the first time i saw him i was immediately attracted to him physically. i can't stop thinking about the fact that we're related, but i can't help being attracted to him.

i need to stop lying, and thats just the beginning...

I hate myself.

i have attempted to cut myself when in fact i tell all my friends its wrong to do..i have had in the past many thoughts of suicide and was for awhile ashamed of my body..i have put myself in dangerous situations before and am bi sexual..i have homosexual friends which i love and support and i have always wanted to have a relationship with my gay best friend

I have hurt more people in my life than I want to admit and far more than I can count. I am especially psychologically abusive to women and ask for forgiveness -- from God, from those I have hurt, from family members I love. I pray for the strength to mend my ways and change my life to not only honor all of the women in my life, but also become a positive force rather than a negative force for all of those with whom I come in contact.

My maternal grandmother, whom I have a horrible relationship with, is in the hospital and will likely die soon. I'm worried about by mother, because she will be devastated if/when my grandmother dies. But I don't feel any more compassion or worry that I would for a stranger. This woman has been unspeakably cruel to my mother, myself and most everybody in our family. It's crossed my mind more than once that if she dies now, our lives might be more peaceful. I feel guilty for even thinking it. I don't wish her pain or harm, but I do wish for healing in my family. "Healing" meaning not necessarily my grandmother's physical recovery ... It's hard to forgive myself for not instinctively wishing she'd get better.

I confess that I am a complete mess and often lie to make him stay. I will do whatever it takes to keep him and this has taken over my life.

i confess that i am gay and i wish i could change that but im just so attracted to men.

ok so where can i start... i always argue with my parents. ever since my first bf i started an eating habit so now im like bulimic. and sometimes i drink...that is how my like first bf broke up w/ me b/c i got drunk and i was like annoying him by calling him all night. i cut myself but only once!! and never again well it was more like a scratch but like i bindge and now i try to like perge but it won't work..so most of the time im tired and stressed and like never hungry. i like never eat well so my parents won't know i like eat dinner and thats it... everyday rain or shine i like run for a mile so i feel like fit in shape..this is why when i run the mile in school i like have no problem....i dance as in point as in ballet..i luv it and i play violin i luv doin both of them they help me get things off my mind ...... i found out my best friend told a teacher well the crisis counceller my problem w/ eating but liek when the teacher person like asks me bout it.. i lie and say i don't do anything like that but most of the time i wish i can say that i do it but it is hard because i don't wanna be in rehab for the summer! i wanna be w/ my ppl i luv and care for...well this is it and idk what else to say and like i can go on and on but i won't.

i have done alot of bad things like i have had intamite relations with my brother and i have wished bad things on people

i have to confess that i have drank smoked when i was 15 and i lied to my parents about it

I regretfully admit that I cheated on my husband. It was a one time thing that will never happen again. It was out of anger towards him. And to top it off, it was with his best friend.

I really want to have sex with a married man that I work with and I am pretty sure he wants me as well. He seems to struggle with the "should I, should I not" question. And I don't give up or back off. He is a good man. I have never been one to want to chase a married man but I can't help myself. I crave him.

I confess that I have cheated on my 2 year boyfriend a bunch of times, but dont let him live down the time he cheated on me.

First of all i have to confess that i regret all the past things i have done those such as have sex with girls i barely even know. Now that i have an extraordinary g/f i regret all the things i have done and realize how stupid i was. I could have gotten a sickness but thank god i didn't. Please God Help me i want to also be kind to my sister. I don't want to be hurting her many times when i don't even notice. Help me GOD

I confess that I have stolen, lied, cheated on past boyfriends and had an abortion. I really want to release these blocks in my life and be on the right path. I really want to be a good person and have no negativity in my life. Please forgive me for all of my sins. Thank you!

When I was younger, I was really rebelous and had sex, smoked a variety of things and drank. I wish to be forgiven for these sins. Thank you and god bless.

I have been in the habit of looking at porn and every time i say never again never again and end up going back to it. keep going to god to try to break the habit

I have thoughts of my life without my children and sometimes I wish for it but I love them. I am scared it makes me a bad person.

i confess that i took for granted the one man who ever cared for me. i am probably losing him because of my actions. i wish only for his happiness, but i would give anything to have another chance. i confess that i let my own fears get in the way of showing the one person who's ever loved me. i confess that i fear this will become the biggest regret of my life. i confess i have never been so scared in my entire life.

I confess that I have been homosexual sex for my whole life.

I haven't been thankful enough, help me to remember how blessed I am.

Please forgive me for not knowing what I had when you were around, I was verbally abusive about your weight. Now that you're gone, the guilt has stayed and I miss you each and every day. If I could turn back and change things, I would do it in a second.

Lets see, I've done my share of drugs I have even lied about some of the drugs i've done. I've never had sex but it does not mean that I do not think about it alot. I sware that I hate my mother even though I Don't. I treat men like crap. I date alot of people just to get a taste then I leave them without reason. I've stollen my brothers and my fathers weed and smoked it. I make fun of people. I talk like a sailor. I've cheated with no shame. I dont regret anything i've done and I refuse to believe in GOD.

To help pay my bills, I am a phone sex operator at night. If people knew what I did, they would probably look down on me. I talk to married men, single men, it does not matter. But, I also recognize that, ater hearing some of the calls that come from such seemingly "normal" men, I am not the only one who needs to confess.

I have been stealing from my friends for a couple of years and I feel so bad so I'm going to get a job and give it all back. Im glad I can get this out of my system.

I have two wonderful children, that I have failed. I was so busy fighting with their mother, I failed them and didn't support them. They saw me become angry and abusive, towards her and my ex-GF. I have squandered other peoples money and lived in a higher clas w/o working, then lied and cheated on teh same people. I have become so self pitying that I have missed events of my children and other children to whom, I was allowed the gift of loving. I have been defiant and ignored the advise of more knowledgable people, as a result I lost many friendships and suffered legally. I had a loving, smart, sweet GF, who blended her child woth mine, she provided love, support, and connections, instead if loving her, I told her she was low, stupid, unworthy, and I continually let her down, when sick and in bad times. Now she is gone, I am broke, I ahve failed my kids. Waking up to the after effects of my stupidity.

I confess I maintained a very lng relationship with an abusive man and my child saw me being abused. I ahve since left and repairing the damage. I confess when I hear he has bad karma, I have revelled n this knowledge.

I confess I've had this problem with throwing up very often over the past few years, it's not because I'm anorexic or anything, it's definitely medical. But the problem is this: during my bad periods of throwing up I would lose 5-10 pounds and now that I'm finally coming out of this problem I constantly think myself fat because of how skinny and good looking I was before when I was throwing up. Lately I've been thinking about my problem as a good thing, even though I know deep in my heart it's bad. I know this is wrong and I need you to help in make the right choice.

I have cheated on my boyfriend with whom i have a child with several times and even with his friends! I have felt resentment towards him for the past 5 years and also for my child at times. I don't know why I have these feeling and it makes me feel sooo guilty. I don't love him anymore but i stay with him b/c I am afraid of being alone. I know I have done many things wrong but I generally feel that i am a good person, so when is it going to be my turn for happiness???

Upon the arrival of my 40th birthday, I was in a horrible marriage with a wonderful 10 year old daughter. I decided to place several personal ads online, which I had hundreds of responses. I was unfaithful to my husband with over ten men in one year, all of which I met online. There were three in particular that I saw repeatedly. I lied to my husband and my daughter, but worse of all, I broke the Ten Commandments. I never practices safe sex either. I was living dangerously and loved the feeling of being "bad".

I have been lying to my parents and friends for a very long time about the person I am dating and my life style and the person that I really am because I feel they would not approve... Because of this, I feel that God is always angry with me and I am just waiting for Him to pour down his wrath on me. But I can not end this life style. I have gone so far as to not tell anyone that I live with the person I am dating and I know that is wrong that I am lying and living with someone that I am dating. I have asked God to forgive me so many times and for an easy way out but for some reason I can not break ties with this person I live with. There is no good explanation for it other than I am weak and am afraid of change and afraid to be alone because of my low self-esteem and I can't face the fact that I will have to go through so much pain from severing this relationship... I tell you the truth; I am not sure how I have endured the guilt this long... I ask for a new life even though I know I am a Christian I feel that God will not "cut me any slack" with feeling this inevitable pain from stopping my sinful life style with my current “friends”, in addition to the guilt I feel now. Sometimes I wish this was a bad dream or that the person would just disappear and I could then get on track again. Please pray that I will have willpower to do what I know is right.

I confess to have not kept the child God send me in two ocassions. I confess to have malicious feelings towards members of the family that have brought pain and tension to the family. I am a true believer of resolving your problems while on earth and I want to become a better person, mother, friend and christian. Thanks for the opportunity to be part of the church and its wondrerful teachings. I hope I can make God proud.

I had four abortion prior to being married and having two beautiful children. there is not one day that I do not look at my two children that I do not feel guitly. I have asked God for forgiveness but in my heart I feel shame. My husband knows but I would die if any of my family members knew or if any of my friends knew.

I cheated on my husband. I betrayed myself, my core beliefs, my children, my family, even the man I cheated with. No matter what my husband did, I can't explain it any better than I shouldn't have done it. I don't deserve to be a wife, I know why I have such a hard time trusting someone else: because now I don't even trust myself. This is not confession, this is fake. Does it make me feel better? Maybe, but not really. I'm cheating myself and my devotion to God if I let myself pretend that this is any sort of confession.

I confess that I sometimes think about how my life would be if it was over. The pain in this world just eats away at me so much that it sometimes is more than I can bare. I've tried ignoring the sufferings of others by not watching the news and only listening to music on the radio but I being disconnected from the world. I really wish that I could just not let it effect me like other people but I just don't understand. How can people just go on through thier lives while others are dying because of preventable problems? How can they stand to not care about others who are murdered everyday?? I need someone to explain this to me and how I can change because I've tried helping others but it never seems to take the pain away. Everything I ever try to do never seems like it will ever have any real effect on the world.

i cheated on my boyfriend whom i love with all my heart. I know that some people say if you love him then why did you cheat on him? And i dont really have an answer for that. All i know is what is in my heart, and sometimes people make mistakes. He recently found out about it and will not talk to me, which is a given. I love him so much and i want to be with him. I pray for his forgiveness as well as the Lord's.

The first time I looked at pornography was when I was 12 at my cousin's house. I masturbate and when i'm done i feel so remorseful. Sometimes i've gone for months and then I cave in. Pray for me and god bless.

Dear God, I know I've done a lot of things that I shouldn't have done and I'm sorry.I'm especially sorry for not having the first baby you gave me. I couldn't handle the pressure at that time. It's been over a year, but I still carry the guilt. I always sit here and wonder what my baby would've looked like. I've asked you for forgiveness before, but I still feel guilty. I thank you for my second baby and I ask that you continue to help me and guide me.

First - thank you for such a wonderful forum and way to "confess". I am addicted to cocaine. I am ashamed and embarassed but it's grip on me is tight and I am fighting every urge to control it. Financially, I can afford the addiction, and maybe that's worse. My wife and I separated six months ago. I make taking this very hard, because she was my best friend and my moral compass. We she left, it was like a sailboat without a rudder. No control. I started cocaine almost immediately after she and I split. At first, it made me feel better....happy. I am so sad she is gone, and every single time I think about her, I snorted a little more....and more...and more. After snorting a few thousand dollars worth, continually - every day for almost six months - my nose is damaged. It's probably 70% blocked and I am not sure it will heal. The good news is I have stopped and have not snorted it for seven days. I feel better. Last week I was so disgusted and upset with myself, I woke up in the middle of the night, dumped all I had into the sink and washed it down. I then made the promise to myself that I was through. I have not done it since, but I DID call my dealer today, looking for some. I had just gotten done seeing her, and my heart ached so badly. I love her so much. By the Grace of God, he did not have any right now, and I was actually relieved. I am taking this day by day. I am still so very much in love with my wife, and I saw her today for a few minutes. We grew apart and I (think) I know that we won't ever be together again....not because of the cocaine, because that came afterward...I just think she "changed her mind". I've always been faithful. I've always been loyal. I never came home drunk. I never went to bars. I thought I was doing a good job as her husband and best friend. (We have no children) Today, I got the feeling when I saw her, that she is seeing someone else. No kiss hello - just two people standing next to one another. I still love her. My heart aches. I called the dealer right afterwards. Thank you Jesus. No deal. I need to get on with my life. Let her go if she wants to go. Cocaine is not the answer. Alcohol is not the answer. I need self control. I need God's help. Please pray for me to find the help I need. Every day is another struggle. Thank you again for this wonderful forum. I feel better already. If you will allow, I will report back from time to time and give my progress report. I need some accountability. I intend to give some money to Flamingo Road Church to keep this avenue alive. I figure that if I could give it to a dealer who is the devil doing the devil's work, then I can just as easily give it to You, doing God's work. My name will not be on the envelope. It will be cash....just like the dealer. I will sign it, "Leo".

This is Leo - I just posted a very long confession about my cocaine addiction along with my promise to give money to keep this site alive. I just sent $100 by Paypal to you. Expect more.

I CONFESS THAT IVE LIED TO PEOPLE I LOVE OR PEOPLE I THOUGHT I LOVE. I CHEATED ON MY PARTNERS MANY TIMES. IM CONSTANTLY LYING . I FEEL SO GUILTY THAT I WANT TO STOP BUT SOMETIMES I JUS CANT HELP IT. I CANT EVEN FORGIVE MYSELF FOR WHAT IVE DONE . I BEG LORD TO SET ME FREE

My mother has always told me to wait to have sex until i am married. but, recently i gave my virginity to my boyfriend. my mother asked me where i had been later that night. and i told her i was at a friends house (( I lied )) i have been living with guilt and pain for a week now. i dont understand why i should be punished for not being a virgin. but my mother found out and kicked me out of the house. im living with a friend at the moment. and i just found out yesterday that im pregnant with my boyfriends baby. my mother recently said she wants nothing to do with me.

I have been dealing with the fact that ive been cheating on my husband. We have 3 children. And a perfectly fine life together. I dont know why i need this to escape from my life with my husband. I love my husband. but, i cant seem to tell my secret lover that its over. I cant get my self-concsience to end it. I want to. but i cant.. its like its an addiction.

After 1 1/2 of a horrible marriage with my ex-wife, I went to an out of town convention and after only one day there I cheated on her. I felt good about it though and that was the worst part. I think it was due to the fact that our marriage was so bad and she was addicted to drugs. Everything I had fallen in love with about her had dissapeared from our marriage after only a few months. She became a totally different and verbally abusive person and I felt it was the only way for me to get over her. I have never cheated on anyone in my life until her and now am feeling like it was the wrong thing to do. I also have strayed from the church and have not only not given confession since 1998 when I was still in High School but, that was also the last time I went to church. I still feel strong in my beliefs but, I feel I have strayed so far from the church that there is no going back. I would feel guilty of all the things I have done in the past 8 yrs. I know I need to get back in the church now as I am happily remarried and have a child I love and want to bring her up with religion in her life as I know a family that prays together stays together. I am trying to dig deep to raise her right and be forgiven of my sins.

I spend money like it's going out of style. I don't spend enough time with my child. I lie. I don't even LIKE the person that I am sleeping with right now, and yet I continue to do it because I like the physical and emotional attention. I did cocaine last weekend and I'm still shocked that I did it (but have no desire to do it again). I need to grow up.

I'm very christian and i love the lord. But recently i've been having homosexual thoughts and desires. I even masturbate to lesbain porn. I feel so guilty!

I need to get honest and happy with my life. I miss God. I cant go to church because I work on Sundays and I miss that. I have a rocky relationship with my children from what I have done in the past and I want to make it better. They dont like me and I dont blame them. I try, but fall short. I feel like a failure all around. There is someone at work that I care about but he does not feel the same, so I am struggling to let him go. I hope God can help me with all of this uncertainty and unhappiness and help me to move on to a fulfilling life.

I am in love with him and he is promised to another woman and his two children...but we are complaetely in love with eachother and I know it is real love... I just don't know whay it is now...he has his life and I have mine but we are meant for each other...

i confess that sometimes i dont want the baby that i am carrying, Sometimes i dont think i love my spouse for every thing hes made me go through. Sometimes i think my life is going down hill

SOMETIMES I GET SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF . BECAUSE I THINK THAT EVERYTHING I DO IS SO WRONG. THEN AGAIN I KNOW THAT GOD LOVES ME AND HE REALLY WANTS ME IN THIS WORLD..I KNOW HE HAS FORGIVEN ME FOR THINKING ABOUT BAD THINGS.

I'm a male and 16 years of age, and I have been usuing the substance Marijuana for the past 2 yrs about. It didnt use to be this bad, but now I smoke cannabis at least once a day, my grades dropped to 0% and I dont feel good at all. I'm starting to try other drugs and I want to try them, but then I dont. But the will is more strong then the cant. I've even considered suicicde... Honetly I dont belive in God, but I want a reason to, I need proof of his exisitance the pot has changed my life, my friends, and I am still a virgin. I just need a girl friend and a companionship to help me change my ways. BTW I was high when I typed this.... O Lord please save me from this place called Earth!

I confess that for the last four years I have treated my wife terribly. I even treated my step daughter the same way. I have been an awful husband. I hope God could forgive me for all of these things. I love them both very much. I want them back in my life.

... I have 2 wonderful sons, a good wife.. not perfect but who is?... We.. as a family have good and bad times...but we are really thankful of everything God had given to us. My confession?... be guilty to do not remember God more often as I should.

I am a single mother of two,that did any & everything to keep my kids happy,even sell my soul.I am deseparte for the love of God.I attend service every Sunday hungring for the word.I pray for change.I Confess to be made whole again

I am confessing to taking advantage of life and not being more responsible for my actions

I wrote a whole long paragraph that I planned to post but I'm too embarrased that someone will recognize it as me and I would die if someone knew how I really felt sometimes. I have a problem with trusting people how I feel and letting them in.

I'm not very appreciative of my life and I often find myself wishing I was anywhere but here. And I think I'm anerexic.

I have to admit, sometimes I doubt if God is real, and sometimes I have horribly evil wishes about certain things. I have mastreabated and watched porn and I started getting addicted to it. Even though I obey parents and wouldn't lie to them about big things, I disrespect them and yell at them AND my siblings a lot. I also hardly ever go to Church. Sometimes I haven't obeyed God and mistreated him and I hope forgives me for that. I didn't start to follow the life og God until my best friend told me about him and made me really have faith in him. She used to never really follow God and she wasn't herself and not a very good person, but then she started following the faith of God and has become an amazing person who has expierenced the miracles of God herself. I'm sorry God for all my sins and I will try to be my best for you. I know sometimes I will have my sins but PLEASE forgive me, I'll try my hardest. I love you God and Jesus and God bless everyone :)

I am sixteen and have had trouble with cutting since i was in the 7th grade.. i went from cutting to drugs to sex and then things got out of control... ive been snorting prescription pills like adderall and have been having meaningless sex with random guys... everything in my life has been falling apart and i dont know where else to go... before all this started i was a holy person and had gone to my priest asking for forgiveness for trying to take my own life... i havent been religous since... i lost touch with god and with the world around me.. im in my own tornado of nothing but hurt and hate please god forgive my soul

I did not fight for custody of my 4 kids when my wife divorced me. I had them for most of the first year but chose not to fight it when she went for custody. I should have trusted God for His strength to enable me to continue on as a divorced dad. Their mother raised them with out the Christian faith and upbringing they should have had. I deeply regret that decision but trust that God has forgiven me and now will help me to show my children His great love.

I would like to confess that I have lied, cheated, watched pornography, disrespected my parents, but worst of all disrespected myself. I have been involved with many different men and have not used protection. I am now engaged and pray for deliverance. Please pray for me and learn from my mistakes. I want nothing more than to live a Glorious Christian Life.

i have been with the same man for 6 years with the exception of a 6month break he is my life but 2 months ago i cheated on him i slept with my ex (the man i dated on the break) i am still very much in love with my boyfriend but i cannot get my ex out of my head. i have wishes of one day being with him again i dream of him almost every night. I have also cheated on my current with 3 other men that he is complelty unaware of i dont have the strength to tell him and i believe i never will. I want to confess that i have done many drugs including many diff pills and injections.. i am not proud of myself and i am tryin to get my life back together.

I have terrible interpersonal relationships. Maybe because I was an only child who grew up without a dad I act like a spoiled brat who has to have everything my way. Work is my biggest problem and I'm constantly irritating my coworkers. I fly off the handle frequently. I have a very bad temper. And I'm miserable to be around when things don't go my way.

i admit to fantasizing about violence on people i know. i don't know why i do but it's a release for me. it doesn't help that one of these people is the priest that i am supposed to confess to. i like him fine, but i just get you know mad and it's fun to think about. also i have recently said some very bad negative things about catholicism in general and some things about god i think. just because of sheer frustration from not wanting to go to confession and tell a priest in graphic detail all of the violent scenarios in my mind and all the what would be seen as unacceptable sexual behavior. i still fee like it's none of thier business but that's pride for you. anyway, i'm sorry.

CONTINUED! please whoever reads this, yes i said that i have violent thoughts , but i'm not a violent person and would never actually act violent towards another person. i never ever have. i mean you've thought before about punching someone right?but didn't and wouldn't. it's like that. i just wanted to be clear on that because i know how worked up people can get lately.thanks lol

i confess to not always believing their was a god. I confess that i have masturbated, every time i say no more i give into the temptation. I confess to stop praying becuase i feel it does nothing. I confess to drinking when my parents are not home. I confess to smoking. I confess to having an eating disorder. I am a 13 year old 8 th grade student and I have an A/B average. No one knows any of this and it feels so good to let it out even though it is on the computer... Im sorry lord.

I got divorced 2yrs ago and found myself very lonely.I have 2 wonderful son but they have their lives. I started gambling just alittle at first but now I think it has become a problem. I pray that I can control it especially since I have so many financial problems. When I gamble I feel like I have no problems and then I realize that I have just gambled my mortgage payment,I feel really bad but I just can seem to help it,Please pray for me.

I confess to sleeping with my best friend of about 10 years baby father who is also my baby father best friend. our kids played all the time. now none of us are friends.

I was a terrible parent last year. I was selling drugs and got caught selling them with my kids with me. i got in so much trouble

i confess i have not been completely honest at times i have stole from work i have stolen money i live with someone im not married to i tell lies sometimes to get out of things im still in love with my ex.

I would like to think that I've done as much good in my life as I have bad, but I know it doesn't work like that. I lost my virginity at a very young age, I've lied my whole life. Mainly to everyone that I love. I've never been able to stay faithful to one guy. I lie to get my way. I judge people too early. I judge people by the way they appear. I have God in my life, but worry sometimes that He just wonders why bother? That I'm never going to get it. I hope to one day get on the right track that He has planned out for me. I've done many things I regret in my life.

I was 15 and 18 when i had my kids until about a year ago i didn know who was my 1st kids father cause i was sleeping wit two guys. I made it through school my family always thought i was a good kid. but they had no idea what i did. I lied so much. My parents never knew i did drugs only new i smoke weed cause i told them when i turned 18. My second baby daddy put me through hell for 5 years. I tried to cut my wrist and i partyed every weekend wit him leavin my kids for days at a time with my mom. Not caring at all. eventually i cheated on my baby father then left him. I met a nice guy after him but ended up gettin caught up in the drug game. after i left him i stayed in the game. I took so many pills to stay awake and sell drugs i dont know how im still alive. Eventually i got caught wit drugs in my car w/ my kids. i finally got my wake up call. No im drug free one year! My kids are my world and i have a man who i pray will soon be my husband. this man has been my friend since middle school and gives me the world. i was always church going with family but i was just lying to myself and god. Now I just go to church and Pray every day im thankful to be alive and have my kids with me. I have seen the changes since honestly excepting jesus in my life. Im still trying to stop cursing though. every day is a blessing for me.Much Prayer More Power. and i pray for all i can.

I admit, i read this site a few weeks back, to interest my nossieness, i've come to terms with my own need to confess, so i'll utilize the site. I think my boss is hot, and I'm married and I have no reason in the world to think someone else is better than my husband. It's just me challenging myself after having two babies that wrecked my body. to see if i still got it in me to attract someone and so on and so on. I will fall back on what i know and say i love this church and i know that it's true as well as my love for god, it is also true. I'm dissapointed in myself ans trust my actions but not my thoughts. I'm sad.

I confess that I got pregnant deliberately in order to make my boyfriend at the time marry me. I should not have done so, and I should have followed my mother's advice to have an abortion. My foolishness caused untold misery to my ex-husband, myself, and the victims of my son's crimes. I ask for forgiveness.

I've done it all. My life has been one long addiction and struggle with depression. Addiction to drugs, alcohol, sex... been there. I hated God with all my being before. I don't do those things anymore. And I thank God nearly every day for that. For loving me when I don't even deserve it. Now all I want to do and plan to do is living every second of my life for Him. Whether I eat, drink... whatever I do, it will be for the glory of God. I'm not perfect and I never will be. But He loves me and I'll love Him every step of the way.

i must confess, i did look at porn and masturbated, im too afraid confess this to the preist, im really confused cuz people say its normal to do it and that its what God wants you to do! its a hard thing to stop but im tryin real hard. ive also doubted God's existence, but anyone who is human has doubts. well, that felt good to get off ma chest!

I have been cheating on my wife with a man for several years.I slipped into it and now have become addicted to the encounters.

My dad has a new job so he leaves early. i don't have to leave for school until 8:40. I have watchde porn when he's not here. i wish i hadn't.

I admit not being faithful attending chruch as I should. And confess of needing of what I say with my talking

I have considered suicide many times in the past 5 years. A LOT. I have wished bad things on good people. And probably the worst thing, I've fallen in love with someone I can't have.

I have been in love with a younger woman for some time , and keep coming back after each betrayal . I think this is an obsessive love and want to end the relationship, but find it almost impossible to leave for good . The problem is , there are children involved ( not mine ) and they will suffer from the withdrawal of my financial support . Do I follow the Biblical 70 times 7 forgivenesses , or am I just enabling an abusive person ? At times I feel strongly that this person would be a very valued 'lost lamb' if her life is truly turned around , but I am not sure I have the strength left to endure another betrayal.

I once shot a man when i was 17, he didint die but i cant live with myself. Every night when im laying down in bed i cant stop thinking about it. It hurts me very bad

i havent gone to church in a while and when i do i tend to not go in , but i just walk aound and watch the sevice on the tv in the lobby.

i curse alot and i send my friends funny pictures that are actually gross and sad...and i hardley go to church

I need to confess that there were many times when my husband and I would fight, I would tell him to go ahead and leave if he thinks he could have a better life single. At times, I did not always speak to him in the manner in which he deserved. Now that he is gone, I regret everyword and pray everyday that he comes home to try to work things out. I am trying to let go og the guilt that I am holding that I feel brought him to this point and can only hope that this separation will show both of us how deeply in love we are and how much we both need each other. God, please forgive me for those actions and show him the way back to our loving home.

I confess that I cheated on my wife who then was only my girlfriend. It was with someone she worked with and even came over to our house to hang out and have dinner with our family on many occasions. We snuck around and I slept with her twice. I admit that I am totally in love with my wife, but I still sometimes think about the other woman and I haven't seen her in 2 years. My wife was even suspicious of her friends fliriting with me. I will never tell her and no one else knows! Please forgive me!

i confess that i have done very horrible things in my life like ask friends to forge my parents signiture for things i forgot about or didnt want them to see.i have lied to many people to fit in or tried to be someone im bot. i dont know who i am.i pray that i can find an answer.i struggle with my weight and hide it with confidence.i am obses that everyone around me is prettier then me. i confess that i havent been a very good daughter.i dont talk to my parents that much because they dont understand and i dont know who understands whats going through my mind. i sometimes test out my faith wich i know is bad. i have had thoughts of depression. i confess i have sinned.

i know in all of us humans there is an unearthly desire to confess what we have done wrong, i cannot turn to anyone close to me because i fear pursicution. i am addicted to pornography and i allways tell myself and God that i'll never do it again but then when i get tired or bored or lonely i find myself turning to my computer and the ungodly things for support. i find myself looking for excusses that maybe God might listen to and here like Adam did about eating the fruit, and it just proves even more that i am addicted and helpless. i cannot help but think all the time that i am going to get caught in some way, or be damned by God himself for my unrightious ways. i ask whoever reads my confession please pray with me, and i will pray for all the other people in a bad spot too. us humans are so lonely and we can never be satisfied but through God. God bless all of you.

iconfess thati dont understand things in life anymore. everything is scrammbled into a million pieces. im scared to find out whats after death becasue i m not convinced through my faith.i confess that i judge my faith to much. i confess i wish i was someone else but god put me here for a reason that i do not understand. i confess i wish i was famous so that everything would go away and that the only reason i want to be famous is because propaganda. i confess i dont know myself at all.

I want to become a Pastor and yet I feel like I lack the skills to do so. There are timmes that I feel like God is working towards everything to help me become a Pastor and yet I do nothing...I want it inside and yet it's like my body doesn't move towards the goal that I know i'm supposed to accomplish and yet God wants for me. I don't feel like i'm as important to him as I used to be, and almost to the point of abandonment. I try to believe that there are otherrs out there for me, but I don't feel anyone cheering me on, and when I open up the Bibl e I feel like I come short of an answer. I confess that I feel bad towards all of this, and almost as if the enemy is working in my mind, but I don't want it to be like so and I want to take a path of righteousness, I just can't find...I can't find the souce for which to fight it all for. All I know is that I know I want to help people and help otherrs, and I feel the greatest sense of happiness when I see someone accept Christ for the right reasons, and not out of fear. But as for my own fears....What do I do? I'm leaving my guilt behind, the chains that bind me to all which I suffer from, but I want to be sure that where i'm going...to try to become a Pastor and see light in the words of God and have the power to show others....I want to know that it's the right choice for me, and I want to know that i'm going to have a stable future. I want friends around me that I know will help me work towards this path, and not completely against it, I want God to step in and take charge of my life, because right now I feel like everything i'm working towards or ever worked in or ever tried my best in is all...is all going to waste.

I take things for granted. I'm never satisfied, even when I have more than enough. I'd love to say I'm good in relationships, but if the chance to sleep with someone else arose, I can't say I'd turn it down. My lust is never satisfied. If it's not with other people, then it's with porn. It's a constant voice with a never ending need that just won't leave me alone and let me be happy in my relationship. It gets worse as days go by; it's getting to where not a day passes where I don't wish she was anyone else sometimes.

I confess that I have a problem with online pornography, i know its wrong buit i cant seem to hold back my temptaions. I just dont know how to control myself, I want to stop but dont know how.

I am addictted to men who hurt me. I cant seem to let go of that emotional abuse. I hate it with all my heart, yet it seems I feel like if Im rejected by it im not good enough once again. I want break free. I want to be gone from this. I need help. I need to get back on the road with God. Im so far, im lost. I lost my virginity and ever since I did Ive hated myself and the guy who I did with. I feel like my heart is a game to these guys and all I can do is sit back and let the pain take over. Ive given up, and Im numb to the world. I cant feel. I only can feel fear and its eating me alive.

I regret one thing in my life and thats cheating on my past girlfriend. Really when people say you dont know what you have until you lose it, they're speaking the truth. The grass is not always greener on the other side. So if you and yes i'm talking to you reading this because you're thinking about cheating or you already are and want to stop.STOP! DONT DO IT! I have not found one girl that can compare to this past girlfriend. She was everything I ever wanted. But at the time I didnt think so. I was blind. It was like the devil took me over and I couldnt control it. Please work out your relationships dont make decisions that can hurt you and others in the process. GOOD LUCK

i admit to being probably the worst daughter ever. i sneak over to my boyfriend's house after work and tell my parents i'm still at work. most of the time we don't even do anything over there, and i just like to be with him. but we do have sex, and i've had an abortion. i told my parents he was my first partner, and he wasn't.

I'm 23 years old and I have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I'm so scared of doing anything to move forward in my life. I'm scared of rejection and success. I'm depressed, angry, anxious, I just want to runaway and start all over again. I'm so stressed out and depressed, I've become antisocial. I've pushed all my friends away, and chosen to stay at home locked in my room just imagining what my life could be like. Self pity's bliss. I've been at my job for two and a half years and I've been screwing up for past year. Everything I do, it somehow comes out wrong. I'm so nervous that something's going to go wrong, that it makes me screw up even more. I need to go to the doctor, I think I there's something wrong with me. HELP!!!!!!!

My best friend is in love with this guy, but lately, I have been liking him too! I hate that i can't tell anyone, because she might find out if I do. I confess that I like my best friend's crush!

Sometimes I feel so empty and alone...like right now. I hate being at home, esp. at night. Becasue then it seems I have nothing to do but think about how alone I am. I'm sick of the crying, of the lonliness. I have people to talk to, I have friends and family...but it doesn't seem to be enough. I can't explain this feeling any more than that...a feeling of complete and utter loneliness. I used to have dreams and ambitions when I was younger. Now, I've lost those all together. Along with my motivation. I see no point to my life.

please god forgive for i haved sinned i fell horrible inside and i still do.i live by lyrics in my head that keeps going over and over again it saying" i never lit a match with intent to start a fire but recently the flames have gotten out og control".. and it keeps goin over and over again. i what this sin to be taken away from me. i confess i have sinned.

I confess that I think I'm better/smarter than everyone. I'm in a ton of debt from college and I'm not sure that I'll ever get my degree. I'm on academic probation and I'm in serious danger of failing out with nothing to show for it and I'm just letting it happen. I'm also still hung up on an ex girlfriend from two or three years ago. I wish I could go back and treat her better than I did. She travelled for half a day on a greyhound bus to come visit me at college and I never made an attempt to return the favor. I regret that. This past summer I think I broke some random guys nose outside a bar. I just needed to fight because I had been drinking tequila and that apparently turns me into a violent person. Also, he was German and I felt a need to get even for the Holocaust where a lot of my family was killed just because they were Jewish. He was an absolute bloody mess. And I got my little brother high when he was only 5 or so. I hope that doesn't mess him up because he's a really good kid. And I confess that my adopted cousin attempted suicide recently and she tried reaching out to me and told me she was thinking about doing something stupid and I didn't tell anyone and just assumed she'd figure things out. Instead she lit herself on fire and now she's scarred for life and I feel I could have somehow helped prevent it. Life's not fair sometimes.

Despite being a christian, I have done many things that God dispises. I had sex before marriage, stole things, and committed adultry.

I confess,I have done about every sin there is in the book,from fornication to hateing so much as to want people dead.I lived a so called christian life for many years,the good news is Jesus is our laywer for us in Gods judgment,confess our sins to Him and they are blotted out. Repent and sin no more,even though we will, the act of turning it over to Jesus ,the guilt is life saveing in more than one way. Now and forever.Take heart young people ,Jesus is the only way to fix all of our problems.

I confess I masterbate as a way to not having sex. I used to fantzasize about lesbianism but now onlly heterosexual stuff. I feel bound to do it especially when I am upset angry stressed out. I want to be free of this but feel afraid that I'll fornicate if I don't masterbate as my crutch.

I covet a better life with money and a husband and hate my unsaved friends with those things. I am jealous and envious of people who aren't Christians for their "freedom" and lack of guilt about things and they get to live/do anything they wanna do and get the rewards w/o bing punished with convictions plus get the rewards physically. I HATE THEM. Please forgive me Lord for these sins and help me to love you and live holy.

I lust after and covet marriage to the special pastor's second son at my church. I know he likes me. I want him so much I fell desparate and upset when he doesn't pursue me it affects my church life. I pray and desire it so much I could just lust and lust and covet and covet him over and over again. Please forgive me Lord

I have struggled with pornography for years and have really tried to get it under cotrol rather then it controlling me. There are times I think I have it contolled and then I stumble. i pray that God will give me the strength and the will power to discontinue this behavior so I can be pleasing to him. Thanks for this web site so I can at least express my struggle.

I confess that I have a problem with alcohol and smoking cigarettes. I pray every day that I stop but I just can't stop. Please Pray for me! Thank you!

I have cheated.....what now?!

im gay

i have done everything in the book since birth,, drinking, sex, lying, stealing , dating married men, back talking my mother, i have done it all, jealous, envious and backstabbing.. LORD PLEASE FORGIVE ME

I'll confess that I've stood in front of a mirror for hours and criticized my body. I'll admit that I've allowed my desire to be perfect in everybody's eyes to control my life. I'll even tell you that I hated my body and I've even felt like hurting myself for my shortcomings. But what I won't tell you is that I'm still doing it. I've learned from my mistakes. And sure, I still wrinkle my nose at those icky love-handles as I pass in front of my bathroom mirror. BUT, I don't hate myself anymore. In fact, since I've made it through, I've learned to love myself. For the first time EVER.

My confessions may not be considered huge to some, but lately everything has weighed upon my conscioucnce. I'm so fake it isn't even funny. I'm a liar, and all I want is to hold on to the last good relationships in my life. I pray for my mother, recently diagnosed with cancer and I pray that my dad will come home from his "business trip" sometime soon. All I want is forgiveness for everytime I've screwed up. Every time I've lied, begged for attention, cheated, done something I shouldn't have. I need peace of mind, and I lift my soul to God.

Ugh, I confess that I have a loving boyfriend who would do anything for me and I can't stop fantisizing about having sex with another man.

I lost my faith in God, the church, and the Lord. I don’t even know when it happened! I just let go of all the things I knew the Lord had done for me, I even forgot about prayer It’s made me feel directionless; it’s made me feel alone and afraid…like my existence in this life is meaningless. I want my faith back…I want my purpose back.

I have had premarital sex with multiple partners of the same sex as myself, I have given men other than my husband sexual favors, and recently I have taken a lover, and cannot find the words to tell my husband. I don't love him anymore, and I want to be free, but I know if I try to leave, he will try to kill me again, and I want to live, to see my son grow up. I have given this to god, and there is nothing more I can do.

I am addicted to gay porn. I have have this problem for years. I know it ils wrong and I pray to God for His loving help. I try to stop, but end up looking for porn every few months. Please pray that God will help ME stop this behavior and stop hating myself when I slip.

I confess that I have n ot always carried the faith I should have in belief in Jesus Christ, my Savior. I pray for unwavering faith always. I confess Jesus Christ as my Savoir. Amen

I want to confess that I have sinned alot in the past with drugs and sex. I have changed by being in a two and a half year relationship and have satyed away from the drugs and that scene as much as possible. I thank the Lord for bringing certain people in my life to help me realize that I need to change and be the good christian that I was. I feel like I have learned from my past mistakes and I hope the Lord will forgive me and continue to help me become a better person. Pray for me and the world. God bless.

I confess that I have an eating disorder and that I feel totally lifeless for it. I have been sober for 11 years, but the bulimia still has me in a firm grasp. I need help.

10 years ago, I stole money from my family.

I've done some stuff with a guy .. not real stuff like anything bad but a few minor things. Not to mention he has a girlfriend. She doesn't live here but still .... it makes me feel bad because i know its something i probably shouldnt do. and i dont think hed want his girlfriend to do it to guys.

I've been with this woman for about 12 years now. I am not in love with her, but I keep telling myself I will grow to love her. She is more like a sister to me. We haven't had sex in so long that anyone else would have left, but she stays. This is all I have so I live with it.

I confess that I'm two face and that i don't wanna be like that i stolen things from my own best friends I hate some of my friends but i hang around them is cuz i don't want to be alone and don't love them sometimes i even hate myself for the things i do and hopefully god could forgive me for all my sins.

I confess I started smoking pot at the age of 17. A little over a year ago, with God's help, I was able to quit, after I had a nervous breakdown. Unfortunely, over the years, I have made many bad decisions while smoking pot. I wasn't the ideal single mother. I have had numerous sexual partners. And I didn't take very good care of myself. I pray that God will forgive me for all my sins and I pray that He will guide my children and grandchildren and give them His wisdom.

i confess that i cheated on my ex-gf several times. i wasnt a good bf to her and i treated her like garbage. she did nothing but treat me good. she left me cuz im not doin anything with my life. i pray the lord will forgive me and never let me cheat again. i positive i just lost my future wife, and im afraid ill never meet anyone like her again. and i pray that he will help me become a responsible man and change myself for the better so i can support a wife and kids someday.

I confess that bad thoughts have crossed my mind. I was married for 10 years, I was extremely overweight and was unable to have children due to my weight. In 2003 I underwent Gastric-By-Pass and lost over 100 pounds. My husband and I decided that now that I was able to have children we were going to start trying to have our own children ( he already had 3 from previous marriages). Anyway trying was unsuccessful and our marriage began to feel a strain and stress levels sky rocketed. I realized that I was trying harder than he was, he already had his children I was the one with the problem. I decided to walk away from what became a terrible marriage and companionship. It's been a year since our divorce we each have new significant others and to my surprise after he had told me that he was tired of tyring and decided that he didnt want to have anymore children because of his age and becuase his children were already grown ( 24, 15 and 13 ). In other words he had changed his mind. He goes of and meets this women in September 2006 and by November 2006 she's pregnant. Now he's all happy and proud to be a new daddy again. I couldn't help it but TERRIBLE things went thru my head and AWFUL thoughts. I'm so sorry for thinking those things I guess it was a human reaction to feel angry along with so many more feelings, ugh, It was terrible. I shook them away by repeating to myself it's better this way and that there was a reason for us as a couple not to have had any children together. It hurts terribly though, not that i'm not with him anymore, but that he's all happy now with this new baby and he made my life towards the end of marriage a living Nightmare...... I even started questioning GOD, why this and why that? I felt so bad after a while becuase of the things I thought about. I ask here and now for your forgiveness, I'm truly sorry. GOD PLEASE FORGIVE ME.

Please Jesus forgive me for my sins. I've been backsliding and seems I only come to you in times of need. Lord God I'm sorry and need your cleansing power. Please forive me I'm so very sory and need of rest. In Jesus' name hear my prayer.

I confess. i wear a purity ring but i feel like a hypocrite, its not as bad as some may think but even my closest friends think that im so much better then i really am. I realize the path that my boyfriend and i are on is not a healthy one. now i fear that we may not be able to go back without ending the relationship. i pray that God gives me the strength to wear this ring without regrets

Lord, Im sorry for being so far from you some times...I wish to hear your voice but it just seems so hard sometimes... I know I could be doing far more than Im doing in your cause now and I just can't forgive myself for not doing it...I need you to touch me and hold me close. Please forgive me and be with me always. I love you Lord.

I confess that i sometimes hate myself for the way i'm and the way i look and do things.I have stolen money from my own mom i a least stolen 100 dollars from her and regret it i hurt real bad when she found out she lost all her trust in me and that hurt cuz the only person that i love the most is the person that trusted me the least i even stolen things from my friends too.I wish that i could stop but it is hard for me and hopefully i can quit stealing

I have screwed up. plain and simple. I tried to kill myself. May 26 by taking 40 xanax.. god saved me...... Now I am a work in progress.. trying to grow in the christian faith. I still feel unworthy at times..... I pray for grace, mercy forgiveness, strength and love... GOD IS GOOD

HELP!! HELP!!!! I am addicted to gay porn. I fight the feeling daily to get online and look at men. I try to stop, but it only lasts for a month before I get sucked into it again. I confess to God everynight for his loving help. I can't stop and I feel terribly guilty each time I fail him!! The last 4 days have been terrible. I was looking a porn for at least 3 hours a night. I feel lost and hopeless. Please keep me in your prays.

I confess that sometimes I drink more than I should. I know they say that to drink to be drunk is the sin but a couple of drinks is okay. So I start drinking with no intentions of getting drunk and before I know it Im had at least 6/7 beers. I try to justify the drink by saying its okay but later I feel guilty. God help me to stay focus on your word and everything that is good

I confess my sins to a Catholic Priest and it is kept in the seal of confession all of my life

I need help

I've questioned God's existence before and really bad thoughts have crossed my mind before.

Last week I vandalized someones car out of anger I have never done anything like that before. The guilt was terrible and I cried alot later. I know Lord you have forgiven me, you know I'm getting help for the bitterness that is bottled up inside. Help me become a better person. I surrender it all to you and know that in Christ all things are possible. Help me change those thing that hurt others, myself and that don't glorify you...

I'm Human

God, I confess that I've sinned against you by adultery against my husband. Please forgive me and give me strength for I am weak. My flesh is weak but my Spirit cries out to you oh God, help me! I love you and need to turn away from this life of evil and follow you without looking back.

I let another man kiss me while my husband is deployed.

where do I begin? I hate my father... I know that its wrong to hate people, especially your father but I can say that I do. My father shows no love to my mother, basically does nothing and looks at porn on the internet. One thing in my life i've wanted was a father to lead me to becoming a man that is respected, yet I make that journey alone. All my life I've felt like an outsider, everybody else has a close circle of friends but yet, I never seem to have too many. I wish that I would have more. College is an uphill battle and that I wish that God would help my parents understand the value of a college education and support me in my endeavors. But also help my girlfriend and her parents....after her sister's suicide, I feel like they blame themselves for what happened and in truth none of that was there fault... God help me and everybody who needs your help

Forgive me Father, I'm 20 yrs old and I've had already 2 abortions. I am in a relationship with the same man that would of fathered both children. Unfortunately, I forced the first abortion with this man, and made him go against his beliefs. We then got pregnant again just a few months later, and after convincing myself to go through the pregnancy, I bailed out on it again. However, this man does not know about the 2nd abortion. I have lied to him knowlingly, and blamed God for taking this child. I have prayed daily and explained my justification for this but I still feel a heavy burden on my shoulders. I know I must be truthful if this is the man I love and plan to marry but I cannot bring myself to tell him. I have cried for 2 months since the last abortion and I feel uncertain of myself for my own reasoning. I didn't take the right precautions for pregancy and I used an abortion as a quick way out. I wanted to be married before I created a family, but still feel no justification for my actions. I feel if I tell the man I love, he will leave me and I do not want that to happen. Please Father forgive me for my actions and help me to seek the correct path that will lead to my honesty. I feel that is I'm honest with God that he will protect me and my decision. I now cry everyday because of my decisions and actions. I have lead to cutting my arm. I do not try to commit suicide I just feel the physical pain will superseed the emotional. Father please help me to regain strength, so that I do not need to look into physical pain for the replacement of emotional. Father I beg for your forgiveness and for your guidence. Blessed thy heart, AMEN

I've fallen in love with the wrong person and it hurts SOOO much. I feel like i need to let him goa nd it just hurts. It makes me cry at just an instant when I think of this mess. He has 4 kids whom I love and I have 1. His ex and I get along so you would think that it wouldnt be such a problem. Ive discoverd how he can lie so unbelievably. I dont know what to do other than PRAY about it. Please Lord help me and anyone out there that would like to add me to their prayer list, please do.

I've had sucide thoughts when i was younger and have even tried but failed. i have a problem looking a porn and i try so hard not to look but i always find myself back looking and i hate that i do and i hate that people think of me in a good way when in return im nothing like that

I am in love with my teacher who is 30 years old... I'm also cheating on my boyfriend with 4 other guys. Not to mention, my mom doesn't know I'm dating at all. My father would kill me if he found out. I started dating at age 9. The first guy I dated was a year older than me. I also dated his brother and his cousin. I have gone out with several guys up to 5 years older than me.

I have had seceral sexual experiences though I haven't actually had sex. But I came close to it. I wish I was able to stop straying into situations like that when I know something bad will happen. I'm also suicidal, but because I read somewhere that taking away a life God gave to someone, even your own, is the greatest sin, I have not killed myself. I want my sins to be forgiven so I can recieve my Confirmation with peace of mind. I want to start over while I still can.

i confess that i've had premarital sex by multiple people when i was heavily intoxicated, while i was conscious for less then half the time. i've had sex nonintoxicated. i've been raped. i've been used. i've done some drugs. i lie to my parents. i sneak out of my house. i sneak people in my house. i've stolen from multiple stores. i cry from this guilt, and i just want it to go away.

When i was a kid, i kissed my cousin, I've always had a lying problem, I lie about just about everything, I masturbate, I had sex with my sister once, I've been depressed a lot of times in my life, i started a rumor that really hurt someone badly once unintentionally, I've stolen a lot of things in my life, I'm a disrespectful pain in the ass to a lot of people, I have just about no friends, I get angry easily, I have split personalities, I fall in love with people I either know I can't have or that i know will eventually break my heart, I've never dated anybody, I'm an emotional mess right now, ive broken promises, i swear a lot, i try to be like other people too much, i'm nice to people who are mean to me and mean to the ones that love me, i hate myself, i never go to church, i think about myself too much, i really need God to just rid me of all the pain I'm feeling and work in my life and get me to focus on just Him.

I am no longer in love with my husband. I did bad things in the past (before we got married) which I thought we had overcome, but I was wrong. I have tried to be a better person, I have a habit of lying but I also want to be free. I feel asfixiated... he does not let me breathe... we have 2 little girls and the truth is I have for a very long time felt that it is easier to stay together than deal with the mess that is to come. I truely believe our days are counted... I do not cheat and I am confident that neither does he, but I secretly wish he would, just so I'd have a substancial excuse to leave him other than just personality issues and lack of love and understanding. I ask Christ to give me the strength the change, I know I am not perfect nor will I ever be... I need direction, my husband needs help...

im a drug user,i lie cheat and steal from my family.i neglect my daughters needs.ive stolen from my friends.i live a very secluded life style.i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired! ..forgive me Jesus

HI MYCONFESSION IS I HED THIS IN FOR YEARS AND NOW I WANT TO CONFESS I SLEPT WITH MY SISTERS BABYDADDY AND ENDED UP GETTING PREGANANT BUY HIM AND I WAS MARRIED AT THIS TIME BUT MY HUSBAND WAS LOCKED UP HE ONLY HAD 2YRS BUT I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON I JUST GOT TO HAVE SEX BUT NOT WITH JUST ANYONE BUT ANYWAY I GOT A ABORTION BUT FOR A WHILE I WAS TELLING MY HUSBAND WHILE HE WAS LOCKED UP THAT THE BABY WAS HIS BUT I HAD JUST DECIDED TO GET A ABORTION CAUSE I COULDNT FACE TELLING MY SISTER THAT I WAS PREGANANT BY HER KIDS DAD AND THEN HER BABYDAD WANTED HER BACK SO HE CONFESSED THAT ME AND HIM HAD SEX AND I WAS PREGANT BY HIM AND I WAS STILL IN DENIAL SO SHE ENDED UP SLEEPING WITH MY HUSBAND MOVED HIM IN HER HOME GOT PREGANT BY HIM MARRIED HIM AND NOW PREGANT AGAIN BY HIM AND I AM STILL IN DENIAL I STILL PRETEND SHE DID ME WRONG BUT REALY IN REALITY I WAS WRONG FIRST SO I CONFESS

heyy i am someone that came on to this website tyring to release some things that have happened. and i feel cant tell anyone scared that he will find out. this "he" im talking about is the one cuasing my pian. i have gotten phyical, mental, and emtoinal abuse from him mostly the past few years when he was having trouble with my mom. when i was high a few days ago i spilled this all to my friends they knew some from the scar on my forhead and the brusies on my body that he has left but it came all out, well most of it. im scared that they will tell someone and i know i should tell someone that will help but i cant. i do martial arts and my instrucer is very caring and loves me as a duaghter and i cannot even tell him. which they all said i should. i needed to tell someone and this is it.

i dont like people

I've been a hypocrit to those that have done me wrong, and I've wished bad things to happen on them I've also looked for revenge against other people, and i've had many many sexual thoughts and even masturbated. I dont find premarital sex and have even contemplated doing it with someone for the heck of it

I have had a hard time dealing with my addiction. It's been a huge problem for many years. I confess that i am a alcoholic, and with that i have done many heart breaking things. cheating, lying, bad attitude, stealing, ruined many relationships, not only with friends, but also with family. It has runied many relationships with men. I want to change and i know i can, because i have had a few huge awakenings. drinking and i just don't mix. I feel so bad when i sleep around. so i am asking to have my sins washed away.

I don't know what I am anymore. One of the most difficult things to live with is knowing that I am bisexual, but at times, I have moments where I'm just plain old straight. Am I just dwelling on the fact that I'm scared that my loved ones would find out? Or am I just REALLY attracted to girls, and taking it too far in my head, making me believe that I could possibly love a girl like a male? Does that even make sense? I'm really into Asian entertainment, and the basic premise are cute girls who sing or can't sing. I think that's what started my questioning. I watch them almost religiously, I still listen to male artists, but I enjoy watching the cute Asian girls and wonder why I can't be as cute as them. Sometimes I'll just think about the dirtiest fantasies with females, but would I really act them out? I still fantasize about males at the end of it all, but the fact that I think about females too sort of scares me. Every time a males gets close to me now, I'm really picky about who I go out with. But recently, I find that any girl that attracts me physically with at least one attractive aspect of personality can make me interested in an instant.

When I look in the mirror i see a monster looking back at me. I stole from my father at a young age. I disrespected my mother all my life. Then when I was 9 my father died. Everyday I feel like I caused him tio die of a broken heart. Im becoming a monster who treats everyone around him like garbage. Im becoming a monster and I dont know how to stop it. Ive lost my faith, Ive lost family and I have a gierl whos madly in love with me but I feel like I cant love her because I dont know what love feels like. I need to tun my life around.

Im afraid ive made a mistake. Im not quite sure what it is yet but it seems as if theres this one group of girls who love to make a greats day crap. Is it me? I keep accusing myself of makeing a mistake by wanting to live here. I dont understand because i never didi anything to them.:(

I am in 6th grade and had sex with an 8th grader. I am now pregnant at the age of 12.

I am what you might call a whore and hooker. I have earned thousands of dollars by having sex with people for money. I was sexually active as a teenager, and now videotape me having sex with guys and post them on porn websites. I drink and smoke and sex is the only life I know. I keep saying to myself that I will stop, but I can't. If I have a problem, I make myself feel better by having sex with another random guy. I confess, that in my apartment, I have opened what I call my sex shop. Guys can come in and pay me to have sex with them. I have screwed up my life. I had to drop out of school at 13 after having sex with a guy in a bathroom stall. I have no education can't get a good job. I work at Walmart, during the day. At night, I invite guys into my apartment to have sex with me. I am ashamed on myself and depressed

me he pasado la vida siendole infiel a mi marido, lo peor es que me ha gustado mucho hacerlo. perdon

Please forgive me Lord Jesus. I can't think of anything I haven't screwed up. I've screwed up everything encluding all hope for the future for me and my children and don't have any idea what they will do. I've let them down so very much but worst of it all is realizing I'm such a loser at everything with no where to turn and no hope. I've wasted the life you have given me for some purpose, I've let You down. Please help me, give me rest, God I am so so srry.

I confess that I have cheated repeatedly on my spouse, I had a 4 year on and off again relationship with a man, But I have slept with alot of men in the past. I have not cheated recently its been at least a year or more I want to I hate my husband, he has lied and cheated and disgraced our marriage and I am embarrassed of what he has done and what he has brought to our marriage I have had my revenge i felt great having men and sleeping around on him I feel no guilt what so ever for doing this to him for i know he feels none as well even tho he has said he is sorry for what has happened I am a woman that needs a real man not childish person who can not stay faithful to a woman i will never do this to a person unless they do this to me

I don't really understand why, but i drink way more than i should! recently, more and more, i've been feeling God's NUDGE to rely on Him instead of drinking, and I've been weak and disobedient... I NEED to submit; to surrender to His call to me! I pray, with all my heart, for Him to take charge of me - because on my own, I'm a DISASTER!!!!!!!!!!!

I am addicted to porn and I have never told anyone or sought out help for it. I have fantasized about being with women sexually ( I am a woman) and I almost did. I put up an ad and a couple answered. I went to their home. I kissed the girl but something stopped me (the holy spirit) and I left before it got worse. I have betrayed my Savior, my boyfriend and my family. I need to confess to everyone and the Lord that I am a sinner becuase I let sexual sin rule my life. Please forgive me Lord and make me pure and white as snow again.

I quit my job and never called my boss and told him I was leaving. I feel bad, they were worried about me. I did nothing.

I used to go to church and was really involved since I was a child and stopped going 3 years ago after I got into an arguement with the head pastor over something trivial. I want to confess that although I was very involved in church, I am gay. Ever since I've been a child, I remember being attracted to boys and experimented with many of them in my grades. It has surrounded me my whole life. Another boy in the church used to experiment with me but he has left as well and I find myself being questioned by my family and friends as to why I'm still single. I hate myself for being this way but I've prayed to God so many times. While I've never been sexually attracted to women, sometimes my interest in men wanes after constant prayer but I eventually go back to looking at porn or something to that effect and I feel terrible. It disturbs me that it's like there is no end to this and I wish I could just give it up. I've even considered those rehabilitation camps but I wouldn't be able to go away without arousing suspicion. If anyone reads this, please keep me in your prayers because I do miss church and do want to go back but I just feel like such a hypocrite when I am there. Thank you.

I am sorry that I have judged. I want to be more open to God and his love. I no longer want to be the judge of those that do harm to me and others. I want God to do all the judging and not I. He after all knows what is in my heart and in the hearts of us all. He knows who is with Him and who is without Him. I no longer want to judge anyone or anything. I have enough to worry about just by trying to stay and do good. It's tuff! I don't need to add to my worries. I'll let Him worry about the world and I'll worry about me. Amen.

I confess i cheated on spelling tests

I am a separated female and suffering greatly. My husband told me about 2.5months ago after moving her from California - I can not stand you and do not want to be with you anymore. I am needless to say very sad and feel very used due to the fact that I was with him during his hardest times in his life. I am disabled and feel like he just disposed of me. I do realize that I wasn't the best wife either. I did not cook, I became very depressed due to my disease and was in bed all day everyday mostly for 1.5yrs. He says I was mean to him and in some way he is right. I have the dendency to be brutally honest with the people I love and alhtough I am saying the truth I did not say it with love. I want him and my mom to change but I realize that the one that needs to ask God to transform me and consume me from the inside out is me and as a brother said today once they see your transformation they will change. I praise God cuz about 10 years ago he freed me from cocaine. I must confess that today after coming to my mom's house after church I fought with her because I see that she is ful of resentments and hate. Lord forgive me it is not my place to judge. I need to pray and believe!!!

I haven't paid taxes in 20 years. I keep moving and switching jobs to make it hard for the i.r.s. to catch up with me. I want to fix this but every time I think about it the anxiety grips me so that it causes convulsions. God forgive me. Now please help me Lord.

I have battle with my belief in God for many years now. Recently, I have experienced many things that haveled me to follow a more spiritual path, though I do not follow all og God's wishes to a "T" I find that I say to myself that so long as I know what God wants from me in my mind, if I deviate from his path, then he will forgive me for my actions anyways

When I was married to my x, I cheated on him and still hold that guilt inside of me. I have also suffered a drug addiction for a couple years while I was separated and going through my divorce because I was in sooo much shame.

I want to confess that i feel hatred towards my husband since i found out that he is being having sexual enxounters with prostitutes during our marriage

I want to confess my past... I have had some type of sexual relations with 3 women, I have been angry to the point of breaking things, I have been intimate with 6 men, I have fallen to the pleasures of the flesh, I have prayed and begged God for selfish things, I have been impatient, I lied for 4 years to my parents about a relationship with a man they did not approve of, I have prejudged others, I have coveted other people's property and mates. I had a one night stand with someone I did not love, I turned my back away from God, I have been angry with God, I have disobeyed God, I have gossiped, I have cursed. I have drank to the point of blacking out, I have over eaten to fill the emotional void I feel, I have been unkind. Dear Lord, my Savior, please forgive me as I struggle to forgive myself. I pray that your love and mercy surrounds me and that you find it in Your infinite love to forgive my thoughts and actions. In Your Holy name I pray, Amen.

I haven't done this ever. I tried to justify all my betrayals and I feel terrible for being such a cold person. I divorced my husband after I couldn't forgive him for cheating on me and went on a two year drug and sex binge. I met the true love of my life and was not able to be true to him becuse I was not ready to stop my selfish new way of life. I told myself I wasn't really with him so I wouldn't feel guilty for cheating on him with a friend and previous sex and drug partners. Please forgive me

I was brought up knowing that sex before marriage was against God's will. Always thought it was wrong until 2 years ago. I've been sleeping with my boyfriend for a whle now while lying to my family. The worst thing is that I hardly feel guilty about it.

I struggle with internet pornography I can"t really tell anyone a church to ashamed. Juust had to tell someone

I'm a patholgical liar. About everything. To everyone.

just been a jerk. i am not happy in my marriage. confused.

I haven't done this ever. I tried to justify all my betrayals and I feel terrible for being such a cold person. I divorced my husband after I couldn't forgive him for cheating on me and went on a two year drug and sex binge. I met the true love of my life and was not able to be true to him becuse I was not ready to stop my selfish new way of life. I told myself I wasn't really with him so I wouldn't feel guilty for cheating on him with a friend and previous sex and drug partners. Please forgive me

I lust after younger women.

I've done irrepairable harm to personal relationships and family. I can't do it alone, God please send me an angel.

I have struggled with my faith for many years, but recently events in my life have forced me to come to terms with my creator and ask him for forgiveness for my rejecting him. I have had sex outside of wedlock (more than once), smoked marijuana, done cocaine, drank excessively, and taken many pills of xanax. Within the last three years of my life I have stopped doing drugs, drinking excessively, stpped popping pills, and I have managed to get straight A's in college. Despite all of my success with kicking bad habits, I have not stopped having pre-marital sex. I have found my way closer to God, but this bad habit is hard to break. In fact, I do not believe that I have ever really tried to stop. I appreaciate this outlet for enabling me to examine myself and anonymously confess things that I otherwise would not have. Thank you, and God Bless!

I'm going to slap my coworker.

i have been married for many years.recently i have been having oral and anal sex with men.

I have sex with numerous people that I don't even love to feel like I have someone that cares for me.. I always feel alone but use sex a way to manipulate people into spending time with me. I also lie constantly.. I can't help it, before I know it I'm saying something completely riudiculous and untrue

I have to confess. I've cheated on my spouce with 2 different people before our 1st anniversary. I'm so ashamed but I can never tell him. My spouce means the world to me. I know that he would never forgive me. I have stolen things many times from many people and places. It gives me a rush. You name it I've at the very least thought about it stealing it. I lie about my past and present to make my life more interesting. I have 2 children out of wedlock with 2 different people. I sometimes feel as if I can't take it anymore and as God to take me now. I've watched & I own porn, I masturbate even when people are in the other room. I say I hate a lot of people. I get depressed thinking about my past and feel as if I should be taken from this earth so I can never do any harm to anyone again. I didn't grow up knowing God. I had to find him on my own. I am so Sorry for all I've done. I have been on my path to find God since last year and something is still holding me back. I can't figure out what it is but As I confess more I feel better and I know that God is forgiving me. Once I have confessed all I can remember, I will clean myself with Gods water. Please dear lord forgive me for all I've done. I didn't know! There's more..... I'll be back...............

I LOVE PORN SORRY GOD!!!

I have lived a difficult life. My childhood was very hard because my parents really beat me up, physically and emotionally. I have just lately come to the Lord. Before I became a Christian, I was an adultress, I stole people's time, I manipulated situations to fit my own desires and I was a HUGE liar. When I met my husband (2nd husband, the first ended in divorce) I lied to him about my past and about my level of education. Before I go on, I just want to clarify that my divorce came about because my former husband found someone that he truly loved more than me. I wasn't at first a good wife, but I finally got my act together, a bit anyway, and was a great mother and a pretty supportive wife. After I was divorced for a while, I met my new husband and I just told him lies to cover up my lousy life. We have been together for about 7 years. I told him lies about my past - about specifically my college education, my career. I also told him that I escaped my abuse by moving in with a relative who is dead, which is really ridiculous, because I told him about the abuse in the first place. I love him very, very much. He loves me, too! We get along fantastically. However, he believes things about me that are not true. It is true that these things do not affect our day to day lives, in fact, they are rather superficial. But they are still lies. In the past 10 or so years, I have really grown up. Even though I was living a pretty good life, I lied to my husband. I wasn't a Christian when I first met him. Ever since I have become a Christian, I have felt terrible about this. I feel the Lord is telling me to confess and to tell him what I have done to him. Though I have been a great wife (over and about all the lies), I know that he will be very upset and devastated. I would be, too! Of course, this will put everything I have ever said into jeopardy. He will question whether I love him and he will probably want me out. I have mothered his two boys very well. I have been very patient with his family and I have been a terrific wife. I listen to him and I support him very well. I just adore him. I never thought I would come to love him like I do, but I have. I'm so sorry now that I lied to him. My husband knows that I have had a terrible childhood. I have been in therapy for years now and I have changed. My faith is very strong and I know that the Lord will take care of me after I tell my husband. I just don't want to lose him. He is so dear to me and so terrific. I never had anyone in my life like him. He is the only person that I have ever really loved besides my kids. I wonder why I lied to him. I lied to him when I didn't need to! And, I lied to him when I was really putting myself in order. I didn't need to lie, so I'm really mad at myself. Reality was good enough! I know that I have never thought I was worth anything, so I developed stories to cover what I thought were my inferiorities. The real thing is that I wasn't inferior. I was okay. I know I have sinned and I was really a jerk, but I did grow up and I worked really hard and raised two kids on my own. The Lord's mercy was with me always. - even when I was sinning by being an adultress (I had affairs with married men and I lied a lot. These affairs happened when I was very young.) I also have had an abortion and I have was really leading a pretty unproductive life. When my kids came, though, I got smart pretty quick. I still sinned after they came, but I started to get my focus and started to live my life more productively. After my divorce, I got really smart. I put my life into order for the kids, obviously. I earned a good income and provided for them well. I raised them to be honest and kind. I am such a hypocrite. If my kids ever lied to me, I would have had a fit. I have fought terrible depression all my life because of my parent's hatred towards me. I have won over depression. I have raised two great kids. I came to the Lord by myself, virtually coming to him and seeking him without much support. I am now a Christian who believes in the process of sanctification and I know that this is my final hurdle. I know that my lies are because of pride. I want people to think that I am something or I want people to look at me as if I am different or special or whatever. The truth is I'm just good at keeping on at keeping on. That isn't spectacular or anything, but it is really important. I still lie little lies. I still go around and tell people things that aren't true about me. First, I have to keep the lies up that I have lied. Second, I seem to always try to impress people. I don't make up really out there lies, I make up stuff that can be believed. In fact, I am a terrific liar. Of all the things I do, lying I do best. It's terrible. I ask God constantly for help and forgiveness. Now since I have become a Christian, I have tried hard to not lie as much and I am getting better. I tell those "little white lies". Why bother? Why answer? I should just keep my mouth shut, but I don't. It's ridiculous. I am so ashamed. Writing this has been very cathartic for me. As I sit here and write about my lying, I realize several things. 1. I am tired of always asking God for his forgiveness. I know that his forgiveness is infinite, etc., but I also know that to walk in the faith, we must walk obediently. James, Jesus' brother says that our deeds show our faith and our faith makes our deeds. So, I'm about the lousiest Christian on the planet. 2. I lie to impress people. This is a terrible thing because it's a lie and a lie of Pride. Pride is the one thing that GOD hates the most! 3. I lie because I feel inferior, obviously. I am not inferior. How dare I think that I am inferior if the Lord truly can love me. I have no right to make that judegement 4. I am really scared to tell my husband the truth. I am scared to death that he will kick me out and I will lose his love. I am so scared and yet, I know that the Lord will take care of me. But on some level, I know that I cannot confess. I have too much PRIDE. I feel so alone and so wrong. When I tell my husband the truth, I am going to move away from here and just try to start over. I will be living an honest life for the first time ever. It will be exhilarating. I have to wait and get my ducks in a row. I need to be autonomous, my kids have to have left the house, and I need to have a little pocket money to survive. Then, I will tell him the truth. It will be hard, but I have to do it. I figure it this way, it's better to be miserable here and now than it is to be miserable for eternity. The last thing I want is to meet Jesus and have him look at me and say, "I don't know you." That would be catastrophic beyond belief.

Let me start off by saying I am married and love my husband very much! I do need to confess that there is a part of my life I am not proud of at all! I was undecided if I should go public with my confession, but something kept telling me I had to. I had got involed with drugs some time ago. My vision was so blured while under the influence. When I was short on money I would lie, steal from my family, my husband, and I even committed adulty. I never had sex but did other things I should/nt have. It is a part of my life I wish never existed, because now I carry such a heavy burden. I have hurt so many pepole I love for something so STUPID. I always knew there was a God but never gave my life to him. Until now!!! I am so glad God has taken me and put me on the right path. I will be there forever.

My girlfriend of 7 years just broke up with me. I'm having the hardest time dealing with it. I've been suicidal and cried more now than i have ever in my whole life.. i don't know what to do!!!

I am confessing to not letting God be in control of my life. God had warned me several times of a man that I was seeing was not go for me. He had cheated and lied so many times yet, I tried to forgive him and try to work it out. I was hoping that he would stoop and try to do right. It took him asking me to marry him with a ring that another woman pick out(I found out later) and he breaking the engagement off because she said that God told her in her dreams that he was the man for him and that she couldnt live without him. So he left again for the fourth time to her. I just ask God to please close that door in my life and let him and her go there way and I go mine. Lord please help me to recognized you when you are trying to take me out of harms way. I love you and I know I need to develop a better relationship with you. I sure do look forward to it.

I've been married for 20 years now, and have had to accept my husband the way he is: passive, even sexually... I'm the one who has to initiate things, or else it doesn't happen. The stupidest things I've had to accept is that he doesn't do flowers, and he won't dance with me - wouldn't even try for our wedding... they're stupid little things, but important to me. Now I'm jealous of my daughter's boyfriend! He's assertive, protective, affectionate, and has taken dance for over 10 years... and brings her flowers regularly. I've enjoyed this vicariously, but can't help wishing that it was me being involved with him. It's sick, really, wanting to be the focus of that attention, but I can't just let them be happy and leave it at that. I'll keep praying that this desire goes away, and that I can be content with what I have. He's a good man, and doesn't deserve a wife that fantasizes about being with someone else.

I tend to fall to mastubation to pornography or any erotic scene in movies.

I STARTED LOOKING AT PORN WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. AS I GREW OLDER, EVEN IN A CHRISTIAN HIGH SCHOOL AND CHURCH, I FOUND MYSELF DRAWN TO IT. "NEVER AGAIN" I ALWAYS SAY, BUT YET, I DO...GOD HELP ME AND FORGIVE ME...

Desde que era pequeño mis hermanos y amistades me decian que era gay y toda la vida he vivido torturado por eso en la actualidad estoy casado con hijos y de repente me atraen las personas de mi mismo sexo quisiera que Dios arrancara de mi mente ese trauma mental y esos deseos

We wanted to have a good time so we went to a gay bar

I used to do terrible things to get back at people whom I thought were wronging me. I never physically hurt anyone but I did and said some very mean things. Looking back now I really did not like myself and am so happy that I have changed. I hope that their is forgiveness for people like me. I now live a better, happier life and try to do only good to others.

I looked at porn online

I act poor to find a woman who isnt out to take me for my money. Havent been laid in 5 years. But I learned that women want me for nothing other than money.

I love to buy stuff. I love to spend money. I love material things. My bad.

i confess ... and I ask for forgiveness... Thanks you...

I confess that I've questioned George Bush's motives and intelligence. I wished that Cheney would finally have a fatal heart attack. And I had unpatriotic thoughts as I wondered why our government is spying illegally on it's citizens, tortures people, and works for multinational corporations.

I am a Rebublican, and I voted for a Democrat and Independent for the past 8 years and no one kwew. I lied. Will I go to hell?

I am madly deply and totallyin love with someone other than my spouse. I was going through a period when divorce looked like the only option before I met this person. This new person is so much like me. We have shared trips, music shows, nights out, dinners, etc. Something my spouse never connected with me on. Now, when the end of the path was showing dicorce, and a possibility of being with this person. They have decided to to tell me that they can't go on... I am crushed.. To the point of hurting myself....They told me they loved me, and that I was their true love. No I have no where to turn. I can't salvage a marriage and I feel and know that I will never meet anyone like this new person again... I feel that I will never love anyone ever again like I love them. Even if they wont have me in their life...

I have cheated on my wife with both consenting women and prostitutes. I have been to a brothel located in a nearby town called Bennettsville, but after it was busted by law enforcement I began going to a brothel down the road at, 3857 N Gov Williams Hwy Darlington, SC. This brothel is used by women to pay off their debt for transportation into the united states. I feel terrible for taking part in exploiting these women, but I can't help it. I did call the local sheriffs office once, but they told me to mind my own business and hung up on me. Since then I have done nothing to stop this place, and I have been there quite a few times since. I know as a customer I am encouraging their exploitation of women, and although I know its wrong I can't help myself. I thought that maybe if I reported this place and helped these women, I would somehow redeem myself, but the police hung up on me. I feel a little better that at least i tried, but then I keep going back there. Anyway, i feel better after confessing. thank you for listening.

I have cursed God's name a lot & disrespected my parents. I'm sorry Lord, I love you, please forgive me.

I work in the medical field. The importance of confidentiality is paramount in the health care industry, and most of the time things just slide off and I forget about it. But very often we receive patients - married men, in old and new relationships, people who have been established in the practice and whose wives we also see - who come in Monday mornings to get STD tests after having an affair over the weekend. I hurt inside for the wives when they come in. I feel like I ought to tell them, that they should know what their husbands did. Maybe it was a one-time thing, maybe they have a good relationship and this was a serious mistake on his part and maybe he told her afterwards, but it's very hard to see this happening and just let it go. Sometimes the wives seem happy and I just know that she doesn't have a clue. I hurt for these women, and I hurt to carry her unworthy husband's secret. U.S. laws demand that these secrets be kept, and I keep them. But what about my soul, and the damage it takes by keeping quiet?

I confess - I have lied in the past, then stopped for a long time (years) and find myself lying alot again lately. I lack patience - with my child and myself. I have an eating disorder (overeating). I have been cursing alot lately and have wished very ill and evil things on people. I stole money in the past from former employers. I have been sexually active in the past - even when I did not want to be - just because I did not want the guys I was with to not like me. I am mean to people alot. I do not trust people and feel like they are always out to get me in some way. I feel like a horrible mother alot of times. I have, at times, a huge anger management problem (especially lately). I gossip with friends. I gossip about friends. I am an inconsiderate driver and have road rage issues. I have broken sacred commandments in the Bible, knowing full well I was as I was breaking them. God, I ask you for forgiveness and for you to help me to have the patience and love and respect for myself, my son and for others that I know you have for me. Please take all of this ugliness out of my heart and help me to be the best person You know I can be. Thank you.

I confess - I have lied in the past, then stopped for a long time (years) and find myself lying alot again lately. I lack patience - with my child and myself. I have an eating disorder (overeating). I have been cursing alot lately and have wished very ill and evil things on people. I stole money in the past from former employers. I have been sexually active in the past - even when I did not want to be - just because I did not want the guys I was with to not like me. I am mean to people alot. I do not trust people and feel like they are always out to get me in some way. I feel like a horrible mother alot of times. I have, at times, a huge anger management problem (especially lately). I gossip with friends. I gossip about friends. I am an inconsiderate driver and have road rage issues. I have broken sacred commandments in the Bible, knowing full well I was as I was breaking them. God, I ask you for forgiveness and for you to help me to have the patience and love and respect for myself, my son and for others that I know you have for me. Please take all of this ugliness out of my heart and help me to be the best person You know I can be. Thank you.

I have not always been true to myself and my creator and I have not always valued myself in ways in which I would have most benefited. While I am very compassionate, I often have great difficulty with forgiveness. Finding my spiritual path has been both rewarding and disappointing but I suppose I still a work in progress.

I burned down a small building by accident then lied about it to the police when i was 14 i still worry about it sometimes, the whole thing tested my sanity i went to the edge and back but im still glad i didnt get caught

i used to be really depressed and everything that happened to me was bad and wrong. and i hated myself for letting this stuff happen to me. my mom vervally and sometimes physically abuses me. i dont know what to do. i mean shes my mom, shes not supposed to do that stuff to me. it hurts me so much and i feel like its my fault because i'm her one and only daughter and she had 2 miscareges before me and she tried really hard to have me and i feel like i've screwed up her life. if she didnt have me she wouldnt be overweight, depressed, and sad. i know her life is horrible, and i try to help but it seems that it just pushes her away more. nothing i ever do is good enough. she never listens to me, ever. i hate it. theres nothing i can do that is right. i hate eating when i'm around her because she doesnt want me to turn into her so she thinks i always need to be on a siet and lose weight. even though i'm normal weight for me age. i could and probally should lose 5 or 10 pounds but i dont need to be on a diet just watch what i eat. she made me so depressed for a while i cut myself. i knew it was wrong and bad and against god. i feel bad. i wish i didnt. i havent cut in about a month. i still have 2 scars. i sinned and i want to be forgiven. i hate myself because of her. i have no love life, guys just want me for a quick hook-up and thats it. and i screwed up the one and only person i really though i loved...i regret it so much, there are no words that can describe it. i dance and even there the one place i feel free and i love to dance, i'm hated by most of the people and i'm not being puched or tried to my hardest level. i'm better now because i have a friend that i can talk to. and it helps me sort everything out. i really wish i can be forgiven and have everything be okay.

I havent had any chance to confess and sometimes feel as though god has left me.... I have tried time and time again to keep my faith but its so hard. I have done so many things wrong... I could blame my life saying that my mother beating me changed me. The mental and physical abuse that i have endured. Going through no money and sickness. I have felt like Jobe. A lost sole in a sea of despair. I have lied, cheated, stole from my parents.... i dont enjoy these things. I have not spoken to my father in 4 years. Most of my family has dismissed me as a dismal failure. So what is it i am confessing... I am confessing using the lords name in vain, im confessing i have lied, cheated and stolen, im confessing i have not been a good son... Im confessing i was never a good husband. No one made me what i am except my own choices. They tear at my heart and at my soul. I wish i could speak to a priest but my german is bad. The priests here are too confined in thier thinking and practices. I love god. I believe in god. I wear a cross everyday and have been trying to change. Its just harder then any compare. I hope that god can forgive me. No one else can.

My parents don't know I've been married for 2 years. My husband doesn't know that 1) My father is alive, 2) I was not born in Spain as I have told him 3) half the things I tell him on a daily basis are lies 4) The parakeets we breed are not for selling, but for the specific purpose of torturing them to death when he is away 5) I am not the good student he thinks I am 6) I am deeper in debt than he can imagine 7)I have been arrested in the past. 8) I abuse drugs My husband and my parents have never met, and none of them know that I talk to all of them. I am only glad that I do not believe in God, because then I would not fear death.

Ever since I was a young kid, I havn't had very much respect for either of my parents. My parents divorced when I was only 6 years old and I guess I've held some sort of resentment for them my whole life. I had to grow up fast, not being able to depend on my parents when I was younger because my dad was an alcoholic, and my mom was too busy with her own problems in her own life to even worry about me. I just havn't been able to gain any respect back for my parents and it shows when I talk to them. On another subject, I've been dealing with anxiety and depression for quite some time. I havn't really told anybody about it because I am just hoping it will go away. I've always been full of worries my whole life and it seems like I've never been able to enjoy life because of something that's holding me back in my mind. I'm just fearful of things that I wish I could the courage to overcome.

I have masturbated since age 6. I used to watch porn and I frequently have sexual thoughts. I had an abortion last year, her name was going to be April. I've given up on life, like nothing spectacular will come out of it. Even if I happen to find someone who's willing to share my life, I'm afraid I will not love him. I'm scared of death.

i waz repeatedly molested by my "dad" since da age of 5 till i turned 12 AND well lets js say THANK GOD i got my period..OR he wud have NEVER STOPPED..since den i cud nvr 4give him but 4 sum reason i nvr told nobody bcuz he had threatend me but also he had other kids wit my mom so i ddnt want my brothers nd sister 2 blame me 4 him being locked up....i tried mariguana at da age of 17 wit my ex boyfriend js 2 make him happy BUT i started 2 like it so technically that waz all me :)...im not proud of dat bcuz i alwayz wantd 2 sho my bros da rite way...drugs/alcohol arent da way 2 go...den y did i drink??? well i ask god 4 4giveness every chance i get nd hopefully he'll help me out n help me 4get about my past n start a new life SOON!

I feel close to God at the moment. However, I don't know my direction. The things that I've done are...sickening. I'm only human. Pray for my forgiveness that I could become the person God wants me to be.

I have committed several sexual sins in my life. I am a firm believer in Christ and I know that what I have done is wrong and I want forgiveness for my sins. Its just very hard to break the addiction. But with Christ, all things are possible.

I have not had sex in 3 years but I really want to. I just cannot have sex with anyone I feel like we must have a connection. Why can I not control my feelings?

Ive been crying myself to sleep ever since I have been in the fourth grade. Every year my life gets a little worse, a hate myself; i feel so empty inside. I watch porn, ive done drugs, ive dishonored my body, i drink heavily, and i can't stop. I hate what i do, it doesn't help, but some days its seems almost worth it just so i can feel something. I want to be happy again; I have wasted so much of my life. God please forgive me....Im so sorry.

Hi, I seen this site on the daily news and wanted to confess to my GOD that I love and honor. I am a good man I know this, but I have done my share of sins. In 2004 I slept with a male friend of mind and I am also a male. I had sex with him GOD and I hope you aren't disappointed in me. In the past year I selpt with 3 other males, one of them I am still sleeping with and on top of that I am now watching gay porn. My family and friends don't know I sexually like men. I feel like a big lier when I tell them I have been somewhere knowing that I slept by my male lover's house. GOD you know that I was touched and forced to perform sexual acts as a child and I have felt like dirt since and this happened when I was 6 to 8 years old by my brother. I want your strength to forgive him and my mother for not knowing even though I never told her but since she's my mom I thought she should have known, in my mind as a kid. GOD please forgive me for having these sexual desires when I know its a sin and in the bible it's spoken against I am sorry LORD. And continue to help me forgive those who have done he wrong things. Again Lord I am sorry if I am doing the wrong thing . Please forgive me GOD.

I have struggled with marijuana use for over 8 years, letting it own my soul and interfere with my marriage and relationship with my kids. I have been sober/drug-free for almost 3 months after I began to pray again after 9 years. My life is gradually getting better and I believe that God has filled the hole that Pot once clouded.

After reading all these confessions Ive concluded that if God grades on a curve. I am so in!! YEAH!

I once stole a catologue by mistake because i thought it was just free to take. Later afteri found out i had stolen it i felt horrible. a few years later i was in store and saw a leather wristband without a pricetag. i put it on and walked out of a store. I'm afraid i might once steal something much worse and get caught

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i lied to my parents

I have cheated on or attempted to cheat on every girlfriend I ever had. So far - I have not with the latest one, but I think about it often

Im scared of dogs and cats. I love to eat dolphin meat. Is this wrong?

I hurt an old friend so badly that she never wants to talk to me again, and for this I will never forgive myself. I miss her, I love her, and I wish I wouldn't have done what I did in that drunken blur of a night.

I am a married man and I love my wife a lot. We got married after being together for almost 7 years. But, I don't know why I always like other woman for sex. I have slept with many girls right upto the day of my marriage and also after my marriage. I tried to stop this after I got married, but I just can't. Everytime I talk to an attractive girl, I just want to go to bed with her. I am now very much afraid of myself and my ability to pick up woman for sex. I feel so guilty after sex, and can not concentrate on my work. I tried, but I can't stop it, as if some devil is inside me. I lied to all those girls to get them to bed and I lie to my wife. I just want to stop and pray to God that I am forgiven, if possible. I want to go away somewhere far, where I can forget all those happenings and start a new life with my lovely wife. If my sins brings some bad to me, I don't care, but I don't want my sins have some bad affects physically to my family, my wife.

Hello God its me again. I did it again. Ive been trying to stop lying to people but its hard. Its harder for me to admit this to myself... Im tearing myself apart trying to figure out why. Then i wonder why you never answer. Then i hate myself for doubting my faith. Faith is hard in my family lord. You know one of my direct relatives was burned at the stake. I cursed the church for that when i was younger. I just want to confess that my path was lost. I was relentless in my search for knowledge and ran over anyone or thing he got in the way. Please forgive me for doubting my faith lord. I do believe your my savior but i have trouble trusting the church. I hope that is not a sin.

I have had sex with multiple partners when I didn't want to just to be liked by someone. I have got an STD but I don't tell my sex partners that I have an STD and end up passing it to unsuspecting people. I want to stop. I don't want to use or be used anymore. I know I should have higher expectations out of me but this is all I have kown all my life. I have been sexually, physically and emotionally abused since I was 5. I turned to alcohol for relief but that didn't help. God please give me the strength to be a better person.

This is my first confession. I have had an extra-marital affair once. Before we were married I cheated on my (then girlfriend) a lot. I drink too much.

I did a lot of bad things before getting saved. I know God has forgiven me but I have trouble forgiving myself. I often wish I could go back and do it again. I would like to avoid all the mistakes. I am a real christian but still do inappropriate things sometimes. I feel bad about it; I'm just not able to live a perfect life. I have a prayer life and know that God will help me. That makes it worse. If I do something I feel like I have disappointed God. I'm married and faithful; maybe I should try to look at the things I am doing right. I would like to have more forgiveness for myself. I know God has forgiven me and just wants to move on.

I have had sex with 10 different women, none of whom I loved. I have been married 23 years, and did cheat on my wife many time over the past 10 years. I don't think she knows, and it would hurt her more to find out now that just to never mention it. We are divorcing, and I have already fallen in love with another woman, though she doesn't love me. I pray I can change her mind, I know I can make her happy. She is the one woman I could never cheat on. Why go out for hamburger when you have steak at home???

When I was in Jr. high school overseas in a trust territory of the U.S. I did something that still haunts me to this day. There was an unattractive girl that we made fun of. One thing led to another and we eventually put tobasco sauce in her coke. She drank some of it and I could tell she was not pleased. The face she made told the story. I could tell she was self consious about her looks. Her face and what I did still haunts me today 39 years later. I am so ashamed of what I did. I pray for her on occassion and ask God for forgiveness as well as ask God to protect her. If I met her today I would get down on my knees and ask her forgiveness. My eyes still water when I think of this. I'm so terribly sorry.

I have an addiction to sex. This addiction has all but destroyed my life. I have lost my wife, children, home, money, etc... I find myself in financial ruine because of it but I just can't seem to muster the courage to stop. I have failed and disappointed everyone who ever cared about me. At night I lay in bed, thinking of how I have destroyed my life and the lives of so many people. I frequently ask God to take me and punish me for my sins. I understand that I am destined to spend eternity in hell but I feel I still owe God and everyone else an apology. I am so very sorry for the things I've done and said that may have caused the slightest pain to anyone.

I confess through this prayer- that I have failed to live the full expression of love in my life- and have chosen to settle into the safty of a commercial superficial experience leaving me empty and depressed. Jesus has put the ability to love in our hearts so we can choose to find it -it takes work and commitment to realize this expression, to be vulnerable - its a choice, a sacrifice. the easy road was built by the spiritually disconnected and it leads nowhere..God - give me the strength to love as you have taught us..through the spirit and not the flesh. amen

yes,i know its maybe a little weird for a 12 year old to be doing this i have comitted to adultry by pornography mastubation and many other things i have also stolen twice in my life i have wished to forget everything and everyone in my life i just needed to say thankyou for making this website without it i never would have said the things i wanted to say ... thank you

I confess that I hate my mother and I wish I was free of her. She is old and sick and now I must parent the woman who was not a good parent to me. I hate her. She is manipulative, narcissistic, negative and I have struggled my whole life to become free of her weighty presence in my life. She is like a cloud of toxic gas that gets everywhere if I am not constantly defending myself against itl Really, I will feel so much free-er when she dies. And I hate myself for feeling like this, and hope my children do not feel the same way about me and when I am old.

not a day goes by that my love for her does not grows stronger. i do not know why she was so hard with me, maybe because she thought i was different..... i wish she was back with me. and i do not know what i would do if something happened to her. i first offered lucifer my soul in exchange for a second chance with her but he did not grant me that. so then i offered god my soul in exchange for her happiness, but that has not been the case either. nobody knows that im dying inside, and that my love for her is consuming me slowly but surely day by day

I have been abandoned by God. I always felt He and I had a very close relationship through my life. However, that feeling has disappeared for the last two years. In my 20s, I asked the Lord if I should be straight or gay and decide for me by having my potential new mate show up at the door. Needless to say, a neighbor guy showed up and we have been 'friends' for over 36 years. He is married with children and lives very far away...but we keep in frequent contact with several visits a year. For the past two years, I have been praying for help and guidance in life matters. I feel my prayers are falling on deaf ears, since NONE of my simple requests have been answered. (a new friend, visitors, family to visit). I feel totally alone and depressed. Believe that praying to a doorknob would achieve the same results. I ask myself "WHY" does God not hear our prayers and provide comfort and joy occasionally. He can't be THAT busy! Yet, he allows the killing of innocents, abuse of children, war, and terrorism on a daily basis. Guess He hates us!

Lord forgive me for not trusting in you as I should. I have been suffering from depression for years and many aspects of my life have suffered because I have been so inwardly drawn. You have helped me so much in the past year to change my life and I thank you and love you for it. I still sin and pray daily for your forgiveness. I still let fear and worry persevere in my life instead of trusting in you. Please Lord, help me to see again. I need you so badly. Deliver me from the sins that still remain in my life and heal my wounded mind and soul. Please bless those in my life who I have hurt.

I feel like such a fake. I claim Jesus is Lord of my Life but I deny Him control of it. I manage a buisness and claim to be a christian leader. All the while I struggle with Lustful thoughts. I asked Jesus into my life at age 13 and expected to be so much stronger in Christ than I am now. I have people who look to me for Christian advise and all the time while their asking for help in the back of my mind I am thinking how I am worse than them and am in know place to be giving them Godly council.

I have dealt with pornography for many years. It seems that the ages of my obsessions have gradually gotten younger. Now I am having sexual fantasies and looking at pictures on the internet of girls as young as 11 years old. I hate that I do this and say I will never do it again, but always find myself doing it again. I would never actually act on these fantasies, I could never hurt or take the innocence of a child. Also, I have always thought of myself as straight, but in an effort for sexual relief, I have on numerous ocasions found homosexual men to perform oral sex on me. I pray for myself, but need help and prayer from others.

I confess to my Heavenly Father that I stilll love my ex wife very much. She left me for another woman and took my sons with her. I want to hate her so much for the pain she has caused me, breaking up or family and our marriage. I have not found any solace in meeting other women or the porn I watch sometimes to replace the lost intimacy. Sometimes I just want to say hurtful things and treat her disrespectfully becuase of her actions and I know it is not right. Sometimes I just say mean things to her, just out of anger. I still have trouble speaking to her or looking her in the eye as it hurts so much and often fills me with sadness and then anger. I pray My Lord, with whom all things are possible, would help me to be a better husband and father, restore my marriage and let me give Him all the glory. I'm sorry Jesus for not weathering this storm better, I know I must have more faith in you--help me to be the man of God you want me to be.

I like county music too much

I got sick of thinking of the things she did to herself, before i even knew her. The things they did to her, she was a stupid underaged girl. when we met it was beautiful, i loved her. when i knew more about her past, and her past sins, i cursed her. i felt like she had wronged me, even though she never had. i cheated on her and broke up with her, and i convinced myself it was all her fault.

I secretly daydreamed about my father dying and collect the insurance money for an M-Class mercedes

I confess that alot of people think that I am really smart and that I have it all together...... the truth is that I'm really not and that I make really bad grades.... I don't go around saying that I am smart..people just assume it, but I'm to ashamed to tell them anything different. God help me to become wiser in my studies.... Help me to become pure and unselfish in my life indevers. Lord as I graduate and move on to grad school, help me turn over a new leaf in my life.... Help me to belive in myself and in what i can do. Lord you are my rock and my salvation.... I'm am nothing and worthless without you.......... Help me to always remember and belive that in my life..... thankyou for everything that you have given me..... Please influence me so that I can become the best at whatever you feel is the best thing for me to do in my life.... If you really want me to become a doctor show me the light... help me not to give up in my struggles.... Lord I am sleeping with a man that I know doesn't care about me.... I need help in this area to... He has gotten a girl pregnant......and has Obviously been having unprotected sex with both her and I. Give me the strength to leave him.. Give me the strength to focuse on what will benefit me the most in life and not things and people who will only hurt and hinder the blessings that you have in store for me... Lord I want to be wise, beautiful, a role model.... I want to be a good sister, daughter, friend, and someday physician, wife, and mother.... Help me to become a better person....... Lord help me with my sexual desires..... Give me control over my flesh..... Help me to persue the things that are best for me in life... help me to have faith while doing these things. Lord in the next two years I want to be at a the best medical school in the US..... To most it might seem unlikely but I know and understand that I am and exception to the rules because you are my father and the bible says that all things are possible through christ who strengthens me. Lord give me the patience for life and what it has to offer me. Ify, Amen

Hevanly Father, I confess to being extremley judgemental of people. I judge people for being etremly self centered in South Florida. That people are only concerned with plastic surgery, the cars they drive and designer clothes and do nothing to extend a hand to others in need. I get so angry at people for the rudeness and lack of manners that seems previlant in this culture. Please Lord help me let go of my anger and judgemental attitude.

I don't love my husban anymore.

I stopped believing in God 13 years ago when my girlfriend at the time got in a wreck that nearly killed her. I quit school and a football scholorship to sit with her in ICU for 6 months as she fought her way back. It sickened me when people would say that "god" saved her when I saw people, many people working hard night and day to keep her alive. Those are the people that saved her, not god. If I die and have to face a god I'm sure my disbelief will be the biggest mistake of my life, but I don't see it. I believe in the goodness of church and the teachings, I put my faith in people. I think this site is a good thing you guys are doing. I hope I can be forgiven for all my mistakes, there have been many. I'm trying to forgive myself every day.

I am a married to a wounderful women. I have the best son in the world, yet all I want to do it be online possing as a single man looking for sex partners. I have never met anyone I have chatted with but I have had cyber sex and often with my web cam on.

I beat my dog.

I make the following confessions: I am into pornography - because I am lonely, I am judgemental; especially against african american people, I hold grudges against people that have more money than I do.

I confess that I got pregnant with my boyfriend's child on purpose. I thought it would make him want me more. When he didn't, I panicked and had an abortion. I told him I had a miscarriage for fear he would hate me if he ever knew the truth. We are not together anymore and we have both been emotionally destroyed by my lies...

I confess to not trustiing God. I always want things on "my time", not fully trusting that things happen on "God's timetable" I also confess to not being more tolerable with people....no one is perfect...including myself. I also confess struggling w/ my sexuality...its so hard sometimes..... God is soo good and He has never turned His back on me, so I don't know why I belittle His power and work. Lord, please help to trust in You more and trust Your work and Your time

where should i began.... my father has always watched porn movies, needless to say i picked it up from him at a very young age, even watching them with him on occasion. Ive seen him cheat on my mother. Now, years later, married, (i love her), supposenly dedicated to GOD... the sins of my dad are my sins and i can't seem to break the habit. i've seen prostitutes(10) always protected but that does'nt make it right. My wife has no idea i'm who i am, i feel so sorry about it all. I want to tell her but i dont want her to live the rest of her life feeling like ive neglected her...... she may not leave, still just the idea she want feel the same, she a bubbly, loving person & besides my mistakes i've tried to make her very happy. i dont want that to go away because of my lifetime of mistakes.... I have told her about my porn viewing as a youth, she knows about my dads precariousness. i just cant bring myself to tell her the other. i WILL STOP THESE SINS, GOD WILLING. If you're young or old, don't watch porn (movies, books) which leads to masturbation, which can lead to sex, & sex outside of marriage (married or not). Certainly dont play on Gods forgiveness, he's not a spare tire, I know he can feel hurt. im concerned about my wife's feeling, but he has seen all my sins against Him, now i'm hurting, yet foolishly having a hard time stopping these fleshly things while residing with a fleshly mind. Help me to Change Heavenly Father in Christ

I have not been faithful. In my relationships or to the lord. I find myself depending on pornography, ignoring my relationships and my job. I want to be more dedicated. I am very active at church in the hopes that I will not have time for anything elase but I seem to make the time. This addiction is very hard to break. Sometimes I feel it is an obession. I pray and keep a bible nearby. itis nice to actually write this down. It does not seem so hopeless now. I want to stop this. I can stop this with God's help.

I was unfaithful to my husband one time, he never found out about it. I lied to him, lied to myself and although he knew in his heart what I did, he never found out the 'truth'. My marriage went on and seemed to have survived that troubled time, but a few years later he started having an affair and left me for the other woman. I asked the Lord to forgive me many times, and I know he did, but I can't forgive my xhusband for the hurt he caused our me and the children. My real sin is not being able to forgive....eventhough I can never let him come home, I need to forgive him so my heart will stop feeling so heavy. I can't find a way to forgive him, so for that I ask forgiveness.

I have struggled with a pornography addiction since I was a teenager. Now it is interferrring with my relationship with my girlfriend who I'm considereing marrying. I don't want to carry this baggage with me into our future, but I don't know how to rid these thoughts from my head.

I have been having an affair with a married woman for the last 5 years. I am married too. We both know about each others spouse and family. I love her, but I am too afraid to leave my family and the damage it would inflict. I dont really think I love my wife, more platonic. She is willing to leave to be with me. I am not .I am a horrible person

I didn't want to have a kid and I felt bitter when my (ex)husband left me with one. I felt like I was cheated out of my childhood, and I wasn't willing to give one to anyone else. As much as I love my kid, I still feel like I am stuck with her. Sometimes I wish I had the courage to dump her on someone else and just leave.

I have ADD. Help me. There are noises in my head i cannot eliminate. Please help me god.

I've screwed up....

I think about killing myself all the time. I am married and been having an affair with a coworker . she is married too. She got pregnant and had an abortion. We still keep the affair going. My wife and I have not had a good marriage. I should have left long ago, but stayed for children. Now I don' t even care . I can't get out of this mess. I drink all the time and i hide it. I had a plan to end it, but didnt follow through. Tomorrow I will walk away from both and never look back.

I was raped, I still have not told my boyfriend who I have been with for eight months. And I want to so bad but cant bring myself to do it.

It's been a long time since I have confessed and I feel it's long over due. I been struggling with my religion but never the less I do believe in "God". I am a Bi sexual woman, who has been struggling with my sexuality for years. I am ashamed never asked to have the feelings I do nor have I ever wanted this to happen to me. I hate myself for not allowing the past be in the past, I wish I could forget about all the pain I went through when I was a kid. I feel hopeless at times for not being a better person, parent, friend etc.. Don't like myself when I have stealed, lied in the past. I want god to forgive me and know I am trying to cope with who I am to be a better person. If you are listening god please know "I am sorry for I have sined" Amen

ive screwd up

I have lied about my age and where I am from.

The older I get the more prejudice against other races. I feel horrible about but I can't stop. The more we watch the news the more you see other colors or or religions or stealing and murdering like thats ok and I keep getting madder and madder!!! I know that that its not going to change anything but what is this world coming to? I can't help but think that if we killed them than we would be better off and that at least we got to them before they got to us. But I know that its not ok and we would be just like them. I am sorry I really am.

I am applying to medical school, but I could have just blown my chances by getting a drinking ticket this past semester. Although it is hypocritical that this country allows different right to people who are all adult citizens, it was wrong of me to socialize using alcohol. Sometimes, I think I have a problem, and I know that I socialize with other students who are alcoholics; they continually pressure me to drink more and more. It may have already cost me my future, but I still cannot remove myself from this social group. The only time my priorities aren't clear are when I am with them and I don't know what to do.

chciałbym się wyspowiadać z tego iż jestem nieszczery w swoich przekonaniach i zatraciłem wiare próbując nieś pomoc okłamuję się i innych nienawidzę się i powoli się zabijam urzywkami please god forgive me

I dont know if this is really a conffession or more like I problem.I'm a christian and I feel like I can't forgive an ex for spiting on me I pray each day and ask God to help me to let go off the hurt this person cause me for no good reason and the bible aslo says to let go and let God and maybe that's my problem I cant let it go or maybe I dont know how to..I live my life by the word of God but this sitataion is eating me on the inside.I know that I will not go back down that street again with this person but I cant help but ask my self what did I do to deserve being spit on..I aslo want to say that love this sigt..it makes me feel like I can just type away what's eating me up.

I have tried many times to commit suicide. I think I am better now, but I am afaid to tell doctors out of a fear that they will put me back into a hospital. I have two children out of wedlock, and wish often that something bad would happen to my ex. I pressure my husband to get a new job too much. I am too strict with my children, afraid they will make the same mistakes I have made. I want to be more patient with my family, but cannot figure out how to be. I want to be a loving caring warm individual, but I feel like I am a cold and mean-hearted person. I curse too much. I complain too much. I hate my life because we can barely pay the morgage, let alone put food on the table, sometimes I dont eat all day so we can save a few dollars. I am sorry. please help me and lead me to the path of kindness, warmth, caring, and love.

I worry everyday of my life when I know the lord has told me not to. I feel as though death is around every corner for me.

I don't believe in God. And that doesn't bother me.

I am going through perhaps the worst time in my life. Out of work, behind in my bills, running out of what little money I have left. Every day I expect a knock on the door telling me I have to get out of the house. The result of that will be my trying to live out of my car. Once having a life full of friends, a good income, and bright outlook I have now turned to thoughts of ending my misery the only way I know how. I pray daily but am losing my faith. I wonder if my prayers are heard or if this some sort of punishment from God for sins of my past. I know that God works in mysterious ways, but I am at the end of my rope. I can only pray that he will forgive me for these thoughts, my lack of faith, and if I take my life he will forgive me.

I'm gay. Forgive me.

I have a problem with pornography. I can't seem to get "enough" I don't feel I can talk to anyone about it as pride gets in the way.

I made a lot of mistakes...sex outside of marriage, trying to please other people, feeling worthless, being disrespectful to my parents.. and the list goes on. However, I have found forgive by God, through his son Jesus Christ. By reading God's word, the Bible, I have been cleansed. by accepting Jesus as my Lord and Savior, and believing his Word (that it is He who will cleanse me from my mess, and NOT myself) I no longer DESIRE to do the things I did then. He has completely taken those feelings away; and I am a new person, in Jesus Christ. Read God's word every day--it is through there that he will guide you and set you free. YOU cannot do it yourself. You've asked for forgiveness, now BELIEVE that you are forgiven and seek HIS righteousness. Continue to pray and read the Bible--even when you mess up! He is working on you, even though you don't see it, yet. You are already made clean, by the blood of Jesus Christ. Don't allow mistakes, words or thoughts of rejection and condemnation keep you from accepting what the Word of God already says of you. It is TRUE--right now, in all your mess. Only believe and you will see the end result. He is FAITHFUL to deliver you; you ONLY need to believe is word and accept it as TRUTH.

I have cheated on my husband due to thoughts that he was doing the same. I am not sure that he ever did but there were signs. No one knows this but I ahve prayed numerous times for God to forgive. I have even been baptisted since the affair...but the guilt is still there...it has been several years since this took place...I am just asking everyone to pray...He is always with you!

I made a lot of mistakes...sex outside of marriage, trying to please other people, feeling worthless, being disrespectful to my parents.. and the list goes on. However, I have found forgive by God, through his son Jesus Christ. By reading God's word, the Bible, I have been cleansed. by accepting Jesus as my Lord and Savior, and believing his Word (that it is He who will cleanse me from my mess, and NOT myself) I no longer DESIRE to do the things I did then. He has completely taken those feelings away; and I am a new person, in Jesus Christ. Read God's word every day--it is through there that he will guide you and set you free. YOU cannot do it yourself. You've asked for forgiveness, now BELIEVE that you are forgiven and seek HIS righteousness. Continue to pray and read the Bible--even when you mess up! He is working on you, even though you don't see it, yet. You are already made clean, by the blood of Jesus Christ. Don't allow mistakes, words or thoughts of rejection and condemnation keep you from accepting what the Word of God already says of you. It is TRUE--right now, in all your mess. Only believe and you will see the end result. He is FAITHFUL to deliver you; you ONLY need to believe is word and accept it as TRUTH.

I am fed up with dealing with negative and evil people. People who purposely cause misery for others, and not just me. I often have desires to kill some of the bastards. I know it is wrong but the world would be better off without some of these people. Some people are alive because it is against the law to kill them! God help me!!!

I have been curious about drugs for a long time and decided to try them. Now i have taken pills about 8 times in 5 months, one of those being ecstacy. I really want to stop but i like it too much.

I confess my problem with pornography and the dirty things that come with it. I confess my being selfish. I confess that I've lied. I confess that I've said things not correct for a Christian to say. I've done so much wrong, yet God has blessed me so much. Please forgive me, and help me live my life for you.

Lets start when I was 7 and I cheated on my spelling test in Mrs Fisher's class. From there it has been a down hill spiral. This simple act lead to a life long trend of sexual deviance, drug abuse and most recently insurance fruad. I hope that my sins are forgiven so that I'm not forced to eat rose thorns in hell for the rest of eternity. The cigarette butts that were extenguished on my back and inner thighs were painful enough.

I confess to a deep and profound hatred for evangelical and fundamentalist christians. I want so desperately to have a relationship with the Creator, but the treatment I have suffered at the hands of Christians keeps blocking my connection to the Universal Spirit. I tell people I am an atheist. I am not. But an admission to a craving for intimacy with this Universal Spirit makes me feel weak. I confess that I feel hatred to all of you Christians who have turned me into a spiritual cripple with your simplistic theology, bigotry, and your mean-spirited authoritarianism hidden behind a thinly-veiled guise of "love". I wish I could stop hating you.

ive had same sex sexual intercourse

I have wanted to be str8 person but know i met a TV that really i fell for. Her man name is Amber. Can anyone help me?

I got married when I was 19. My husband was my highschool sweetheart and joined the military after graduation. We weren't ready to break up, so we decided to get married so that we could be together. Moving 1400 miles away from home made it difficult because I had no friends or family to lean on, yet he had everyone because he worked with coworkers and met and spent time with their families everyday. With only one car it made it hard for me to find a job unless it was too close to walk. I ended up pregnant and became a stay at home mother. I pretty much raised her alone since he was away so much. She was my only friend and my only source of company. When my husband was sent over seas for 6 months, my daughter and I moved back home and moved in with my elderly aunt who lived in an beautiful expensive house, but the inside was destroyed, filled with trash and smelled of animal feces. I had no where else to go...I had no work experience and couldn't afford daycare. At the end of the 6 month deployment, my husband returned and I ended up getting pregnant that night. I had been planning on telling him I wanted a divorce because I was miserable and tired of being separated from everything and everyone. He got out of the military and then myself, our daughter, my husband all lived in the one bedroom room I had been living in at my aunt's house for 6 months. Then the baby came. She was premature and lived in a crowded environment where her mother and father had fallen out of love and began to hate each other. We faked it for everyone...everyone thought we were the perfect couple. Finally, after the miserable months of living in a place that we couldn't be barefoot and had been dealing with the asthma that the environment created for my children, we moved into our own place. A few months after, moved into a rent house. Just a month after that I found out he was cheating on me. I kept it from him because I was embarrassed that I had looked at his cell phone. I was scared I was going to "get in trouble". Finally, a month later, I told him I knew. He denied everything and I "got in trouble" for touching his phone. From then on he kept it well hidden. But, the phone bills started coming in. 3 bills in a row were over $500.00...one even $1200.00. All from him sending her text messages while trying to keep it from me. All of that money could have been put to our debt, or to groceries, or to savings for our children. Instead it went to pay the bills that were racked up by a married father and his underage girlfriend. I got up the courage one night to ask him to stop talking to her to save our marriage. His reply was "no, that isn't fair to her". I asked him to leave, and he did. I lost control of my life. I became so ill I had to quit school. I quit eating just so I could have something in my life that I could control. I was taken to the er by teachers when I passed out, I hadn't eaten in over 10 days. I spent my days laying on the living room floor screaming "why" and "Please let me wake up". But I couldn't. I was down to 100 pounds, I couldn't lift my children. I could barely walk. After spending hours crying over my wedding pictures, something finally hit me. I was tired of this. Tired of crying, tired of being miserable. So I made a phone call that changed everything. Most of my phone calls were screaming at him to please come hom. This phone call was "I am ok. You are with her. Fine. I am glad that you are happy. Now it is my turn. I am done." I had never felt more at peace. I smiled the entire day, even neighbors I didn't know complimented me for taking a walk and smiling instead of crying so hard I was screaming on the front porch. I was outside, I was dressed, I had makeup on, I was smiling. I was myself again. Then I met someone from my past. A friend from highschool. We spent a week or so catching up, and without even realizing it, we fell in love. I am now happier than ever, living with an amazing man who takes wonderful care of my two daughters. My ex seems miserable, I am scared that he is an alcoholic. I still have an emptiness and anger when it comes to my ex, but for different reasons. I can't speak to him, because if I don't agree to have sex with him, I am called a whore, or he threatens my life. If I disagree about anything, then he threatens to kill me. If he hears my boyfriends name, I am called every vile name in the book. I have come to terms with the existance of his girlfriend. He still denies that have ever been or are together. But my daughters know better than that. They live together, she is on his insurance. While I have no health insurance and can't afford a doctor...so here I sit with the same urinary tract infection I have had for about 3 months. If I ask my ex for help for money to go to the doctor, he instead calls me a whore and tells me to stop having sex. I feel that my parents are unwilling to help because they don't like my boyfriend. I have been trying incredibly hard to find a safe job, but no one will hire me. I have no experience and the ones that will hire me won't pay me enough to pay for daycare. So I stay at home while my boyfriend works. He makes great money and does very well for himself. But any extra money goes towards my children and groceries which makes me feel quilty for taking his money away from him. My vehicle is falling apart. My ex and his mom set me up and stole my new truck and made false accustations to CPS so we were investigated. We had done nothing wrong, so of course, we were cleared. While the father who sees his kids an average of 12 times a year drives around in a safe, new, clean truck that was mine...I was in a barely running 13 year old car that made my children cough. My parents finally decided to help, so when my mom bought a new car, she gave me her old one. I thought it was very nice. The next day the seatbelt broke. Then the taillight was smashed. The blinkers don't work at all. And now the registration and inspection are out. It won't pass inspection the way it is. I have over $7000 in debt and not a dime in the bank. I can't even take care of my own children. I am a 26 year old divorced single mother with no education and no money and no job. I can't afford to feed my kids. I had to scrape change off of the street to get her the $2 she needed for a class party. I have been threatened, spit on, stalked, harrassed by my ex and can't do anything about it. He choked me and threw me into cabinets and the police said since he is my husband they can't do anything. I am still scared of him. When I asked my parents for help, they said they didn't believe me. That he would never do anything like that. Then they watched him throw my kids on the street and steal my truck...they were still on his side and even took him to lunch. They also tell me that I need to just put up with what he does to me to make it easier. So, I have to put up with him sneaking into the house and watching me shower. I have to deal with my life being threatened because I dealt with his affair and moved on. I have to deal with him spitting on my face in front of my kids on Christmas day because I couldn't tell him what my plans are for the rest of the day. I just want my life to go back to normal. I have come to terms with the divorce and grown from all of the pain. I no longer have an eating disorder, although my new boyfriend is making me wish I had one... I am no longer angry. But I still can't have a normal life because I live in fear that saying the wrong word is going to get me shot or cussed out, or that a papercut that she got at school is going to get me reported for child abuse. I just want the pain to stop. I just want to be fully happy again. I just want my life back. I want people to understand that this has been excrutiatingly difficult for me, and they still blame me on him leaving, and I have no idea why my parents support a man that beat their daughter and cheated on her, but yell at her and say she is lying when she asks for help. I want forgiveness for the anger I've expressed and I want to be free from all of the drama and the pain. I am ready to grow up and live my life the way I WANT instead of the way I feel like I need to in fear of doing something that his family is going to decide needs retaliation.

I have a compulsive shopping disorder, I spend way too much money on dressess.I wish I could change I need help.

I have become very materialistic. I use things to try and make me and others happy. The more money I make, the more I spend. I've lost track of what is truly important in life and am trying to find a way back.

I constantly smoke marijuana while I am supposed to be looking for a job, I have affairs both long and short-term because it seems a good idea at the time.....I hate having sex with my husband and only stay because he supports me

I really messed up my marriage..... I had sex with another man one night when I had too much to drink. I am divorced now and my ex seems to have moved on with his life and seems happy, but I can't get over the guilt and allow myself to get involved with anyone new. I have apologized to him, I just can't seem to forgive myself. I pray that I can accept God's forgiveness and start to heal and move on with my life. Be happy again.

I confess that I have sinned against God. I have stolen, lied to people, addiction to porn, cheated on my partner. Sometimes I feel that there is no escape. Please God forgive me. Change my heart and my mind that I will do your will...

I have been married for over 10 years and must confess that during my entire marriage I have also engaged in homosexual activity. I have told my wife I am going to the gymn or to the store and I have actually gone to adult video arcades and engaged in sex. I also go online, meet other men, and have sex with them during the work day or during the night when I am supposed to be at the gymn. When I go on business trips, I find gay cruising spots and have sex with men while on these trips. I honestly think I have a mental illness because I am disgusted with myself afterward but it is just sometimes I seem like I can't help myself. I know that is a cop out and we all have control over our impulses, it is just that sometimes it is like a dark part of my personality takes over and succumbs to this lust. I am really trying hard and have not had any activities in awhile. I have also stopped getting on the internet if I am alone. I just hope the Lord forgives me and allows me to fully focus on my wife and marriage.

I Have no faith. My dad was a pastor and i grew up in a church . I used to believe in everything like good always wins and god will take care of everything, but since my dad past about 2 years ago i just find it hard to pray and have faith. I see all the wrong in the world today and it is just so depressing , i know that i should have faith in god and know everything in the end will be okay , but it is just really hard for me to do that when i dont have any faith left . I dont know if this makes me a horrible person or not i just dont know .

wow, its been 6 years since i have confessed, i have had sex out of wedlock, and i got pregnant and i dont know if it is my sin or his but i am in a very abusive relationship where i am called a stupid bitch and a slut and a whore, i am spit on and hit infront of my 1 year old sometimes she get scared i think and other times she laughs i guess she thinks we are playing, i have no family anywhere in virginia, my parent work for state and live overseas i sort of abandoned my mom and little sister for this asshole i am with now, i have no explination why i am still doing this, why i am still living my life like this, god please forgive me and give me the strength to move on.

I have cheated, lied, stolen, been a glutton, taken drugs, abused, lusted, coveted, been lazy, consumed by rage. All I can do is ask forgiveness for my misdeeds.

In order for me to fully give my life to Christ I need to get a few things out. I put on this face as a perfect Christian in my community, by not drinking, being an active youth group leader and going to a very strict Christian college. I love every second of it and have made the decision to fully submit to Christ. However, I have in the past had problems with alcohol, sexual acts and lies. I can safely say as of this second I am done...Lord, forgive me.

you know, i've been told again and again how bad i am for saying this but you know, i think when i hear about death even close to me i don't realy care i know i should but i have to fake the whole thing i want to care i just don't i wish it would change

I've wasted entire days at work looking at porn on the company computer. I'm a father and a husband and it makes me despise myself. I am not honest and I don't give my employers (who are great people) the work they deserve from me. But I keep doing it. Thank you for making this forum available.

well, here goes. I cheated on my wife.

I confess that I am going to the Philippines to sleep with prostitutes. There is nothing wrong with safe sex between consenting adults. My actions put rice and fish on the tables of poor families. The REAL God is not mad at me and I have no shame for my actions. Most organized religions are parasites feasting off the human race...open your eyes and enjoy the gift of life God gave us. Thank you for hearing my confessin

I confess that I masturbate often.

I confess to being a happy,well-adjusted athiest. I don't steal from friends, cheat on my wife or misuse drugs/alcohol in ways that cause harm to myself or others. I do struggle with laziness and overeating, among other things. I hope all of you find your answers, whether through religious faith or elsewhere.

Dear honey, Although I love you so much, I have made some self-destructive choices that violate my vows. Besides the sheer selfishness of pleasure, there is no other reason for my errors. I have has sexual contact with 15 - 20 hired women and two non-commissioned affairs. I promise never to do it again. Although this behavior is sick, I am still the same good man that has loved you and will raise our children the right way. This small side to me is now gone!

I confess that I am going to the Philippines to sleep with prostitutes. There is nothing wrong with safe sex between consenting adults. My actions put rice and fish on the tables of poor families. The REAL God is not mad at me and I have no shame for my actions. Most organized religions are parasites feasting off the human race...open your eyes and enjoy the gift of life God gave us. Thank you for hearing my confessin

I spend to much time looking at other peoples problems in an attempt to make me feel better about myself. Not only that, but when I get done on some websites I point with my friends and laugh at other peoles problems. I have a false Idol on the internet. Internet Lord, forgive me.

I confess to God Almighty, that I have been lazy and expected people to do things that I should have been doing. I have paid a price for this and now is the time to get up and get going. I see that allot of people are in pain and confession to God and people will help me through this.

I confess that I am mad at God. Where was he when my paranoid schizophrenic uncle hand cuffed and beat my grandmother (his mom) followed by shooting her through her eye and both hands and my mother, brother and I as kids running for our lives? Why would God let that happen? Why does God let mentally ill people go without health care unless they commit a crime and go to prison? I confess I'm mad a church people. I think they only go to church to get special treatment and feed their own self interest elitist ideology with each other. I confess that I'm extremely frustrated even though I have the perfect life. I've done so many things I'm ashamed of that listing them here would be endless so I'm throwing them all up in thought in batch mode. God, if you exist, please give me peace as I haven't been able to do this alone.

I cheated on my boyfriends. I inflated my expense reports. I ran red lights. I lied. I hate. I speed. I don't respect my elders. I often times wish my brother dead. I can't let go of grudges sometimes. Please foregive me.

I feel as though I've been spending my entire life searching for the meaning of life. I finally found it about 2 years ago through the power of christ, who through the holy spirit gave me an understanding of who we are and what we are here for. However, I am constantly looking for more answers.... more and more, it never ends. I find myself wondering if extraterrestrial life exists, then where does it fit in with the bible; the bible doesn't say so I doubt god and christianity. I find myself trying to figure out why our scientific evidence about the origin of man is opposed to the christian belief of the origin of man... once again... doubt. I constantly doubt the bible, the writers of the bible and sometimes it feels that if I "just believe in faith" then I am simply being ignorant. Whenever I enter my bouts of doubt I can feel the holy spirit screaming as my spirit enters the wilderness once again... away from god's side, where the silence of his absence screams. Why is it sooo hard to simply have faith, and forget about what science says and forget about what doesn't make sense yet? Jesus said it is better to be cold than luke warm, I know EXACTLY why!

i have a son that is 4 years old with autism. i have to confesshe's my world. i am also confessing to not having him at him appointments due to no transportation. i cry about it all the time. my son is very funny about going into crowded areas. and riding on things he does not like(bus). i also have to confess i don't speak to my mother b/c she told me my son's disablitiy...she could not have around her and to put him an instution. he has autism not committed a crime or insane and dangerous. but i have seperated myself with my family.and turned it to my children and husband more. i am guility.

first of all i am so grateful for a site like this. my confessions? where do i start. for now, i want to confess that even though i have never been physically unfaithful to my husband, i have watched porn on the internet and engaged in sexual conversations with other people online aswell as on the phone while masturbating. i also masturbate and don't think about my husband, i think about his friend, or someone else i know. if i ever had the chance to act on these fantasies i wouldn't, but i know sin begins in the mind so i want to confess that. from this day foward i am going to try not to do it anymore, the guilt eats away at me too much.

i confess to and im sorry for all the sins i have committed, especially the sins of the flesh, like being impure with myself and with others.

I became a convicted felon @ 19, having stolen checks from my boss and forged them. Since then I have had a very hard time finding a job. I owe money to the state to get my license reinstated due to a ticket and everytime I drive I fear I will be arrested. I live in a nervous bubble of fear and uncertainty. I don't want my wife to know I have been fired, (yet again) or my wonderful son to turn out like me. Someone please help me get my life back in order.

I confess that I have debt that my husband doesn't know about.

I've been cheating on almost every test at college.

i have mastubated for the last twenty two years. i got mariied four year ago and has two kids. still i continue to mastubate. it has affected my sex life withmy wife greatly. i keep trying to stop but i find myself doing it. God I WANT TO STOP.

As a child, I have been searching for love even though both my parents were in the household, I have never felt loved. As an adult, I have slept with a lot of men in search of that love and I've never found it. I have always gone to church and I know I'm saved and in love with God and I know He loves me, yet I still want the love of a man. I have bouts of sexual activity and then I repent for six months and I'll meet someone else and I'm right back into the sexual realm. I feel so bad yet it feels good to feel someone loves you. I've just met a Hispanic man (I'm African American) who I believe loves the Lord yet we find ourselves engaged in sexual activity. It's almost addictive because we are great together and I can't seem to get enough. I know God is not pleased and every time we do I do confess and ask for forgiveness but I don't feel it's enough. I pray we get married soon if it's God's will or that we would go our separate ways. I need to stay in God's will. Thanks for listening, God.

I confess that I have been having an emotional relationship with my ex behind my boyfriend's back for the past month. I've also been engaging in drug use.

I hate that I look at pornography. I saw it first at my cousin's house when I was eight years old and think that it has some sort of pull in my life. I can go long periods without looking at it and then it seems to resurface in my life. I hate it and don't want my wife to know or my kids to ever struggle with it! God please break the hold this thing has on me!

I beat four men badly with my fists the other night in front of my girlfriend. I felt justified at the time because they harrassed her and touched her. She has never seen that side of me before, my lack of self control scared her. The first two, who touched her, went down easy because I surprised them. Their friends came after me and I defended myself and put them both down. The first two started to wake up after this and so I stood over them and continued my work. I did not stop. I made one of them bite the curb, I spit on them when I was done. I know that I sent them to the hospital. Thus far the consequenses have been that my fists are swollen so badly I cannot close them, they look like catchers mitts. My girlfriend wonders when I will snap again, though I would never hurt her, she is my weakness and I would fight at the drop of a hat to protect her. And I am scared of what I will do if I snap again, I might kill someone on accident. When I snap like that I do not control myself, I felt like the devil invaded my body while I watched through my eyes what was happening. I don't even know how I put down four men without falling myeslf, but I am sorry and I am sure they all are suffering because of me.

I confess that I have used sex as a stress reliever from my job and life. I have used the person for sex. I want it all the time. Lord, help me to control my urges! Help me to find alternatives to relieve my stress.

I've screwed up seveal times

I have began a porn addication several years ago and have to to get help. Now I am seeking the lords help in this. I have commetted adultry numerous time and charges 20k to credit cards for strip clubs and other such places. I now have a kid and want to be on the side of right. I beg you lord to forgive me and to take this addication and pain away from me. To make me stronger to resist such things.

I confess I have sinned. My wife and I are deeply in love in all ways but one; we simply don’t have a sex life. I get so frustrated sometimes and I drink to compensate. The other day I started looking at pornography on the internet. I know that was wrong and I promised God that I would never do that, but I fell short and broke that promises. I pray to have the strength not to do that again and not to turn to alcohol to try to solve my problems… it just makes it worse. And I ask God for forgiveness for all my sins.

I have stolen alot in my days. I have stolen from my church and my job. I feel so bad about doing that. I have asked God for his forgiveness. I plan on paying my tithes and more to make up for the terrible sin I have committed. I really need to know that it is going to be ok. I want to be in God's Kingdom on Judgement Day. I have also started reading the International Readers Version of the bible. I have never read the bible and now I am starting to realize what God's said for us to do and live up to it. I will obey God for he made me and he can take me also. Thank you for your website.

I have been depressed for years and I have anxiety problems and being around people who have happy lives and perfect lives is what causes it. I have hidden it for so long but it is getting harder to keep it hidden from everyone around me including my family. I have also been unfaithful to my spouse-- not to hurt him but only because I am lonely and he is never home and also because I feel we are 2 totally different people. We had both of our children at a young age and I feel like we both just missed out on alot. I don't go to church anymore because I don't trust church's around my children due to all the child molesting that has been made public the past few years. I love God with all my heart and I know when I pass away, I will have to stand with all the other sinners in this world for my judgement, so I figured this is a start. This website is a good idea.

I was once a strong faithful man. In my youth I believed like a child. When I left high school and went to college I even began preaching to a youth group. Things changed at that church and I started to see the people there for what they were. Hypocrits. In my disillusionment I started to turn away from God. After a few years I was reading my bible one night and I realized I don't believe anymore. I miss being close to God. I miss being so faithful that I didn't worry about anything. Now no matter how hard I try I can't make myself believe. I can't even pray without thinking nobody is listening but me. I am 24 years old and I sit here as a man who is old at heart. My youth died with my dreams and my faith. I am very much a man in need of a saviour.

i confess that i am very bad, extremely bad.

Some would say I don't have and Alcohol problem. Some would say I do. I'm starting to believe the later of the two. I'm a good person I swear. I just do things I normally wouldn't do when sober. Like last weekend when my friends and I were at a club drinking heavly and meet two woman. Next thing I know we're back at my friends house. I'm in one room with one woman and my friends in the other room with the 2nd woman. Then it gets hazy and I think I slept with the other one too. One thing I'm thankful for is at least protection was used. Sleeping with someone while I'm highly intoxicated has happened about 10-15 times. Each time I wake up the next morning I ask myself why again. This is the last time. Well we'll see. I know for all this to stop I have to stop binge drinking on the weekends. Lord please forgive me. I have sinned. Please help me with my sinful ways. I'm sorry I have failed you.

I had my son when I was 19. His dad didn't want either of us at the time and it was hard to deal with. I feel like I was a horrible mother to him while he was still a baby by mental and physical abuse. He is 13 years old now and I thank God that he doesn't remember and that he loves me unconditionally. And by that I know he has forgiven me for not being the mother that I should have been and I hope that God has forgiven me as well.

Ok. I have done everythign you can think of. Lots of Drugs, stealing from my parents and close friends for drug money. I have Lied and cheated. Basically I have done nothing constructive with my life. I had a cocaine problem in the past but am now recently using crack. Last night I gave away my cell phone and jewelry for some drugs. Everytime I stay clean, all things get better but then, if I slip up just once, I lose everything in a split second. I am heavily into pornography. I get very depressed and sometimes feel that I need that to boost me from that depression. I ask for your forgiveness for all that I have done. I am a good person, but when I use these drugs, I feel like I am almost posessed and I am watching helplessly from outside of my body. I am just sick of this rollercoaster. I have been to rehab 3 times and just can't kick this habit. I beg that the church pray for me as I need spiritual help. I ask that God come into my life quickly as to fill these voids.

Since I married I have been unfaithful to my wife about 40 times having a sexual affair with other women, including prostitutes, and once with a male, when I was out of town on business. Also an extra-marital affair that lasted about 2 years. My wife has suspected, but I have always denied it, and she always gave me the benifit of the doubt. I finally stopped the adultery after moving to a new home for us to make a new life. I still am addicted to pornography, but I am gaining the victory slowly by involving myself in other wholesome activities. I cannot mention this to anybody because I do not trust them to keep it secret, how I have sinned against my wife and God, and lead others into sin due to my adultery. I hope they forgive me also. If anybody found out it would destroy our life and marraige. I believe God has forgiven me, and I love my wife more now than ever. We have been married 35 years. Pray for me also.

dear god, Plaese forgive my sin. Because of my sexual activities i now have HIV and may not be here to see my kids grow up. i need your forgiveness because i cant forgive myself.

I confess that I have been unfaithful,lied and stolen.

In 1997 my oldest son(then 19) passed away, I had took him to the Dr. the day before he died and they said he had stomach flu. What he really had was a rare form of Sugar. If I had been a better mother I would have known that he had something that bad wrong with him, I would have stayed home from work and been there with him. I killed my blessed baby!!! He died alone, I am only alive now because I had a younger son to watch over. I wonder if there are times that God forgives someone taking their own life? Please God forgive me for being the person I was and the person I am now, and help me make the right decision. Amen

After coming on this site I see that most of the confessions are from FLorida. Does this mean that god has gathered all sinners there? I ask this only because it may give some relief to know that it is just florida and not me. I feel I can't not sin here. I work at a chain restaurant and let male customers take me out all the time. I usually end up having sx with them. I feel so ashamed. the last guy who took me out was 53 years old and lived in a really nice house. HIs kids were sleeping in the next room.

I am so undeserving of your love Lord. I am so ashamed how much sin I have committed in my life. How much I willing did because I knew you would forgive me. Please forgive me for all those sins I committed. I know you have forgiven me for having an abortion and for the relationship that I was in at the time, but Lord I still cannot forgive myself. You have greatly blessed me with a wonderful Godly man as my husband and the father of my two beautiful, healthly, daughters. The oldest knows you Lord and the baby is not old enough to know you Lord, but she knows your name and hears it every day. Help me to forgive myself Lord. I carry the shame inside. I tell no one but you. Lord I don't know if I could handle the pain of other people knowing my shame. Please help me to forgive myself. Thank you Lord Jesus for my salvation. Thank you Father God for loving me as much as you do. I am so unworthy.

I became very depressed from a failed social life, money issues, mental abuse of my peers, and the pressures of engineering college. I started smoking weed to cope with wanting to kill myself. The only time I was happy was when I was high and not thinking of my troubles. I am now doing fine with all of the issues above, but I dont feel any better I am still depressed so I continue to smoke, I still want to kill myself often even though life is seemingly good. I feel alone even though I am surrounded. Im not sure if I should even be writing this after reading some of the other confessions. My problems seem so tiny in comparision. I just want to be happy, and I dont know why I feel so sad and alone. Most nights I lay in bed and pray for death to release me from the world and my obligations. When I think about doing it myself I think of my friends and family and how much that would hurt them and it barely keeps me from doing it. I love them and dont want to hurt them, but I'm in so much mental pain I just want it to stop. I just dont know what to do. All I want is to be happy. Who ever thought that would be so hard to obtain. I hate the fact that no matter how well my life is going at the time overall compared to alot of people I see I dont feel happy at all.

I feel sometimes like I have let God down because of how I am and how feel about another. I am a Lesbian and I am still in love with my Ex-girl friend. I loved her so much that I truly believed God was jealous. I find myself lying to friends because I am ashame to let them know that I have failed. I am a college graduate that is barely making minimum wage and everyone thinks I have a great paying job. I love my children but I feel as if I am a failure because I can't provide for them properly, I love God and I want so much to feel as if He loves me too but I think I have done so much that I am just existing in His eyes but not enough to be blessed by Him. Sometime I get angry at God because I feel as if He's not going according to His word. I use to give my tithes and offering but I always seem to be struggling to make ends meet and I ended up losing my job. I moved into a home that I got by lying on my paystub so I feel God is punishing me for that. I just want a job that will help me to take care of my children and will cover my bills and allow me to give back to God in tithes and offering again. I know that God is able to do all things but I sometimes feel as if He just doesn't want to be bothered with me.

Lord, please forgive me for all my lustful thoughts and actions. Help me to overcome this. I Love you and yet I still do things that I regret, I know that I am sinning against you and yet I do these lust actions anyway. Please forgive me and help to grow stronger. Thank you for not giving up on me.

I pray to be a better step mom, my husband doesn't even know if the child is his, and it's so hard not to get irratated by the mother and her antics. I do love my step son so much and at times wish he just belonged to my husband and I. I pray for more patience with the mother and I pray I can do right by this child.

i've always been afraid of being lied to and made to look like a fool but now ive done things that ive never thought i would do and i feel horrible because the truth is that i dont feel bad for what ive done. it's like i never did it and it doesnt matter. ive cheated and lied to someone that i love with all my heart and i'm afraid that it will put distance between us.

I stole

I have not been to confession in several years but have done alot of things I feel guilty about. I have lied to people, stolen money and merchandise from where I worked (I was caught and have been fired) I cheated on my husband when I was married, to whom one of which was another female. I love the Lord and am working very hard to change my bad habits, I think I am doing better and in posting this confession I feel a LOT better.

I have suffered with depression and anxiety issues most of my life and only recently being told what these problems were. I am taking medication but still feel very anxious and depressed about things, especially finances as my husband is in the Marine Corps and we don't always have enough to get by (and I work full time too!). Recently, I have discovered that I have a controlling personaility due to my anxiety, which in turn makes me more depressed due to my guilt from being "bossy" and doing it "my way". I confess I need to trust God 100% completely and understand it's okay if it all doesn't get done today, that's what tomorrow is for. Even God took a day off. I pray for forgiveness for my attitudes and my treatment of my family due to my feeling anxious. I thank God for all He has done for me, despite my unfaithfulness towards Him. Thank you, and I pray you make me stronger and help me realize I can cast my cares on you to take care of.

I had an abortion that I regret everyday. I feel that I will never be allowed into heaven. Since having it, I am too ashamed to attend church on a regular basis.

I m addicted to masturbation for many years. I asked God to forgive me so many times but i always found myself very week. I also watch porn on the internet. I really feel guilty every time i do it. Soon i will be married with a Godly girl and i feel that i will not be able to give her my best coz i've betrayed her trust, her faith in me thru' my hidden sin. My heart cries all the time for all that i do but i simply couldn't help it. I strive to be a Godly man but i feel hypocrite and bad for what i do. God i have cheated You so many time but i am hopeless. Please help me and forgive me coz i really don't want to ruin my life with this sin.

I confess that i've cheated on my wife more than 5 times. I've lied to her and my family members. I've done drugs. I've treated certain people unfair. Dear GOD forgive me for my sins.

I AM MARRIED AND MUST CONFESS, I LOVE WOMEN, AND HAVE HAD OVER 40 WOMEN ON THE SIDE, I CAN'T FOUND THE LOVE THAT I NEED. I TRY TO DO BETTER, BUT STILL SOMETIMES I FEEL LONELY,SO I MAY FIND A FEMALE FRIEND WHO WILL LISTEN. I NEED TO DO BETTER, YES, I PRAY FOR STRENGTH, AND I PRAY ABOUT IT. THE SAD THING IS MY WIFE DOESNOT KNOW HOW TO SHOW TRUE LOVE, SO THAT MAKES IT DIFFICULT FOR ME TO KEEP TRYING . PRAY FOR ME!!!

I don't believe. I can't believe. I fear hell, I'm so angry... I cry when I read these confessions... why is there evil...why is there pain? God doesn't exist, I know this, yet, the evangelicals and fundamentalists have scared me... I can imagine hell, I love so strongly, it doesn't matter... non-believers don't make it... and I can't believe... If GOD exists he knows I can't believe. The church is hateful, people need to be loved, so much hate. We are alone on this rock, why can't we love each other... I'm so sorry for all of you, I ask humanity to forgive me for anything I've ever done to hurt anyone, and I swear I will make it up to them... I will.

I have been living with guilt for so many years and have done a good job hiding these issues. I have not been truthful to The Lord, nor to myself. I have had numerous sexual partners, all of course which were out of wedlock. I have lived with someone for the past few years and have not been faithful to them. I have been seeing someone else on and off for the past 3 years. It has been a work affair and now I find out that his g/f is pregnant with their second child. I have tried to cut the ties with this man several times, but I keep allowing him into my life, knowing it is not going anywhere. I have used drugs many times and the thing that kills me the most is I've had two abortions. I am very against abortions and the fact that I have done it twice makes me sick! I am nothing but a hypocrite. I pray over and over that The Lord will forgive me of my sins and that he makes me a better Christian.

I cheated on my Latin homework.

I confess that I am still mad at my father for passing away when I was 12. I feel like had he taken better care of himself, he'd be here. I would have never been exposed to my mother's drunken boyfriend, to the gay lifestyle, to drugs, nothing. As for her boyfriend, I confess that I am content. After his drunken rages, his attempt at having sex with me (when I was 15), Just everything he has done. I am happy that I remained sane and was able to deal. I also admit that being a Lesbian is a rough life. Lying at work is stressful. Arguing with my mother about my lifestyle is also stressful, I'm tired. I started smoking m.j. when my dad died and I still haven't quit...Mostly, because It made feel nothing! After the exams during college...I relaxed with it. After arguing with my mom or a girl or my mom's boyfriend. I feel like I'll never stop using. More Importantly, I feel that because I am Catholic - I've strayed so far off path that I will never get back. I'll just love you LORD intimately.

I confess that I had a one night stand while on vacation and became pregnant, I didnt even know the guys last name. I had an abortion becuase I was so ashamed of myself, my parents would have been shocked, how could I tell my child I dont know who your dad is. I have never told anyone and the guilt overwhelms me sometimes.

I ask god for forgiveness for all my sins...even though I cannot remember most of them, I ask you God through our lord Jesus Christ to forgive my sins. Forgive my daughter and my son's sins also, through our Lord, Jesus Christ...Amen

Growing up was difficult my parents were very vocal about not wanting my sibbling and I. It was obvious they only cared about each other and we children had to grow up alone and unwanted. They would beat us and leave us alone. My life did not improve as I got older. My mother and I had a big falling out when I got pregnant when I was a young teenager. She took me to have an abortion. I felt so unhappy and terrible. After the abortion, I didn't care about life and I was very angry at God for allowing me to go through such a difficult life at such a young age. My mother beat me so badly I was taken to a home for girls where I spent the rest of my young life. I got pregnant again and this time, I didn't care I went and got another abortion. I then met my first husband who beat me everyday for no reason at all. He was mean spirited and angry all the time. I need someone to love me and not to be alone. We had two children together. I left when I was pregnant by my second child and my daughter was just two years old. I finally prayed to God to give me the strength to give my children a better life than what I have had. My ex-husband found me and promised he would be a good husband. Well, I forgave him and we tried again for the sake the children. He returned to the mean spirited person he was before and I was pregnant again and this time I know this was not going to be good. I got a third abortion. My life was terrible. I hated myself and I tried to take my life. Somehow, God had plans for me and I was not successful. I took my children and ran away again. A few years later, I met another man. He was very kind and although he wasn't handsome was very compassionate toward me. I introduced him to my children. We dated for two years when he asked me to marry him. He was Jewish and I was a Puerto Rican Catholic from the Bronx. We got married and it was the happiest day of my life. I thought for sure this means that God loves me and he wants me to be happy. After we were married two years, I got pregnant and I was so happy. As time past, I realized that I was tired more so with this prenancy and not able to function as well. I started bleeding and went to the emergency room where I lost my baby and they found out I had very little clotting factor left and would probably die. I got scared thinking that my kids would have to go with their father and he would beat them. But a little voice said, "Don't be afraid. You are not going to die." I knew who it was immediately. I remember my earing was so keen I could hear the doctors talking about how was not going to make it through the night. I remember telling my husband please tell them I'm not going to die and that I am going to be OK. After a while, the small voice said to me, "look to your left I have sent someone to help you." When I looked to my left in entered a doctor into the emergency room. I found out his name was Dr. Davis and he was a hemotologist oncologist. Dr. Davis saved my life. The day I was supposed to be released from his care, Dr. Davis died of a heart attack and I never got the chance to tell him thank you. This happened 22 years ago and I remember as if it were yesterday. God loves me. Even though I was very angry he forgave me and he could love you too.

I have had sex with two people before marriage. I have masturbated before. I have lied numerous times to many people. I curse.

I have been having gay sex with my best friend.We are both married and it is wrong.Please forgive me lord.

I cursed at my kid. I've fornicated repeatedly. I drank alcohol and worse. I have been angry and jealous.

I lied to my brother about breaking his ipod.

I barrowed $350 and havn't made any attempt to pay it back

I have just recently been saved, after a lifetime of living a life of sin. Years ago as a teenager I visited a Hospital chapel when my Mother was ill. My Father had died a couple years prior, and I was filled with fear and sadness. As I sat alone in the tiny chapel, I suddenly felt completely relieved. I was suddenly certain that my Mother would be just fine. I walked out of that Chapel feeling like God had spoken to me, and told me she would be fine - and she was. Instead of getting to know the Lord at that time, I moved on without giving much thought to what had happened. As the years have passed, I've always known in my heart that I was guilty for my sins. I tried to deny it, despite the feeling God was calling to me. God spoke to me again recently, and this time I decided I would not let the opportunity pass again. I recently finished reading the Purpose Driven Life, got myself a Study Bible, and I'm looking to join a church. I don't know where I'd being in terms of confessing my sins, as they are numerous and spread out over 30+ years. I confess my sins here, as I begin my new life as child of God.

I am diabetic and I am addicted to food. I eat healthy in front of family and friends, but in private, I eat things I shouldn't and in quantities that make it even worse. I know it is wrong, but I cannot seem to stop. I even get up in the middle of the night and eat when my family is asleep. I have many medical problems as a result of my diabetes. I am supposed to be on lots of medications. I always find an excuse not to take them. So not only am I an out of control eater, I ignore the medications that could help me be better, and my diabetes is out of control too. God, I do not understand why I cannot do what I know is right. It hurts me deeply. Sometimes, when I eat in the middle of the night, tears roll down my face in shame while I stuff the food into my mouth. I have tried to pray to you instead of eating food, but I am weak. When I go to the grocery, to buy food for my family, my soul screams. I have to battle myself not to buy the foods I know I should not have. I rarely win. God, please help me be a better person. Please help me be honest with my family. Give me the strength to live a life that will be more pleasing to you. I know you would not want me to hurt my body this way, and I do not want to anymore. Please God, help me find the way.

I've done acid, magic mushrooms, marijuana, and speed. I cheated on my girlfriend with the girl who dated my best friend for years. I've driven high on drugs and drunk. I'm turned on by extremely immoral sexual acts and thoughts, including the thought of tying up a girl and having anal sex with her. I take pride in my ability to manipulate others, including feigning emotional and psychological problems to gain sympathy. I'm overall a bad person, who has done a lot of illegal and immoral things. To make matters worse, I am smart enough to conceal everything and everyone who knows me considers me one of the nicest and moral people they know. Oops. Don't judge a book by it's cover. We've all got secrets.

I am having a problem telling my fiance the entire truth about my past relationships. I have cheated on him when we were dating on high school because of the pain and isolation he had put me through and I came very close to admitting this to him on a few occasions so I'm sure he knows. I know he's done the same to me; in the form of dating two individuals at the same time when we began dating four years ago. I get the impression there's some secret he's hiding from me. He's been acting pretty guilty around me. I love him with all my heart and I plan on putting everything behind me and asking the Lord for forgiveness. I dream of having our children, of being a great parent with my love. I only hope I can do a better job than my parents had with me, they divorced when I was very young and my mother flew through relationships. Going on to have three more children with three different fathers. She now lives with the only man who will put up with her. As a financially poor woman who can't maintain a job, she can barely make it from week to week. Because of her, I've been floating from mental treatment centers to foster homes and from relative to relative. I am finally in a stable home with her second, now divorced, husband who is everything my mother couldn't be. My fiance comes from my ideal family and I hope our future children's lives with be much happier than ours have been.

I'm gay and have been with prostitutes.

I have had problems keeping my faith...I will admit I haven't been the most devout Christian. For some odd years now. I have become addicted to porn...it is killing my faith and everything around me!

I use roofies to have my way with women and men that I find sexy.

I am a former internet porn addict. Three years ago my collection of porn was absolutely enormous. Hundreds of video clips and thousands of images. Really vile stuff, too ... I had got involved in porn trading over at a file-sharing network. I had an extensive collection of nudes including one folder purporting to be underage nudes ranging from 14-18. And yes, I lusted after some of these young women. Perfectly legal but regretable. But did the cops have to break into my house without a warrant for this? Did I have to be bugged, tapped, and filmed in my bedroom and bathroom for this? And then be "expose-d" on CNN for this, i.e. subjected to torture? If you ask me, these people need to be doing the confessing!

What I've done I've done.... Blessed me Father.....

I am just a drunk, and i lie to myself and everyone around me. i need to stop but i lie to myself and won't stop.

I struggle with lack of self control when it comes to eating. I confess to be lazy.

God, I have committed adultery, my husband doesn't know and I cannot tell him simply because it's with his best friend. His marriage and our marriage is so messed up that we have found so much comfort in each other. Please God forgive me.

I confess that I can be mean and hateful and jealous and envious, and the list goes on. I have a daughter that I didn't raise and I gave her to my mom and dad when I was 22. I do love her but couldn't provide for her at the time and it's still hard. She resents the fact that I wasn't there for her and for that I'm truly sorry. No child should have to grow up without their parents. Her father is a dead beat dad and has never done anything for her, yet I did the best I could at the time. I didn't want her to ever be hurt or cold or hungry, etc. and I knew the best place for her would be with the two people I trusted the most. I have wonderful parents and I'm so blessed to still have them. I pray one day my daughter will forgive me. There are many other things I do against the will of God but daily I strive to be who God wants me to be. "Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you shall perform it until the day of Jesus Christ (Philippians 1:6 KJV). I'm praying for each of my brothers and sisters in Christ who are struggling with sin and shame and also the ones who gave up on God or never believed in Him. God will change your life but never give up. Don't let the devil win because he is already defeated!!! Glory to God!!!

Dear Lord, I confess that I have been looking at pornography in the last few weeks, and masturbation. I have been strugling giving my body as a sacrificed to God. I have stopped doing drugs, stopped smoking, stpped doing a lot of things just trying to get close to God. Now it is this. I know that God lead me to this site, So Lord I repent of my sins, Lord give me strenght to give my life and body as a living sacrifice to you each and everyday. God, I want to get back to you with all my heart. God I know that what I'm doing is wrong. Forgive me.

Everything I've told my husband about my past is a lie.

I have sinned couple of times. I had pre-marital sex (when i was not in love with that girl), just because my girl frined cheated on me, I involved myself in voilence against othar human beings. I disrespected my parents. I wish god forgive me for all my sins. I also wish after forgiving everyone's sins, god finish up this world once and for all, and call everyone to his own home, so that no one sins no more.

Hi, I have sinned so much in my life. Stolen, lied, commited adultry,hurt people so bad that I love so much. I am a sex addict and a lier and I cannot seem to stop. I want God in my life, I need him so bad. I pray that I can be forgiven. I want a new path and I hope that he will come into my life and give direction. I want to commit to him,now. I hope that he will help me to see the way. I need help and will continue to pray every day. So far my life has been a sorry excuse for living. I want to make a difference to some one. I want to love my creature. I want to have some meaning. Please pray for me, I NEED IT BAD

all my life ive always wanted love,from mom,dad,brothers ect, now i have nothing went to foster care cause i was gettin abused and i did the same i dont know why i guess since they were doing it i did im not sure who is to blame but i know its me to blame too.dad was a bad rolemodel and mom was always tired and stress,even my brothers wouldnt bother to help unless we or my mom gives him weed or money,ive always helped her clean.cook,even work.but i said enough was enough and left with my boyfriend and that was worst cause mom got mad and brothers were going crazy,they really felt like they can lean on me but it was horrible.my boyfriend loves me took care of me even got me a place to live now all i can ask for is my family.but theyll always hate him and never really like me again.all i can ask for is that maybe one day my family can try to understand that it wasnt his fault i left it was my choice,i needed a change and i got it now im so upset wanting to die cause one life to live is to short to be mad or upset.please god if you can read this im sorry for everything i did ill keep trying give me strenght and courage to overcome my fears and hate,to make me a better person insdie and out.

I am guilty of not helping others after Katrina because I was affected myself. Even though I was affected, I should have helped more. I feel guilty about that.

i bought a pair of shoes and didn't tell my husband.

What I have to say isn’t so much a confession. It’s more an apology, I guess. I can’t call it a confession because the person I have said derogatory things about knows I have said them. So there’s nothing to confess. Although this person I’m going to apologize to should visit this site and confess some of his sins—he has plenty of them! What I said about this man is how I feel and it is my opinion but some of it is also fact. I did apologize once to him; whether he accepted it or not, I don’t know. But I will do it again here. Unfortunately when someone’s life is in the spotlight and they do something wrong, i.e., drugs, infidelity, lie, etc. they can become public fodder. Also sometimes the person in the spotlight associates himself with the wrong type of people, (i.e., narcissists, divas, over-bearing people, groupies) and it reflects back on him when these people stab others in the back. But we all make our own beds and have to lay in them, right? So I apologize to the man in Toronto, Canada for saying whatever I said to anger you. It’s been so long, I really cannot recall exactly what I said. I think I called you a pompous ass. In truth, at times you are a pompous ass. But I’m sorry I called you one. Secondly, I’m sorry for all the games I’ve played with you. I have to admit, however, it was fun bantering back and forth with you on the blogs. Remember, it’s just my opinion and if you didn’t do or say half of the things you do or say, I wouldn’t have anything to comment about. In defense of my actions, none of what I did was premeditated. But others sparked it. And I don’t say that to use a scapegoat. It is fact. Until I began seeing the truth with my own eyes, both physically and in reading, and hearing the truth with my own ears, I held you high on a pedestal. I loved and cared about you a great deal. Then I discovered that your feet were made of clay. I truly want to believe that you were not born to be like you are; I think you developed into that kind of person with what you do for an occupation. I know there is a caring, loving side to you. I have seen it. As I said, unfortunately many of the individuals you have chosen to associate with have had a poor reflection back on you. You can be highly influenced and they are bad influences. So I guess I can’t blame you entirely for the way you are. In conclusion, I will NOT apologize to your “associates”. In my opinion they do not deserve an apology. I have had the opportunity to see with my own eyes what they are really like, what they REALLY think of me, as well as others, and I know they are just cruel, thoughtless, selfish people. I feel bad for them. Many of them will never know what life can really offer them. There is more to life than jet setting all over the world and chasing celebrities. Maybe someday they will wake up and smell the coffee. I don’t really care if they do. They’re the ones with the sad, pathetic lives, not me. Again, my apologies to you, man in Toronto, Canada. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me also. Peace.

my dad got remarried today and i told him i couldnt go...the truth was i probably could have made it i just didnt want to see the two of them together

I'm gay and am proud. I feel guilty for contemplating treating conservatives as bad as they treat me.

I've allowed my pride cause me to be rude, selfish, childish and indifferent to the people I love and the people who love me. I have been haughty and prideful, which is a sin. I ought not to think more of myself than I am. Please help me recognize that it is gracious and beautiful to be kind and humble.

I am a lying hypocrit. I tell people to do one thing and then do it myself. I don't follow my own advice and I constantly say things to convince myself that I am not a bad person. I feel like I don't know right from wrong anymore. I am paranoid of karma and struggle with faith.

I had 2 affairs with other women, but I do love my wife. I'm so sorry!

ummm...i dont go to church....i lie alot....ive stolen from work.....i dont use my blinker when doing a turn ....and often flick off people that make me angry.

My confession is that I do consider my self a true child of God but at times I have lust ful feelings for my ex..I know its wrong and I have prayed real hard about it...I'm just hoping by faith that has each day goes by these feelings will past.

I am a lazy person. Too lazy to pray regularly or read the bible regularly. God has always been my helper and He deserves something better than what I do. I have asked for forgiveness so many times and I mean it, then again I neglect prayer and biblereading. I am so ashamed about myself. I wished God was really number one in my life. I am really sorry.

Ive had a very strong relationship with jesus, in which Ive experienced him helping me through everything especially school for when I commit little or no sins whats so over! but as ive experienced through my teenage years, i was very sexually active & wacthed porno as well, but I try my best to stop and have been doing well ever since. to everyone out there please remember when jesus said: "when I forgive, I forget" bless all

i've screwed up pretty much my whole life. i am a compulsive liar and can't seem to stop lying to people i have cheated on my girlfriend of 5 years many times and have regreted it but kept doing it. i watch way too much porn and neglect her of attention i can't seem to get a job because i decided tattoos would be cooler instead of thinking about a career i am extremely lazy i believe in god but i tell people i don't because i care what people think of me way too much i am a gluteon i eat way too much and could stand to lose weight i get envious of things people have and i don't i want my life to change but i am to lazy and don't want to have to do anything to get it changed until today i am changing it for the good

I recently played a part in a major motion picture. One of my fellow actors attempted to curry favor with the directors by publicly humiliating me. In retaliation, I sabotaged his opportunity for a major film opportunity. Despite the fact the he acted like a son of a bitch and I feel gratified by my actions, I did not leave room for the Lord's wrath here.

I have been I angry with my fiancee' for leaving me and how she went about it and have been playing the victim when I did not have the courage to leave myself and never loved her.

I stole over 100 dollars from my sister who is one of the nicest people in the world. I also cheated on my boyfriend who I been with for a very long time over 5 times. And I seem to have a problem lieing I lie about everything stupid things and then big things I just can not stop.

I've been trying to cope with homosexual feelings. I'm not gay nor do I want to be gay. I pray for the truth and help in my life.

I have looked at pornography for years and wish to stop and have actually started but I now pray for forgiveness. Also, I wish to confess my sexually impure thoughts and actions. Thank you.

God please forgive me for all my lies i told and for being horrible to my father. Please forgive me for my sins and not coming to church in years. I have much faith and love in you and i ask you to help me change my life for the best, to keep healthy and motivated.

Dear lord, if you are listening PLEASE hear my confession. I am a 71 year old transexual living close to the Mexican Border. I travel across for sex shows and Pleasurable relationships that I cannot find in the United States. I must confess my sin of being sexually immorale and evil to the ignorance of my actions. PLEASE FORGIVE MY PARTICIPATION IN THE DONKEY SHOW. So many Men thought I was a woman and I fell bad for misleading them. Please forgive me

I don't know where my life is going anymore. I am married but all she does is cause me pain. I have thought about ending my life to get out. I feel that God has left me, so I stopped calling on him. Every time things start to go well something happens and I get pushed right back down. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! Where is God? I am losing faith, even though I was brought up Catholic I can't feel good about life anymore. I feel that I am cursed, I have nothing but bad luck with women. I have had thoughts about going to the other side, but that will do no good either. Help me God PLease!!! I am in pain. WHERE ARE YOU????????????

I confess that I have lied, cheated, stole, committed adultry, and took the Lords name in vain. I have broke most of the 10 commandments and am sorry and remorseful. I pray for the Lords forgiveness for my sins.

I've been in a relationship for close to a year now and although I am in love with my boyfriend, I find myself playing with temptation. My boyfriend isn't there for me emotionally anymore, so to speak, causing feelings of spite and bitterness to emerge within. I find myself enjoying the attention other males (actually, just one in particular whom I've had a past fling with) give me. I don't want to displace my wrongful deeds on my boyfriend, but his apathy is driving me into the arms of another. I haven't cheated... yet. But I know myself... whenever I feel unappreciated and devalued in a relationship, I am capable of anything. Forgive me Father, for I have sinned in my heart and mind, and something tells me I'm about to take the next step.

IS HARD WHEN AFTER 20 YEARS YOUR MARIAGE FINISH BECOUSE A LOT OF BAD DESICIONS DID YOU AND YOUR HUSBAND MADE. EVRITING STAR WITH A HUSBAND WHO DONT WANT TO BE A PROTECTOR AND LOOK FOR A JOB TO GIVE A WIFE AND TWO KIDS A HOUSE,FOOD,ETC. IM STAR TO WORK TO PROVIDE TO MY FAMILY AND ALSO CHITING TO MY HUSBAND FOR THREE TIMES.,FIST BAD DESICION. AFTER THAT HE CHITING TO ME I DONT KNOW HOW MANY TIMES. I FORGET LORD, MY SAVIOR AND EVRITING COME UP SIDE DOWN. I CRY A LOT FOR 10 YEARS. FINALLY ON SEPT. 2006 I MADE THE DESICION TO DIVORCE BECAUSE I DISCOVER MY HUSBAND CHILLING ME AGAIN EVEN WE WENT TO A CHURCH FOR A TO MANY YEARS AND HE PLAY A GUITAR IN CHURCH. I KNOW IM GUILTY TO FOR THIS AND I NEED GOD FORGIVE MY SINS AND RESTORE MY LIFE.THIS IS TO PAINFULL. G O D I N E E D Y O U R M E R C Y. THANK FOR THIS SITE AND THANK GOD FOR FRC AND PASTOR TROY.

Family is important to me, yet i seclude my mother from everything i do. ive helpd a grudge of her cheating on my dad, and havent talked to her in 6 years. i hope one day ill be able to forgive my mom for what she did, and start a new, healthy relationship with her <3

I haven't had a regular/normal relationship with my family for 20 years. My Mother was an alcoholic & my Father was a workaholic/cold person. I suffered mental abuse from my Father & Step Mother. After H-School, I joined the Army and I didn't talk to anyone in the family for nearly a decade. Love found me once. I thought I was going to marry a wonderful woman at college. I re-established family contact. When it fell through though, I was again empty and a short time later I cut off contact with my family. Quite frankly, I just do NOT love my family and occasionally feel guilty about it. I don't know who has died or is still alive. The part I feel bad about is, I don't hate them. I simply have no interest. 'Honor thy Mother and Father.." simply means nothing to me. I feel bad that they may, on their death bed, think I hate them. I don't. I forgive them but don't want anything to do with them. So I guess I'll go to Hell? I've asked God , Jesus and Saint Mary forgiveness countless times. However, I didn't ASK to be born with a soul that could go to Heaven or Hell. After many years thinking upon this., I decided not to EVER have children. I think pro-creation is evil because 99.9% of the time, out of lust, you are playing God and creating a spirit/soul into an uncompromising position of Heaven or Hell. Screw that. If everyone just didn't procreate and died, what the phook would God and the Devil do? I wish Jesus would rise again and explain all this & more. For the record. I'm sorry. -Cheers

I have had inapproriate thoughts about a girl. I have also lied to my friend. I have also had inappropriate relations.

I've simply cared too much. Achieved more than is healthy. Loved too many people. Been overly generous and forgiving. Forgive me.

I always think about ending my life. I don't like the person what I am. I do not like the things that I do. I hate my physical apperance. I envy other people. I hate that I will never have children. I get jelous of what other people have. I hate my bad habits, I hate myself.

I am Gay, Please help me not feel so guilty, I want to be straight but i can't. Please help my family not be sad whenever i come out.....

I've run an escort service for the last 5 years. I have taken advantage of hundreds of young girls both sexually and financially. I want out.

i look up porn every single day.. and i cant stop...i masterbait to it every single time and i want to stop i hate the way i look, i cant stop staring into the mirror trying to fix myself

I praise God for every person who has confessed thier sin on this website. And for those that have created such a vessel. 2 Corinthians 3:17 says "Now the Lords is the Spirit, and where the Spiritof the Lord is, there is Freedom. May God's spirit remain upon you all that will continue to be transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord. Since the word is our sword to fight the enemy, then say it out loud. I am a sinner just like everyone else. I had premarital sex, use to drink, I have stolen from my job, I have cussed, faughted, I even abused my child verbally. I cannot change what I have done. But I can make something of tomorrow. I always say, what I was is not who I am. Today, I am a child of God. I say it daily and out loud. I also tell myself to read Phillippians 3:13b-15. To remind me what I am reaching for. Iam a new crature in Christ. I also say and forgive, me I cannot remember the actually book and verse it is...But "greater is He that is me than he that is in this world". God loves me and He loves you all. Don't let Satan get the upper hand by believe that you can be used by God through your mistakes and present situation. today, I am child of God who is a worship leader, a mother of two children and a manger within a major corporation. I lead bible studies and God uses all my down falls for his Glory. Let him use your sins as well. Confess them, repent and don't return, go seek God and watch him use you, just like he used me.

I've sinned throughout my 27 years of life. I started having sex at the age of 12. At age 16 I started dating a married 26 year old man. At age 17 I quit high school and later acquired my GED. At age 21 I had a baby out of wedlock with a college student, because I didn't want to deal with anyone elses husband. I knew it was wrong and I didn't want to live my life that way. So i tried to change only ending up dating another married man who is 18 years my senior. He's wanting to keave his wife not only because of me but because she's cheated on him and gave him the choice of being with her or his kids. I 've slept with this married man who is a preacher and that I regret the most. I feel like GOD wouldn't forgive me for that. But I know GOD is a forgiving GOD and can do all things. Please pray for my soul and salvation in the LORD.

I've been mean to my priest

I am very happily married but I am still in love with someone else. My very first boyfriend who I was with from 12 years old till I turned 18.. he went on vacation and came back paralized. I never knew what to say to him so I only saw him once after that. I regret it everyday.. my best friend called me last year and told me he died after many surgeries. And now I can never go back and I can never change it. He will always have a place in my heart and I will never forget him!

I am a horrible mother & wife, I am difficult to get along with, and do not set a good example for my children. I didn't have good examples for parents, and don't know how to do it myself. I am an unhappy individual and do not have the joy of Jesus in my heart I need help...........

My wife and I recently filed for divorce. We are still within California's mandatory 6 month waiting period before the divorce is final. I'm already in a romantic/sexual relationship with another woman who is also getting divorced.

Okay, I admit!!!! I prank called this boy in my class, and made his mom really mad. Lord, I am sorry!!! I also wrote a fake love letter to thus boy I really dislike! Oh...I feel SO bad!!! I am NEVER, EVER pranking someone again!!!

Dear God I know I don't go to church like I should but you know I do think about you everyday and I pray to you everyday. I have messed up in my life and I would like to move on. I had an affair with a married man and then he had an affair on me. I have appoligies to his ex but cannot get to the point to forgive him for doing it to me. I have done drugs in my life but have stopped now. I feel like I have done wrong to my daughter for raying her with hatred to her father. I also blame him for the way she has been rayed. You have give me so many chances to help myself with my finances and weight but I feel like I have failed you. Dear lord please help me with all of this and please forgive me for this too. Dear lord I love you. Amen

okay...i didn't confess something else. I have a deep, burning hatred for this boy. i feel so bad about it!!!

I ask the lord pardon for my sins past and present

I have lost my way.... I feel like I can't find my way back to God. I hope that someday I will. I am sorry.

Forgive me Father, for I have sinned. I often put God on the backburniner. I pray to him when I'm in trouble and need help, but when things are going good talking to God becomes low priority. Father, help me to memeber that I need you, always. In the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

For the last several years - I've not had a lover that wasnt married or in a relationship. I've lied, manipulated, coveted and stolen from people that I love. As a result, I am untrusting of almost everyone in my life.

it has been such a long time sinceI went to confession. I am supposed to be Catholic but I have come more to the conclusion that I am Agnostic. The only thing is I believe in God, I just have a hard time focusing on anything that is not right there in fromt of me. My kids and my fiance are the center of my world. I have done so much and continue to do so much that in my eyes should clench myself going to hell. Yet then I feell that this world that we all live in is Hell enough, I do not know any more. I live with a married man although in our eyes it is us that are married. He has tried to get divorced and even now, we are in the 60 day waiting period to get him divorced but we have been together for almost 5 years and have children together. I do smoke and not jsut ciggs either. I do not feel that I am commiting sin when I do these things for the reason that I do them. I have NEVER been addictied to anything. I yell, scream and parent in other ways that are not exceptable. I am not saying that other peoples lives are worse than mine but for me this is a very hard road to tackle. My oldest has a lot of issues even including dealing with decisions that I have made that made things worse for him. When my oldest does things that jsut makes me so angry I do not know what else todo. I do not beat my children but last time I checked you were supposed to spare the rod and spoil the child. I have lied about numerous things and the thing that gets me the most is not only am I in love with my fiance but I am in love with my late husbands ex fiance. She makes me feel in ways that my fiance can not even do. I do not feel that I am wrong for loving her. I am not against gay marriage or relationships at all. I was raised in a Lesbian home and I am as real as they come with anything and everything that I do and for the most part I feel that I live a pretty descent life. I do not go to church but like I said before that does not mean tha tI do not beleive in GOD. Yes I have told some lies thank God they were not ones that would physically put any one ion harm. I do believe that I do good for the most part but I also know that 2 wrongs do not make a right so therefore all the good things do not make any one thing that I do right. I so do not know how to continue like this. I have so much pain that I have obtained in the last 5 years that it is so overwhelming and I am ready to commit very illegal actions to maintain the things that hurt me so bad for being gone. Having the street knowledge that I have does not help any.

I have been in a long term, serious relationship the past 4 years of my life. Last year I cheated but then began to feel extremely guilty. My boyfriend found out but we remained together for about a year afterward but just recently broke up because he says it's not fair to him to be with someone who cheated, because he can't stop thinking about it. If I could take what I did back I would. I have realized what I did was the worst thing in my life and it didn't mean anything to me. All my life I swore to myself I could NEVER cheat on someone but then ended up hurting the one person I care and love about most. I would do anything in the world to take back what I did.. but I can't. I only wish that he can find it in himself to forgive me someday so we can continue our amazing relationship, because everyday all I do is think about the mistake I have made, and also about the most amazing person I have lost. I am asking for the strength and forgiveness to get through what I have done and am praying that we can someday be together again..

I was named my parents advocate...there are three of us...an older brother and a younger brother and the grandchildren..I had experienced a life style change when a divorce came after 25 years...I have one daughter who is 27...she would live with me on and off during her college years...as a result of the divorce I was awarded a substantial alimony for four years as well as a rollover....when my father died in 2003, we discovered he had been contributing to a comfortable nest egg for my mother....at that time, mom was in relatively good health...I had been stricken with two cancers, breast and kidney...survived both thank God!...however, the recovery time would take me in and out of the workforce...mom stayed in the apartment she and dad shared for 30 years...she would survive on her pension from dad as well as her social security..I had no source of income...I began to withdraw from her accounts...chipping away...letting her know I would be doing so but not letting her know how often...she would also claim a credit card with a 15K limit...there would be an annuity for 30K...over time, I chipped away at these accounts...the IRA I had been awarded was taxed with heavy penalties as a result of early distributions...I would also support my daughter occasionally...the credit cards I had became a struggle...although I had returned to work I was never above water...last August, I decided to move to another state...charging the expense on mom's cc....I would continue to withdraw from her estate...sometimes to cover her expenses as well.. it would become a game of secrecy..it would seem as those I was addicted and drawn to these monies which enabled me to seemingly "retire"...before I moved, mom would be placed in an assisted living...which would be owned by my first cousin...since I would be the executor, I would be the one of the three of us that would take care of her entrance...the monthly rent would be $1665...I knew she could not support that but I didn't want the family especially my cousin to think she couldn't...so I began to cover the shortage...if I had been thinking about her and not about me, I should have paid up front for her stay as well as her funeral...but I did not...I was only thinking of myself...shortly after her transition, she became ill...she would bounce in and out of the hospital...I would continue to use her cc as well as her bank accounts...the rent at the assisted living fell apart...late or not at all or bounced checks...I was scrambling to cover but could not keep up...I have learned that one of my brothers has revised the POA taking me off and making him sole advocate...he has began to close accounts and open new ones...without my knowledge...I don't blame him but I do blame myself...I am suffering attacks of panic and anxiety...the uncovering of these accounts and the activity is beginning to come out...I am once again without a job and have been using mom's pensions to support myself...I have had severe depression and thoughts of suicide...I have ruined her legacy as well as her grandchildren...my dad's hard earned money...gone....there is nothing left...the cc is above the limit...I know that my brother knows also...my daughter does not speak to me...and my older bros is trying to understand but I believe he will soon disappear...I have had to borrow money to meet the rent....everything is in arrears...I ask my God to forgive what I have done...what have I done?...although I have been looking for a job, I have had no luck...I have caused this spiral and fear the worst....I already have asked for a loan to meet the rent from a g/f...my bros sent $$ two weeks ago...I can't expect those who are trying to support their own to enable me.....I have terrible terrible thoughts...I never thought that at this age I would be so destitute...no hope...no resolution...I have excellent skills and training ...what have I done.....

I am currently in a long distance relationship, we met 4 months ago and the connection and love that we share thru our voice and emails is tremendous, I recently sinned, I hanged out with an ex girlfriend and drank, smoked pot, and ended up having sex with her, I feel that it didn't mean anything, but I feel that I betrayed my girl and myself for allowing the devil to tempt me into drinking, doing drugs, and having sex, please God forgive me, I care so much for my girl, this will never happen again, please forgive me God...

My husband cheated on me. My whole family knew about it and looked down on him. I cheated on my husband and told nobody. I let them think I was the innocent one. Now we are divorced. I feel bad for keeping my sins hidden.

I lied to my girlfriend and told her that i lent 1500 dollars to my parents. i did this because i did not want to appear foolhardy in my finances. forgive me Lord for i have sinned. MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON!!

gossiping about others, talking bad about ex's, taking things from work, yelling at kids. not always going to church. Not being quick to forgive.

I have broken every one of the ten Commandments. I have hurt and betrayed my family and friends. I've come to a point in life wondering what's next or does God even exist? I've abused and been abused in every possible manner. I'm sick with myself and my life.....I hate looking in the mirror, I hate what i've become. At times I long for change, sometimes i feel there is no end in sight. I don't know where to start over or if I can ever be forgiven for my selfishness and greed. I'm sorry.

i have gotten way to into intertnet pornography and some homosexual internet stuff. i am stopping. i have seen underage porn which was awful and i regret fully. i just want to forget it all.

god please forgive me.

I've been trying not to look at other women since I've been married. It is very hard to concentrate on the one I love when there is so much out there on the internet and television.

i dont want to get to specific because i am so ashamed. god knows the things i have done and i pray that he forgives me.

I haven't told my aunt that I know my cousin is selling drugs, because he sells them to me for cheap.

I confess that I lied to my parents about how much money I have in the bank, and I've lied to them about eating meat and drinking alcohol, and oh yeah, smoking crazy cheeba.

well where do i start this is something i dont want to take for granted but i know the man up stairs loves everyone these past8years have been a real stuggle for me and now im very ambivulant about my life i admit my intentions were allways not good becuse i was ussally a thrill seeker living not by the grace of god from looking at dating web sites porn being greedy and not being responsibe i lost alot and finng my self trying to start all over agian i cant help it if i have a concise but i dont beleive in good or bad luck nomore just the grace of god i realized to put every thing in the lords hands i once had a loving family i took for granted put alchol before them gambiling before them women before them and some times you dont realize until you have lost every thing i know i cannot make up for the past only move on with my life i leareaned to appreciate life i am a man of few enimies i hope from the war in iraq to numerous things people are suffering we all need to unite death is not the answer all i can do know is salvage what i have i know the possibilites of me and my wife well i moved on she left becuase i wasnt a real man i want to be in my daughter life but she is over seas so it is hard but i know god watches over all i am unemployed right now for being foolish and like i said trying to salvage what i have left i just dont wanna hurt no more it seems like noone likes me i donnt understand why ???? im a likeable person i took the neccesary steps to patch things up i thing but it never seems like enough i never killed no one never i cannot i just hope we can all be united and make it though i know it might not seem as severe to some but adutry gambiling and drinking is to me and god wathches over me to grant me serenity and i just wanted to say that please every day i feel bleesed to be alive becuase i dont know when is my time if some one murders someone without a reasonable caus e just dont take god for a joke thinking its ok i can do whatever i want to harm someone not in self defense but i just want to say thank you jesus for your salvation in your name i pray amen

i confess that i cheated on my husband with two people and i have had numerous abortions in the past. this weight on my heart everyday and i know GOD forgives me but I must forgive myself.

My name is not important.I share a story that many will share.I have killed,many times.I never murderd anyone,but because of my profession,I have taken hundreds,possibly thousands of lives.They call it comfort care.They call it DNR.I am a RN,that worked in critical care. I was in hospitals for 21 years.I have always tried to help my patients to live,and be happy,but there have always been patients that there was no hope for.The patient,or the family would say lets let them "go".Thats when I was forced to come in.I trained to save lives,but I am now forced to give someone a morphine drip IV until they fall asleep an die after they stop breathing.I have seen too many people die,not only have I seen my own payients die,but I have been part of "proceedures"that other staff have used under Doctor's orders to end life.I am so ashamed...This is not why I got into nursing...I wanted to save lives.

Lies, stealing, cheating, immoral thoughts and deads. Placing humans before God. Self-centered. Anything else I cannot recall at this time.

I made a mistake and have gotten 3 credit cards in my mom's name and it has put me into $23,600.00 in debt which has affect my life now for over 10 years and I just need to get this off of my chest and free my mind and soul of this burden Please pray that god will forgive me and help me pay this debt. I faithfully pay the payments but it has imprisoned me finacially. I am tired and broke and have no life because of this debt.

I have had sex with my girlfriend lots of times. Oh god was it good. It brought us so much closer. But I know God hates this type of behavior and I will tell my girlfriend no in the fututre. God is so much more important to me than she is, I wish I had done what he said

i secretly planned a trip to canada behind my parents backs to go visit my friends.

I don't like my last H.R Manager who wrote incriminating stuff about me to the department of labor just because I resigned from my job. I think she is a snob. She said that I left because of "personal issues'. I am mad because I am sure that her vain personality will bad-mouth me to other employers - just because i left. I am really P.O. ed because she did not need to sent a letter of separation to the department of labor. She also said that I "gave no notice" after I was supplying numerous doctor's notes for health reasons over the past few weeks, and finally took the responsibility to come and talk to her to tell her that, even though I needed the $$, that I realistically could not keep the job. I just think she is a horrible ***ch. I just am mad at me, too, that I have to not feel well lately. I guess besides that, I messed up by always quitting my jobs and not staying long.

I've neglected my niece. I haven't been much of an Uncle to her. Even though she is only 2 years old, I still feel that I should be a greater figure in her life. I moved across the country to be close to her. Once I moved here, I paired myself up with someone and instantly started seeing her (my niece) less and less. Even though it is GREAT that I finally found true love, I still feel ashamed that part of it was at her expense. God please forgive me, I will try harder.

I want to obey the Lord but the Devil has a hold of me. I started looking at porn about a year ago and it is so hard to stop. I want to stop but the every time i get to the internet and no one is around, i can't help but go to a porn site PRAY FOR ME PLEASE!!!!!

I have sexual identity issues. I have never felt comfortable discussing them. I always felt i would be judged. I hate "carrying them around" with me. They make me feel that i cannot be honest and free. I hope that by sharing these feelings here i can be free.

I would like to confess that I am addicted to porn, I have told many lies, I have mislead people into thinking that I am somone that I am not. I am really a good person at heart but need God to show me the way. I am trying to stay on a good road but often get side tracked. I am askin gfor forgiveness for all of my sins and and leadership to begin a new path

I grew up in a religious and now I don't find myself religious, but I disobeyed my parents. I've had drinks, gotten drunk, had sex, and had a girlfriend who was of a race that was not my own. I don't find any of this screwing up, but since they do, I'm letting the world know.

ive stole money to buy drugs, and pills to crush them up and snort them and ive sold drugs myself

ive had sex with older men for money for drugs

i always feel as though i need to drink away my problems, and when i lookin the mirror all i see is a monster. will god ever help me, i wish i could stop having sex, but i just feel so addicted to it and can't stop.

i am living a lie with my husband, it started back when we got seperated he left me moved out of the state by him self and left em eith two precious babies, i do not know if i cheated on him or not cause we were not together but i had sex one time and thats it until know no one knows only that person and me

I am having challenges with my mother. I am 47 and she is 77. I am the oldest and have gone through much abuse, which I am forgiving, but she continues to this day to beat me down verbally. I am never saved according to her bible. I wanted to go home, Okla. and this is the 2nd time she has told me not to come. She presently is out hear in Bakersfield for a "family reunion" with distant relatives. Last year I didn't go and I just don't want all the drama. I do love my mother but she doesn't stop with the negative vibe. I don't know exactly how to handle all this. LA

I was watching CNN for some reason, and by the grace of God I saw a commercial about this site, so here it goes. I started looking at porn a while ago, and ever since I've been trying to stop. It has done nothing but eat at the back of my mind and has screwed up friendships, relationships, and most importantly my walk with the lord. I have been trying to get over this hump in my life, I've always heard you have to confess it to people that will pray for you, and I've always been too scared to do it until now, please pray for me and give me the strength that I need to move past this horrible scar in my life. also I beg you to talk to your politicians to pass legislation in order to get rid of pornography. This has done nothing but hasten the ruin of American morals. Thank you for your prayers and support my Christian Brothers and Sisters, together we can put an end to moral concessions our once great country continues to make.

I am married and still attracted to men, though I have not had a sexual relationship with another man since I was happily unmarried. So I guess I have been faithful, and I do love my wife. But my heart goes out to all of us on this website, from fourteen year olds confused about their sexuality to adults who have transgressed. I ask, where is God to help us? Where is the strength to survive? All we can do is pray for each other and hope that a loving saviour will welcome us all.

I was in desperate need of money, and I mugged and beat up a person on the street

i cheated on my wife

I have not done enough to be proud of my humanity.

I'am my own woest enemy. I do belive in GOD, but I have taken care of myself for a long time, I help others when thay need help. But I thought there was no one there to help me when I needed help. But, now that I am older I know that the reason that I were I am today is because of the grace o GOD. But I relize that I am my own worst enemy. I pray that the Lord will teach me to depend on him. and let him take control of my life. Because every time I do it gets all messed up.

I've screwed up in my faithfulness to my husband. I was recently in contact with my first love. After many lengthy phone conversations, we met and engaged in adulterous activity. Although, we did not have intercourse, I still violated my marriage vows.

I use women to have sex, and it makes me feel bad, it really does. I want a relantionship, but having sex with a women and not caring about there feelings really bothers me, but I get sexually aroused and search the web for women that also want to have sex.

I confess that I am sometimes too emotional. And I sometimes hold grudges way too long. I can be a better person if I am more carefree and have fun.

This is a confession that's been a long time coming. I was saved at a young age and have led what my peers most likely see as a holy and morally upright life. In my private life, however, things have been much different. Like some other people on here, I began watching pornography on scrambled cable channels when I was about 13 or 14. Eventually that led to looking at internet pornography, which began to include movies when my family got high-speed internet. Needless to say, I have also struggled with masturbation for quite a long time now. I'm still a virgin (thank God) but have come very close to losing my grip on this last bastion of sexual morality as well. This has all but killed my spiritual life. I feel as distant from the Lord as I ever have. Occasionally I feel as though I'm gaining ground, only to slip and fall right back to where I was before. I have committed to stop my immoral ways several times, and have failed with each attempt. Today, though, I'm making another stand. I'm promising the Lord to do better (not just try to, but actually do better). I ask everyone reading this to hold me up in prayer. I'll certainly be praying for all of you.

When I first started having sexual desire, (when i hit puberty) pleasuring myself was not enough. I would try other things, sneaking my parents adult items, porn on the net. There was this one time I lured the neighbor kid over to my house. My parents were gone. I made him do acts to me i painfully regret. He was only 3. I was 13. I will always live with that. A painful mistake... painful..

i confess to and am very ashamed of lying and stealing and teaching things that are sinful are okay and homosexual activities and pornagraphy being decietful dishonoring my mother and father wishing death on and hating others masturbation taking the lords name in vain hating god saying and doing things that are dissrespectful to god and adultry because i have looked at married people with lust in my eye, i have asked for forguveness many times before but i keep going back to my sinful ways please forgive me lord, and please pry for my forginess whoever runs this site im very sorry

I confess that my greatest sin is that I'm so frustrated and depressed that I abuse my body by overeating continuously. I understand that I make this choice to hurt myself and through hurting myself I also hurt my kids and my husband. Dear God, please help me and give me strength to overcome this sin.

I don't go to church

I am here to confess all my sins. I have had sex, cheated on my ex gf of 2 years. Had sex with another girl hours before my ex. I've done drugs, stolen small amounts of money, and lied. I have cheated on tests and watched porn. Please forgive me for all my sins.

Forgive me for I have sinned. I feel like I'm losing my faith in people and I am so angry all the time. My soul is full of rage and I don't know where it comes from. I feel hatred towards others because I don't love myself. I wish I could let love in. I am jealous of others. I have slept with men to feel false love, love that only lasts for a few minutes but it's the only love I feel. It is the only love I feel I am worthy of, my facade hides my self-loathing. I am deceiving myself. God give me patience to love myself and others.

well,god knows

i listen to black sabbath and ac/dc and other heavy metal bands. I just want GOD to know that i still love and will serve his rules. And i have a porn problem. God please help me and hopefully bless me..

I struggle with porn and have for the last couple of years. I can't stop looking at it. My walk with the Lord has suffered severely and I am looking for a way out. I heard about this site on Anderson Cooper 360 and thought maybe this could be of some benefit to me. What should I do? I need to stop doing this immediately.

I have had sexual encounters with many men and women for money everyday since I was 11 yrs old. Its hard to be a man with a family and still live this life.

I stole a ring from my grandmother's jewelry box when I was a child and still feel guilty. I have never told anyone until now. My father was an alcoholic and I remember wishing that he was dead when I was a child.

I don't even know where to begin. I have done so many horrible things in my life. I became sexually active when I was 16 and became pregnant. I had an abortion and hated myself for it. I turned to drugs to quelch the pain. I entered into abusive relationships and my drug addiction escalated. I started doing heroin when I was 18 and couldn't stop. I was homeless and lost everything. I got into trouble with the law and didn't care. I thought that God had given up on me because I knew that there was more that I had to offer this life. In January, my past caught up with me and I was sent to prison. For months, I blamed God for everything that happened and completely lost faith. Then one day I realized that this was the best thing that could have happened to me. This was God's way of saving my life. Since then, I have had my faith restored and believe that He was with me the whole time. I believe that I had to suffer to gain the wisdom and knowledge that I have now. Without that, I would not have these gifts to offer the rest of the world.

I'm struggling with my sexuality and am not too sure what I am. I sometimes have feelings for the girls in my class, but I recently had anal sex with one of my male classmates who admits to being a homosexual. please god help me for I have sinned

I'm guilty of not being able to forgive my stepfather for sexually abusing me when I was a preteen. I'm guilty for not being able to be "normal". It makes me sick. I have little to no faith and I don't know why. God has been good to me, but I don't feel like I'm deserving of any of the things I've gotten. I'm guilty of living through my daughter. Her successes make me feel overly proud. I want to be a "real" person, but I just don't know how I'll ever be good enough for God.

I want to ask for forgiveness because I have gotten revenge on my spouse for cheating on me, by cheating back on him. He does not know. It hurt me so bad that he would do this to me, that I felt to do the same thing would heal my pain, but I feel as low as I did when I found out what he did to me. I have ended that relationship and I ask God to help heal my heart in a positive way, to heal my marriage and not give me that desire to seek love and fill my wound with a sin. I am still not in love with my husband, but have been faking and playing the role as wife. Deep down I want that person I married, I trusted and loved with all of my being. I feel that person has died and I want to get him back. Lord, help me to let go of my pain and forgive my husband and have a happy life again.

my confess'n is that i been sexual active through my year's and it's not like i like doing it be i feel as if that's the rite wayto get love from im male freind{BOYFRIND} and i also want to confess that im move'n away from god when i want to be closer then what i was and now i want to be closer.

I would like to ask God to forgive me for not keeping him first in all aspects of my life. I placed money, fame, and fortune in front of my service, faith, and dedication to God. I realize now.... that it has cost me a lot. Forgive me Jesus.

I have to confess that I am a homosexual and I find it hard to deal with. I even have a boyfriend that I've been with for over a year now. I know it's wrong but I can't help it. I don't want to be alone forever. I love him. I also struggle with porn. It's a nightly thing. I also masturbate to all the porn I watch. I don't know how to handle all this. I want to be happy and I am with my boyfriend so it confuses me. People think homosexuality is a choice when it's not. I don't choose to take all the hatrid and making fun off.

I had my life together for a year after my divorce,.I decided to start dating again,but looking in all the wrong places,such as bars.for a year i loved being single and my life was dedicated to the church,but something changed and i am choosing men over the important things such as my children,my home, things that i worked hard accomplishing.I met a man on the internet and 3 months talking I moved him in with me and 2 weeks later i married him.And 2 weeks after being married I decided that he was not what I wanted, because I went ut to a bar and a friend of mine introduced me to her male friend and I fell head over heals for this man, so I told my husband to move out to be with this other guy.So I dated this guy for a month had sexual relations spent several nights with him then suddenly he keeps going to the bar drinking and doing drugs so I decided to end our relationship.And I started talking to another male friend that i was intrested in for 2 years that i desperately wanted to be with,so we finally get that chance to be together.So we spent 3 weeks together enjoying each others company and having sex I thought thqat he was everything that i wanted till he started drinking and being disrespectful to me,but still i gave up my home and moved in with him used up all my finances which caused me to lose things that i worked hard for,but then i woke up and realized i was in the wrong place,so now I am back with the second man that I met in the bar because I am trying to get my home back which I have,trying to get my own life back together again, but I don't want to let this man go even though I know that he is using me I still have feelings for him.So i just want to be forgiven for all the sins that I have committed and get back on the right path and walk with you lord.And if it is meant to be then I will have a real relationship with this man.So again please for give me.

Lord, I am asking for your forgiveness and your help. I have had a good life and cannot complain. I have a roof over my head a good job and I can pay my bills. But I have sinned and ask for forgiveness I have smoked pot ,drank, lied,stole from family and people I dont even know. I have a great family but I cannot help my son with his addiction to pills, he steals and lies, I have caused him to be this way and I need your help he is young and deserves a good life please Lord help him he cannot control his addiction. Lord give me the grace and will to be strong enough for him. Lord I cannot do this by myself I need you to help him. In Christs name I pray for help.

Ever since my last relationship ended, I've been having nightmares about him, at first they were violent, he either would try to kill me in the dream or he'd verbally abuse me and call me fat, ugly, stupid and worthless. During that time I developed an eating disorder and lost a lot of weight. I also stopped having periods. At one time, I was running about 5 miles a day and eating around 500-600 calories per day. The dreams stopped, and I started eating normally, and put on about four or five pounds, but recently, I've had a relapse, and I'm trying to lose even more weight now. I feel disgusting and fat. I hate my square body. Why can't I be beautiful?

I am a sinner and a fornicator. I cheat on my wife with high priced call girls. I started last summer when my wife and I were having a bit of a rough spell in our relationship. Since our second child was born (16 months ago) we probably only have sex every 4-6 weeks. I have used that to justify (in my wind) my infidelity. Although I practice safe sex with these women, I am still scared about bringing something home. I have said so many times "never again", but a couple of weeks later, I find myself scanning the web to look for another woman. I have probably had 15 visits with 7 or 8 different hookers over the past 10 months. How do I stop this and turn my life around? I have such a great wife, two wonderful and beautiful kids, a good job with a great salary, and we're in the middle of building a new house. If my double life is discovered, I will probably lose all of this. What worries me most is what will happen when I die and meet my wife in the afterlife. Will she confront me with this infidelity? Will I go to hell and she go to heaven? Please God, show me the way out of this mess.

I have looked at Gay Pornorgraphy for too long. Everytime I say never again but dang Satan gets his way, and then I am almost forced to go back. I want to Confess that I have screwed up long, enogh and that its time for a change. Please pray for me, and pray that the sexual impurity be removed, and that burden of going to those nasty websites will be gone, and I will never look at Porn again. Jesus loves me to much to let me relationship with him be destroyed. I am not gay, but Satan is trying to make me that way. Pray I will not conform! I will try my hardest! Amen

I have been in and out of psychiatric hospitals with severe depression and psychosis and electric shock treatment. I have had premarital sex and my dad gives me 100 dollars every month and I might have bought cigarettes with it but I can't remember for sure but I might have. I have had cosmetic surgery 3 times becasue I felt so ugly. I feel so unworthy and it is hard for me to believe that I can really go to heaven. I wonder if I will go to hell for this attitude. I want to go to heaven and I believe that Jesus died for my sins. But do you have to confess to the person you sinned against in order to be forgiven by God? Or can you just ask God to forgive you and that would be sufficient? I wish I knew the answer. It is so hard for me to believe that I am forgiven because of 2 sins. I don't want to go directly to the person I sinned against , I just want to go directly to God. I hope God would be satisfied with that. But I'm not sure. I hate not being sure. I have no joy. I want joy and peace but it will not come no matter how hard I try. I just have to live with it even though I have many blessings. I have been homeless 3 times even though I am a college graduate with a Masters degree.

I used to call myself a Christian but my faith became thin as years went by.I began searching for porn years ago,and all the sins that comes with it were part of my life.They still are. Sex,masturbation and cheating.All these things keep me away from God,i tried to pull myself up but i failed every time.I'll keep fighting with my addiction and i can only hope for forgiveness...

I don't think I believe in God anymore. I can only take so much, I'm only human.. and I've been through so much. I don't see a reason to believe anymore. God and His followers have only caused me trouble, I went to church and got teased as a child by other "christian" children. No one would even say hello to me when I walked into the building. When I was in the room, I'd hear the pastor and his wife gossip about members of the congregation, the leader of the Teenage Sunday School stopped attending, and his wife would regularly tell the teenagers and talk about how George W. Bush was sent by God, and if you were a liberal you were going to hell. And if you were pro-life you were evil and you were going to hell. And if you were gay, you were going to hell. And if you listened to anything (any music) outside of the Christian genre, you were going to hell because music was intended for the Lord only. She would make us sign petitions (pro-life, or against some kind of liberal bill or movement) and not fully explain what they were, but she'd tell us if we didn't do it we were going against God. I once brought my friend to church, and word got out (thanks to the gossipers) that my friend was bisexual. The kids began to tease her and everytime she would walk into the room, the adults would giggle and whisper. She left the church right after that, and hasn't been back since. I recently needed help, and I called my pastor. He didn't even bother to pick up the phone, and I never got a call back. I see hypocrisy everywhere I turn. Give me a reason to believe and I will. Until then, I don't know what I am, I believe in God, but I am sick and disgusted with these so-called "Christians". I cannot step foot into a church anymore without feeling sick to my stomach.

I've gone to church all my life trying to find christian people. anotherwords people who adhered and lived by the bible. I 'd say the majority of the wemon are exclusive and gossip and only allow certain prople in their group. They hold onto narrow minded ideology and lack understanding in the people jesus chose to understand. The church would do a lot better to help if the people running and attending church were real Bible ,Christ loving people amd not self promoting jugdemental exclusive people. The church is not a club where you don't let inthe dirty or the sinful. Christ ate with the sinners and when critisized said that the doctor doesn't come to heal the well but the sick. What is it with these church going people perfectly dressed and what i would call snobby.It's not thier church , it's Gods.

I confess that I don't know what to beleive. I need help. I beleive in God. I also beleive that the bible was written a long time ago and it will never be re-written, but it would be if God could. I have been with my girlfriend/fiancee for over 5 years. For 4 of those years, we have had sex or I always thought it was making love. She is my only. Now all of a sudden she has a new belief in God and even though shes always gone to church and read the bible, she now feels she doesn't want to anymore until after shes married. Even worse. I am ready to get married now. And its not for the sex. But she doesnt want to get married til after she is done with college, which will be in approximately 3-4 years. I have found myself trying to "con" her into changing her beliefs. But its honestly because I feel although we are not married that it isn't wrong. We aren't doing it with everyone. Just each other. We are in love.

i've stolen my freind's money 1500TW i'm sorry

I became addicted to pornography almost twenty years ago. I have tried to break free from this addiction both before and after becoming a Christian. Before knowing Christ, I would get drunk on most weekends but after knowing the Lord I stopped. The Lord has set me free from using foul language, alcohol, greed, and other problems, but sexual sin remains in me. Living in another country provided many opportunities to commit additional sexual sins. With the help of the Lord, I have been able to resist sexual sin at times, but always the sin returns. God please set me free - the freedom you promise to all those who humbly confess to you and bellieve in you. Lord, you are my only hope.

i have had sex with more than 32 girls and been watching porn videos and masturbating to it all my life.i have been trying to stop but the temptation is very high.please help me overcome it with prayers

I confess that I did really bad things that I thought I would never do and I ask my God to forgive me. I already did drugs, drink alcohol and made out with too many people. I already lied too much to my parents, family and friends. I want to change, but I don't know how. Every night I pray to God to help me with everything that is wrong with me, my family, my friends and with the World. I gained a lot of weight and I pray and hope that God will help me with that issue that seems not important at all, but it is for me, my self estime. Forgive me God for all my sins.

i confess to any sexual act that i have done. and lying, i cant even get through a single conversation w/out exaggerating about somthing or working it up a littel bit, ive been trying and i ask god for help everyday, but i continue to be jobless and confused about life, i trust that if i do good an that i give back god will reward me by walking with him in heaven.

I've been struggling with sexual thoughts and homosexual thoughts and i'm just praying that jesus will forgive me and help me stay on his path

Hello. I am an educated and polite Younger man who does have a good life, I have many good things for me and around me. I have signifficant gratitude to my family that is with me to this day, My folks have been married 42+ years, I Have a Grown Sister and Brother, as You may guess I am the Youngest. I believe the laws of Karma, What You do will come back to You. In the past I have faced the occasional porn video, the fling I used to have, those are not what weighs on my concience. I have a few Marijuana plants on a remote far away field, I pick a small amount of the herb and consume it responsibly NEVER EVER giving it to anyone and would rather give it to the police berfore I gave it to a child. I enjoy the euphoric feeling that it helps bring - But I do not need the 'weed' to feel Joy. I have a Mercedes (a lil older) I am buying a house, and have Neices, Nephews, a Brother , A sister and a few good friends to help me feel Love and Joy. I ask that if the once a month Marijuana Cigarette, I consume at home and stay at home for the remainder of the night, is this a sin? I feel no shame yet I hear that it should be shameful. God who sacrificed his Son for Our sins explicity through devine inspiration has it in the bible that all plants known to man may be enjoyed. And so I do. I have felt Shame for previous adultery, and previous pornogrophy when I was doing them... In the same light I enjoy and will talk openlyof those that know me - of my responsible and occasional use of a plant that has not harmed me in 7 years. God is my Heavenly father.. I accept him as that. I am honest with god, Honest with others (some times too honest) and can say if I were to change 5 things about myself... I would get more sleep, Volunteer more than I do, Meet a girl I could marry, make more friends and get a few very minor cosmetic changes made... Pot is not in the list. I know that alcohol other than wine (representation of Christ's blood) is a sin, its not something I normally would consume.. If I am sinning... I do not see why a kind and loving god (this is where Karma pays off by returning good deeds) would put a herb so common on the earth and enjoyed by many only to let them sin by consumption of his fruits. Freewill but not entrapment. At this I bear that yes I have sinned in the past,I still sin occasionally (swear) and try to avoid those things. I have not Hate nor lust in my heart, Animals and especially the down trodent I feel a deep Compassion - I have the good things I do so I may be empowered to help those who cross my path and lord You have seen that I do more than give money, instead a meal or a bus ticket. My concience is clean..... I came here to ponder what is bad with the responsible and occasional use of a plant substrate others say is immoral (and they..... have sloth, lust and greed in their hearts) I feel no shame... If i do sin God through others please advise.

I'm not sure if actions accompanied sometimes by stupidity, immaturity, and selfishness can be considered as serious as commiting a sin. But, I like to ask forgiveness to my parents, no longer alive, for disappointing them... I never got married, don't have a family, made wrong decisions in my life ....so, today, I'm without a job...have no family...no children... I'm not a bad person...would never do anything to hurt anyone... If I only had more sense of responsibility when I was younger...I should of listen to my parents. Now...at 50...I don't have much....

I feel bad!!! I hate myself! I think about sex alot!!! I have a boyfriend and I always think about other man!!! I love my boyriend but I cannot stop living in my fantasy world!!! I hate myself! I am a coward!!! afraid of life!!! to lazy to find God! I need help

HELP

I've been addicted to video games for about 7 years now. I think it is destroying my relationship with my kids and for sure my wife. I play halo 1, halo 2, and i really want to buy halo 3. What do I do? Can anyone help me?

ive been bad

i'm a christian man that has a calling on my life to minister the word of God and I just got married a 1 year ago and I love my wife but i've cheated on her with a young lady from my job.I no longer work at that job also i dont and havn't talked to that lady either,also i've been lusting to have sex with her cousin like relly bad.please pray for me!!!! This is from a man that is in a spiritual battle

I've been running from one abusive situation to another all my life and it seems automatic to dump things and stay financially, emotionally broke. I've stopped drinking through AA 16 years ago, but still angry, bitter, remembering events like dreams playing abuses over and over and I just can't forgive. I've remarried but never saw my sons ever again since 1984 because I cannot forgive my ex wife, nor her brother for the things they did to me. I hate. I hate every day and replay it like a movie and my wife hears it all. I just can't keep the past out of my life. God please help me.

Dear God - you know that I have been struggling with pornography and masturbation for the last nine years. In the last few months things have gotten better as I have grown closer to Jesus. But I still need the power of the Gospel to completely remove it from my life, I can't do it alone.

i confess that i have passed my three years of school from grade 5 to grade 8 by cheating..not only cheating but stealing question papers from the school ..

I said a bad word.

I did not do enough to become a btter man

god if ur there just give me a sign, im gay and nobody knows it, and i have a loving boyfriend, ive known him for almost a year but u said that im not supposed perform homosexual acts, but god i do, passionatly, ive tried being with girls but it just doesnt feel right. so wut should i do? live my life as a lie or live it truthfully and get discrminated against and go to hell ?

I hate the person I have become. I am so far away from you right now God. I am afraid I won't be able to find my way back to You. The hole that I am trying to fill up with alcohol and men is getting bigger. I turn to You and repent and ask for your forgiveness then turn around and start all over again with alcohol and men. Please help me Lord. Help me become the person you mean for me to be. I love you Lord. Please help me Jesus. Please.

I've screwed up! I've broken almost every Commandment and found out it all comes back on you when you do that. I know God has forgiven me, but he is still punishing me. I don't know how long the punishment will go on, but it has been years now. I'm not in jail and haven’t done anyt